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Nineteen Trips To Prison-Eric 

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A third Soft White Underbelly talk with Eric, who in this video speaks about his trips to and from prison and his new life as a free man.
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@SoftWhiteUnderbelly
@SoftWhiteUnderbelly 2 года назад
For the past year Eric has been working with a writer on a book based on his life story. Here’s the link: www.amazon.com/gp/aw/d/B09MYXVJCF/ref=tmm_pap_swatch_0_nodl?ie=UTF8&qid=1638736718&sr=8-4
@McCJA8
@McCJA8 2 года назад
Oh my goodness! Got it! 😭 I adore Eric so much. He's such a smart and strong man! He's pushing his way out of the dark! 💜
@diesto-vg5jz
@diesto-vg5jz 2 года назад
Mark you deserve an Emmy or some shit. This is show is more real than anything I've ever seen and needs go mainstream
@stehenbranton5447
@stehenbranton5447 2 года назад
Mark did Eric tear his left bicep working out or is that a gunshot wound?
@barrett5540
@barrett5540 2 года назад
@@stehenbranton5447 I wondered the same thing. I imagined his bicep rolling up while powerlifting & Eric not getting any medical treatment for it. You?
@stehenbranton5447
@stehenbranton5447 2 года назад
@@barrett5540 yea that's what I was thinking too bro but something tells me it's a gunshot wound.
@shonuff2382
@shonuff2382 3 года назад
I spent 12 years in prison myself. He reminds me of me. First time in a Prison Camp fighting fires as well. That was state prison for 2 years. Next was the Feds for 10 straight. Been out for about 15 years now myself and have a family, with two young daughters by my wife. I still wake up believing I'm back in prison. I know I have a lot of baggage with those experiences. I don't ever talk to my wife about it. Eric made me realize that I need to unburden a lot I'm holding onto right now. I'm going to seek counseling and see where that takes me.
@oliviajohnson6047
@oliviajohnson6047 3 года назад
Prayers4 you on YOUR walk to greatness💝
@peterhorak400
@peterhorak400 3 года назад
Good luck to you on your process.
@kross5591
@kross5591 3 года назад
Good for you luv.. He made me realize I need some counseling too.
@jennybeam7226
@jennybeam7226 3 года назад
One of the most major problems in my marriage is LACK of communication. Of course men are different from women but I crave hearing my husband's feelings. Good 4u4 realizing you need to talk & I'm sure your wife & daughters (one day) will appreciate it also.. Good luck!
@TheTenism
@TheTenism 3 года назад
Sho'nuff, I wish you continued success. you sound self aware, I'm sure you'll smash your regrowth! (in a good way!!)
@ayydee6933
@ayydee6933 4 года назад
I like that the interviewer understands that he just wants to vent so he doesn’t interrupt him with questions...
@rockellworts868
@rockellworts868 4 года назад
His story is very interesting he's an open book, no questions needed
@motus.bike.09
@motus.bike.09 3 года назад
Unlike Vlad ......
@eddymunnyz7315
@eddymunnyz7315 3 года назад
He's probably afraid to interrupt him LOL 😄
@samjed347
@samjed347 3 года назад
@gregzeng
@gregzeng 3 года назад
Narrative therapy, in action. An Australian invention (Wikipedia.).
@nicholaschriss1706
@nicholaschriss1706 3 года назад
The Government should give this guy a job as an early intervention educator for the younger offenders, He comes across as genuine, relatable and enlightened from his experience
@amosbackstrom5366
@amosbackstrom5366 2 года назад
Unfortunately that would go against the prison profit motive, so lobbyists would convince congress to kill any such program before it even gets voted on..
@nicholaschriss1706
@nicholaschriss1706 2 года назад
@@amosbackstrom5366 Shame that some people can't see that it would be for the greater good.
@amosbackstrom5366
@amosbackstrom5366 2 года назад
Nicholas Chriss this is the world we live in... this corruption effects every aspect of life
@LC-pk4zz
@LC-pk4zz 2 года назад
Absolutely!
@bhriscannan2080
@bhriscannan2080 2 года назад
Scomo should give him a job ;)
@erinchillmusic8930
@erinchillmusic8930 3 года назад
I can feel his PTSD. Having PTSD myself.....high clavicular breathing, a constant feeling of respiratory pressure, fight or flight, on edge, too much adrenalin for your size, intrusive and vivid flashbacks... He seems like a good soul..God Bless him
@Byrian420
@Byrian420 2 года назад
I have all those systems is that PTSD
@KWW0321
@KWW0321 2 года назад
I was about to say the same thing, literally brings back that feeling for me.
@karencarney7595
@karencarney7595 Год назад
I ca relate, very well worded. I am always told to breathe and I say "but i don't know how"
@abuseif7116
@abuseif7116 Год назад
Me 2, I can't feel it in him , if it was a smell, I could smell through this screen. PTSD Is Real
@damianwilkins1710
@damianwilkins1710 3 года назад
I was in rehab with him in 1996. He was always giving back not expecting anything in return. I pray he gets it this time.
@CMoore8539
@CMoore8539 3 года назад
I sure hope he does too. He deserves that peace of mind.
@effectualdeity2
@effectualdeity2 3 года назад
how tall is he?
@feliciablankman5738
@feliciablankman5738 2 года назад
That does not surprise me at all
@SickandTired95
@SickandTired95 2 года назад
@@effectualdeity2 In a different video he said he was 6 ft
@yoursurgerysister
@yoursurgerysister 2 года назад
He seems like he had allot of potential but needed more structure
@briangibson1801
@briangibson1801 4 года назад
He needed this. You didn't even have to ask any questions.
@Ryan-si6qu
@Ryan-si6qu 4 года назад
He had a whole speech just waiting to get out
@tmusa2002
@tmusa2002 4 года назад
Hopefully we’ll hear from him again. Cool dude.
@chefdade5467
@chefdade5467 4 года назад
Nineteen trips. Buddy got stories for yrs
@KentonKoneval
@KentonKoneval 3 года назад
That's the beauty of this channel. What an incredible platform to allow people of all walks to share their stories.
