I literally don’t have any mates who contact me since I have stopped cocaine I’ve got a nice women 3 beautiful children that’s all I need this video is very inspiring #soberlife
I did cocaine the last 3 yrs of my life and I’m currently 3 months sober I had a real life spiritual experience when my aunt took me to Israel I couldn’t stop I have 2 kids and I’m 29 yrs old I couldn’t stop for nothing I would cry in my bathroom endless nights and go to work coked out I’m glad I found GOD that’s the only one who truely pulls u out when the devil tempts us....I am staying sober for my kids and mostly for myself 💯
I am struggling severely to overcome my addiction, I can’t stay clean longer than a week! as much as I hate it and want to change I’m just stuck like a cog on a wheel it is destroying my life changing me as a person damaging my health and I’ve lost so much valuable time. I will never give up trying though. Thanks for sharing this video
Fuck I cant get past a week. Its like I go on auto pilot and get some coke. Then I regret every minute using it. If anyone could message me if youre having similar difficulties id really appreciate it. I have no friends or family to talk to. Thank you...goodluck
@@gregvaughn1462 I'm in the same boat as you....email me at thesymptom2004@hotmail.com may i have your email? my names Gerry.... LETS BEAT THIS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This has helped me so much. My son is an addict, he is so close to rock bottom and i have to let him go there for him to realise that he has a family who will fight for him, a 19 yr old son who hasn't got a good relationship with his dad. I needed help to understand "the rock bottom" so we could maybe do it safely before we step in. He is an alcoholic too. Thank you for sharing this.
Feel your pain Iad I was a talented Boxer I won everything but I chose the lifestyle of my mates two of whom were murdered and two more Overdose from the drug. The metal health battles for me were the hardest to overcome I recently split with my young girlfriend as she was bringing me back to those days I was sure I left behind was heartbreak but it would of killed me. Proud of your strength my friend wishing you the courage to keep the fight going. Greetings from Dublin 🇮🇪
Been clean for five years from coke a xanax. I feel your pain. I lost all the people I would hang with when I got sober but it was way worth it. I’m married with a daughter on the way have a great job making six figures a year and this would be possible if I never got sober. Good luck to everyone trying to get sober. You can do it just have to try hard and stay away from everything and everyone that can trigger a relapse.
Master Baiter 5 years!!! CONGRATS!! That’s amazing!!! 💙🙌🏻 you can do this!! It’s my 6th year mark on the 14th of September... thank you for watching & your comment... it gives me hope!!! Please share to help other!! 💙 keep doing what your doing!! Well done!
It’s so hard for me I’m hitting 3 months and I have no friends but my money has improved so much so I need to think positive how things will pick up eventually
Isk how you feel about church. I was never a big church person but I met some great people that help me stay positive. I feel like the more positivity towards what you’re trying to reach helps a lot. Staying positive is mad hard cus that addiction feeling never goes away. You’re doing amazing and the begging is the hardest but it will get easier as you will find better ways to cope
It’s not worth it trust me, there’s so much in life that you can enjoy and get pleasure from, when your coming down off these drugs it feels like your life is over
This has me in tears, that’s literally me talking in this video, everything I’m doing right now is the exact same, I’ve been to treatment 3 times and I’ve tried so hard to get recovery but failed every single time. I’m breaking every single person around me, I borrow off anyone and not pay back because when I get money again it’s going straight towards coke. I’ve lost 4 jobs, my kidneys failed in 2019 and I’ve lost every single friend I’ve had. Love your story man, im going to watch this video every single day.
Stay consistent and strong, I feel your pain, been there done it all. It's like fighting for your life, pretending to be normal, hating yourself for doing it but still doing it. 5 in the morning looking at the mirror not knowing either ur dead tomorrow or receiving long time Jail Time, And yet we survived it. Never loose Hope
Thank you for this video. So much. It made me understand, not realize, that I really hit the bottom of the barrel. What I mean by that is I already knew I had serious problems with drug addiction, but I didn't really do anything about it because I didn't fully understand the consequences of my actions and what that meant for me, my health, the people around me, my future and so much more. I've been heavily addicted to cocaine, methamphetamine and morphine for almost 7 years now, and by hearing a complete stranger's story, I can finally understand. Couldn't understand that with the people I've been hanging out with because all we've done seemed "normal" because over the years I became more and more absorbed by the drug world that I couldn't see past it, if it makes sense.
