MONTHLY VLOG MAY TOKYO CALIFORNIA I’m so lucky 🥹 

Hi Sundia, I am a 66 year old woman that loves your videos you inspire me every day I am praying for you and your family stay strong sister.

You're doing GREAT, Sweetie. It gets DIFFERENT. Waves. Clouds. Grief does go. Then? It returns. Sometimes HARDER. Other times, softer. CONGRATULATIONS TO DR. BIG SISSIE!!!!

Y'all made me cry when you talked about your sister

Hi Sundai, I'm actually a law professor at National University, so seeing this video made me so happy!!! Congrats to your sister for overcoming and becoming an anesthesiologist (thank God for auto correct...i have no idea how to spell that word lol). 🎉

So sorry to hear about your dad’s passing. My heart is with you and I’m so happy that you have kind friends to help you grieve 💕 Take care of yourself

FIRST! Love you Sundai❤ As a fellow content creator, and someone who wants to go to Japan one day, I find your vlogs so inspirational😊

10:47 My deepest condolences to you and your family. 💐. You’re such a bright beautiful spirit. Just know that your Dad & Douglas are still with you and yes stay close to family- that’s the TRUE heartbeat 💓 of life. You got this Queen 👑

Its ok Sundai. My mom past away 9 years ago and i still randomly cry sometimes. Especially when it something that reminds me of her. I find its better to jist feel the emotions than to hold it in. ❤

My Big-Momma just passed away the day before yesterday. I was hoping to see something on your channel to help me cope today, I love your content. I needed to hear that and I am so sorry about your pops and Douglas. Hugs and love sis.

I loved (and still love) watching your videos during my 2nd and 3rd years of PhD degree. Back in 2022, the last week before my PhD defense, your voice, and your videos gave me a lot of courage (I wanted to give up😅). Wich you all the best !

Congratulations to your sister. I had black female anesthesiologist and she made me feel so comfortable due to my first surgical procedure. Much success to her.

Hey , sundai Let me start by saying. Thank you for sharing your video with us. And I just wanted to say that it's a good thing that you're spending a lot of time with family and friends. There are the ones that will help you get past the loss of your Father and Douglas . Continue to keep you in my prayers. It's gonna take a minute for you to get past a lot of the crying. I know when I lost my parents. I cried for days Sometimes even a month or 2 later I would remember something about my mother or my father and just break out and cry so is understanding. that you're going through right now. Just know that you're followers. Love you support you and will always be here. With you for always making us a part of your life and sharing all your adventures with us. Most important thing. Congratulations to your sister. I understand when you said you and your sister have been through a lot I have. Some nieces and nephews that went through the similar thing. You've been through and I can understand how you feel. Cause I've seen a lot being a foster mom. Thanks again.I always look forward to your sunday Videos Lots of hugs from california..❤❤❤

I don't have a lot of friends and the footage of you hanging out with your family made it feel like I was right there with you. Reached one with that one. Thank you for including us on this journey- you, your lovely friends and your sister inspire the heck out of me. This is how to do life right.

It's sad seeing our parents growing old and knowing time with them is limited. The passing of a loved one is a wound that never closes but it will become easier in time. Hugs Sundai, feel better soon. RIP Douglas, SIP Mr. Love

Girl… that tennis dress looks AMAZING on you😭🙄💕

The “ghetto” for graffiti on the plant was so heart felt because why??? lol Keep shining beautiful 💛

I just lost my sister Saturday morning. Even though she had cancer losing her still came out of blue and still shocking. I'm so lost,sad,angry and broken. I remembered you that you said you lost your father a few videos ago so I came on here to see how to kinda deal with it. At times I'll be okay then I'll start crying which gets me so mad at life and everything else . Even though my mom and sister is here with me at time's I feel so many emotions. Life is crazy and hard. I know I should get help but I still can't afford it but it's okay I'll just work through this like I did many year's ago. And it sucks my sister that just passed was the one that helped me out before

Congratulations to your sister becoming a Nurse Anesthetist! CRNA school is so hard 😭😭

Unfortunately grief comes in stages. We all have to go through all the stages, my suggestion is to not hold back and feel it and move on to the next. Have no expectation on how long this will last. Everyone is different, and remember that you are moving forward and your dad is in your future.