@martinheath5947
@martinheath5947 3 года назад
A loving father giving praise and encouragement to this man as a little boy could've spared a whole lifetime of pain searching in the wilderness
@skatmanscott
@skatmanscott 2 года назад
Wow, hearing him talk about how incredibly alluring the aspect of going to prison was, and the prospects of having TV, tabacco, coffee, & volunteer firefighting really puts into perspective how little this man was asking for.
@TomikaKelly
@TomikaKelly 2 года назад
Almost kinda makes you wonder what kinda life he was living in the free world if, in captivity, his highlight was cigarettes, coffee, and weightlifting.
@johnhealy3003
@johnhealy3003 2 года назад
I listened to this with headphones on, walking my dog, not watching the video......and my thoughts were the same. What kind of life was this guy living prior that made prison not such a bad place? It made me appreciate walking my dogs, that's for sure.
@jayshoenhair9825
@jayshoenhair9825 2 года назад
@@johnhealy3003 He mentioned multiple times that he was a big part of the crack epidemic in the late 80's.. so, I would imagine, a horrible life.. not only is an addiction fueled life awful, but Crack? Well, if you are not an addict they say online that the "rush" (intense high, best part) it generally lasts for 5 minutes.. and then a fleeting high for at most 20 minutes, so while all addictions are horrible.. I have always thought about how much it would suck to be addicted to Crack, and frankly, I do not understand it. I am a recovering opiate (everything, including H) and alcoholic, but I did other drugs too.. I actually tried Crack at one point towards the end.. for me personally I remember it literally being like.. something is there that you want and need, but no matter what you do it just is not enough.. I personally never got a good feeling from crack.. I would get a small good feeling that was very fleeting and not even that great, but then again I only tried it once.. I hit it for the crack inside, but then continued to hit it for 2 days over and over, I did not know why I was doing it either, after the first couple hits I am guessing that there was very little their, but I guess I was in a good mood? I had pictured it being some really quick, and amazing high and it did not live up to the "hype".. it was addicting.. very addictive, and even though I was not getting any benefit all I wanted to do was continue to hit the stupid broken crack pipe these guys had given me for 2 whole days after that, but luckily it was not my thing.. Anyways, so I would imagine that if you are a person that enjoys it, and you do get a good high from crack it would be severely addicting... take a good rush that I never got and add it to this random desire to compulsively do it over and over again, even past the point of there being nothing there anymore.. I can most definitely understand how addictive that shit could have been for some people, him being one. Then add a shitty neighborhood and probably a lot of other really shitty things, and finally the relief he got from thinking about "that wonderful place" and you can start to understand.. still though, I would really like to hear him talk more on the other elements of his life in another video
@kushitefromrome5830
@kushitefromrome5830 2 года назад
And how America denied the little, to those considered worthless. . .
@JBrooksNYS
@JBrooksNYS Год назад
@@kushitefromrome5830 He wasnt denied anything. He didnt want coffee, TV and firefighting when he was on the outside. He wanted crack. If he fought so hard for those things as he did for crack, maybe he would have been somewhere else.
@chefdade5467
@chefdade5467 4 года назад
Buddy needs his own platform. There's so many at risk youth he can save.
@javiercervantes7873
@javiercervantes7873 3 года назад
He can't save nothing this dude a straight up loser been to the pen 19 times and most likely live on skid row and now he trynna kick positive shit? In my opinion I ask a winner how to win not a loser
@ballzmcgee9585
@ballzmcgee9585 3 года назад
Nobody gives a shit bro. It's over. We are done. Government is slavery and the dollar is a god. It's over
@cloudylifestyle5657
@cloudylifestyle5657 3 года назад
Ballz Mcgee your right g hopefully I turn into a powerful being to fight Lucifer when he rises but hopefully Jesus does
@Llllillilililililillll
@Llllillilililililillll 3 года назад
He cant even save himself, what are you on? Dudes a habitual felon.
@PennyWiley
@PennyWiley 3 года назад
Damn guys. He’s got a story. Everyone’s story matters. Regardless of who you think he is.... isn’t it possible that someone out there may relate to even one thing Eric says? That’s the point of interviews. That’s the point of telling your- or anyone’s- story. Someone else might relate....
@golaylago2565
@golaylago2565 3 года назад
It is almost overwhelming how intense this mans speaking voice is.
@ViVALaKiRAxx
@ViVALaKiRAxx 3 года назад
Yes. I was completely engrossed in what he was saying. And I felt it too.
@lareace3574
@lareace3574 3 года назад
Honesty
@elijahgavin6706
@elijahgavin6706 3 года назад
He’s a David Goggins type
@Roccofan
@Roccofan 2 года назад
So much lost potential
@haydenp2755
@haydenp2755 2 года назад
It sounds like hes on the verge of tears the entire interview.
@Headchange43
@Headchange43 2 года назад
Somewhere in an alternate timeline this man would of been an incredible firefighter or personal trainer. He reminds me of Morgan Freeman at the end of Shawshank Redemption when he is over it all and tired of wasting his life behind bars. I wish you well Eric. God Speed.
@marineforever3873
@marineforever3873 2 года назад
I worked in Corrections for 24 years. I observed so much wasted talent. He is absolutely correct. The Correctional Facilities don't realize people serving their sentences need to get something behind the walls to build on, so their stay won't become a revolving door. Corrections is a money business, so it's something greedy powerful investors love. The reason is why State ran Correctional Facilities have become private. Now that the corruption, money plus powerful work together, it has become a Gold Mine. If a person has served or worked within the Correctional Facilities for a period , it has an effect on both in some fashion or form. I pray he accomplishes all he is working towards.
@ericportis1898
@ericportis1898 Год назад
Thank you for breaking it down to laymen terms. Love me some you
@AdaptiveApeHybrid
@AdaptiveApeHybrid Год назад
💯
@janetodonoghue408
@janetodonoghue408 Год назад
Thank you for saying that. Most people have no idea about the shareholder effect on prison policy. Thankfully, things at the top are shaking down a bit and people on the ground are gaining momentum through their own experiences and coming up with much better plans that actually can work for the benefit of all. It is up to us.
@jonwertz8523
@jonwertz8523 4 года назад
Hope he becomes a personal trainer or owns a gym one day. We are rooting for you sir!
