So grateful I came across your channel, first saw the "crucify your fantasy" video and it spoke to me so much considering that I live so much in La La Land😂. Decided to watch your first video and what a mighty God. God is definitely redeeming my life right now, been battling with anxiety and depression since 2019 and right now I'm dealing with a rocky relationship with my father. Lost my mom at 9. But I'm working on my relationship with God right now and all I'm discovering is just so beautiful. I pray I get to a point where I'm able to share my testimony, healed and whole but one thing I'm sure of is that I do not want to go through this life ever again without Jesus. I believe God's never left me. I just need to draw closer and closer to him. Love from South Africa 🇿🇦
factss that was the video that got me to her channel. spoke to me fr i thought it was js me blessed w such creativity and imagination until it gets corrupted with thoughts from the enemy. working on taking my thoughts captive and asking Christ to help me
Verbal abuse IS ABUSE. Emotional abuse IS ABUSE. Just because someone didn't experience physical abuse doesn't mean they were not abused. And I know people always say, "They did the best with what they had," but honestly I feel that is a cop-out. The beautiful thing is that Jesus heals. I also went through verbal abuse and I'm STILL healing from trauma, but I also see the way God is restoring parts of me I felt were broken or hurting. I know that this was difficult for you to share, but I'm thankful for your transparency because so many young girls (so many people period) are going to be healed through your testimony, too. Love you and know that I am praying for you and your ministry. You were not a mistake and your story was beautifully woven by God to give Him glory--sometimes we just don't see it until later. ❤
The sad part is that Emy’s dad probably was so hard on her because she may have looked like her mother, so he punished her for it. If that’s the case, that is so sad. Thank the Lord God restored your self image and heart ❤
Love how when Jesus heals, he brings healing to our relationship with others. I love how He healed your relationship with your parents and how you mentioned they aren't "bad people, just people with faults". Love this, and love you, Emy❤. God is writing a beautiful story with your life x
We overcome by the blood of the lamb AND the words of our testimony!!! Thanks for being vulnerable. His power is made perfect in our weakness. He is Lord and Savior and so much more.
Girl I was listening to your podcast and I HAD to come somewhere I could comment. I was over there weeping, I’m sorry you went through this honestly. Your testimony is so strong and as I was listening to the rest of your podcasts at the gym & I noticed something so different about your tone is you’re REAL. I needed to hear someone who spoke with realness and idk todays language to really interpret things. It’s crazy because I seen you on tiktok like a week ago after I deleted the entire app and randomly thought about listening to your podcast. Everything you were saying i FELT on a different level, the joy I have finding you is insane. I’m excited for the journey of content to come!
Playing this while at work and girl when I tell you I am moved! I went through similar experiences growing up and just connected so much to your testimony. I’ve been a Christian for 5 years now and I’m still working on myself too. You are doing God’s work and I can’t wait to see the blessings He has for you babes! Now excuse me while I watch every video of yours this whole afternoon! I have a feeling Jesus has wisdom for me to learn through your videos so I’ll do just that. Sending you prayers and wishing you all the best 🫶🏼🫶🏼
It’s hard for you to talk about, because you are a new creation in Christ ! The old has passed away! A new identity! It’s hard to talk about your past but it’s the Lord who delivered you and I see the gratitude! Keep sharing sis ! Sorry about my lack of commas in last comment lol
I was listening to your podcast and just like the other girl said I had to come find you and comment!!!! I’m so glad I came across this. I have never related to anyone so much. I’m sorry you had to go through that, but I’m so glad you are saved. Im 18 and have just started to try to heal from my past family trauma. This makes me so happy, it definitely helped.
Thank you so much for sharing. This gives me a hope that my relationship with God can be restored. My fire for Christ has died down through high school (im a freshman in college now) and I stopped making efforts to grow my relationship with God. I regret it now and then but I never seem to get determined about it. I believe the day when I will live for Christ and commit to the will of God is near. Please pray for me❤️❤️
Agreed. It's beautiful to hear how God pursues the 1. To place a family in your life to redeem what the enemy used for evil. Can't wait to see God continue to work it all for good. Your dad will be saved and transformed in jesus name!
This made me feel so seen and so so validated, I’ll be turning 20 in December and I feel like I’m still making up for ages 15-18 because of extremely similar experiences. Thank you so much for posting this ❤
My heart absolutely breaks for you. Your dad showed major signs of narcissism. I had a narcissistic step mom & our stories are very similar. My feelings and needs were never prioritized and I never received love from her unless it was infront of other ppl or a gift. I’m sorry you went through that. I’m sending you so much love and light. I’m thankful for your words, spirit and bravery! I’m beyond thankful for this podcast as well. I’m a Christian 24 y/o so I can relate to you on so many levels sis. God will use this upbringing of yours, and He already is. Your story will be beautiful & you will heal from narcissism!🤍 That wasn’t love! Manipulation, gaslighting & ppl genuinely not caring about us, are things we will never tolerate again👏🏼 Our upbringing will NOT condition us to accepting the same kind of treatment from others. 🤍
you and i have spot on testimonies ! & it warms my heart to see that someone else who dealt with so much realized gods love for her , i’m a baby christian but i’m learning to trust & thank him in everything i encounter & do ❤
I’ve always wanted to hear more about how you committed to God. This is perfect and I love how your open about telling your story and even more how you show that it is still a working progress to this day and not that you have a perfected life.
