Limerence - Yves Tumor instrumental // slowed and reverb // 1 hour 

If painful childhood nostalgia had a theme it would be this and I can't get enough of it

This song feels like, I came back from a long Friday school day and it was raining, you could hear the sound of raindrops hitting your window and the big thunderstorms hitting the floor, lighting candles, eating the hot cookies that you just prepared in front of the twilight saga with a good and warm blanket.

Tired of getting embarrassed tired of getting humiliated, it’s time for a change… just worked out with this song playing, I’ll become something big whether people are with me or against me

I love this in an unhealthy way, I listen to this to often

This music feels like time is frozen. I'm on my bed snuggling in the sheets, the sky cuddles me with its blanket of clouds and whispers of thunder to help me fall asleep as I think about my life

This song feels like home somehow

This music reminds me of a day with my ex-girlfriend. You know, those moments in a relationship when things get complicated. Where everything you don't have the courage to say to each other starts to weigh on your conscience, where you start to hate each other. Where silence takes more and more space. We stayed alone in the room for hours waiting. The sunset was magnificent. It was both terrible and beautiful. This song takes me back there and I think about it with a lot of melancholy. Because maybe if I had had the courage to speak, I wouldn't be alone today.

This song feels like you're coming home from vacation and you're exited to meet your friends and family again

Everyone can rest easy now.

listening to this at night when everyone else is asleep. this song is exactly what loneliness sounds like

As I sit here crying in my room, the soft melodies of this song bring me back to something I don’t think about at other times. Idk why, but like it just make me think I when I was really happy 2 years ago without many worries or many things that were stressing me out at the time Like I’ve always Been an upbeat happy guy, and I still am in public and to my close friends, it’s when I’m alone think of that one person. And for reason I can’t understand that flame of happiness that I used to have just isn’t really there like it used to be. And I’m not saying it was her fault or even mine, after it happened something changed. Something so complex to me in my head that i don’t even know how to put it into words, just this constant thought of: How did I get to this point? How can I get out? This song, bring me so much peace but yet so much sadness, I’m glad I found it months ago, and I hope it’s glad that it found me.

This songs feels like a safe place for me, the constant melody reminding me that I can rest and clear my mind while also reminding me that I´m so lonely, all the good and bad memories start pouring in, it feels like I can finally take a breather but at the same time reminding me of the pain I´m going and been trough...

Thank you so much for making this. I listen to this every night before i go to sleep, such an experience

makes me think of summer coming to an end. A bitter sweet feeling knowing you had the best summer and that you’ll have another good one next year.

This song makes me feel so comfortable somehow. It feels like a hug Tbh.

This is my favourite song even if it just makes me forget about reality for a split second, so I drift of into a peaceful sleep.

This song reminds me of being a child again, being genuinely happy knowing I don’t have so many worries in my life. Just being kind to others and having fun was all I cared about…

This song reminds me of my freshman year of high school (which wasn’t too long ago). Just doing school work for all the great teachers I had, zoning out, staring at the fairy lights in my MS Studies class knowing that nobody in there would bother me in the back, my first show in the theater program, getting into my first real relationship that wasn’t just childish and truly i feel loved, meeting people that I’ll never forget. This song is just a reminder of those days that just feel unreal despite my freshman year being only months ago at the time of writing this, all because I would loop this video over and over cause of how calm it made me. I thank you for that, the way it’s pitched I could listen to it for hours and never get tired (which was what this was actually made for lol)

this with the new ios15 background sound feature.. i’m in awe. thank you.

why am I like this? bruh :/

Sometimes things change, people move on or people leave not everyone is meant to stay forever and that’s apart of your story it always will be so you will continue to grow ,

just thinking of my highschool sweetheart, how i used to drive to her house my senior spring & watch pink sunsets in her backyard. life felt like a fairytale after a shitstorm. the past 3 years were the best ever. now thats all gone, graduating college in a couple semesters, going into adulthood alone now. i wish we never broke up, she was the only thing that kept my candle inside lit. i miss you so much.

This song feels like you can be in a world where only magic is seen and the world is beautiful with plants blooming and the sky is blue with some clouds people talking smelling nice in the air green grass and more!

Oh my god this makes my heart ache sooo bad. I just can’t describe this feeling.

This song makes me believe it can feel so good to just cry for once and let all of the years I've been miserable out by crying. Yet, no matter how much I want to cry. I don't even have the energy to tear up. Shit

Im always crying listening to this song :). Im gonna put it on my headphons while falling under a train, thanks for making this

For me this sound is a sound of peace and happiness, like when you are sitting next to someone you love and both of you know that it could happen any moment..

i have listened to this track almost every night for the past year or so; its just so comforting

You cannot explain how commendable this peace of instrument art is.