@CMoore8539
@CMoore8539 3 года назад
He can definitely do it!!!
@ryanhackett3332
@ryanhackett3332 2 года назад
He tore his bicep I don’t know if anyone noticed that is what the unsymmetrical insert in his arm is
@kympierce6012
@kympierce6012 4 года назад
EVERY TIME HE APPEARS MENTALLY HE APPEARS STRONGER AND MORE DETERMINED TO GET HIMSELF TOGETHER. KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK TALKING IT THROUGH GODS GOT YOU
@oink3446
@oink3446 4 года назад
MJZ 3573 shut the fuck up don’t bring race into it
@aNewCreation2cor517
@aNewCreation2cor517 4 года назад
@MJZ 3573 and obviously YOU know so much about God. HAHAHAHA!! rude hateful troll. Your replies prove your idiocy, ignorance and hate. Go ahead, prove me wrong.
@jasonkaramo5937
@jasonkaramo5937 4 года назад
@MJZ 3573 Most of them feel more comfortable with this kind of man than a productive mature minded man its sad. She finds him attractive as well so that is propelling her statement subconciously.
@sylviawilliams7234
@sylviawilliams7234 4 года назад
Jason Karamo probably still healthier than your incel ass
@jasonkaramo5937
@jasonkaramo5937 4 года назад
@@sylviawilliams7234 Not a chance idiot! I don't drink, smoke or do drugs. I don't have any health issues. I jog daily, I lift weights and my diet is pescatarian. My father is still healthy and strong at 83 my mother is healthy and flexible at 76 and my Grandparents died in their early 90's. No offense to this guy Eric at all I just pointed out a trend in black women today that's all. I wish Eric the best. Now I agree he's probably healthier than you for sure as I probably am.
@tylerglegg8200
@tylerglegg8200 3 года назад
"I don't care how nobody else see me or what they take is on me. It don't matter. It's what I think and care about myself that matters today." Awesome. Thank you Eric.
@danyhocine
@danyhocine 4 года назад
To this day, I watched at least 15 videos on this channel, and I have to say, I’ve never commented on any of them, but I can’t let this one go. I read the comments and everybody agrees, even outside of the prison context, if I heard this man speak in a conference or anything I would’ve listened till the end. So well spoken, so structured and collected. Gotta respect this man for all the stuff he went through, and more importantly, the way he went through it.
@heidi19671
@heidi19671 4 года назад
Dany Hocine Totally agree he’s gifted needs to be a speaker!
@danyhocine
@danyhocine 4 года назад
Eric Brad this kind of people who immediately go to the racist side of everything, did I even address his color once? You’re the problem if you see racism everywhere. Butthurt.
@TheEconfer
@TheEconfer 4 года назад
@@danyhocine did you just call this man an imbecile?? Wow.
@TheEconfer
@TheEconfer 4 года назад
@@danyhocine I'm pretty sure you just said all that petty stuff to Eric, you know, the man in the interview
@thematriarchy2075
@thematriarchy2075 4 года назад
@@TheEconfer No, that's not the Eric Portis..
@ruthm471
@ruthm471 4 года назад
Can you bring this brother back. My goodness. He's a teacher and doesn't even know it.
@dianadundidit5343
@dianadundidit5343 3 года назад
Mark has had him on three interviews already! He's very interesting!
@stephenchisadza4975
@stephenchisadza4975 3 года назад
He is dumb? Yet you spelt "divided" as "devided" 🙄
@kaylalunsford6888
@kaylalunsford6888 3 года назад
He knows it. It's the only way he can tell us
@kaylalunsford6888
@kaylalunsford6888 3 года назад
1 love
@jennybeam7226
@jennybeam7226 3 года назад
@@stephenchisadza4975 "spelt?".. spelled✔
@stuloving6937
@stuloving6937 2 года назад
True self reflection is a powerful tool. This video should be a part of every prison's counseling.
@torilamb1389
@torilamb1389 Год назад
I was captivated. I didn’t want the interview to end. Thank you for sharing your story.
@iona20able
@iona20able 4 года назад
“Im responsible for me, all I got is me!” -Eric
@CMoore8539
@CMoore8539 3 года назад
It’s true. If we don’t look after us, nobody else will.
@quietatse
@quietatse 3 года назад
@@CMoore8539 There's a much bigger problem and that are the structures put in place to perpetuate this issue. You can look after yourself all you want but if your environment isn't conducive to that, this will keep happening. He unknowingly touched on the issue - he started recognising there are structures put in place to produce this effect. And if he keeps pulling back the layers, that road will lead him to the history of America.
@kuhenelan
@kuhenelan 4 года назад
Eric has a tonne of charisma. I'm really enjoying his videos. This guy should speak to at risk kids or something cause he's very energetic and captivating.
@gunnerdetroit
@gunnerdetroit 4 года назад
Holler at my channel. Former mafia enforcer who did 13 years in prison, now best selling novelist and CEO of “OUR THING” Apparel. Today I have two RU-vid shows. “Tales Of A Reformed Gangster” where I share stories from my old life and interview ex-gangsters and celebrities. The other show, “OFF THE CIFFS,” is an outdoor adventure series that’s being shopped to Discovery Channel by Louis Lombardi from the Sopranos. Check me out. Like and subscribe my channel. ru-vid.com was
@PrinzessinNature
@PrinzessinNature 4 года назад
I agree!
@mariebernier3076
@mariebernier3076 4 года назад
@@gunnerdetroit Your f+cking rude intrusions turn everybody off. Find a different way to advertise, you ugly woman.
@PomsNTomsMom92
@PomsNTomsMom92 4 года назад
I totally agree with you.
@chonch7441
@chonch7441 4 года назад
Gunner Lindbloom ur lame ass gets no views after years of trying maybe go back to your felonious ways. Cuz u ain’t meant for no camera
@phillipstracner7909
@phillipstracner7909 2 года назад
This man is real. I hope he lives a very long time and prospers
@RadRedhead222
@RadRedhead222 2 года назад
What an amazing interview. I wish Eric all the best! Thank you, Mark!
@evanwhiteside
@evanwhiteside 4 года назад
How is no one talking about how ripped this dude is. Holy shit
@Detman101
@Detman101 4 года назад
SEriously!!!
