Hi, guys! I hope you are well!
After a stressful day I decided I wanted to film one of my Diagnostic Criteria videos for BPD, but that unfortunately did not happen. My health has really been declining and I haven't been able to film. That will change, I promise. Thank you for your support and your patience. It is really appreciated!
I discuss a couple of issues I've had recently, and the stress induces serious dissociation where I am frequently in and out of reality/awareness of reality. I debated about posting this video, but it shows the chaos that is Borderline Personality Disorder, so I will.
DISCLAIMERS:
• I am not a professional.
• This is my experience, and other people will have different experiences.
• I do not intend to offend or insult anyone.
TRIGGERS:
• Feelings of emptiness
• Sudden changes in plans/events coming out of nowhere
• Being an immigrant/immigration/citizenship
• Making big decisions/feeling torn
• Negative thoughts, especially negative thoughts about myself
• Depression
• Work/college
• Laziness
• Hospitals
• Narcolepsy
• Dissociation (I frequently dissociate in this video)
• Frustration/feeling stuck in life
• Envy towards others
Thank you for being on this journey with me! :)
Please, if you have any questions you’d like answered or if you have any comments, please comment below or email me at beckysbattlewithbpd@gmail.com
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My Instagram tag: @beckysbattlewithbpd
RESOURCES AND HELP FOR THOSE STRUGGLING:
24/7 HELP FOR THOSE IN AMERICA:
National Suicide Prevention Hotline
1-800-273-8255
Crisis Text Line
Text HOME to 741741
The Trevor Project Lifeline (LGBTQ+)
1-866-488-7386
OR
TrevorText
Text START to 678678
FIND A THERAPIST:
psychologytoday.com
FOR THOSE WORLDWIDE:
Below are some websites that have lists of helplines for different countries. Please reach out for help!
stillstandingmag.com/worldwid...
checkpointorg.com/global/
unitedgmh.org/mental-health-s...
togetherweare-strong.tumblr.c...
portal.cca.edu/thriving/couns...
www.therapyroute.com/article/...
10 май 2021
