Milk Outside A Bag Of Milk Outside A Bag Of Milk STORY & ALL ENDINGS EXPLAINED 

Psst, here's the link to the first video (Milk INSIDE a bag of milk): ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-thTklxRGoFI.html Enjoy :D

As someone with autism, I used to walk on my tip toes when I was younger and it is hard to get out of bed at times. Caring for yourself is hard when you get distracted easily and frustrated easily as well.

Thank you once again! It was interesting to hear yet another interpretation of certain things.

Not a lot of people went as in-depth on the endings as you did, this is a really good video and a pretty good analysis of the Milk girl's psyche. Thanks for making this!

Another thing about drinking milk: It can stop some drugs/antidepresants from working. That can by another reason why main character can't drink milk

There are no happy endings, you just have to find a way to cope with your reality on a day-to-day basis. Is what it is and I like that it doesn't take the coward's way out with a happy ending because life doesn't stop throwing punches until your dead.

I definitely kept thinking throughout the first and second game that she had autism and probably ocd. Paranoia from trauma, when she was seeing shadows form into figures and feeling eyes constantly. I think agoraphobia was a big factor too. She felt like a burden and useless so much and I get that. Wanting to get out of the house and do and be things but ending up feeling like a void yet again at the end was very relatable. I definitely didn't have a hard time relating to her and wish there was a third game to see if she ever figures out how to be happy without the medication.

Being autistic myself, I see myself so strongly in this. Navigating the adult world alone when you're autistic is incredibly difficult, getting friends is really hard, getting and keeping a job feels impossible, cooking for yourself tends to end up with the few same meals over and over again because trying new things is really scary because of sensory processing issues (meaning some textures/the way things feel) that have a tendency to be very overwhelming and sometimes even nauseating, being messy and forgetful also comes with the territory and it's so easy to get really overwhelmed by everyday tasks like doing dishes, vacuuming, picking up trash you might have forgotten to take to the trash can, drinking water and eating regularly etc. It becomes incredibly stressful and really draining especially when you want to do things a certain way. I feel quite lost in adulthood honestly..

So essentially the game's name is just a convoluted way of saying "spilled milk?"

As a highly functioning autistic person, I've felt the protag's fears about school and get annoyed with others like me. My mother works with kids like me and she constant;y compares me to them, which hurts more than you expect when she's been doing this for all my life. I understand the protag's pov and the mothers, since I have severe allergies and trauma that gets triggered via certain objects (balloon animals and loud noises). It's a bit of a look in the mirror whenever I see this game played or explained.

The different faces kinda depicts masking. Masking is when someone who is on the spectrum tries to mask that they have autism. Ex. You see your friend upset about something and you see others comforting her. In wanting to seem normal and not rude you comfort her the same way the others are and repeat it when it happens to another. Basically we try to seem normal. But it is very exhausting

This game portrays my fever dreams to nightmarish accuracy. When in a coma, fever, or episode, there's this immeasurable scales of nightmare in forms of abyss, void, explosion, or implosion that human mind conjures psychosomatically outside of our control. It's not something to comprehend as it is very dangerous, but it's a clear reason to seek help. It's just sad that I also work in field to help these people. I hope they can reconnect to their families.

The Massive of information that hits in this video is truly unexpected, yet the game is one hell of a ride in the mind of people who unfortunately living in these conditions alone, try as much as they can to find a way to be accepted one way or another, your explanation is magnificent, showing a perfect analysis to the situation and the meaning of each ending in more enlightenment perspective. Thank you so much for all the efforts you had given in this video. keep it up ^^

This story sounds very deep and respectful to its themes. It’s refreshing to see themes of mental illness being used like that.

It's my own little theory that milk is not only a physical thing to which she's alergic with (alergic to cows milk or dairy milk) but also linking it to the father. As when we ask about the day he jumped out of the window she mention "dad brought milk again. I hate milk so much" and then "mom wasn't home again. I hate mom so much" (maybe doing reference to sexual abusive from the father and the absence of the mother at home? This could also explain why the Achievement of First Death end in the voice telling her; "Drink some milk" and her screaming..." Just an idea thought 🤔

My youngest brother is autistic and he waves his hands around all the time it makes him happy and it's so cute how smiles such a sweet boy