@sweetseraphim2420
@sweetseraphim2420 4 года назад
He's talking about it.
@WeRelateWithKate
@WeRelateWithKate 4 года назад
Eric has always been jacked considering his life he looks so good.
@storm1024
@storm1024 4 года назад
I know - this is one captivating man - It doesn’t feel right to be distracted by his physical beauty while he’s speaking from his soul but ... damn. But, more than that, I’m glad he’s a part of our world & he’s willing to talk to us. ✌🏽
@sherrycallaway6578
@sherrycallaway6578 4 года назад
💪...he could be a Fitness model
@cierra7953
@cierra7953 3 года назад
Give Eric a platform to teach others to learn from his mistakes 🙏🏽
@allend2749
@allend2749 2 года назад
people only learn from their own mistakes, not others
@mikelewis5306
@mikelewis5306 2 года назад
This dude was epic, I really enjoyed every word he spoke. 🙏🏽 for Eric’s success
@j.m.b5441
@j.m.b5441 2 года назад
This is the best of all the interviews that I've seen so far on this channel. In my opinion. Great job! I sincerely hope he's doing good!
@robertchukwuemeka1371
@robertchukwuemeka1371 4 года назад
What a crazy story. Anyone that has doubts that people are a product of their environments should watch this video.
@pamelastates5600
@pamelastates5600 4 года назад
AMEN!! THIS ☝️!! Fo real real!!! YES U ARE 💯 percent on that!! Sending Love&Prayers to you Robert &fam. Love from Canada 🇨🇦❤️🙏 God bless! Stay safe! Stay woke!! ✊🏽❤️🇨🇦
@jdubb4589
@jdubb4589 4 года назад
Thank you.
@gunnerdetroit
@gunnerdetroit 4 года назад
Holler at my channel. Former mafia enforcer turned best selling novelist and CEO of “OUR THING” Apparel. Today I have two RU-vid shows. “Tales Of A Reformed Gangster” where I share stories from my old life and interview ex-gangsters and celebrities. The other show, “OFF THE CIFFS,” is an outdoor adventure series that’s being shopped to Discovery Channel by Louis Lombardi from the Sopranos. Check me out. Like and subscribe my channel. ru-vid.com
@haleyoneil9172
@haleyoneil9172 4 года назад
That's true but you also have to KNOW that you are the only person who can change that.
@jdubb4589
@jdubb4589 4 года назад
Scott Williams I’ve overcome much and am very successful. However, I’m still very much affected from my childhood environment. My colleagues don’t know I seek therapy and take meds to treat my emotional and mental wounds. I come from generations of poverty, drug abuse, and violence. I carry a significant amount of weight on my shoulders to “break the cycle”. I may wear my suit and tie and work around “the privileged” but trust me, I am VERY different from them. Where we come from played a significant role. Please understand, a hard start in life will take a toll on anyone. Don’t let what you see fool you. The smile and composed demeanor you see from those that have beaten adversity, is often an act. Rather than argue against people who talk about how environment played a round on them, I suggest just having some humility and just listen.
@helentrulli2586
@helentrulli2586 4 года назад
This man would be a valuable resource in working with troubled youth. His growth journey is very touching . Many blessings to you Eric.
@napster2650
@napster2650 2 года назад
In the future maybe, he hasn't cracked it for himself yet
@lluvialastra8087
@lluvialastra8087 2 года назад
Thank you Eric. You give me hope for not only my brother, but all those other individuals in and out of prison struggling. You give me hope that my brother will see that life has more for him and you also have awakened the desire for me to write to my brother. Ive yet to write him partly because I am angry and disappointed that this last time he went to prison he not only affected his life but the lives of his 3 children and all of us, his family. After listening to your interview I WANT to write him and give him some words of encouragement and some advice based on what you shared and truthfully I thought I’d never speak to him until he came out, but not anymore. I wish you all the best and hope to see more of you. The world needs beacons of God like you, continue to share you testimony it’s amazing! All for the glory of God, you reminded me of the worship song “turn it around” Blessings to you all. Thank you Mark! As always lots of us more than appreciate you and what you do.
@An1T0
@An1T0 2 года назад
Eric, You are a captivating speaker! Thank you for sharing your life experiences. Mark, You are an excellent interviewer! You know your subscribers are here to listen to the interviewee. Instinctively, you know how, when to speak, or to let an amazing speaker to roll with it. Thank you
@kelvinmoore3730
@kelvinmoore3730 4 года назад
This is one of the best prison reality rehabilitation stories I ever heard in life. This interview should be play to all of the individuals under 25 going to prison thinking they're tough
@inspireoneup8161
@inspireoneup8161 3 года назад
Mark, You have helped this man more than you even know. This youtube video was therapy for Eric. I can see Eric finding a way to make a comfortable living from physical training, mentorships, or speeches for highschools, colleges, prisons, juvenile centers, etc (there's really no limit). Stay blessed everyone
@brettbarrett9423
@brettbarrett9423 2 года назад
Eric, this is the most inspirational video I have seen on this channel. I know you've released more since this one, and I can't wait to watch them, but you are special. Keep fighting man, you deserve it. Thanks for reminding me "you get out what you put in"
@barrett5540
@barrett5540 2 года назад
I think this interview with Eric is by far, one of the most interesting & inspiring! Thank you Mark. I sincerely hope to see a follow up with Eric again. God Bless you brother Eric! May the rest of your life be filled with contentment & meaningful days filled with love.I admire you Eric. Keep telling your story.
@ladyteeCarter
@ladyteeCarter 4 года назад
I’m amazed at how he did the interview by himself. You didn’t have to ask him no questions, just straight to the point with a beautiful ending. He’s a great speaker.👏🏽👏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽
@m5hector31
@m5hector31 3 года назад
You are beautiful LTC
@ladyteeCarter
@ladyteeCarter 3 года назад
@@m5hector31 thank you ☺️🥰
@WendyHannan-pt7ez
@WendyHannan-pt7ez Месяц назад
I like Eric, we all carry baggage. I hope he gets what he wants out of life . Well done Eric, keep moving forward.
