this song is for when you have to part ways with someone whom you grew so close to in such a short period of time. It's crazy how you can know someone for ten weeks, and for that period, they are the centre of your being, they're the reason you wake up in the morning. You tell each other everything that is too sad and too dark for the world to know, you feel safe in your small, silent world you've built together - only for it to all end so quickly. Suddenly, we return to our normal selves, except now, with a hole in our hearts, in the shape of each other. We know things about each other that nobody else will never know. And we can't ever talk again. And it is breaking my heart.
I know this feeling. I woke up every morning just to see his message, I've found my peace within him. He said he doesn't want to ever hurt me, he wanted to protect me, but life is the most ironic thing, he was the one to reach me to the core and rip it apart.
my mother died in september this year. i lay with her pillow and cry when i miss her. this song really made my grief come out, which is a good thing. some days i just really need her or a hug from her. the pillow, or myself is the closest thing i could get.
This song feel like an indescribable emptiness. Nobody can understand how you feel or why you act the way you do, its like staring at the wall for hours and not being able to stand up bc you have no motivation.
@@destinybrooks9474 i don't know but i don't feel emotions i only feel pain, i somethimes goes to doctor and i have special tabs from him to don't kill my self so i dont agree with you
im so lonely. i feel so isolated even in rooms filled with people. it's like my brain and my body just reject love while at the same time wanting it more than anything. whenever people ask me how i am i just say that i'm fine, because while i so desperately just want to unload everything i'm holding in to someone and just talk through it all completely uninterrupted and completely understood, there's just too much to tell and even the idea of talking through everything that is truly bothering me is too exhausting. and i don't want people to look at me differently after learning all that. that's why i feel guilty when certain people in my life try to get me to open up, like when they say stuff like, "i'm here for you", "im always here to talk", "you can tell me anything", "if you need anyone to talk to, you can always talk to me" etc. and even if i went through with trying to unload it all i don't even know how to explain what's wrong with me. it's like this deep sadness just comes in waves, but in the intervals in between the waves there's this sense of mock/fake happiness that never lasts for very long. and i can't even try to enjoy the "happiness" i feel in between the waves because i know it's either not real happiness i'm feeling or i'm aware it won't last for much longer. i can't enjoy parties, birthdays, hanging out with my friends, hobbies i used to enjoy, nothing. nothing truly brings me joy anymore; and if it does, it never lasts. i'm tired of the constant mood swings. i'm not qualified in any way to diagnose myself, but it almost feels like this isn't normal depression. i would think depression is more consistent -- you know, none of this weird in between false happiness. i don't understand the chemicals in my own brain. i don't understand my own body. i'm trapped in this awful sad fleshy prison that's dying slowly every day. i'm struggling so much in this life and working so hard for things that truly mean nothing because in the end i'll die anyways. i genuinely don't see the point in continuing on. what am i sticking around for? my own death? i would just be cutting life a bit shorter than it would be originally. just bringing on the death part of life a little earlier, you know? who's going to stop me? i don't trust myself to stop myself if i eventually try to end it all. that's a scary thought. i'm so confused. i just need help. the only way i can bring myself to ask for help is asking random people on the internet that i doubt i'll ever had to see again in real life and feel embarrassed around. i've begged multiple times in vent chatrooms and comment sections and just get ignored. i know it's none of y'alls job to help me but i just need the help so bad. i just need someone to understand. i'm begging. i'm scared of myself and what i might do if this gets too bad. it's already really bad and getting worse every day. someone please answer me. i just want to be heard. i just want to feel loved. please if you've read this far help me. i'm only 16 i shouldn't feel like this. i'm so scared. i'm so sick
Всё это вечный круг , который увы длиться каждый день . Все искренние люди на самом деле просто тени вокруг тебя . В жизни нет смысла - нет цели нет ничего . Есть только деньги , которые не делают тебя счастливей . Держаться на плову наш долг « Может жизнь и без смысла но нужно ее прожить «