Danny mate hope u are still staying strong, would love to hear back from u on how u are doing now, like i said in a message a few weeks back, i started my journey with the addictions team 3 weeks ago, this video relates to me in so many ways, everything u said u where doing or done and ur feelings is identical to the shit that im dealing with as i type u this message, had 2 apps now stayed strong so far haven’t touched it in almost 3 weeks now which is a milestone for me in itself as its the longest iv gone without it in almost 3/4 years, starting to sort my finances and debts out that iv accumulated, biggest thing since i seeked help that has stuck in my head is that this is a lifetime mental problem that im going to be battling and thats a scary thought, take things day by day is the only option, hope my mental strength can keep strong for the foreseeable future, but already im finding out how much of a grip this fucking crap has on me, hardest thing iv been through in my life FACT but im determined this time 🙏🏼🙏🏼 pray for me and the rest of us that are going through the same problems as i speak
Thank you so much for sharing! I am studying to be a therapist and what you said hit home for me... "Every single person is different not one way will work for a person in recovery." Seriously, thank you
Camila Belle thank you for taking the time to watch my video!! I really appreciate it & your comment! Good luck with your future job as a therapist ! Thank you
I’m actually having trouble getting off the blow, i spend about one hundred a week on it. I absolutely hate it... having to self medicate do to my past (being abused as a child) but I did have a amazing child hood with amazing parents, pray for me 😴
steven rubio well I’m trying to recover from it I snorted nearly 2000 pound worth in a day no lie my nose was bleeding and I still did it then I would steal and pawn stuff to get my sniff it use to be good high now it does nothing I hate myself this person I became not caring wanting to die it’s only been one day I keep crying and thinking one more fucking line please it’s horrible the feeling of everything crashing down and not giving a care it’s hard people will still judge
Awesome story brother I’m a recovering cocaine addict I would abuse the drug everyday I felt lonely and abandoned ever since I started but I could never quit till the day I got rushed to ER with 235 bpm and massive palpitations I thank god to be alive to this day been sober for 8 years.
I'm stuggling to get out of it. I have an amazing job, an amazing girlfriend, and i've been doing it for 4 years ocasionally, but for the last 3 months my consumption has increased heavily. I just did 6 days in a row. I've been saying everyday: "yesterday was the last day", and i would call the guy and get one or two gs and do it. I erased all numbers this morning. I really want to quit. I don't want to lose my girlfriend and job... Please GOD help me. I can't do it by myself. Please JESUS help me.
I was addicted to crack and cocaine for 10 years… now I moved to another country I am 6 month clean and trying to feel good! Marihuana helps me a lot m, my girlfriend my goals… Never went to rehab just a crazy man… everybody can stop is just a combination of feelings and maybe moments you need to understand but still don’t know very well how it works. Just keep day by day and love to everybody from Chile
Kassie Marley thank you for watching my video & taking the time to comment. I’m so sorry to hear about your cousin 💔, I how you and your family are ok. We need to spread more awareness 💔
I'm so fucking proud of you buddy, one for being so brave to make this video & two because this WILL help others!! You're an amazing person & I fondly remember our friendship when I lived in Birmingham! I'd love to get back in touch...proud of you man!! Keep on going you're an inspiration! X
I relate to everything youve just said, i just realised that rock bottom gets deeper every single time ive spebt my savings for xmas before 5thousand euro and right now ive lost my girlfriend who is fed up with it and with me constantly relapsing but seeing this gives me hope that i will do this
All I can say is NEVER EVER get in to cocaine. It can and will mess up your whole life. And getting over cocaine addiction is not easy so I give credit to anyone who’s managed to quit it.
I am addicted to cocaine, I don’t use everyday but av jus gone all weekend sniffing that shit from Friday threw till Sunday. But the the real sad thing is am not out with friends partying and at home with my 3 kids an my fiancée. She knows I have the odd half a gram on a Friday night but has no clue that I jus spent £300 this weekend alone( seems to be a regular thing) I jus can’t stop. Really gone try my hardest to stop this time got a baby in 19days this can’t go on!
Thats how it started with me. I began doing it at the weekend as a party thing but then began doing it alone so I figured I had an addiction. I then visited my doctor and from there I have used my mind to be strong and reject it. My 'addiction' was extremely mild but it could've been the beginning of something fatal. My attitude towards cocaine has completely changed in literally a matter of days due to understanding the consequences and listening to expert advice.
Very brave off you mate doing this video I’ve got a few mates that’s it’s got a hold of it’s not nice man! They are still functioning but they not heading to a good place it’s sad man cus there really good people :( hopefully they can be as strong as you pal but i no it’s Not easy to kick !! So videos like this could really help people!! Keep at it mate your a legend 👍👍💪🏼
Watching this tryna find the strength I'm a broken man right now I been addicted to cocaine for years and use alcohol and weed also I'm 32 and can't carry on nomore but no there's away out and no there is light at the end of the tunnel I just need to see it I'M A ADDICT and surrender to this illness I just wanna feel human again and be happy I'm not gonna get into why and how I've turnt into an addict it feels good just telling someone and others how I feel as I feel lost and lonely right now but no there's thousands of us out there the same
Thanks for sharing im applying the knowledge of someone else experience to move on from a addiction of a person. Much continued success on your journey. God bless all.
