LET IT GO. | EP18 | SavedNotSoftPodcast 

In prayer God revealed that I was addicted to escaping reality and also showed me why… because my reality was “unsettling” to me that I never wanted to be present. He so good at getting to those deep fragments in us! 😭

This is so crazy! I just had this revelation last night “love from a distance and not idolize” as it only leads me further from Christ. A wordddd

“It’s not because I’m scared to let go, it’s because I’m scared it won’t come back” like girl that hits HARD. Thanks for sharing 🩷

I remember trying to watch your podcast at first a few months ago and my flesh would literally repel me, because the enemy knew what I would truly receive in my spirit from hearing you speak. Now, I’ve been listening to you everyday and I thank God for anointing you so that he can speak to me through you and giving me the strength to fight my flesh.. Glory to God❤️

I’m like so angry about this boy and how he disrespected me and how I let it happen and he was just on my mind. And it was in my mind like “why are you still thinking about this? Why is it still taking up space in your mind? You are free?” And this message helped me get rid of the dust

“This place cannot be refurnished until it’s an empty house” mmm. So good Emmy!!!

While i was watching your podcast, i got really Hit when you said idolizing man over Jesus. Pursuing man over pursuing Jesus, and i realized thats what i've been doing over the past years. And im encouraged to let go of the things that are dusting my house and let goand to Pursuing Jesus more than worrying to date and worrying about all my past traumas. Thanks for this amazing podcast Emmy, God Loves Youuu and God Bless Youuu

I got out of a 5 year on and off situationship with my first love , known them since I got saved at 16 and I’m 23 now and in the same church and friend group. Glad I heard this because I want to move on but it’s so hard not knowing if something will come back to you if you fully let God have it, worst anxiety on the planet. But I’m trusting Jesus has fully authority to redeem, which I’m learning may not look like he’s renewing the old, but wanting to do a new thing instead. I want to refurnish and find someone new , but at the same time the memories/ sentiment is what’s holding me from clearing “ my house”

"While your head was busy being buried in the thing that was wounding you, you let all these people into your secret place." WHEEEWWWW A WORD!!

I know this is an old video but only The Lord knows how much I needed to watch this and take this in. I Thank You and I Thank Jesus for this video.

I was so touched when you talked about letting people out of your house, i realized that my house is so overcrowded with people and things that have hurt me. It's so full that God's will can't even fit. I have decided that i am going to let God take control so I can let people out of my house. It's so sad how we always allow people to do whatever they want in our houses and the fear of kicking them out makes things even worse

God keeps speaking to me through this channel, this episode has me confronted. Thank you for being obedient to HIM

“I’m experiencing it and why does my flesh hate what’s happening in my spirit” this is exactly what I struggle with my whole body wants to fight but my spirit is being fed.

Speaking of Jackie hill Perry, she said that when God wants you to let go of something, it’s not to empty you, it’s to fill you with something better! Ik that was God bc I watched it after this. It was the Vid abt Beyoncé/ wisdom she made on yt. U right SHES SO WISE😭

In every podcast of yours when you encourage us to ask a question to God or to reflect, I actually write down what you say and I later on go and I journal it and I pray about it. it has been so helpful in my journey with God and I am so Thankful to God that he’s using you as a vessel to reach people like me even through the Internet. I’m 23 living in Mississippi and i’ve been a believer since the beginning of 2023 and let’s just say it has been a wild ride and finding your podcast has been such a great source of knowledge in my walk with God. Keep up the good work for his kingdom 🙌🏼✝️

Please don’t stop spreading his word I could really use a prayer if your seeing this ❤️🌍❤️

Being in college has really been taking a toll on me…both in my flesh and spirit. I’ve been so inconsistent with God, had a boyfriend who wasn’t a believer, and struggled to find my place in the world. I didn’t realize how much that’d eat me alive while trying to manage so many of my classes, and God called me for so many months, telling me to get out! And after six to seven months of fighting it, I let go and let him have it, and although it hurt, I was able to be set free physically, emotionally, my ex still has me, and I’m still learning to be to consistent in this area of giving God my time and my effort, and I just can’t wait for this new phase coming where it’s just me and God. So he can deliver me from the inconsistent, scared, and untrusting tendencies that I am…Amen ❤