@johannaduffano2534
@johannaduffano2534 4 года назад
This man is incredibly well-spoken. He really needed to tell his story. Thank you for doing this for people who need it most.
@Rebecca-hc5ju
@Rebecca-hc5ju 4 года назад
@Eric Brad can you stop already. He is "well-spoken". She didn't say nor imply "for a black man".
@bluereviews10
@bluereviews10 Год назад
Please bring him back. He’s so passionate about bodybuilding, I hope he finds a job as a personal trainer. I can see him encouraging a lot of people with all he’s been through. I could listen to him for hours. He’s a fighter. Good luck wish you all the best.
@shaymatthews6585
@shaymatthews6585 2 года назад
By far one of the best interviews!!! Sir, you are a beautiful and amazing soul! I hate your testimony was years in the making but I'm a firm believer everything happens for a reason and I can truly see you as a mentor. Your wisdom, your experience and your passion to elevate can help so many people!!! Speak your truth and be blessed beyond belief, YOU DESERVE ALL YOUR HEARTS DESIRES !!!
@kprettythejudy
@kprettythejudy 4 года назад
Dude reminds me of my father and brother at the same time. My pops went to prison and has an Ivy-League-educated son and 4 successful girls after. He still worries about that conviction that’s 40 years old. Rooting for this man. You still got hella time to tell these stories. Love.
@amandahugginkiss9065
@amandahugginkiss9065 4 года назад
I could listen to him talk all day. He has been through so much and survived. He has a beautiful demeanour and so much emotion in his voice. He could do a lot for at risk youth. I wonder if he's ever thought about being a counselor
@ericportis1845
@ericportis1845 4 года назад
Thank you
@rougeblues1590
@rougeblues1590 4 года назад
There's that at risk prase again
@kerriemacreadie3296
@kerriemacreadie3296 4 года назад
I thought the exact same thing as well! Such an authentic approach he could reach so many at risk youths and be an amazing practitioner if he was interested in pursuing that type of work in his life he would absolutely smash it being a youth worker.
@five0pd310
@five0pd310 2 года назад
It's amazing to me how self-aware this man is. That takes a level of consciousness that today's generations will probably never experience. His intense passion about it is next level stuff.
@anndashiell2469
@anndashiell2469 2 года назад
Wow...amazing how well his thoughts and delivery are polished and articulate. I pray he gets a 'platform' to teach what he has learned.
@CMoore8539
@CMoore8539 4 года назад
The most important thing that he said is that no matter what he’s all in. He’s ready for a good change and he’s willing to fight for it because he knows nothing worth having comes easy. That’s the starting point of a brand new beautiful life.
@gunnerdetroit
@gunnerdetroit 4 года назад
Holler at my channel. Former mafia enforcer who did 13 years in prison, now best selling novelist and CEO of “OUR THING” Apparel. Today I have two RU-vid shows. “Tales Of A Reformed Gangster” where I share stories from my old life and interview ex-gangsters and celebrities. The other show, “OFF THE CIFFS,” is an outdoor adventure series that’s being shopped to Discovery Channel by Louis Lombardi from the Sopranos. Check me out. Like and subscribe my channel. ru-vid.com was
@birdbath4488
@birdbath4488 4 года назад
That life is inspirational to me. It teaches me that there isn't a better life to live if you're stuck
@steviesosa5617
@steviesosa5617 4 года назад
I disagree. Prison reform needs to be reformed. Ghettos need to be dissolved. He shouldn't learn on his 19th trip that prison isn't the place to be and that the environment he was released into, the streets, was bad as well. That's his message. Yes he's intelligent and maintains a good attitude now, after 19 trips to prison and being raised in a bad environment.
@gunnerdetroit
@gunnerdetroit 4 года назад
Stevie Sosa you cant dissolve ghettos. People need to educate and strive. Work and pay taxes that pay for cops, schools, etc. you can’t help people who don’t want to help themselves. It’s why you find ghettos all over the world with the same people. Sad but true. I spent 13 years in prison because I was a fuxk up loser, lazy mfr who was too good to work. I evolved and today I’m a best selling author. See how that works? Wanted to help myself. Never blamed anyone but myself
@CMoore8539
@CMoore8539 3 года назад
@@gunnerdetroit I subscribed to your channel!♥️
@A2Kx
@A2Kx 4 года назад
This guy has a certain intelligence that most people just don't.
@ryanruiz9458
@ryanruiz9458 4 года назад
A lifetime in prison will give you chance to reflect on everything you’ve ever done.
@ryanruiz9458
@ryanruiz9458 4 года назад
Green Light Transport shid it cud b worser
@bee6684
@bee6684 4 года назад
@@greenlighttransport8320 Did you listen to his story. 18 years in prison not four years at Yale
@rockellworts868
@rockellworts868 4 года назад
Very literate, words are powerful
@islemisawesome6145
@islemisawesome6145 3 года назад
Green Light Transport maybe most people do but we never take enough time to truly find out #deep
@Simonjthomas
@Simonjthomas 2 года назад
p.s would love to see a follow up of how he's doing if he's interested. I'm sure many people would love to see how the story continues for him and wish him luck
@mikecroly4579
@mikecroly4579 Год назад
Thank you my brother and thanks to those who produced these shows...I wish all teens would see these videos!
@thewholeyou
@thewholeyou 4 года назад
Wow Eric is back for the 3rd time let me see what he has to say this time. He can really captivate an audience seriously.
@aderlinejohnson8566
@aderlinejohnson8566 4 года назад
He just needs a ear to listen to his every word. He's a very special person that can teach the damaged youth
@gunnerdetroit
@gunnerdetroit 4 года назад
Holler at my channel. Former mafia enforcer who did 13 years in prison, now best selling novelist and CEO of “OUR THING” Apparel. Today I have two RU-vid shows. “Tales Of A Reformed Gangster” where I share stories from my old life and interview ex-gangsters and celebrities. The other show, “OFF THE CIFFS,” is an outdoor adventure series that’s being shopped to Discovery Channel by Louis Lombardi from the Sopranos. Check me out. Like and subscribe my channel. ru-vid.com was
@soniaquellette1142
@soniaquellette1142 4 года назад
I have only seen 2 what is the 3rd? This video and Crack
@thematriarchy2075
@thematriarchy2075 4 года назад
@@soniaquellette1142 There's one about growing up without a father..