I understand what she is going though, I've have autism, I always felt that I didn't fit in with anyone, even with others like me, since I was born, I always tried to follow the rules and tried to help the other kids too, but I guess they didn't like that, they never teased me, but that all changed with we got to middle school that's when it started, they would say and do mean things about me, only my family and teachers would do something about, and I didn't know it at the time but some time during my I.Q. test, the guy who was doing the test, testing me three times till he called my parents and told them my I.Q. test showed that it went up way high, he was told of this in collage, it's called a brain boost, but his proffer said it's very unlikely that they would see it in they're lifetime. That's when I started take classes like a normal kid, but I guess that the other kids in special ed didn't like that and they bullied me worse even when the teachers scold them, it continued till my juner year. the year before juner, there was a class that was out of control, the kids in that class would hit me, push me, throw dead bugs at me, and tell me that everyone would be better off if I was never born, and the teacher did nothing to stop it, I tried telling a consoler and vice principle, but when we went to talk with him he blamed me for being the victim, during that time I was out sick a lot because of the stress, I even had no memories for 5 months, when I was thinking about ending my life so everyone would have better lives, my mom sat me down and asked me what's wrong, she somehow knows when somethings wrong, I broke done and told her everything in tears and boy, when I told when he blamed me and no one did anything about it, I really thought she was gonna hunt them down and make them pay for everything they did to me in a very painful way. The next day, she went into the head principle and told them that if it's not taken care of it now, she was gonna sue the school, she even has the name of a lawyer from the doctor when they were trying to figure out what was wrong with me. When she heard of it, she made sure my teacher wasn't teaching anymore. After that whole thing, I was still in pain, when finally the doctors took out my gallbladder, I got better, it turns out it was inflamed for 8 years I think and a little later you found out I have a stressed disorder and made life harder for me. I can go on and on about the other things they found out about my mental, body, and feelings, but I'm gonna stop before it gets too long.

This story is about lactose intolerance

I have to say I am really impressed how respectful you have been In this video exploring and explaining the mental health in this video I would have loved a full play through with your reactions to the game seems like you were really into this one if that makes sense

As someone with social anxiety I do know that a lot of what's depicted is how you feel in moments like that. You see people as more than people. You're very fearful. I don't see them as actual monsters but the portrayal in this story is a good one. You do see people as something to be feared. This is why I have become a little bit agoraphobic. I don't leave my house much. It's very difficult to do so. I don't make up fake people to talk to but it could be an allegory for the loneliness that the girl feels in the story. You are trapped in your own mind like a prison. The social distance that you experience can make it feel like you're trapped. I do the same thing as the protagonist. I do practice lines or scripts as I call them for interacting with people. It's very difficult if a person goes outside the borders of that script for me to interact with people.

To give you an idea of how wildly different people with autism are, I'm on the spectrum myself. Some of the protagonists struggles seemed totally unfamiliar to me, but some of it hit me so close to home that it made me almost feel uncomfortable.

Great video! Id suggest a game series of Rusty Lake/Cube escape. Its a fantastic game series im sure youd love!

Thank you for handling this with care. The recurring motif of the black hole is incredible, you touched on the more symbolic meanings; I want to explore her associations of the black hole a little more. In this game, the protagonist tells us that at some point her family moved to their present building with the tall cylindrical courtyard. When her father jumped after first trying to kill her through her milk allergy to make it look like an accident, the scene of his corpse and the blood around it may have resembled an eye to her (recall that she tends to block out the worst memories entirely: her photographs are blank and we can't tell whether they really are or if it's hysterical blindness, her milk carton pile is a staticky mess that can't be clicked, maybe the corpse of her father got blocked out by a black sphere, or at least the shadow of the ground below, with blood on the apartment walls forming the iris). It was at this point that she could only perceive the colour red, so when she looked up, she would have seen the dark sky as a circle (it was around dinnertime, but her mother wasn't home yet), framed by the red of the building forming the iris; an eye above and an eye below - her, trapped in between. Aversion to eye contact is common enough in neuro-divergent folks, it's understandable that this would be horrifying to her, and she's aware of how much the letter 'O' looks like a void, the black hole, the view from her balcony above and below. Her cyber-bullying episode made her feel like she was being watched from all angles at all times, compounding the meaning assigned to the shape. Everything bad in her life is a cousin in imagery to the black hole, and she's terrified of it, fixated on it, and afraid it's going to swallow her as well.

Milk outside a bag of milk outside a bag of milk is the one game that has a character good enough for me to relate to. I have asd,ADHD and struggled intensely with intrusive and intriguing thoughts for years. The way her insecurities, emotions and interactions get printed onto this beautiful story is truly astonishing.

this hits way too close to him. As someone with autism and maybe social anxiety or whatever. This is just all me.😭 it’s so hard for to do anything on my own because of this.

Her having vivid memories of where things are is having a photographic memory which is often associated being on the autism spectrum as well as keeping things as they are being refered as hyper fixation in the autism community.

Why would her mom ask her to get milk and leave milk in the open if she's allergic and has a history of drinking it?