u are heard and loved. u probably heard this already but there is ALWAYS light at the end of the tunnel and I mean that wholeheartedly. life has to get worse in order for it to get better. how would u know what happiness is if you never experience sadness? even though it may not seem like it, u will grow up one day, surrounded by friends/family of ur own and reflect on the times u were leaving comments for strangers on RU-vid..how times will change so drastically. just have a little bit of hope and hang in there. take every day one at a time and tell urself I just need to make it to the end of the day. i promise u I was in a deep dark hole like u are, and whilst i too have my waves of sadness, it did get better. life will never be full of clear blue skies, there will be moments of sadness, but slowly and surely these will shorten in length. I promise u it is worth living. pls don’t do anything permanent based on emotions which will fluctuate so much throughout. if there’s anyway I can reach u pls let me know
even though i am younger and i just can relate so much to you, the overwelming everythime i think about the other people thinking that than can enjoy life and i just cant because i feel empty every second of my life. But there is a forece uot there that still protects up, you me and other people like us. And even a lot of people may have told youYou are not alone, you are loved. We are going through this togheter, okey? Far away,maybe in another reality we will be happy, but now my dear you have to stay strong, even though u go through a lot and nobody seems to understand you, it is just hurtfull to see you like this and all the lonlyeness you are experiencing by yourself, even life is not worth living now , maybe it will be leater, Rrmember, you are loved, okey? -P.S sorry for my bad english, is not my mother language
@@jagoda4182 wachu mean "Are you okay?" SUCKA the user wrote an entire essay about how he is feeling and asking for help, and you say "Are you okay?". 🗿
the person who reads this comment know that you will have everything all the troubles all the pain will pass sooner or later so enjoy life good luck I love you.
This is a GOD tier song, it makes you feel emotions that you shouldn’t even feel, hearing this song doesn’t even wanna make me feel happy emotions when I’m not even sad, and you know it’s a good song when you can’t feel nothing when hearing it, only depression. Song just wants me to rise up and sit there floating, not moving, not speaking, just emotions-less, I could play this song for a week straight and not even get tired of it, this song just makes you feel like you’re seeing someone you love die right in front of you, the person you love leaving you, you’re best friend shoving a blade into your back, this song plays when you just sit their, dying, waiting to see if someone comes to save you, this is 1 hour of my life that id never want to get rid of, this song is just something else man, something else
this song is like being sad but you cant cry, being hungry but you cant eat, being tired but you can't sleep, wanting to do things but you don't have any motivation left. wanting to live for other people but wanting to die to end your own suffering. idk but i love this sm
I don't know how to feel joy anymore,but this song gives me a nostalgic feeling,makes me want to keep going,my life is a mess and this melody is one of the little things in life that keep me alive,I don't know how you guys find this song sad but I believe it gives hope and happiness
this song is like grief. like feeling it dawn on you that youll never see this person again or experience this time again. trying to grasp the empty space that your loved one once occupied and finding nothing but air and wishing you had cherished every moment. its like the feeling of moving house and looking back at your old home for the last time. but then it also reminds me of depression and feeling trapped in a place that nobody can even try to understand and wondering if anything will ever be okay again.
This year i lost three people, my best friend who was hit by train,my grandma,my uncle... This fucking year And this song helps me to get that grief out.. Sometimes i wish i was the one who was hit by train..
my dad died 3 years ago. he was a pianist there was this sounds he always used to play with only me and my mom. and we loved it. and i still remember it in my heart. and i’m trying to learn it bc my mom has cancer and she’s all i have in this world. i want her to hear the sounds that my dad used to make. that is my goal.
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if there was one song out there that would describe my 2021, it would definitely be this song. this year has destroyed me mentally, and now i’m left with a tired and draining feeling i’ve grown all too familiar with. i feel wrecked, i’ve lost people so dear to me and i made too many stupid mistakes, i know there’s something wrong with me and yet no one is listening, no one ever listens to me. why does no one listen to me? why do i always doubt my own thoughts and feelings, i’m so conflicted and i have no one. please help me
i wish i could help more but i'm really doing no better myself. i guess just remember you're not alone. i'm right there with you. we can push through this for a longer while yet. i'm sorry you're struggling. i'm struggling too
Rich or poor life is filled with despair we all take our fair share of pain, the only positive is when you have a happy moment you learn to appreciate it. Learn to live with pain.