I’ve been wanting to learn how to have faith (young believer here) and God said In order to receive Faith, I must let go of fears! And other old beliefs, I left another comment if y’all want more insight🙃

Emy this is so crazy, because I clicked on this episode at random while I was rearranging the furniture in my room. And I came across some books and other things that really need to leave my life AS YOU WERE SPEAKING on auditing the things in your home that need to be removed in order to receive new blessings. God blows my mind every day, he knew exactly what you needed to say to me. This is insane.

I just recently found this channel. Keep giving God glory, you're doing so well.

You're definitely on the right track. I had to let go of my daddy issues as well. I had a powerful moment when he called after years. The first time he called, I felt fear and did not want to speak to him. The second time God gave me courage. I thought I would feel...anger but it was a sense of peace. And as he began apologizing on the phone and I had this conviction. I told the man that I felt made me insecure, fear men, and have trust and abandonment issues. I told him "I forgive you and I love you." I was so relieved. And I thanked God after the call for letting me do it. TLDR: be open to forgiveness, it is truly a gift from God

Oh man how God spoke through you! This one hit! Thankyou for being transparent,it’s NOT easy. This week my pastor wanted me to write my story and it’s so hard for me because being transparent and vulnerable are things that don’t come easy. So Thankyou for being able to speak about the tough things

The fact that I just bought tickets to see Jackie Hill Perry’s glory tour before watching this 🤯 thank God for using you as a vessel ❤

God is so incredibly intentional. this is something i needed so badly to hear, thank you holy spirit for speaking and thank you emy for being an obedient vessel ❤️

How you spoke that your struggle was a setup That made a lot clear to me , as Christian’s our struggle is set up The lord lets us explore the darkness but there he was waiting to release you so you could share this wisdom with us here . Thank you sister he is truly walking with you 🙏

Thank you for your vulnerability. Praise the Lord! 👏🏽

Yooo just abt everything hit so hard w/ me personally!!! God used ur testimony to start something in me. This is my 1st season which is uprooting everything I’ve been taught and the world and renewing my identity, and ur vision helped bring awareness that my house is full of false beliefs and bad thinking patterns that i adopted from my mom and childhood. I’m making progress😏ALSO it helped me get closer to Jesus because other than being saved and the gospels, I didn’t feel like ik him personally! He’s so loving!

Thanks for this message, it just hit me how I want to love GOD but I put my self so much, Like during prayer, I set time and keep checking the time and anything I go out there I put myself first before GOD, ooo GOD please forgive me.

I needed this sooooo much !! Thank you Jesus

Wow! What a revelation!!! So amazing how God uses you to speak to people, this really correlated with so many signs Jesus was giving me and this video brought them all together so thank you! I pray for your continual abounding spiritual faith and wisdom 🫶🏽

This has blessed me and encouraged my faith so much. Thank you for sharing, thank you for being vulnerable and obedient to God. You’re being used by God for our generation and I’m so grateful

I wanted you to talk about another topic but I really needed this, God is good. Going through a huge transition and a lot of loss right now and there's a ton of spring cleaning to do in my heart

This one hit me sooooo hard! I have battled affection issues since my dad passed and his passing has always had a hold on me, I just started this journey and this video truly hit me hard. Thank you so much💛

Waaww I’m so shocked how God speak to you and how you humbled yourself ! You really inspire me ❤

Clicked on this not knowing what it would be about and the word spoke directly to my situation and the thoughts I've been having. The Holy Spirit is working!..Thank you and God bless you Emy🩷

Wow. You talked on everything I prayed about last night. Amazing🥳🙌🏼 thank you for your obedience

This podcast just changed my whole life . Im so happy i just decided to click this video this morning . Thank you so much for this !