@rougeblues1590
@rougeblues1590 4 года назад
There's that captivating word again
@audiwankenobi361
@audiwankenobi361 3 года назад
His raw emotion kept my attention all the way through.
@maggotcorps
@maggotcorps 3 года назад
That was the best episode ive seen on this channel IMHO and I enjoyed every minute of it. I hope you are doing better now Eric. Aloha from Hawaii.
@marisagoodman5817
@marisagoodman5817 Год назад
Ohhhh my Lord!!!! Just when I thought I saw the best one !!!! You come up with this one !!!!!! HELL YESSSSSS!!!!!! Loved this so much!!!! Inspiring and beautiful, soulful,dynamic better than gold . This human is so beautiful, what a beautiful story!!!!!! One of the best interviews I’ve ever seen !!!!!!!!!!!! I’m blown away ❤
@angelacotellessa91
@angelacotellessa91 3 года назад
“I am responsible for me.” What a story and great insights.
@liae7196
@liae7196 4 года назад
This man needs a sponsor, go to therapy everyday until he recovers internally and to stay on the straight n narrow..same time get a laptop to make a RU-vid channel for fitness and podcast for motivational speaking....stay strong n don't look back!!! You can do this Mr. Eric
@queenratv115
@queenratv115 3 года назад
Yes please help him
@reckszkingzactivitiesrkat.4134
@reckszkingzactivitiesrkat.4134 2 года назад
I love these interviews & how they are done with just the regular Joes of society for real man keep up the channel 🔥.
@theofficialcindywonderful
@theofficialcindywonderful 2 года назад
He’s well spoken and a great story teller. I hope he finds his way. A pleasure to listen to him.
@thefinalgrind
@thefinalgrind 3 года назад
The pain in this man's soul from the wisdom of knowing he was robbed of his own life is unreal.
@fatmayo2293
@fatmayo2293 2 года назад
Robbed or made bad decisions along the way by falling under the influence of others?
@ewalka9177
@ewalka9177 2 года назад
@@fatmayo2293 he was a product of his environment. He was robbed of a childhood that many people take for granted
@damnbadger8242
@damnbadger8242 2 года назад
They totally RUINED Camp Snoopy man!
@boofert.washington2499
@boofert.washington2499 2 года назад
I wonder who it was that forced him to be a total piece of shit? We should punish THAT person. Lol, you gullible moron....
@RandomRabbit007
@RandomRabbit007 2 года назад
Opportunity (environment) + choices. Cant blame it all on environment when there are probably some Doctors/Lawyers that grew in the same
@missmirusrobinson6913
@missmirusrobinson6913 4 года назад
He looks amazing for a 53 yr old I had no idea. He needs a book as well. I'd love to have it.
@StarzzyJJASD
@StarzzyJJASD 3 года назад
I'm 50 and look better
@missmirusrobinson6913
@missmirusrobinson6913 3 года назад
@@StarzzyJJASD well we are all different aren't we?
@pamkrueger8157
@pamkrueger8157 3 года назад
@@StarzzyJJASD Plus we all have a different opinion of ourselves than other people do.
@dionmiller3523
@dionmiller3523 3 года назад
He would look better if he tells us what be happening in prisons. All the fruit ah looms then come home to ya
@erica1537
@erica1537 3 года назад
He does wear 50 well 🦾
@kariemontano1291
@kariemontano1291 3 года назад
Wow. Eric I’ve learned so much. I love how you take responsibility !!! You inspire me. So proud of you
@uduakudo8789
@uduakudo8789 3 года назад
Mark I commend you for having a platform like this for people to share their life experiences without judgement... prisoners who actually did the crime might have fucked up in life... but they are human and deserve to be treated as such & to have their needs met... some of these prisons treat people like animals with deplorable environments... they need rehabilitation & support
@TubeYou990
@TubeYou990 4 года назад
He is very insightful. I enjoy his stories. He’s been through a lot and has learned a lot about this life. Eric would make a great motivational speaker for kids or young men who are on the wrong path. He’s captivating and relatable. He can really use his experience to help others which can be used as healing for himself. Thank you Eric for sharing your story!
@rougeblues1590
@rougeblues1590 4 года назад
There's that captivating word again
@marilyntape508
@marilyntape508 4 года назад
I was just thinking the same thing 😊👍💜🇦🇺
@powderandpaint14
@powderandpaint14 4 года назад
He should be working with young men in or or at risk of going to prison, he could make so much difference!
@rougeblues1590
@rougeblues1590 4 года назад
@@powderandpaint14 He's scared of them and they don't trust him. Leave that to the REAL niggas...niggas...niggas
@rougeblues1590
@rougeblues1590 4 года назад
@@powderandpaint14You've been to jail 19 times how can you tell somebody about how to stay out of jail. "At risk" of being caught in a web of words.
@miapdx503
@miapdx503 4 года назад
Prisons are full of men who we need out here. We miss our sons, fathers and brothers. Please, please get it together...Eric, and all the Erics...you break our hearts.
@miapdx503
@miapdx503 4 года назад
@TOM KEPPLER I've raised a large family, my children and others. I'm a grandmother now, and I don't take care of grown men. Your comment is kinda strange sir...
@sallymcgee8346
@sallymcgee8346 4 года назад
I understand what you were trying to say.
@iamlove113
@iamlove113 4 года назад
TOM KEPPLER please stand down
@miapdx503
@miapdx503 4 года назад
@MJZ 3573 Again, so wrong on every count. What's the source of your anger? Personal towards me, or just women in general?
@jimmoore811
@jimmoore811 4 года назад
No...are u a dumbass or something?
@aurelienyonrac
@aurelienyonrac Год назад
I really appreciate how eloquent he is. It's a different world to hear him.
@zackcraft7204
@zackcraft7204 4 года назад
Eric is very articulate, I've enjoyed all of his interviews.
@snoopynow7523
@snoopynow7523 4 года назад
well WTF, how is he suppose to be???? speak in Tongue ???? As a Black person I'm very offended when someone says that about a BLACK PERSON. White???