Everyone else: "This song puts into form my pain, my fears, my struggles. It makes me think that I will never leave this endless pit of dispair and crushing resentment. The pit fills with water and this song is the chain to the floor." My Autistic Self: "Mmmm, buig noise. Sensory heaven."
This song speaks trillions of words, without saying anything. This song is the epitome of loneliness and heartbreak. The heartbreak doesn’t have to be because of somebody, just because of your own living in general. This song is staying up late sulking, staring at the ceiling. This song is staring and somebody you love in their casket, at their funeral. This song is sitting in the rain, engulfed in your own thoughts and sorrow. This song is screaming for help, without anybody realizing enough to care. This song is fighting for your life everyday, while staying happy for others. This song is crying in your bed, wondering when the suffering will end. This song is truly…horrible, in a lovely way.
This song to me is what it feels like to be completely lost, the feeling of no one, I lost my mother when I was 10 years old, I will now be 15 in June, almost five years without my mothers touch, without her waking me up telling me how much she loves me, kissing and holding me. Sometimes I wonder why she did what she did that day, if it was me, or if it was everything she went through, but now I understand, the more and more people hurt you, the tougher life gets, at this point it shouldn’t even be called life, half the time I don’t even feel like I’m living, I’m just kinda there. I miss my mom every second of every day, but losing her has caused me to also lose myself, and my hope to get better, before I go to bed every night, I wish to not wake up.. songs like this help me with my grieving, thank you for listening
@@grace..4024 I don't know you well but.. There's always gonna be a way out that could be a good or bad way honestly the choice is yours, but I feel that you like listening to music for a way out, so write about it or make music or found something that motivates you, but If this doesn't help I'm sorry hope you find a way
This song reminds me of my old days, I wish I could go back to those days and live my happy days again, but I don't have a chance because now I'm grown and every time you do childish actions, they say you're a big girl, watch your moves, they tell me I'm fed up with this life I'm going to die from this life I can't stand it anymore
At night, I honestly just stare at the ceiling with my phone under my pillow whilst listening to this song. It has a very special place in my heart, but I can’t quite pinpoint why. This song makes me feel the comforting sort of loneliness, like ghosts wrapping their arms around me. Big respect for you, thank you for making a one hour version.
"There is nothing anymore,nothing to defend,or to steal,there is nothing but bodies and fire in no mans land......im sorry margaret......im going home." *gunshot heard in the distance,in a destroyed town that was once a happy place,now filled with corpses and bullets,its over.*
What shall we do today? What shall we do tomorrow? What shall we ever do? The hot water at ten. And if it rains, a closed car at four. And we shall play a game of chess, Pressing lidless eyes and waiting for a knock upon the door.
@@Constantilope the faster you realize that life is just the way it is, pure unfairness and sorrow, the faster you will be able to accept it and move on. You can't change it, so it's a waste of time to even think about it, go live a life. Forget?
This song is being alone. Surrounded by people, drowning even, but mentally alone. The feeling that no one else seems to understand or get. It feels like looking at old pictures of a friend who you went seperate ways with. Your smiling faces in the picture, the light in eachothers eyes, knowing you'll never feel like this again with them. It feels like destroying yourself, purposely and unknowingly, shoving your head down under cold water, and keeping it there.
this song feels like your soul is drowning, but yet the feeling is peaceful, like you’re on a hill being drenched by rain, wind passing through the creaking trees. It’s just such a powerful song but it makes everything feel so silent.
This song makes me realise I'm all alone in the end. People surround you but your still alone. No one is there to help you. You stand and stare in the the black space. Remembering the pictures of u and your old friends smiling with joy in your eyes wishing u could go back.
