yeah same bored of a controller bias af game its so depressing to die against roller players constantly with insane aim assist just because i prefer a certain input im handicaped. Even insane movement mnk players just get beamed by roller average andies. I tried roller when i never use controller at all ever before always had a pc my entire gaming life and it felt like almost cheating but i hate the feel of playing the game on controller and the movement feels sluggish.
I quit Apex 2 seasons ago, seeing the same 3-4 Legends be S tier season after season and no love to the low tier legends is one of the main issue with the game that just made it feel stale and very little variety between games. When was the last time you saw someone play a Crypto or Rampart that didnt main them with 1k kills
Honestly, all I want is to not play with and against masters almost every game. I am bad. When I play with bad mates like myself, there is always at least one masters duo who is destroying the lobby until I get one pitty game where we speedrun KC pubs in 8 minutes and I have 700 dmg 2 kills at the end when the EOMM puts me back into meat grinder until I get another pitty lobby free win speed run, except it is on that vibrant color map that I dislike so bad that I don't even know its name. Teraformer thingy at the center is so bad. Please land me at quarantine every game, there is loot there and it is fun.