@isabella4580
@isabella4580 4 года назад
Snoopy Now Jesus calm down man, I bet you turn everything into a race war.
@mrrious4323
@mrrious4323 3 года назад
Snoopy Now You're black and very offended? Oh, I'm sorry but I ran out of fucks to give!
@sams2951
@sams2951 3 года назад
How sadly ironic that prison was his escape from life.
@kymprice01
@kymprice01 3 года назад
My thoughts exactly
@pianospeedrun
@pianospeedrun 2 года назад
There's a pattern... like how addictive drugs are believed to be an escape from reality when they're prisons themselves.
@mrPauljacob
@mrPauljacob 2 года назад
Wow this guy can really articulate his stories so well it's impressive... Good luck man, you're destined to succeed this time
@Teacherguy06
@Teacherguy06 2 года назад
Wow, what a powerful interview! Thanks for the learning .
@MissEricaBarnes
@MissEricaBarnes 4 года назад
I love his voice/accent. 😂 He should narrate audiobooks
@LOGICAL-JAY
@LOGICAL-JAY 4 года назад
Eric is amazing..he can pass for mid 30s...imagine if he didnt have a drug problem and prior arrest..who knows how far he could of gone in life..honestly he still has a chance because of his mind and amazing condition..he reminds me of my "smart" uncle which made bad decisions in his 20s & did 10 years in prison, came out & got his CDL..from there he started driving trucks..later got his own Rig.. years later he now owns his own logistics company and employs over 50 workers .now we call him the "rich" uncle....lol..Eric if your listening it's not too late..
@LOGICAL-JAY
@LOGICAL-JAY 4 года назад
@paisleyyama the sun preserves the skin especially with people of color.. the soap called "corcraft" that they use has no chemicals which helps clean the skin as well as gives the skin a youthful look..Im a retired correction officer and know the ins and outs..
@gentlestormwyatt
@gentlestormwyatt 4 года назад
paisleyyama lol me 😏💁🏽‍♀️
@FatimahFurqan
@FatimahFurqan 4 года назад
I'm going to order some them. I wish I didn't have to order a whole case though. I won't be buying face soap for at least 2 years.
@dean.baldwin
@dean.baldwin Год назад
Amazing story and such fortitude to have gone through all that with trips to prison, rehab, fights and more. Then come out the other side finally and build a life. Good work brother. 🙏
@chadstanford9807
@chadstanford9807 2 года назад
Man I've watched allot of these videos and this maybe the most inspiring one yet.
@wormfost5578
@wormfost5578 3 года назад
He’s a real dude and real dudes deserve a life worth living. I wish for him health and success.
@nia3372
@nia3372 4 года назад
When he said “I know I’m something special” ❤️
@tam_forreal
@tam_forreal 3 года назад
Right?! ❤️
@banditnip0345
@banditnip0345 2 года назад
Great segment. I wish this man well in his freedom. Love how he acknowledges that he's not perfect but is always making his best effort to improve. That's a man.
@dancemachine497
@dancemachine497 2 года назад
Thanks guys for alllllll those interviews! awesome!
@opheliaphillips7284
@opheliaphillips7284 4 года назад
He speaks so intelligently and I was intrigued from the start. I actually enjoyed hearing everything he had to say. Not to mention, he’s extremely handsome!
@codym.5792
@codym.5792 3 года назад
have you listened to all of his videos?? You need to start with his first vid and then the 2nd. This is #3 with Mark
@osvaldocruz5565
@osvaldocruz5565 3 года назад
What’s your Snapchat
@Kellysbiggestfan311
@Kellysbiggestfan311 3 года назад
Relax hornball
@feliciablankman5738
@feliciablankman5738 2 года назад
@@codym.5792 I'm going to go back and watch them all in order
@iJuanGutierrez
@iJuanGutierrez 3 года назад
This man is so inspirational. One of the best motivational speakers I've came across in my life time.
@shewolfcoffee1085
@shewolfcoffee1085 2 года назад
half a million people+ needed to listen.. you are an incredible soul Eric. thank you for using your gift, alchemizing your suffering to help us see the truth and transform the future of our children. thank you. i will never forget you & your story. (also thanks Mark
@sharhughes9083
@sharhughes9083 2 года назад
Much love & respect! Thank you for sharing your truth from your stand point. Life is hard & you have to fight for what you want.
@carmelabennett7886
@carmelabennett7886 3 года назад
This is his testimony. I love to hear people becoming free the best feeling ever in the world . Blessings
@Daydreamer-ok6jj
@Daydreamer-ok6jj 3 года назад
I’m surprised at the level of this man’s intelligence. He was smart enough to be so many things other than an inmate. It’s also clearly obvious he just wanted to talk. He needed someone to listen. I’m glad this interview was a bit of a respite for him. I wish him Godspeed. ❤️
@bettyvanderhooven-schmaasc4235
@bettyvanderhooven-schmaasc4235 3 года назад
Imagine if he'd been raised white. The potential.
@mistervertigo678
@mistervertigo678 3 года назад
@@bettyvanderhooven-schmaasc4235 'Imagine if he'd been raised white. The potential.' Sounds a bit dodgy.
@jerichostevens2711
@jerichostevens2711 2 года назад
They do a lot of reading in prison. Even if you're just reading novels, you're gaining some sort of knowledge.
@scottoshea9440
@scottoshea9440 2 года назад
The overwhelming majority of inmates are intelligent. They don't go to prison for being dumb. If it wasn't for poverty and mental illness we'd have 2,000 prisoners in America instead of 2 million
@JMD215
@JMD215 2 года назад
@@bettyvanderhooven-schmaasc4235 yup he would be a white man in prison 19 times
@A.Hazellll
@A.Hazellll 2 года назад
I LOVE the way he speaks so positively and powerfully over himself. Words have power and he is speaking life into himself with every word. I love it. Keep fighting strong KING! 💪🏾
@frankiebeech5577
@frankiebeech5577 2 года назад
Such a beautiful soul...so glad that his experiences has finally opened the door he needed to see and go through.
@klion3924
@klion3924 4 года назад
He seriously should write a book and do a movie. Write a book Eric seriously you have a testimony.
