I’ve been there as well myself my man lost a lot of people I was addicted to drugs myself. I’m currently on Subutex trying to get off that and just feel normal, not depressed. Nobody knows what it’s like unless they actually go through themselves.
I genuinely appreciate that, I know many people enjoy the war stories a lot more but its nice to see support on a video that's more off the cuff and emotional. My hope for you is that you do it properly and that you're ready. People really don't get how hard it is, it's not something we even want for ourselves. Much love to you man.
overdosed on methadone, xanax and pregabalin last month in front of my family. Not the first time but hopefully the last. Homeless, starting over again but this time I'm gonna succeed and overcome x