Listening to this makes me remember all my good memories and bad, it makes me want to fall asleep listening to this all night. it really hurts to realize that in the end, the only person you have with you is yourself. it hurts to know that when i listen to this song ive gone through so much stuff and still am standing here to this day, not knowing that my life can end in any second, minute, day, week, or year. this sound is so nostalgic and even comforting, despite the fact it reminds me of my hurtful past, it still feels good. Im probably not in the best time of life rn but somehow im going through it, even without anyone there to support or comfort me. it hurts to know that i'll probably never find someone who actually cares about me and enjoys talking to me, someone who actually matches my personality and doesnt judge me for who i am, and atleast tries to understand me. life is actually so horrible and it feels like im falling in a endless loop, wasting my seconds in life. it feels like ive just been a disappointment, and accident, to my entire family. I can never do anything right or atleast feel appreciated for what i do, and how much i try. I've been around so many toxic people and people who dont care and just finds me annoying, but deep down, i was just a kid who wanted to feel loved and cared for. whenever i meet new people i try my best to be sweet and caring towards them, heck i get told alot of times that im a sweet and caring person, but its only because i want everyone to feel the love and affection i never felt. im a soft, sensitve hearted person that in just a few words, i can easily break. Ive tried to vent about my life to someone but they never seem to care or listen, they even judge me sometimes. thats why i'd just rather not open up to anyone until i find the right person who appreciates me, for me. I am probably the most affectionate and loving person towards everyone, always putting everyone around my life first then myself, and im not complaining. seeing others happy makes me feel joy and makes me feel ive done something for that one person, thats my joy. Ive always wanted to be told in life, just how much i helped that person for their issues, for their mental problems. i dont want to die knowing i didnt atleast do anything for someone. i want someone to treat me like how i treat others, and not in the mean and bad way, i mean in the way where ive loved and cared for others so much that i can barely be able to love myself. i hate myself. i tell that to myself everyday. I want someone to check up on me everyday and make me feel loved and appreciated, thats all ive ever asked for. to the person reading this, and made it this far to my huge paragraph, i just want you to know im proud of you and love you very much. even tho you'll only see me as a weird person behind the screen, i care for you. and im so proud. I want you to know your not alone with what your going through in life, and i want you to know your appreciated, appreciated by me. please take care of yourself, dont forget to stay hydrated and eat alot, its good for your health. take care and never give up. always try to be nice to everyone around you, being mean is pointless and you dont know how a few words can help someone or affect them. words have power, alot of it. one insult to someone and it'll change them completely. always be nice and caring towards everyone, because you dont know how long it'll last. I love everyone reading this, keep your head high. xoxo.

to me this gives me the feeling i have after christmas and it’s 12am, since the moment i wake up to the second i fall asleep i always seem to enjoy christmas day thoroughly and always wish christmas went forever. this of course can’t happen, so the most i can do is lay in my bed, stare at the curling and fall asleep as i smile to myself about how nice of a day it was

I’m embarking on a new life soon and this is the perfect song for my adventure

I picture her in my arms when listening to this. Just to comfort her and to reasure to her that everything is going to be okay, as long as I'm around she can cry on me and hug me when needed because no matter what I promise to remain by her side and to protect her

It hits different knowing that a couple months ago I would have felt sad listening to this, but now I feel happy listening to this :D

This song makes me want to go in the woods in a raining day ❤

my favourite thing is reading through the comments on these types of videos

the beginning melody before the rain sounds like when i try to recall a fun childhood memory with friends, either a backyard birthday party, or maybe playing at a park, something i probably will never do again now that im older, but a lot of these memories are specifically looking upwards, at the infinite bright blue abyss framed by the lush rolling hills of my hometown, not yet knowing that the world is finite or what is beyond the abyss, just that anything i could imagine could be waiting there, waiting for new memories to be formed.

He came into my life when i most needed it. I wasnt necessarily looking to find anyone. Mainly because i felt and accepted that i wasnt capable of feeling loved. I always had dreams about how i would find someone to give all of my love and affection and for someone to give me all of there love and affection. The dream came true and everyday i’m so thankful of god, or the universe, whatever is out there, for me and him to meet. He made me feel seen and made me love myself again. He took me out of my bubble the one i’ve been so dying to come out just never had the push too. I was just starting to love myself again and he came in and enhanced that and i will forever be grateful of him for doing so. However since that feeling of being unwanted and unlovable still lingers, i fear the day he decides he doesn’t want me anymore, the day he sees the real me and doesn’t want me. Even though he constantly reassures me he loves me and wants me. I guess im just afraid because he found me when my heart was and still is vulnerable. If that day ever does come, it will hurt so deeply. But i’ve learned that not every person we meet and establish a deep connection with are meant to stay in our lives forever. They are meant to be taken as lessons and memories to cherish forever. I love him so much. If we are not meant to be together forever my love, i wish you find that special person that will love, cherish, and admire every single aspect of you, as i do. There’s still so much i want to experience with you and so many memories i want to create with you. I have fantasies of us exploring the whole world together to create stories that we will one day tell our children.