Real tears during your sister's ceremony, you're both so inspiring! You were speaking life into meee with this vlog here 😭 Appreciate you Sundai girl

I love how your videos come out the same day as the demon slayer episode. My heart is so full☺️

I'll never get over how duchess always answers when you talk to her😂

"i look like i work at cactus club" LOOOL

Good morning, I was so happy to see that you visited my city!!!!!!!!!!!!! Keep your head up beautiful black woman!!! Trust that God is always holding your hand and guiding you!

So sorry about your father. Definitely therapy and talking to people, particularly ones who also cared for your lost one, helps a lot. Of course, it all takes time. I think remembering and feeling is a tribute to your last one. Be gentle with yourself. Over a year after losing my mother, brother, and cat (at that time, it was a very difficult 6 months), I still get a weepy thinking about it. When my brother died unexpectedly, I cried for a month and cried randomly probably for a year afterwards. My mother was a little more expected but I still miss her. My family helped a lot in getting past the super sad periods. Looking back, I think it was very important to be kind to ourselves and others, and to be as gentle and understanding as possible with yourself.

🎉Congrats to Dr. Love🎉 Sundai, You motivate so many people while making us smile so I'm happy you have loved ones around you to help you in your time of need. I'm literally exercising as I watch your video so thanks for the motivation and inspiration. I truly appreciate your content🤗

Good friends and family are a blessing and work that inspires you. Congrats to your sister as well. Mine also joined the ranks of new black lady doctors as an obgyn.

Ahhhhh, congratulations to your sister! Magnificent accomplishment! Your Mom….and your dad must be over the moon proud of both of you! I know I am! ❤️❤️❤️

The way you stared at the hour glass thing while answering was hilarious! And when you say "im going to figure it out" was iconic...i cant wait to see this luxury home rental come to life 🎉💗💯💡🥰

17:30 - just touched my soul. I needed that...

I love, love, love your videos. You are soo funny and very witty! (lol) It is great to see a young woman of the culture who is not afraid to be exactly who you are.... I love it! Keep up the good work beautiful and I wish you many many blessings in your endeavors. 😇🙏🏽I will be studying your videos for my very first trip to Japan, and Paris.... Thankyou.

The way you lift yourself (and others) up even in these dark moments is so inspiring. You are the light.

Sometimes youtube takes you out my algorithim, but then i rmemeber to check in and can binge watch a few episodes and thats always a good day 😎👌🏻 Edit -got further into the video 😭 i lost my dad when i was 23, its been 4 years and im still not quite at terms with it, keep pushing on and be the shining star he'd want you to be ♥️ he'll always live on through the things you do, the lessons and morals he taught you etc ♥️ sending all the love and positive energy

🥹 13:43 pulled at my heart strings. Love you and I’ve always got you 💕

I am so sorry about your Dad. I lost the love of my life and father to my two little girls last October. I just want to hug you through the screen. I know how hard a loss like this can be. I will watch this video with my girls so that they can know that they too can be o.k.(not really but lean into happy moments) even while grieving such an incredible loss. I know your father is so proud of you and your sister. Take your time and be gentle with yourself because grieving is hard. Much love to you and your beautiful family.

Nick's gift made me tear up a bit. It was perfect in so many ways. I hope it give you that comfort that's intended. You gone be just fine, Girlie. :) You're so loved!

Sundai! I have big news! My best friend and I are heading to Japan🎉I subscribed because I wanted to know what it was like to live in JPN as a POC, but your optimistic and energetic videos quickly became part of my routine. I’m also from Cali and I’m actually a little nervous for my trip but your videos are helping me so much🙏🏼 Love love your videos and the pep talks you give us❤

12:08 I know that message hit girl! I almost started crying 🥹🥺

Hey Sundai and the fam! This video really tugged at my heartstrings, especially seeing the flowers the twins got you and the love and admiration you have for your sister. I hope you're feeling better and better with all the love your receiving and the passage of time that allows us to grieve. I'm excited because I am going to Japan in July! I'm only there for a week but I plan to go to Tokyo and Kyoto!

I actually just audibly screamed yaaayyyyy when I saw there was a new vlog for me to watch while eating my breakfast. 😂😂😂😂 that’s not even like me!! That joy was crazy just now! But yayyyy!!!