I'm a cocaine addict I've been to rehab once I've been an addict for 3 years I relate to you mate I just want to get clean but like you said second it's in my head it all I think about n I have to use
Joshua Reynolds I feel you pain... always try your hardest to rid the thought... sit with your feelings, think of the bad it will cause!! Good luck! Thanks for watching & commenting.
I've been off it about a month now, i started thinking more about tomorrow, that feeling when you run out and start to feel the comedown, i don't want that anymore. Almost 6 years of my life gone and i'm financially f **ked, it's ok if you can keep to weekends or once a month but i just go off the rails each time.
I feel you man. I did powder for 1 year straight pretty much non stop til the i started gettin negative effects on my body and brain. One day I did so much of it and comedown hit me so hard that my heart was about to come out of my chest, I thought i was going to die and started praying to God to keep me alive. After that last time I promised myself to never touch that shit again. Never do any kind of drugs. God bless y’all!
I was always thought I was on my own I was an addict 18. Jail helped me. Then few years ago. I hit the stuff hard. Beginning off the year I got told I had a daughter. Who I love so much. Words dont describe I thought I couldn't have children until that moment. But it wasn't enough for me to stop. I carried on. Then my family turned there back and I got told I could never see my lil girl again. I hit rock bottom. Homeless eating out off bins. KFC left overs from end off day. ROCK BOTTOM. On family no friends nothing. I been clean now for 7 months. Not a slip up. Am in supported accomadation. Christmas next month and its my little girls. First Christmas. And rippes my hart apart to no that I won't see her. I might be clean but I have none in live no friends no family. My name is not even on her birth certificate. So Ilno father rights so sceard over next month I going to go back to the stuff. Cause every day is a struggle right now. This video just shows. That its possible for people to change. And well done. Danny. Your right if one thing we can do from our addiction is help others. Then some type off light at end off tunnel. Cause I would wish this lonlyness and depression on my worst nightmare. Sorry bable on well done to all recovery addicts out there your all doing great. And those who struggle. To stop. The first step is addmiting your an addict happy Christmas everyone
The biggest thing anyone can do when trying to avoid cocaine is drink alcohol or be around cocaine FACT there is no point in trying to kid yourself on you wont touch if your do any the above because we all look at other ppls lifes and copy what makes them happy
This video could be me but with out the help. My mum has started to say the same as your mum use to say to you. I’ve lost everything. If you can do it tho I hope I can find that strength to
I just join in. IM FUCK. ITS GETTING WORSE. Sad. Don't know what I should do. Now its every week, fuck that shit. Now its enough negativity, I will try to be positive. Cause expecially when u getting sober n your negative, it will pull you even more down. Not even praying to my pastaway brother helps.
Lee Moody brother!!! Well done & good man on openly admitting you have an addiction!!! I wish you all the love and your a brave man!! YOU CAN DO THIS!!! Thank you for your comment!! Please share the video to help others! 💙
Joshua hope your well the only tip I can give you if your still active in addiction is go too cocaine anonymous fella and take on the 12 step program that they have on offer it will change your life 🙏🏻 wish you well
This fucking drug man.. I find myself Constantly getting on the wagon and then falling off it again, I've been doing coke for 5years and it's slowly consuming my whole life, I've lost so many friends due to my addiction with this nasty drug.
What is the best way to confront someone you care about that she has a problem with cocaine my best friend spent €50 in 2 weeks on this garbage a few days ago we visited a amusment park and even their she used multiple times In the evening alone every time i bring it up she chance the subject or gets frustratedBut besides all these other people dont have a clue anyway nice video really brave to admit you had were addicted hope my message made sense xD english isnt my native language
Missdevil666 the best way to confront her is to just be honest, you can’t tell her she has a problem only she will know if she does. But you can tell her you think she’s silly for spending the money on it and that it upsets you, tell her how you feel. Just be honest. Thanks for your comment and watching!
Missdevil666 hey, so I’m a recovering Heroin addict. And I could give you lots of advice. So I was clean for 4 years!!! And have had two times where I’ve struggled again, and it wasn’t even heroin, hope your friend is doing ok. Is she just snorting it
Calvin Kmiecik Hi first of all sorry for the late reply anyway as far i know she imly snorting she said she stopped but I have a hard time believing it because a few days back she ask the nummer from who she buying it from because she didnt get a response while else would she ask me that
Calvin Kmiecik I hope not but she got a addictive personality she failed a couple of times quitting smoking cigarettes so far i know this garbage is even harder to quit
Danm , here in south america , especially in Brazil where i live , yall would be dead then , cuz down here its so cheap... its 3euros a gram... and it aint poor stuff , its the real thing . One rail , ur face is numb.