This song is a representation of emptiness and darkness. It’s like being stuck at a bottom of a well and not being able to climb out the darkness. As time goes by you your cries for help get louder and louder until you reach the end and everything is quiet. No more pain no more emptiness no more darkness
i'm struggle with emptiness so much, but is there only option. We must go forward to our wishes and dreams. Even if it hurts like hell. Death is a gift, not a problem solver. We must get away from it, but not be afraid to accept our end. Do not pursue death, it will bring only suffering. Life is a gift, same as death. Now, we must love each other, because time will not be our friend. Enjoy every moment, even sorrow, because it doesn't last forever. But you must love: at first point - you must love yourself. Peace to y'all
Yaman 11.12.2022 summoned me to this empty shell of a comment section, each one, a reflection of the ever-falling happiness of our world. Also big chucky do a wee big fart.
my brother was 18 when he died, i was 4. now i’m 17 and he’d be 31. i barely remember him, it’s like i’ve never had a sibling. but i did. and that’s what gets me. Nawaf, the boy who cared for me, the boy who loved me, the boy who was always there for his younger sister, all for what? for her to not remember him? i always watch the videos of him and he was so funny, cool and sweet. he always made everyone’s day better, he treated everyone so well. he was such a good brother but now he’s gone and now it’s like he was never here. but i know he’s watching over me, i love you so much Nawaf i really wish i could remember you. i’d do anything to have more time with you Nawaf, i don’t understand why you had to leave so soon. you had your whole life ahead of you, i hope we will be reunited again my sweet brother.
This song feels like an anxiety attack along with depression. Feels like a heart break from memories with family/friends you don't talk to anymore. Feels like you're sitting on the beach on a rainy day late at night crying and regretting things you have done in the past. Watching the strong waves move. I get a flood of emotions listening to this song. Feels like drowning in your own problems you can't get out of. Feels like you are being trapped, you can't talk to anyone because you can’t trust anyone or what they will do with what you have told them. The feeling is strong pain, stress and sadness. -i wrote that in my docs :)
This makes me feel like I'm alone. Not actually alone, there's people always surrounding me, but alone. No one you know, no familiar faces, no familiar voices. Your all alone out in the world
I feel so tired. Physically, mentally, in every way I just want to fail and give up. I’m so tired of trying to be perfect and do my best all the time. It seems so easy to fail and be careless, they all seem so much more happy than the people who try so damn hard all the time. Like me. I just want to stop carrying so much, and be happy and free. I want to feel everything and nothing all at one time. I wish I could still be accepted if I were to change myself completely. I wonder who would still be there for me, if I did that. We’ll never know because I will continue to try and try to succeed, and never give up until I do. I will continue to tire myself out until there is nothing left of me but body and brain. I will continue to push and push and push with no breaks in between. I will continue being tired and sad all the time, worried if I change myself, everyone will leave my side, everyone that I need will leave. I will continue this way, this feeling, this thought, without accepting help. Without getting the help I need. Without reaching out. Without living the life I want to live.
One day youre going to feel better. I know its tiring honey, i know. Just please be patient and keep your head up. Im with you, we're going through this together and i want you to know that im proud of every little thing you do
i promsie you i know exactly how it feels i literally posted something just like this before... I promise you just try your best and wait it out Please reply if you need to talk i am here for you ❤️❤️❤️
I hope one day you will feel good, I will keep my fingers crossed for it as soon as possible, good luck remember not to give up, you are special and wonderful.
Я боюсь остаться одна я целый день вспоминаю о вчерашнем дне, мне больно. если бы я не боялась смерти то я бы покончила с собой. это единственная песня под которую я могу погрустить. я устала от всего этого. мне больно мне очень больно я чувствую эту боль в сердце этот комментарий о том что я чувствую. это единственное видео где я могу высказаться. спасибо спасибо большое. я чувствую себя намного лучше
This song feels like the eternal cosmos and realization of life, death, and our nature. The realization that we are nothing, death is a vehicle to the unknown to other worlds and we are only animals in the grand scheme of the universe.
"The deep emotional state of nostalgic or profound melancholic longing for something or someone that one cares for or loves. The repressed knowledge that the object of longing might never be had again. The recollection of feelings, experiences, places, or events that once brought excitement, pleasure, and well-being, which now trigger the senses and make one experience the pain of separation from those joyous sensations."