Thank you for your message! Absolutely amazing ❤️‍🔥

I grew up non denominational christian, my family was very strong in faith and very loving. We have a very tight-nit family. We also struggled financially, lost a child (my brother) but my parents always taught us to trust in God and put your faith in God because he has a plan. My uncle was the preacher of our church I sang in church also so very much wrapped in the community of faith. I got saved as a very young child and then when I was a teenager I went to youth groups every Wednesday I would go on the summer trips with the church was I’ve always been so lukewarm. My parents and all of us siblings love music was raised on secular music, I’ve always had a terrible mouth on me (swearing) long story short I moved far away from my parents away from the community of faith haven’t been to church since I left. Strayed away from God, struggled, felt alone, started smoking weed and partying. And I recently just broke down and cried to the Lord. I’m tired of this lifestyle I want that relationship with God I want to feel Him and know Him. A friend of mine who lives in Canada I live in Hawaii we met here in Hawaii back in 2019 she always was very strong in her faith one day she sent me your Insta and encouraged me to listen to it and I did. Each time I listen to one of your podcasts I learn so much more about Jesus and it drives me to want to read the word for myself and have that time with God. I’m not perfect. I still struggle heavily with sin. I’m working on dying to my flesh and working on my mouth, gossiping, being angry so many things I’m trying to fix. God is definitely doing amazing things through you, thank you for this message.

Thank you for being obedient to the Lord 🤍 he’s speaking to me through you and I can’t wait to have my own personal encounters with God. This is really challenging me to get to the root of things with JESUS. I’ve been saved and faithful to God for about 4 months and i have overcome some addictions but the Lord is reallllllyyy starting to bring up some of my past traumas to start doing a healing work in me. I don’t feel as alone, knowing that you are also going through this too. I know there are a lot of others who are suffering in Christ, but just to share in your suffering and vulnerability is such an encouragement. Thank you Emy ❤️ We really are saved not soft 🙌🏼

Thank you for being vulnerable and transparent about the way God moved in your life. He has opened my eyes to the people I need to let go of and this was so encouraging and convicting. Praise God! I love your channel and feel so blessed to hear the way God speaks through you.

I just recently stumbled upon your channel after going through so many heavy things back to back.. for anyone who sees this and lives in LA please share church recommendations after watching these videos I need to get back rooted to God and would love to know where you go and recommend especially if they speak about God transparently the way you do❤️❤️❤️ grateful I came across your channel

I felt God’s presence throughout this message , I needed this. Thank you for your obedience.

This helped so so much. I didn't expect to feel so much conviction from the Holy Spirit. God truly spoke to me when you were speaking about the vision you experienced, so much tears flowed, God bless you for this and may He continue to use you for his honour and glory.

This was my favorite so far. I even took notes on this. I love how transparent you are bc i’m able to relate. I’m grateful I came across you

thank you Lord for giving me clarity through this video , God is so good and so is his timing

What you are doing is so amazing, God speaks to me through you!! Thank you for what you do, God Bless You

I was stuck and didn't know what to do. Going through the exact same thing you went through and watching this really helped me a lot

Thank you so much for sharing this openly. It must not be easy, but thank you for your obedience. Your obedience is saving lives! God bless you

My sister & I have been going to our local church everday at 5am to pray for our family. I am listening to this podcast in church & I literally paused it & named everyone the Lord put on my heart & told them to leave. I can literally breathe better. Thank you for your testimony🙏

“Jesus, Jesus, Jesus” whew super nostalgic for me “tarrying” in church as a teen, did it because I was told to, didn’t understand what was it for, as an adult best believe I call on him for any and everything 💚 from Boston

Thank you so much for this channel and message 💕 God bless you

Thankyou so much.....I needed to let go of my desires and a person that I've been holding on to and its right now that i surrender fully to Jesus and let His will be done in my life. Amen hallelujah 🧡🧡

This was beautiful and so healing!! Thank you ❤🙏🏾God is so good!!