Is it weird that I'm sort of like the protagonist? Autistic and afraid of being alone? I can't even be comfortable with my mom going away sometimes and constantly have dreams expressing my fear of things coming to an end. Edit: the Pizza ending hit way too hard for me

Being someone with severe social anxiety with probably some other mental disorder. (Depression is one, obviously) Social anxiety is definitely one that is misunderstood a lot. I’ve been berated for years by my sister for it. “That’s rude” “I don’t respect someone who can’t help themselves.” The self awareness part I think stands true. We know we are difficult to deal with. We know it would just be as irritating for us to deal with someone like us. I tend to imagine things like her, to cope with difficult situations. Not too deeply. A lot of “it will pass”. It’s something I’d repeat to myself. So the repeating of phrases is something that just happens.

Also thank you for such a healthy take on looking at the MC mental health

Hello, I wanted to ask since I only discovered you a couple of days ago, would you by any chance do a video on OMORI aswell at some point? it's more psychological horror than the original kind of horror.

If she's allergic to milk and she keeps drinking it, why did her mom make her buy milk?

i can relate to this character a lot thanks for covering things

As an autistic person I can confirm what he said is vary true and can be very hard for some

What I still don't understand is what the pile of boxes under the sink is about. It always makes a strange noise when I hover above it along with it having a glitch effect.

thanks for breaking this down, this game/vn is the piece of media to relate to me most. i feel like it's always been clear that i'm on the spectrum, failed school, 19 and haven't moved into the adult world, breaking myself into parts to be able to understand myself, many things, this game is what's truly encouraged me to go through the scary process of trying to get screened/ diagnosed for autism

This is like my favourite visual novel game ever I even based my english assignment on it and got an A lol. I put the entirety of the OST on in the background while I play games too. I oddly found myself relating to the character on several occasions.

I love watching your videos every time you upload.

I always thought triska was the name of her best friend she met online. She talks about how his name was simple but stupid

I needed this thx!

Before I started looking into whether or not I had autism a few days ago, the first game really fucked with me cause all the thoughts felt like they were ripped from my head and it forced me to be the mouthpiece of these thoughts. Now that I've started to look into it, it's becoming increasingly apparent that I'm probably autistic and it's kind of helped with the feeling that I'm only going to spiral downwards into insanity. I do really love the detail of milk girl thinking about different deaths in excruciating detail, because that's a part of myself that I try to keep under the floorboards, away from any eyes. Fuck, this went on too long, but it fits the theme, doesn't it?

im so dumb for laughing at this 13:53 "nutting in agreement"

As a survivor from the social anxiety diagnosis I can say the mirror stuff and the climb in the pillars hit so hard and close to home I still do that when I look in the mirror and hate it all

From what I know and self experience, the protag seems to have symptoms of at least 3 possible illnesses (besides allergies). ADHD with the intrusive thoughts and somewhat lack of attention, but the later could be explained with OCD since they seem to have (and need) a pattern for their actions and of course there's social anxiety which can manifest as the 2 mentioned before but also the autism which can manifest anxiety. The intrusive thoughts leave me to believe she has adhd although I'm no doctor, but the whole visit to the supermarket screams autism (or possibly schizophrenia since the two appear to be similar but I dunno the difference so I have to go with autism). Not just because of the difficulty interacting or seeing people for what they are since she might not even be looking to much at them and/or is so anxious that that's really hard to do, but also because she shows that before doing certain actions which she alknowledges are usually difficult, she imagines scenarios and discusses them with herself (or with us). Almost constantly being in your own bubble is a common sign of autism. The titles also suggest OCD to me, they remind me of the ritual of 3 (sometimes more times) that one needs to do on certain actions. I must say I like the touch of the delayed metaphorical facepalm when she finds out what she needs to do and why fthjngs are happening in a strange way. "Pay the cashier" "Oh, ya duh!" These moments of missing a step usually both calm me and also stress me and make me flustered to say the least.

I also get really emotional when time comes to clean my room. Because my s/o and Mom like to just throw things away without asking me, or they put things back out of place. I can't help it, it makes me unreasonably angry, frustrated and very very anxious. Because not everything is they think is garbage is garbage and I need my sewing stuff in areas etc. I don't like being like this, but it's like, I need my thing's in the areas where it's easiest to get to. I have chronic clinical depression with depressive episodes, ptsd due to childhood sexual abuse by a family, and anxiety with panic attacks due to my chronic pain syndrome being ignored, I have social anxiety and I am still trying to build up the courage to visit a store now that I finally have a wheelchair so my mom and I can look at crafting stuff, but I'm still scared people will ask me for my disability because I'm dealing with chronic pain, and my back pain is caused by a congenial defect in the vertebra, bulging disks, osteoporosis and arthritis all throughout my back, stenosis, bone spurs, higher than normal disk degeneration, and there hasn't been any surgeon willing to help as there's a possibility for development of complications that would end in my back ending up fully fused as one part is fixed it would cause just enough of a change in the current situation that the next area would be destabilized. If I'm honest I am like the character, there have been points in my life I was so depressed I would think up my deaths in my head. I only ever hit bottom hard enough to try once, but I woke up the next morning just fine. I failed, so I never tried again.