Hi Sundai! I've lost my father 15 years ago and it still hurts. Time helps but doesnt heal everything, you just think about it less. What worries me is you seem to focus your energy/thoughts on other things to distract you, but you need to grieve as well. I was the same when my dad passed, I focused my energy on work and other activities and didnt allow myself to grieve. And it catches up to you (big time) if you dont. Please dont make the same mistake! Allow yourself to cry, get angry, live all the emotions and dont bottle it up. You need to live in it in order to get through it. Sending my love and a big hug!

i love your vlogs 🩷 congrats to your sister!

Such a positive and inspiring video! Thanks for sharing!❤️

Wishing you all the strenght Sundai❤

Aaw the words about your sister made me emotional! Even though I'm an only child. 😄 This was too cute! Congrats to her!

Glad u had a good time stay safe many blessings from North Texas ❤

I absolutely love Sundai!

I'm glad your doing well sundai and being around a great support systems

Your family is hilarious! Love that!!! ❤

You’re so amazing and sending you love and strength~

Sorry this last few months have been so hard. glad you have friends, family and even us fam around. Just keep going, cause you've got this!

Hello Sundai! Good to see you out there living life. It's not always easy, but gurl, you are made of some really good stuff! Keep moving forward, no matter what! ❤ Now, let's talk about that jumpsuit our best friend had on at the grocery store.....where she get dat??

Sending you all the love, Sundai ❤🤗

Love the vid sundai. Making my weekend fun. Also you beautiful with or without the makeup queen, slay!

Your vlogs always end too early I love them so much. I am so sorry you are going through so much it doesn’t go away but having loved ones near helps. Thank you for continuing to share with us with all you have going on. I am contemplating spending a significant amount of time in Japan, maybe a year. I have to remind myself how isolated I am likely to be because you and your friends sell a dream. It is amazing how much fun you all are having. Much love also so happy to have this vlog on my birthday ❤❤❤

So proud of how far you've come. I still remember when you used to live in your small house😢 hard work surely pays off ❤❤

Glad you are surrounded by loved ones, friends and family. Nothing replenishes the soul than family time

I love watching your videos, it calms me and lowers my anxiety .

Love love love , saw you to like marathon type videos last year & I was like I Defs have to try this

Finally at home, eating breakfast, and Sundai pops up😊😍🥰😘

Love you sweetie! Sending you and your family bumches of hugs during a very challenging time.❤❤❤

Sundai, I LOVE your vlogs! I look forward to them every Sunday. Sorry for your loss. Keeping you in my prayers. So very happy that you have such great family and friends that surround and support you. Also glad that you reached out for help and are working through this difficult time. From experience, I will just say that the pain never truly goes away, it just gets a little more dull as time goes by. You will always have those moments when something will trigger you, but it's better to have a cry or a laugh when that happens. Be safe and stay prayerful. ❤❤

Sending so much love, hugs and prayers your way Sundai 🫂🤍

i love the monthly vlog 😭😭😭

cheer up sundai! Sorry about your father, my condolences. Although i know the pain might not go away, i do hope time helps you move forward and you feel better soon. I don't watch many youtubers but you are one of the few i do watch and i like how real you are. Really sad to see you going through a tough time :( Glad to see you have such good friends and family to help though!

sorry for the loss of your dad n Douglas Sundai..... You have my condolences all the way from Bermuda imma big fan n love your videos..... Sending Love Peace & Serenity 💕

I'm sorry for your loss. I haven't been here long but from the bit I've seen so far, you got this!

This is LIVING!! I bet you are so incredibly proud of your sister. What she accomplished is not easy! ❤

Sending you continued love during this time ❤ So glad you were able to be with friends and family to recharge.

Congrats to your sister! So proud of your for waiding through the ebbs and flow of grief! You got this!

hey sundai , I've been subscribed for 4 years now and every time i comeback to your channel you always give me so much motivation and happiness. Your vlogs are so peaceful.