Thissss ? This hit my spirit so hard. I wanted to clean and listen to this and ended up brought to tears and stuck in place ..thank you for allowing God to speak through you.

Thank You so much for allowing God to speak through you in this podcast! It has become one of my favorites over the last couple of weeks and I am learning so much. And thanks for your vulnerability. God used your testimony today to show me some things!

love your podcast !! love that you speak christ with boldness and live out your faith string

Only 35 mins in and on the brink of tears, needed this so much. Finishing in the morning ❤

You are the best!! And Praise our Prince of Peace 😌❤️‍🔥🙌

I thank you for this, even as a man, I relate to you. This was a huge revelation to me

God NEVER ceases to amaze me. this video was posted 5 months ago but because this is something that i needed it showed up on my feed as a recent video!

wow this message really touched the home in my heart, I feel like it really showed me the reality of my father wounds. Thank you for sharing that vision with me, I could experience myself as you spoke it, I’m going to practice this in meditation more bc I definitely feeling the emotions coming through. Thank you for the redemption I felt to being understood. 🙏

So many gems in this episode. This is the first episode I’m watching but I know I will be back. I’m new on my journey with Christ and I know the first thing I need to do is LET IT GO. It reminds me of a song I heard a while ago called Let it Go by Jessica Reedy. Thank you Emi for speaking this truth into my life 🫶🏼 may God bless you 🤍. Love from the UK ❤️

Powerful testimony jesus says I am open and naked before the world.

Thank you so much for this! I can relate with your story about your dad. My dad also left me when I was 5, and although he came back physically, he has emotionally left me ever since. I have recently decided to let go of the relationship because it is toxic for me and this video is confirmation that it is ok. Much love and healing to you on your journey!❤

thank you so much for being vulnerable this episode emmy. this definitely shed some light on hundreds of people including me. i’m still new to my walk and living in a world with so much evil sin is difficult. but i know that being in god’s presence leads us to greater things. thank you so much for doing what you do, i can see our heavenly father working through you and it’s beautiful!

I’m I awe of you, you’re so inspiring. I needed this so bad , so thank you ❤

Whew God knows I needed this! I started watching a couple days ago but I just finished & wowwww is all I can say.

I am literally going through this rn! As I’ve been working through my trauma, I’ve been feeling like I’ve always given more than I received and it’s so hard for me to dial that down bc i am such a loving person to those I consider important to me. But those same ppl have made me feel disposable like they don’t value our bond as much as I do and I’m trying to work on letting go bc I’ve been constantly saying the same thing for years. All my trauma stems from “daddy” issues as well and my flesh and spirit are at war bc i want to forgive them and just move on like go our separate ways but I have a hard time forgiving ppl bc i would’ve never treated them the way they treated me.

I have listened to a lot of people speak and I feel like you have such a gift. My husband and I have experienced two miscarriages just this summer 3 months apart and I am really having trouble letting go of the pain and sadness. I am struggling with the idea that my suffering is apart of His plan. I know it is but I am so blinded by the sadness that I can't seem to just let God in to comfort me. Thank you for speaking on letting go. Maybe it will help me let go of my miscarriages and hand over my desire for a child to God. His plan is always good regardless of how I feel about it.

I can’t even begin to describe how much I needed this word today. Girl, the Lord uses your podcast every time to speak to me on the things I’m seeking Him and asking answers for. You are anointed and I appreciate your heart to serve the Lord and the wisdom He’s granted you. Much love ❤️

Thank you Emy! When you started to describe your vision I saw it so vividly as if it was my own because I have my own father wound so it resonated with me deeply. I began bawling involuntarily like oookay… I gotta let him go and I’m thinking God’s talking about this recent situationship and He said your dad!? Huh. So good, God bless you.