I teared up listening to this. I’m so glad you were able to found some close friends. Getting saved in April 2021 God is so good! Can’t wait to listen to more! Love you Emy ❤❤
Thank you so much for sharing. I was on fire for God but I let myself get lukewarm again. Hearing your testimony has helped me remember why the fire sparked in the first place.
ty sm for such a beautiful podcast, I was recommended by a friend and this hasn't been off my ears for the past few days. It really tested my faith and I pray that my relationship w God will be restored.
This was such a powerful testimony, and I want to thank you for being vulnerable and open with us. You’re newest vid popped up on my feed and I absolutely loved it so I had to start from the beginning. To hear all of this and to see what you have overcome is so incredibly amazing. God is amazing and so so good! I am excited to catch up on your podcasts. I’m definitely going to be binging lol!!
The Father’s grace is so evident in you! Your vulnerability has the capacity to heal other people’s wounds. Your testimony is one of a kind and just so beautiful! Your heart is pure and this generation needs someone like you! This podcast really made it feel like I was just having girl chat with my bestie boo ❤ Keep moving forward because this is only the beginning of what the Father is going to do in your life❤️
Wow, its amazing I came acoss your channel, our testimonies proves how good God is. 🙏 its amazing what God can do for us, I had a very similar experience, that I can say God has brought me from and is still working on me. And you have proven God and where he will have you. God bless you, I can only pray I have the courage to share how God has saved me and what he had saved me from. You are an inspiration to our generation. Keep doing God's work 🙏
sooo thankful to have found you 🙏🏾 NOBODY wants to talk about the verbal abuse ( from other believers ), how can you process it as a Christian, I've asked and prayed and cried and questioned God, still get anxiety and panic attacks, had to separate myself mentally but it took YEARS, thanks for sharing this
Emy THANK YOU for sharing your testimony❤️ you’re showing us we are not alone in our struggles and it means so much you opened up to us. you are amazinf
I had a parent just like yours and I've always thought my parent would have to die before telling my story or to be my self or just to be happy. And I've always been afraid of her trying to sue me or sale my personal information for money or anything like that if I ever spoke about my childhood. Your podcast is very inspiring and your style is out of this world ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ love you!!
this is such a beautiful story of transformation and God’s love. your sincerity and strength is so evident in your aura. thank you so much for sharing❤
I’m so sorry you went through that , your dad is protecting his hurt because your mom moved on and he did not have to take that out on you , you are loved and wanted. YOU ARE A BEAUTIFUL WOMAN💗.
I’m really excited to have found your channel. ♡ I’m 23! I have people close to me and who were close to me in the past who have a similar story to yours. I just wanted to remind you that you’ve gotta work on not saying the Lord’s name in vain. Much love sister, I like your energy!
Wow so glad I found this video!! Really resonated with your personality and some things you experienced growing up. Thanks for sharing your story, loved it!❤
Your “pick it up and preach” series came on my fyp and idk I just fell in love with it so I decided to sub to your YT and I know God made me find you for a reason because I’m 14 and I feel alone too last year and I year before I was really suicidal and I feel like no one understands or loves me but for the past months I realize I need to find God to feel happy.
Just started watching your videos today!! Such a powerful testimony. God has definitely called you to be an instrument for His Glory! 🎉🎉🎉 looking forward to watching more of your videos and engaging in your content 🤩💕
Beautiful testimony. Thank you for sharing. I’m sending your testimony to my neice. You also remind me of my ex’s daughter. I felt like he became verbally abusive to her as she got older. Bc he was verbally abusive towards me. I pray she comes across this testimony and may the Lord use her mightily.