Konichiwa Sundai and the fam. Thank you Sunai again for our sundai dose

Your vlogs are always a breath of fresh air for me. Thank you for the time you put in making these. I know it’s not easy. 💕

Loved this vlog Sundai ❤️ sorry to hear about your loved ones. You continue to be inspirational for me, gotta keep swimming 🙏🏽

Congratulations to your Sister! I don’t know her but I am proud of her!🎉

Sundai I'm loving this video you live such an amazing life your so awesome take care girl ❤ sending lots of prayers your way ❤🙏🤗

Sending condolences to you & your family.😔 🙏🏼 Losing a parent is the hardest thing anyone has to go through. I’m so glad you have a great support system with your family and friends. I lost my dad 11 yrs ago & I remember having random crying spells. As cliche as it sounds time does really heal. It’s still sad to this day that he’s not here to celebrate special occasions with the family but it makes you more grateful of the family that you have now. ❤

You have a fun loving family. Safe travels ✈️

Dear Sundai, Thank you so much for the effort and time you put into these videos even though your going through hardship. I am a long term viewer and I just wanted to say how much I appreciate and love your videos. You make our days better. I love you and I’m praying for a lot of strength and health for you. Thanks for being the way you are and giving us a view into your life even though it’s not always perfect. We love and support you no matter what family 🫶🫶🫶🤍🤍🤍!

My deepest condolences on the loss of your Dad Sundai. It's been a while since I've watched your videos, but they're inspiring as usual and you look beautiful as always! I just lost my Dad in April too so I know how you feel. Hugs 💜

Hi Sundai, I'm a long time watcher, and I always watch your videos on my PS4 so I don't comment often, if I've ever commented at all. I'm sorry for your losses. I wanted to say that I'm happy you found a way to grieve that works for you. I'm happy you have people around you that love you and can give you the support you need. I'm bout tuh cry man lol but I'm grateful for the work you put in for these videos despite the pain you've been going through. I watch every one of your videos and I know you can work through pretty much anything, but I hope you take your sweet time with everything you're going through. I relate to your work ethic, personal drive to do better and be the best at everything you do, and I don't have much anyone close to me to lose, or that have passed, to be able to give advice, but I hope you continue to have all the love and support you need so that you can continuously do great and amazing things.

Wow I dont think ive ever played a board game with my extended family, its awesome to see how great of a family bond you guys have 😊

LOVE U SUNDAI

Congratulation's to your Big sister i know it was a struggle, college be having you question life lol. An my condolence's for your families lost. I know he's extremely proud of both his girls. You got this! Keep your head up Sundai (BIg Boss 💪) You Got this!🙌

Thankyou for your positive , uplifting content. Always get something from watching your videos . I love that you inspire people through example,and cheer on your friends and family’s successes. Wishing you all the best through a difficult time . Lots of love xxx ❤

So proud of you huni, ❤🎉❤🎉❤

Congrats to your beautiful and smart sister!

You have a beautiful family Sundai. Thank you for sharing your life with us! I'm sure your dad is so proud of you and your sister and you gave Douglas an amazing life during his time here, please find peace in those thoughts. Please take care. Crazy fact, we live close to each other in Jp and we also lived close to each other in the US, small world. Sending love and peace to you and your family.

"Actual footage of me being robbed." I felt that to my core 😢 lol

Congrats❤to your sister. Not easy at all. I pray you and your beautiful family are blessed, prosprous, and healthy for the rest of your lives. The promise is: I give you life and that more abundantly. Be blessed. Peace to you. Safe travels.❤❤❤❤

happy to wake up and see this !🤩🤩

So inspired by you! Hope you continue to find ease and peace. Sending you a huge hug

As a 50 yr+ woman, I love your vlog! You are so inspirational, thank you for sharing your life with the masses! On another note! I love your background music. The music is giving, slow jazzy Sunday mornings. Where can I find these tracks😀, Sharing is caring😆.

the card game section was so funny! all the friends and family you always feature always seem like a good time🎉

So many funny moments in this vid💕 And congrats to Sister Love on her Commencement!💐

So glad you’re okay and welcome back to San Diego! 🤗 (I live here). Am soooooo proud of you and your sister! 👩🏾‍⚕️👩🏾‍🎓 Wow! Like you’re my own sisters. YOURE BOTH AMAZING AMAZING LADIES. 🥰❤️♥️ God Bless you always and lots of LOVE. ❤️ I know you’re sad, and I’m so sorry about your dad. I pray your heart heals every day Sundai. 🕊️🙏

Happy birthday sundai ❤😂🎉

New subie! Love you already!

We’re gonna need some OOTD clips cause the fits in this video we’re sooooooo cutteeeeee❤

WE LOVE U Sundai 🙏 for u and your family and never forget that God is always there when u need him.❤❤❤❤❤