"Жди меня и я вернусь Только очень жди Жди когда наводят грусть жёлтые дожди Жди когда снега метут Жди когда друших не ждут позабыв вчера Жди когда из дальних мест писем не придет Жди когда ух надоест всем кто вместе ждет Жди меня и я вернусь Не желай добра Всем кто знает наизусть что забыть пора Пусть поверят сын и мать в то что нет меня Пусть друзья устанут ждать сядут у огня Выпьют горькое вино на помин души Жди, и с ними за одно выпить не спеши Жди меня и я вернусь всем смертям на зло Кто не ждал меня тот пусть скажет- повезло Не понять не ждавшим им Как среди огня Ожиданеием своим ты спасла меня Как я выжил будем знать только мы с тобой Просто ты умела ждать Как никто другой....." Эта песня Осицируеца у меня с этим стихотворением , как будто одно целое....
This song feels like coming home after another bad day, having nobody to hold you as you cry your soul out. Drowning in your unhealthy coping mechanisms as you cry till you can't breathe, and just lay on the floor struggling to breathe from your own tears and sobs. Understanding that you've "lived" like this for way too long, but can't even do anything to change it.
This is true sadness, In the beginning there was only God and within God there was love and God wanted to be loved and to love but there was no one to love him and God said, i am alone and then God said i will create man so that he will love me and that i may love him and be his God but first i must make him a world but after God made man and love man , man turn from loving God and in fact man love every thing except God and God said why has man that i created not love me and hate me for it was i that created him.
this song reminds me of a few scenarios 1. a mom dies and her child is nudging her to wake up 2. a mother finds her child dead and each of the high pitch sounds is her screaming 3. a statue of a nude woman with cracks and missing pieces cries on the inside because everyday she’s forced to smile as people touch her and make fun of her
It's been 61 days since my attempt..so much has occured...let friends go for their absence...most recent now is having my 4yr relationship slowly give out...that just hit me more, he was there when it happened now I don't know where to go alone with my meds out and no professional help after my discharge....this song put me in a state of emptiness , I want to feel empty again..I want to be able to detach
I feel this song understands me, its the suffocating feeling to just keep eating and eating until you finally come to a stop. Then you cry all your feelings away and hate yourself even more. The urge to keeping eating until you finally see what you’ve become has always haunted me.
This song is an indescribable kind of pain. The deepest, lowest of lows. Your in the depths of nothing. Its like your at your own funeral. Watching down at yourself. There’s nothing out there. Your tired. There’s nothing here for you anymore.
Me ear hurts so much because i always sleep with headphones on, listening to this every night.. But i dont regret it...... I found comfort in this sound.
This song makes me think of bad possibilities. Something that doesn’t often happen to me it makes me. It makes me feel empty like there’s nothing left to live for, Or the people I love most died and I couldn’t even cry. This song also makes me happy. Like i’m in a field with friends and we all play until the sun goes down. I feel angry aswell. Like someone has done something so bad I can’t even explain. It makes me want to cry. Cry with no tears, Hungry but won’t eat, Tired but I just cannot sleep This song makes me remember my pop pop, pop pop joe one of the most funniest strongest bravest and most Handsome men you’ll ever meet i barely got to see him cause my auntie, mom, and Grandma had bad terms with him so they wouldn’t let me see him anytime i was around him he had a smile spoiled me and everything I didn’t value that relationship until he died. I’m crying will writing this and it gives me a headache thinking about him. I miss him so much. I know he he’s proud and happy of me so that’s all that i’m thankful for Pop Pop Joe I love you,Cameron.
This song reminds me how hard life is. And that life is not like in the stories, there will not always be someone waiting for you, I learned a long time ago, I just go through life with peace, without expecting anything from anyone, nothing in return. Am I honest? I have already lost faith in humanity, I only have faith in myself, and that is what I must fight for, I will fight for myself until the end, that girl that I locked up months ago has the right to be happy, but I don't want to, because if Liberians to that girl, she's going to suffer
This song comforts me. I sleep to this song, i work to this song, i do everything while listening to this song. It is a masterpiece, the sad music caressing my ears, bringing the most genuine happiness, making me feel empty inside, yet, bringing internal happiness. This is a song i turn to when im at my lowest points and my highest.