@rougeblues1590
@rougeblues1590 4 года назад
And throw in something about how people like Mark exploit the struggle
@teresamitchell908
@teresamitchell908 4 года назад
Yes he should write a book.
@rougeblues1590
@rougeblues1590 4 года назад
@@teresamitchell908 A tell ALL book
@shanb.9690
@shanb.9690 4 года назад
Yes he does
@MsLinda-nh4fi
@MsLinda-nh4fi 4 года назад
Yes i promise you a movie or book would truly be a prosperous experience for you n for us
@marcusstone5835
@marcusstone5835 4 года назад
That's has to be one of the realest and most inspirational testimonials I've ever heard. Good luck in the future brother.
@jeffsunstrum658
@jeffsunstrum658 3 года назад
Man this is the best channel on you tube I love every interview
@conniescheid8165
@conniescheid8165 Год назад
Thank you for sharing. For all those who are overcomers, you have a real testimony.
@deidrahall1428
@deidrahall1428 4 года назад
If "Don't judge a book by its cover" we're a person!!! Praying for you Eric
@mark-jx9uh
@mark-jx9uh 4 года назад
I agree
@TheEconfer
@TheEconfer 4 года назад
I have watched many, many of these interviews, and Eric is absolutely unbelievable. He's amazing, he is crazy cool to listen to, I CAN NOT believe how well he expresses himself. I am an addict and have heard so many people tell their story, but this dude is SPECIAL. He has taken the English language and made it his bitch, I could listen to him for hours. He just breaks my heart one minute, and inspires me the next... Supremely intelligent being. I hope he makes it this time, and I hope enjoys the peace and love that he so desperately deserves.. Eric, if you read these messages, thank you SO MUCH for sharing your thoughts, and your story. God bless you ❤️
@13donstalos
@13donstalos 2 года назад
I respect his ultimate realization: taking personal responsibility for his life. More people would get their stuff together if they understood that one simple principle.
@chipojfk5518
@chipojfk5518 2 года назад
I've enjoyed this video more than any other. I see a great man in him regardless of how he's life panned out so far, God bless him.
@Millsharris
@Millsharris 4 года назад
Eric holds the best interviews, very compelling stories. You can tell he has plenty more to tell, you definitely should have him come on and discuss different topics each time. Great Man
@crazydaysful
@crazydaysful 3 года назад
I remember when this channel was just starting and it had little subscribers and the interviews seemed odd, but now this channel has blown up and the interviews are unique and intriguing.
@ArchivesDetective254
@ArchivesDetective254 3 года назад
Such an inspirational man. God bless you Erick. It's never too late to change, unless YOU decide it is. Thanks for sharing!!
@charliebabbits9626
@charliebabbits9626 2 года назад
Best yet. Thank you
@brandonnelson5739
@brandonnelson5739 4 года назад
Sounds like a book entitled: "19 Trips to Prison."
@Correc7edAura
@Correc7edAura 3 года назад
He's got so much pain in his voice, at so many points he sounds like he's about to break down a cry. When someone talks alot and breathes hard when doing it, they got alot to get off their chest. Most people wouldn't listen or wouldn't want to hear about it or they would listen for a few minutes then change the subject and you'd never be able to get it off your chest so it will build back up and you have to start over holding it in. I'm glad this guy got this off his chest, he really needed someone to listen. It's so hard to deal with holding everything in and having no one to listen.
@codym.5792
@codym.5792 3 года назад
out of 4 times (im only on #3 aka this one) but im going to take a wild guess and say #4 isnt any different. But out of all the time he's been in front of this camera with mark Listening, he has probably been asked 3 questions, if that. I agree whole heartedly with what you said and im so glad it's not just Mark that's listening and learning from Eric, its millions of people. I think this man should turn his life story into an hour or 2 long speech that he can go around the country to college's or highschools and tell to children who can hear these things before they happen and understand there are so many slippery slopes in this life and the one that makes you fall can be the tiniest thing that seems sooooo insignificant, but after you recover and stand back up at the bottom of the mountain, in hindsight you see that fall is what caused the whole slope.
@codym.5792
@codym.5792 3 года назад
I Respect Eric on a level that I reserve for few individuals. His ability to articulate his story, his unmatched humility and honesty. Honestly, I knew early on he was going to go into great detail and hold himself accountable, but mannnn, some of the things he admitted about himself not just his actions but some of the feelings he had about himself and his own Race, just WOWW!! This ONE Trait, his self-awareness/honesty/self-accountability, is a LARGE part of his progress, maybe the largest. Im not sure human beings are capable of giving this man the respect he deserves. Also, he still finds himself, UNINTENTIONALLY, starting a half truth story and then immediately thats when you hear him say "mann you know what, *let me back up* or *actually this happened*" and that will probably never stop happening but SO LONG as he continues to stop, go back, and tell the whole truth then there truly are no heights this man cannot reach! It's truly intoxicating to listen to him speak so candidly, articulate, shamelessly, and how he's consumed with love for those who will just give him their attention and be honest with him. I couldn't even say enough good things about Eric in a 3,000 page Novel. I am going to visit these videos of Eric quite often because I hope i'm closer and closer to his level of mental maturity because that's an important Goal and it won't only increase the quality of life for you but for every single person aroudn you!!
@paulinafaye5853
@paulinafaye5853 Год назад
My brother is a lifer ...I understand this man's struggle and thank you for sharing..may God bless you and keep u safe .
@carrierandazzo4639
@carrierandazzo4639 3 года назад
Larry has a gift! I can listen to his experience and wisdom all day. I work in treatment and his ability to see that all of his rehabs helped him get to the place where he could really change is something I can't teach to seasoned therapists. Larry you would be an awesome teacher/counselor. Let me know and I can get him to the right people! Be Blessed!!!
@dbilly7
@dbilly7 3 года назад
This man needs a writer to tell his story to. I’d pay 29.99 for his book. I want to know his story and how he is today.
@a.bquiroz914
@a.bquiroz914 3 года назад
Yes every man that learns needs to write a book I've met a few and when they change boy do I tell you they have some stories
@jamesrichardson8379
@jamesrichardson8379 2 года назад
He could make a great audiobook
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