this song makes me feel so many different things, mainly nostalgia

I love this so much, I love the sound of rain and this perfectly makes me fall asleep 🩷🩷

From reading the comments, this song will either make you sad, or it will bring you a feeling of peace. I guess its like "is the dress blue or white" phenomenon. For me this song brings me a wave of peace and calm.

this song feels like peace after the storm, being drained from a tiring mental condition and then letting the relief of when the pain is gone embracing my chest. This song reminds me of a walk in the snow at night, holding my lover's hand tight and being on our way to happiness. Ali, ta présence m'est comme des larmes de soulagement, je me sens en sécurité près de toi... Je t'aime très très fort.

Musical Therapy. Many thanks

this song feels like when i used to play outside with my neighbors in the humid hot weather, with the morning doves chirping, and those weird bugs in the forest that you could never find.

in love with this

This is exactly what severe depression sounds like in your head😮😮😮

why is everyone saying this song makes them feel good things like i cry everytime i hear this song😭

its weird to see how many interpretations of this song there are,,, for me it feels like when you just want to give up, nothing is right, you literally feel numb from all the sadness, crying and the pain that you just cant take it anymore and you want to end it. Maybe thats just because i discovered it at a point in my life when i was feeling like that but it is a very comforting painful song

everyone in comments are saying that they're sad,nostalgic or just having i crisis and i felt kinda ashamed ,because i am listening to this to try and fall asleep with this melancholic but relaxing melody.i want to tell everyone that has hardtimes to not worry much because in the end you realise that its not worth it

This music feels like you're stuck in a nowhere time-lapse. You're in-between times, not living in the present but neither the past nor the future. You're stuck nowhere.

:( all i want is her she’s literally an angel

listening to this makes my heart ache in both a good way and a bad way, like this mental pain will never leave my soul, but there’s the good parts like candles and eventually i’ll find love

my friend just passed away from a heart attack at one of our 7 on 7 games and it’s just so surreal, this song just adds onto the feeling that i have that i cannot describe rn. god bless

If Risky Business 2 came out, this would be a smooth soundtrack indeed.

This song feels like when you’re walking home from the last day of school

😅What a luxury to be listening to this and seeing the rain at the same time.

If I ever died I would want this to be like an outro song of my life

going through the grief of a breakup from my longest relationship and one I felt was incredibly important and genuine. i used to play this song when it rained out. we'd sit on his porch and watch the rain, smell the air, listen to the thunder, and we'd hold each other when we got cold. he'd playfully carry me out into the rain to get me and my clothes all soaked, we had paused the second avatar movie to watch the storm. his cat Daisy was waiting by the door for us to come back in. this was before he had moved out to Idaho, where he will be moving back again soon. i felt at peace with him. he was my safe space. everything from him felt so genuine, and I never would've thought that this would even be a situation i'd be in. i didn't think we'd separate. a part of me moved on already, but I feel like that's false. because most of the time, I'm just fine. I go out, I spend time with my friends, I spend time with my family, I connect with the people I've wanted to be friends with for a while, yet when I come back home and am left alone with my thoughts, it all comes painfully rushing back. it physically hurts my chest and my heart thinking about it all. what we were. what we could've been. how a part of me developed a crush and another part of me wished he were still here with me, holding me in his arms. I haven't told my family yet, we broke up on the 17th of May. I don't know when a right time to tell them would be. they really liked him. they loved having him around. and god, his cats. Daisy and Chani. I miss them. especially Chani. a beautiful brown Maine-coon. she loved me, and I loved her so much. anytime i'd come into the room, I could hear her little chirp and she'd jump up on the bed to join me & love on me. god his bed. i miss sleeping next to him. i hate sleeping alone, I always have. I always preferred sleeping with someone next to me. especially him. anyway, I'm just going through it right now and I needed to put it out there somewhere, the notes app isn't helping as much as I'd like it to.

Maybe for you there’s a tomorrow, but for some of us there only is today

Been listening to this while I pack for cross country move. Helps with the stress ❤️

ive been stuck in a depressive state for years and sometimes i dont even realize it until i look back and realize i wasn’t even happy a year ago so im the same as ever. trying really hard not to lose it and i remember times where i was there for friends so if i have to stay to make those small moments better for them i will.

i love this sm.

what my mind sounds like

got this on repeat

i love this edit so much

i miss him sm it’s hurts…

thank you SO MUCH for this. 🤍

You promised me you’d never leave, where are you now my love?

this song feels like having a perfect childhood and just perfection which is why I like it because I never had it

this reminds me of the days I had with my best friend before she replaced me. I don't miss her, at least I don't think so, but this makes me feel better about it