This song gives me a feeling of how grief can affect a person. On the outside they may seem okay but their screams inside slowly get louder and louder until they are silenced by suicide
Imagine a melody without words. What does a melody without words remind us of? What goes through our minds? Memoir is very different for me. They can take away all the songs, but I won't let go of Memoir. Memoir seriously brings tears to my eyes. It's really good. There are two memoirs. ❤
Esta cancion me hizo recordar a cuando mi perrita murio y a ella le gustaba esta cancion y la escucho todas las noches, y lloro porq la veo acostada conmigo, y la siento en mis brazos, pero minutos despues desaparece... Pero todavia me sigue visitando de esa manera;) te extraño kookie;)...
This song is like you've been betrayed, bullied, and going through a hard life. and you are screaming for help, but no one helped you. You cried every night in your bedroom, but your parents didn't heard you. Your parents always ask, "Are you okay?" but you just answered "Yes" even though you're not. and you failed everything and make a big problems.. even though you say "Sorry" but they didn't forgive you.. they punched you instead.. and you just want to escape all of your problems and mistakes..
this sound makes me feel empty inside..I’m talking to myself and listening to this sound..it feels so good!!i’m being alone for the whole day:(i dont have any friends to make me feel good..also i have no one:) i really don’t know what to do for 24 HOURS it’s so sad for me:( idk I’m talking with who-now i talking for this account with this sound!it feels so great!!thank u:)
This sound empowers me . ignites the little bit that’s lefts inside. I feel more prepared for the worst yet to come. I will walk toward it and not run away. Will not run from the pain. My moral duty will win and I will make it win
i have a really deep connection with music, so this song just feels revolutionary to me. it feels like im falling in slow motion in a completely black space, always falling, never reaching a solid surface. it feels like sadness.
Here is a little plot I made in my head with this song: You lay in the snow, her back feels numb but not cold...your hands, fingertips, and nose all are red and numb. You look up to see the dusty grey clouds that befell the sky when you awoke from your dreamless slumber. Once you breathe in the winter air you feel the fresh snowflake upon your ashen skin and eyelashes, your lips settle in a soft smile as you feel the forest around you hold you close and keep you safe. You know it was early but yet your body does not move...does not breathe...you do not think, you are held safe and calm as you sit up and look to see the snow dancing around you, as you stand on frozen legs. After a few hours of walking, you lay back down to find a new soft noise in the back of your mind as you feel the soft ever-falling snow bless and kiss your skin...maybe you would lay here for now...maybe forever. -Meredith Grace 2021
After hearing this, I thought about the world. About life. I wonder why it’s like this. Evil, sad, melancholy. As a Christian I wonder why we were made if we didn’t listen to God hundreds of years ago. But I know the truth now, I see it. It’s a test, to see if we seek Him out one last time before the world collapses. This music made me see. No I’m not a bot.
I know that nobody cares but... when I was little my mom always cooked my favorite food and every night she cried and she didn't know why... I approached her and gave her encouragement ^^she smiled and took me to the park, I encouraged her until one day she left thanking me for making her smile :(
This girl was everything to me she left I have nothing I have lost what’s dearest to my heart her existence is so divine even god himself will mourn when the time comes
We all identify with this song, maybe not all of us, but some of us are going through the same thing. This song makes you feel an emptiness in your chest, the pain you feel when you listen to this song. It feels like you have lost yourself, the person who was happy before, fell into a dark pit, got stuck there, in a lot of mental problems among much more. The person who sees himself in the mirror, is the one who stayed in the dark well... Trapped, with nothing around you, only conflicts, tasks, sadness, loneliness, suicidal thoughts, etc. Your life changed in a blink of an eye. Your life became rubbish and it's something you've gotten used to.