Thank you for sharing. I pray that your testimony will continue to impact young lives. You're beautiful and a person who is worthy to be loved, and God first loved you. The joy you carry blesses others who are around you. God bless you.🙏🏽🇨🇦
I can relate so much to your story about your high school experience and growing up with over protective parents in my case it was my step mother. It’s so lonely and you feel like you have no one. I love your channel am a new subscriber ❤
This story kinda relates to mine and of feeling alone being suicidal and attempting. Home environments and the way we grew up and treated by our parents really shaped the way we see the world, ourselves and others. Sad to say a lot of high school kids feel this way and hide it. You are so stronger now through the Holy Spirit. He has called you to tell your story. Thank you for sharing🤍
I thank God i came across your podcasts. I believe God wanted me here and I'm thankful for it. I am going to listen to one of your podcasts every day 😊 so thank you and God bless you 🙏
Emy, watching this made me emotional and made my heart melt. I’m so sorry you went through this- I went through something similar, not to same degree, but similar. Thank you for your vulnerability and transparency ❤️Praying for you
Google sent me hahah I am a 3 year old baby Christian myself. Welcome to RU-vid, high-five for the new RU-vidr crew. Been making videos myself but no testimony yet. That takes courage. Thanks for sharing, if you need anything let me know. May God bless you and keep you !
I'm so glad God led me to this video because I can relate so much to the emotions you felt during your highschool experience. By just looking at you from the beginning of the video I would have never guessed you went through all the things you did. Its so beautiful and amazing to hear how Jesus saved you and healed you and your family as well as sending you a Saint aka your friend Onika and her family!!! I am happily a new subscriber thank you for sharing your testimony 🤍
Hi Emy! You've been through a lot. I'm glad you met friends who stepped in in ways your parents couldn't at a time you needed them the most. I'm glad you found your second family and their behaviour led you to salvation. I'm really glad to have heard your testimony. I'm a new subscriber.
Thank you so much for your testimony. Though I may not have experienced precisely what you did I did resonate with manipulation and word curses I experienced from family. God bless your soul 🙏🏽
Thanks for sharing sis! Something that comes to mind when listening (mid point) is the same thing I thought when looking back at my younger years/ early adult years even, is this. (Now being in Christ) I wish I had even just 1 solid Christian female influence… I had none. How beneficial would it be to have someone you could call a friend fill you with hope and encourage to peruse Christ. Even just one solid person to point you to truth. Regardless of listening and applying, how meaningful and beneficial would it be to have someone in the light. I know the Lord is sovereign I don’t question His plans I trust His time. My ministry is inspired by this. Glory to God you will be of influence, you will be of the light exposing darkness and sharing the Love of Christ. Last week God revealed to me how within our testimony He does things for our good and His glory. He uses us where we were once broken to be of service to others who we can truly understand. There is hope there is freedom in Christ alone. Thanks for sharing sister! I admire your authenticity! AGTG for rescuing you and revealing to you what love truly is! The gospel is the greatest love story of all time. Until we see ourselves as that which put Jesus up on that cross we fail to understand His sufficient and unmerited grace! What a beautiful Lord and savior we serve !
I love this. The way Jesus found you when you hit rock bottom and proved everyone else wrong is that you are worthy of love and have always been and will always be. You are so insured with strength and I admire your push. Your testimony has touched me and Im sure so many others in life as well. I am so glad I came across your channel! Cannot wait to catch up on the videos.
It blows me away the similarities our lives have. I’m grateful to god he brought me to your podcast. Hearing your story I now know it was for a reason, you are so strong and beautiful for sharing your testimony. Thank you truly, it is inspiring and I hope to meet you one day in the future ❤️
I heard about your podcast from a friend and decided to listen. Your testimony is literally the same as mine. Like almost everything you experienced, I did as well. I’m so glad we found Jesus!
Wow. I don’t usually comment on this stuff, but girl. Copy and paste childhood experiences, except my parents stayed together.. It was really refreshing hearing your strength and self assurance through it all. Thank you for sharing!
The fact that you’re only 21?! girl I’m 20 so hearing you say ur age made me feel so much hope for my journey, and just connection to you! Why’d I think you were so much older?!
She's quite matured. I think the Wisdom God gave her, along with the experience she had in her life, which required her to grow up fast too, made her mature. Plus, it's a first born sister thing too. I have an older sister and she is quite matured and strong.
Many people who have experienced trauma, of any kind, as a child has had to take on the loss of the wonder/innocence/beauty of youth early in life and had to grow up too fast. 😢 33:45
Thank you for sharing❤You've been through so much, I can relate in many ways. Keep on seeking Jesus and being used by him daily❤you are worthy, Jesus knows that and that's all that matters.
I always find it so interesting how we, as children, can see a parent as the "better parent" and as we grow, and our needs and wants develop, we realize the truth of it all.
the reason why i feel all this sadness is because this is how i feel or felt my whole life and im turning 20 this year. sorry that you had to go through this but look at the amazing human being youve become
Everything she said... Me too. Minus the going viral and divorce (for me it was losing my mom) Otherwise, literally everything else, me too. And my dad was physically abusive too. Funny fact 😂 my dad's name is Jeremy too. This was scary to listen to. Hearing someone speak my life. We're the same age too. I actually overdosed. My friends got me through recovery and I was saved in 2018 ❤️ God... God is great 😪
