Hey brother, really enjoying your videos. Can totally and completely relate. I'm right there with you on that fear and anxiety about fully diving in. I'm a big time overthinker and it's been stopping me from getting the full experience or really going for it. It's great that you discuss that aspect of it and I wish more people would. Anyway just wanted to say hey and that I can truly appreciate where you're coming from. Keep us posted. Peace.
totally agree with what you said about Christianity. Don't forget that you don't have to subscribe to any religion if you don't want to. Whatever feels right for you.
Hey brother, hope your well, I just wanted to say that my friend Jessica had a potent pharmachanga experience, not evan an hour ago an when she was in with the gestures they told her they made a video for sleepy e, here’s the thing man she don’t know who you are yet😮this tripped me out hard! Lol🤯 an they asked who sent her, an that they also wanted to show me a lot of things, but they made sure she knew that a message was to be passed through me to you, she was saying who’s this sleepy person to me an I was like whaaaAAT??? an than she said I dunno but they said something about sleepy e than some thing about me afterwards, nothing bad at all tho, she just said there sense of humour can be a little smart ass like an a lil sick but there just cheeky funny gremlin types if you let them be, they let her in there cute little cottage after she told them I sent her then she got the works :) hope this is useful my distant friend, much love! ☮️🧙♂️💚 She said it was entirely about love through her entire trip, Couldn’t ask for more, she said they were way way way to kind lol :)
Those thoughts are the entities, That's why they need to be getting rid of. I believe if you break through high enough then you're all yourself Ony, without your body, mind or entities, or this universe.
I don't think DMT should be classified as a psychedelic since they're very different. the spirit molecule. I've never done any drugs but I would do DMT. At least from what I see on RU-vid. Spiritually I know where you're trying to go bro. Full exterior, full perception, not trapped. And you have to understand the reactive mind thoughts and what is Clear. It has to do with those thoughts that you don't want and how to get to breakthrough without DMT.
I think it’s fascinating that after all these trips and examples of true reality you still get stuck in your head. This is not malicious criticism; I think I’m currently in the midst of an Alan Watts bubble and the cliffs notes version of my state of mind is to enjoy the fuck out of life. And I think we’ve learned that doesn’t mean to be self destructive, but to just learn to enjoy yourself. And PS part of what I’m loving about Mr. Watts is to not give too much weight to others’ assessments. It’s very liberating and comforting.
Jordan Peterson also emphasizes that without a meta narrative nothing makes sense and nihilism is the default response.You must believe in the stories or you won’t get better, what story you may ask, the Christian story
Of course Bhuddism isn't pushy. It's not a "religion". It's a "philosophy"...one which doesn't actually provide a cogent worldview. There are many flavors of Bhuddism, but in large...it's a nihilistic paradigm that seeks to define subjective meaning without offering a larger scaffolding upon which to hang its merits. In my own season, I was more drawn to Daoism, but it's much the same.
Much like religion, don't believe everything people like Jordan say. It's great to listen to other's points of view and contemplate on it. Awesome you are well enough to be back on the horse :)
SleepyE why not try investigating personal techniques, you are already titrating the dose which may help you understand what the weather and the winds are like before going into the centre of the ocean so you get a feel if a bad trip will happen.. You could make a sort of diary of tactics/experiments.. “how to avert a bad trip series” Titrating Working out before hand to get those endorphins Meditation Right after waking out of bed (still in sleepy state) Drug combos Big breaks Tons of integration Prayer or ritual Etc... it would be a cool seeing you try methods of tackling this issue, and see which one has the most benefits
Hey man, my friend got in contact with you about my trip the other night! I just wanna say the jesters said you were really cool! "Sleepy E" they kept saying "we know him" then they would laugh! Hope you have a decent trip soon :)
What do you mean by "aggressive", though? Is it "aggressive" to make positive truth claims with conviction? That does seem, in this age of "subjective truth" (a nonsensical term) to be the case. Consider this. Outside of all the behavioral maladies of "Christians"...consider God, Himself. IF...He is the creator of time, space, and matter...then to sit back and allow one to pursue him or to ignore him is quite libertarian/egalitarian. Within that paradigm, He is not at all "pushy". It's just that we who subscribe to that view often seem "pushy". Keep in mind, we don't do it to "rack up points", but because we love people...and want to see them find genuine meaning. A man without meaning...without purpose...is a very sad thing. When you're young...it's not quite as acute...because the future seems promised and nigh infinite...but time is fleeting. Please don't mistake "urgency" for "pushiness". I'm not unaware of the plethora of assholes who ARE pushy, but that malady can be prescribed to any group of individuals who hold to a specific view. One could even say that you are "pushy" about being "open"...that you're passive-aggressivley "pushy". It's all semantics. Assess views based on their merits, not the idiosynchronicities of their proponents.