@@Hello_Irussianсогласен... Мне надоела эта жизнь... И нет я не какой то там "типо" Малолетка дед инсайд. Мне и в самом деле хреново. Но никто не знает об этом, потому что я не могу никому этого рассказать, никто меня не поймет.. И да, даже родители..
This song feels like I’m stuck. stuck in the same overthinking thoughts that destroy me stuck in the same emotions that make me feel nothing but loneliness yet also numb but ur so used to it all.. so ur just stuck and dealing with it. But deep down it’s destroying you and u feel like ur drowning with everything and people try to help but it’s the same thing eat better, distract yourself, exercise and you’ve done it all so It’s not enough to keep you distracted from ur horrible thoughts and emotions from the nightmares from the constant anxiety and loneliness feeling from being numb and scared that ur gonna lose everyone and that it’ll be ur fault. I’ve never felt this way before I want it to stop
This is the song for when you’re staring at your scars in the mirror and all you can think of is the pain that those people have put onto, but you can’t escape their grasp. They want more and more from you and brings you to your lowest and all you can think of is. why. why do I have to go through this
Minha vida tá um caos, me deito no travesseiro e choro sem parar porque não consigo fazer nada, tento me animar e não dá certo e não sei se vou conseguir chegar até 2023 viva, mas estou deixando um lembrete aqui pra todos lembrarem de mim.Espero que vocês consigam ser muito felizes na vida de vocês e que tudo dê certo. Edit 1:tá tudo dando errado, mas tento seguir firme.
Se toda vez que eu me sentisse mal e viesse aqui, estaria mais de 100 comentários. Por que eu sou assim? Eu só queria ser bonita, legal, gentil, inteligente e que minha família gostasse de mim.
The pain of loving somebody you know will leave this world, and you, too early. Living every day you have with them like it’s your last because you’ll never know at what moment they will no longer be there with you to create new memories. Live in the present, the future isn’t here yet. Enjoy what you have while you can.
I doubt that these days he’s getting better. It’s like he’s always sick. I want to help but I don’t know how. I can’t just keep telling him to go to the hospital, they can’t do anything for him except up the dosage of medication. He wasn’t like this all those months ago. I was hoping that the year left would be extended, but now the end is drawing closer and there are visible signs that we aren’t going to get more time together. I just want to be with him but he’s getting so much worse, I don’t know what to do. I got into this knowing that it was going to end inevitably, quickly and painfully. I envy the people with loved ones that will stay with them until old age. I have to lose the one I hold dearest to my heart so fast and there’s nothing I can do to stop it. I wanted him to be by my side forever. But it’s impossible for us. I hope he gets at least a little better and isn’t in so much pain.
i can only describe this as.. a knight carrying a brutally defiled princess back to her kingdom on horseback through the night - knowing that he was too late to save her from the assault and that he'd personally need to break the news to the king and queen of what happened to her.
This song is like an old Norse myth-the snake that eats itself. This song is like curling in on yourself to quell the emptiness and loneliness inside of you.
Whenever I listen to this song it makes me sad… bc I think abt my childhood… feeling hurt for my inner child , wishing that I could’ve protected her and tell her everything would be alright… she’s been thru so much trauma I’m so sorry younger me…
Not only do I think abt my childhood but my own life too , I feel so alone in this world and my own home too , it doesn’t feel like home at all , I would have to be fcking nanny 24/7 for my little brother and clean bc my mom expects me to, even when she’s home she would just sleep or would leave the house to go somewhere else and I still get called lazy and get told that I don’t anything or don’t ever watch my brother …… it feels like we don’t have a relationship anymore, we don’t often talk anymore Im done… I feel so alone , depressed, stressed , tired , and ignored… Im just so tired of it …does she even care abt me? Or how I feel at all?
i’ve never been able to relate to a comment so much, your not alone. stay strong, don’t give up because that’s not an option. Be strong for the younger you.
i had a huge argument with my mother and i have a strong feeling she don't want to see me anymore.. i have no idea why i listen to this music, it just makes me wanna cry more...
POV: You finally come to accept that you are alone in this world, nobody will have your back and your fine with it as you shut yourself out from everyone and watch yourself slowly become a shell of your former self.
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