That is the difference between me and the protagonist. I barely go on any kind of social media. I have a fear of people in all aspects of my life. I don't interact with people much in my real life and I don't go online because I have this deep-seated fear of people in general even online. I have experienced online interactions before. They usually always end in confusion and misinterpretations. This is why I don't do it anymore.

wow i love milk outside of a bag

I love your videos!

Got this game a while back and it was disturbibg to say the lesst. I loved it but I had no idea there were multiple ending. Good video.

I thought the Tryska ending was revealing who is the voice inside her mind. Tryska died so she keeps him around mentally. In the first game she comes close to being run over by a car, so maybe it's Tryska that did get run over and she finally remembered.

This video is perfect. Read a lot but nothing was deep like this, I always felt I was being consumed by some "void" and finding this game was a amazing experience

dude thx man making the scary video dude shes amazing and i already subscribe this movie that she making is amazing

i've never clicked so fast and so hard before in my life.

Great job 👌✨✨

I wouldn't say that it's only a social anxiety, yhw range of feelings and thoughts she experience strikes home a bit too much

Pls do a macrabe experiment I think you'll like it!

Is this supposed to be scary or sad? Cause things like this really do happen in real life.

Im slightly on the spectrum (idk where ADHD would be there if it all) and I was treated horribly as a kid after being diagnosed and put on medication and classmates in my elementary school started to just bully me and while the school did their best, the damage was done and I developed trauma from it. Also found out I had sensitivities, mainly to sound (smell and texture as well but those dont bug me). If I were in, lets say a crowded area in a city or just in a loud class, all the noise becomes this blob of sound and its a pain just trying yo filter the sound out so I can hear someone specific talk and I visibly begin to look annoyed with myself.

Why do these horror things always has a protagonist with anxiety?

The way she sees spinning heads is like how if too many people are looking at me they turn into bobble heads and I have to get away from the people and go somewhere else with less people

Awsome vid, greetings from a random authism guy from germany

she may be schizophrenic, what's with all the pills?

Once again the name is confusing but I need to understand the story so thank you

:) I LOVE YOUR VID

Gamersault is the best narrator 👌

I get panic attacks

God, this one hit me straight at my heart

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I thought this game was about schizophrenia, the music and the hallucinations she experiences would be on par.

My honest idea was: " wow no ody tried to reflect the "nasty" side of mental disease before and never tried to sugarcoat it

she might just start crying because she dreamed again thats why it occurs for any dream its open to interpretation but i doubt it was designed regarding what happens in any of those

Damn, I thought she was S/a by her dad, and the boy in the end was her before the S/a.

Hey bruh, can you cover Child of Light next? (By Ubisoft, I think?)

Continuing my last comment. I have experienced moments where I have done strange things to cope with it. It's not easy for me to go out and be among other people so I have imagined before that I was a character in a video game and that this was my quest that I had to fulfill. It's not that I actually believed itt. it just is a coping mechanism to get me through the experience. It isn't like I'm actually seeing myself in a video game as much as just imagining that I have to fulfill a quest and get it done. It's not schizophrenia. It's just a coping mechanism that you can use to get through your experience with other people.

Ngl I am actually scared of this game

10:45 this could be interpreted as him trying to video call her/ the bots being people trying to help or be nice or smthn

It's good I now know this is a laptop or PC game

i can't with the name bro

I really shouldn’t speak as I don’t have OCD but from my knowledge that’s just one type, OCD just means you have the tendency to do something over and over and over. Like maybe checking if you locked your door, or counting continuously

LET'S GO PART 2

nice val eboy voice

You say this is an explanation video but it’s just a rereading of the game

Love it

So now the mom went to get milk?

Please I need to know what the name of the music on this part 15:41 thanks in advance

But Treska is name of a fish in russian and we don't have any names like this. Google translate says treska = codfish. So it's only one thing that i wanna change in ur video.

I don’t think it’s valid for anyone to set labels to a character when it’s not explicitly mentioned in the canon itself. I personally have my own theories but don’t feel like sharing as it’s interpretation that matters. The experience is different for everyone that plays.

Still wanna request if you could go over Mario the music box, Mario the music box Arc, and its dlc please? I dont have Twitter They're horror fangames that have practically nothing to do with the actual Mario and itd be nice to see u cover it

Wow, there are no good endingz

Wait the pill is the player?

This game’s protagonist is a lot like me, I have Autism and ADHD which conflicts with each other.

Call of cthulu

What is the song at 15:42 to 17:30

Could someone me what background music is ues here 6:54

the game is russian? i saw in the market the milk was малако

are they makeing a 3d one

as someone with psychosis i want her babies

i imagine her to be suffering mainly from trauma, along with underlying autism, ocd, and schizophrenia

Yess🖤

so what is trying to find your thoughts about?