We used to be close. Like really close she was my everything. When i first came to my new school she was my bestfriend and I got attached.Eventually she moved on and made new friends and..forgot me? But then she had a fight with her new version of me and came back to me and she never even mentioned what she did to me. She doesntknow how many nights Ive cried about how much I miss her and now that she's here somethings gone cause I know things will never be the same.

thank you for this

This is great. i just wish the loop was seamless.

listening to this over and over again

I'm sick and tired of being disappointed by opportunities in my life. It's not like I don't get any, it's that I get opportunities and get so far and within arm's reach of the outcome only for it to be taken away from me. I feel like I'm constantly being led on by life and that the outcome is just being dangled Infront of my face but just out of reach. I always tell myself not to get my hopes up because I'll just be disappointed but each time I always think I've done well and will get what I deserve for my hard work and talent and yet I always get disappointed no matter how much I tell myself not to. I used to be able to see tiny mistakes I had done and blame my failures on that, but now I feel truly satisfied with what I have done and to be let down over and over just makes me confused and frustrated because this is the best I can do. I don't know what else I can do. Maybe I'm just not made for these opportunities that are given to me. It's so frustrating when your so close yet you don't get the outcome and you don't know why

This reminds me of a life I wish I had but I don’t I just wanna be loved and cared for but it’s looking like that’s not happening right now and it’s sucks but I rather be lonely than miss treated but then it’s sucks being alone

this song reminds me of when i still went to school. waking up every morning, wearing a uniform, riding the bus, seeing friends. i wish i can go back, i’m tired of being homeschooled :(

This is a very lovely song, thank you for the edit. Hope you are ok too.

i don’t think it will get better, i think my life is blown to the wind. I’m not in control, just a thing to be a thrashed around in life’s great sea.

when I listen to this song I feel like I'm in a silent hill 2 safe space even though I've never played it. Alone in front of yourself.

This feels like playing a game from the early 2000s that has been long forgotten by time. Gonna play kidpix deluxe 4 with this playing in the background

Thank you and Yves Tumor for the solace

i miss him so much

oh lovely

ilove this song!

I can listen to this all day .

tysm for posting this- i’m reading a book right now and this song fits it perfectly, but the lyrics always ruin it :/ so now i just listen to this while reading :)

Thank you.

As I reflect to the last 3 years post break up and how far I’ve come since her. I’ve grown into a man, from just a boy. I think ultimately that was why she cheated. We dated from 2017 to 2020. High school sweetheart, beautiful Indian girl, with long hair, smooth skin, eyes you could look into like jewels, and a personality anyone would love. My lack of maturity, along with my foolishness of forgiving her too many times when I shouldn’t have. I didn’t have a backbone, I just let her walk all over me. Blinded by young passionate love. I was deeply in love. But it wasn’t like I didn’t hurt her either. In fact there were many instances of extreme toxic behavior between the both of us. I used my hatred of her as fuel to go into isolation for a full year, I went to the gym everyday, read books on various self improvement topics, learned to love my own company, and learned to be completely independent on myself for everything, and to take accountability for everything that happened in my life. I do wish her the best. Genuinely. I hope to run into her again, after so long and just have a conversation like old times, and exchange our stories since we last saw each other. We always joked that if it didn’t work out, that it would in our next life. I’ve learned that I don’t miss her but I miss what could’ve been if everything went smoothly. I haven’t felt love since her. I’ve come close. Very close. But unfortunately it was short lived due to distance. If you’ve read this far, I hope that whatever you are going through doesn’t eat you alive. Life is meant to be a rollercoaster so enjoy the highs but hold on for the lows.

i like crying to this

This is just so calming I listen to it when I gts 😞

Tired of being tired

i could live in this song on loop forever.

All I want back is my childhood.

9 months ago i posted a comment saying, "please let me stop crying". i graduated high-school, im now on good meds for my bipolar. i have stopped crying. i have had my bad days but holy shit they were so much worse then. for anyone reading this, their is hope please.

In my dreams like a silhouette i can see her. Her body framed against the light, i cannot make the details of her appearance but i know she is beautiful. My heart beats faster.

As I listen to this song I sit and wait in my car watching as the rain pelts the trees and leaves through the window. Idk what I’m waiting for but I don’t think it will ever come. Sometimes time itself can be your own tournament.

In struggling times this song fots so perfect i dont kn ow how to tell but it tempt to cry somehow. i feel like i've lost something very very deep inside of me and something dies from my personality. The struggle rn is hard so hard i just want to cry in my bed. dont know how to live life this year fr. but im giving my best to try to enjoy life

I’m really gonna go hard this week, I need it. 😊

I was always told that the things I stressed over the things that i was sad about where never situations big or horrible enough for me to stress or be sad over so whe a bad situation comes along I figure things out by myself because the situation will never be big or horrible enough.