Oh sweet girl, you are so strong. Stronger than you know! Christ has not given us the spirit of fear but of POWER! You have so much power within you, to overcome every obstacle Satan throws your way. He only sought to make you afraid because he knows the mighty plan that the Lord has for you <3 and the powerful princess he has made you to be! You are SO beautiful inside and out and you don't have to succumb to your past or be ashamed of it anymore. Jesus has set you free, and he loves you soooo much! You are not your struggles with depression. God has your heart love. He holds it and he will love you more than any man ever could or will. Jesus treats you like you deserve, like the jewel you are! I'm so happy you found your freedom! It's time to press on in that power! I don't know if you heard of her, but Lacey Sturm's testimony always spoke to me. :) If you search Lacy Sturms testimony on RU-vid and watch it, you'll be so blessed!
I don't know if you saw my last video (now all deleted) but I had a meltdown and just want you to know that I feel an out pouring of love and peace and want to give you a big holy hug and a message of encouragement. May Jesus peace and joy be upon you always. Love Mary.