God's been showing me how i hold on to fear in dealing with my younger brother and with life in general. Like I can be quite strict with my brother, and im noticing that it's sometimes out of a lot of fear of him getting lost in the world. But it's not my job to keep him, it's Jesus' and i ought to discipline him out of love, not fear. He's also shown me how i tend to run away from my problems rather that to Him with them, which He's not quite happy with. It's something ive struggled with for a long time now and im just praying that God will help me let that go bc thats not how He wants it to be. I shouldn't have to run from my problems to meet Him, i ought to run straight to Him in the midst of my problems.

This has come at such a good time. I'm being redeemed and so is my relationship with my mom. My dad on the other hand, is gonna be some work and im scared to start that cause i know it will be painful but I also know that it won't overwhelm me with Christ in my heart. I love my dad and i feel so much anger towards him even though I want to forgive him. I ask Jesus that you help me through these trying times. I pray Father God that you put your hand over us and help us. Help us be redeemed and renewed. I pray that you help me see that I already am victorious in the name of Jesus. Amen. Watching this video has touched me. Jesus is doing a great work in you Emy!!!🥰🥰💜

THIS IS INSANE. Jesus is so amazing bro.

I don’t have the words to express how I feel about this podcast but I am sooooo happy cause I relate. I was listening to your podcast and I was like I need to see this lady so I came to RU-vid( you’re gorgeous ❤) and you have a new subscriber 😊. I’m recently starting my walk with God and one day I felt so bad after committing a sin that I have been struggling with and I cried and begged God to liberate me and help me be better and slowly I am seeing progress. I don’t have people around me that can help me grow spiritually but now I have you, pst Stephanie Ike on RU-vid and the Better together network and I am happy to say I have started hearing from God through these platforms. Recently while praying the prayer of “God let me die to self so you can use me” I have felt soo uneasy and I had to rephrase the prayer to” Lord help me to align to your will cause I’m struggling and I don’t know how even though I want you to use me”. I have been having a hard time developing my prayer life recently and what you said about the flesh fighting the will or dominion of the spirit is true. I also have “daddy issue” and two nights ago while worshiping during an online service, a song my dad always played when he lived with us came up and I was in tears cause of the memories. I wasn’t very close to him then and now he’s separated from us it is worse. So that night after the worship session I dreamt that I was in my secondary school ( I’m in my final year of uni now) in that dream and I had just written exams and came outside and met my dad. I was like what is he doing here and he started crying and I ran and hugged him cause I missed him and he had like bags and stuff like gifts he wanted to give me but I moved to a corner to call my mum on phone to ask if I can accept the gifts and what to tell him. Thing is they had a lot of fights and issues that seperated them and since then communication between him and my siblings has been based on money for stuff and my mum usually tells us what to say to him or sometimes when to call him. So now when we talk to him it’s usually when we want something and we don’t usually receive gifts from him. If he brings something like food items, we collect it but don’t always use them, my mum will give it out or sell it and rebuy that thing. I’m sorry this is a really long comment but I feel like pouring my heart out here cause I don’t know who to talk to physically that isn’t God. Soo have felt betrayed sand abandoned by my dad and also felt like shamed and neglected by my mum cause it’s like she pours all her emotional stress and anger from being a single mum of 5 on me and my siblings, she can be very verbally mean and It has caused me to feel not enough, unable to do the right thing or like it’s my fault things go wrong 🤦🏽‍♀️ I’m slowly trying to unlearn that but when I go back home after the semester I get filled with so much anger and pain cause me and my mum always have issues. Sometimes my fault cause I have disappointed her in the past but she doesn’t let go of things easily. Now I always feel like I need someone, a guy in my life and I get scared of loosing that person even if they’re not what I want as a man. I promised God to be celibate till I get married even though I’m in a relationship and honestly it has been hard keeping the promise. It’s embarrassing but I have broken the promise twice but I don’t want to give up and yesterday I found my self in a situation where I could I have broken it again but I sat the guy down and said NO and I told him my reason and talking to him made me have more courage to keep the promise to God that even when the guy suggested that I compromise I still said no and I am happy I didn’t give in😊. I’m just praying that just as God gave you a revelation of what to “let go off” in your life and have you the strength to do it and the instructions, that he will do same for me in my life so I can love him better

This was so powerful, thank you. I love your vulnerability 💛

wow, thank you for sharing this. I literally just prayed about a similar situation & God brought me to this video ❤️.

Love your channel this is what i need to hear to day im working on forgiveness

God just sent me to your channel & this is the 3rd video I’ve watched, everything HITS. Thank you so much. Thank you so much to our Heavenly Father for speaking through you because you are truly encouraging me & helping me in what to do to be closer to & abide by Him

This one hit!!!! God bless you for this vision as it speaks to me and many other women

Thank you for how transparent and vulnerable you’re being, sometimes I feel so alone in my journey like I’m the only one going through it. But that made me feel like I’m not alone in this. Thank you for not pretending to be someone who doesn’t have any issues and problems like most preachers and speakers do. It’s really refreshing to hear someone’s walk with God as I experience it too. 🙏🏻❤️ keeping up with your podcast all the way from Brazil 🇧🇷

You just helped me through a really tough situation and I’m really grateful for that

Thank you so much for actually creating this and obeying what God is calling you to do. God is using your life to speak to us with out any filter.

this word is insaaaanneeee!! thank You, God!

i came upon this video at random and i really feel like i was meant to watch it. thank you for your message, i’ll definitely continue to watch

Needed this desperately!! God is so good!! 😕❤️

That vision was powerful. Woow. I recently found your podcast and I haven't been commenting but man

THIS IS 🔥🔥FIRE🔥🔥🔥 THE SPIRIT WAS SPEAKING!! Thank you for saying this

I feel the same way , I be soo happy and excited to go to church and when I get there I’m serious

Girl you had me in tears I love how much god allowed me to relate to you to the beginning to the end of your video and I love how god speak through you to speak through me I pray god continue to use you and do amazing things for him and his people 🙌🏾❤️

thank you for delivering this message❤️

This episode truly hit my body mind and soul on a deeper level I good imagine I’m still lost but ik that god will guide me and not let go of me and help me accept him into my life he showed me a sign by being the only star in the sky once all my hope was lost 🙏❤🙏

20:17 i completely agree. Me and family at the moment. It’s so hard to move past this with them when they’ve never showed remorse or said sorry. It’s very hard to forgive when I’m aware the person isn’t truly sorry or is in a way proud of their actions towards me. But with god we grow closing to giving those who hurt us the grace we receive from god. I hope your journey continues to grow and flourish.

Needed this👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾you are a wonderful speaker

Needed this message, God bless you Emi in Jesus name 🤍

This was so good. I was tearing up listening to your vision. Alot of women needed that dusty message😂

I'm at the point in my walk with God where I am praying for community and want to discover and meet people who are like-minded and BOOM your podcast comes across my suggested videos. Most of my life I have felt that I am misunderstood and that I am so different from everyone else. But really, it was just me trying to hold on to who I thought I should be based on who I was surrounding myself with. I am getting comfortable in my own skin, knowing that I am a child of God and I am who He says I am. I have so much to let go of that it is scary because I feel like I am literally undoing my 26 years of life. But if that's what it takes to experience all that God has for me, then so be it. Bless you, girl. And bless all of you who are on this faith walk with me. 💚

As listening to this podcast i would stop it to pray to God the things you advised and i just sat there in silence after and truly trying to think. Not alot came to mind that wasnt as surface level. But then minutes later as i started to pray another prayer he reveled to me the truth that i adjust myself for the comfort and liking of other people and have never been able to have identity for myself in so many places in life and made it visible to me that i need to focus on finding identity in In Him and nothing else and then i heard a promise from him that there was more he would reveal to me and to just be patient and excited for his movements and oh boy am I!

Emy you are honestly GOD sent!!! I have been in a spiritual rut and just in a weird space man. And I feel that GOD has been leading me to freedom but I have been holding on to so much trauma and hurt that I haven't dealt with. And it has been preventing me from really leveling up spiritually. May GOD continue to use and bless you and your ministry. Like this is exactly what I needed to hear