Our Final Date Night - Her Final Haul - If I Only Knew ¦ Large Family Shop with Me ¦ June 2019 

Tom, the day Andrea passed I gave birth to my son. An unassisted delivery at home with just my husband because of her videos. I watched all her playlists about unassisted delivery. I prayed the Lord would direct me to someone who could help me with my pregnancy and the decision to give birth by myself and somehow the Lord directed me to Andreas RU-vid page. My entire labor I thought about your wife and had her recipe on raspberry tea and thought about what she would do. I didn’t know during my labor she was slowly drifting into eternity to meet the same Lord who was comforting me during my delivery. I thank your wife and her wisdom for helping me during my pregnancy to make the decision to avoid the hospital. I felt the need to share this with you but didn’t know how to word it. Every month that my son turns a month older I somehow think of your wife. I was so sad when I got on RU-vid to thank Andrea for helping me with her videos and instead I saw she had gone home to glory. She is a model mother and I hope and pray I can be just like her. A loving mother and wife. She gave me the courage I needed during my delivery and I am so thankful for her.

I miss hearing, "Hey guys, Andrea Mills here." 😥

Watching Andrea always feels like coming home. I didn't know I could miss someone I didn't personally know. But I do, daily.

I still watch reruns of Andrea's videos. She was so special. It always felt as if I'm watching a friend. I miss you, Andrea! ❤😢

She did everything with such grace and pride in her family! Andrea you are missed by 1000’s and loved and mourned by more people all around the world than you even know

I love how much you amused her. I love how much in love she was with you. The rain - all of our tears.

Tom, this made me cry, but it's bittersweet. What a lovely woman, wife and mother. Praying for you all.

Everyone’s commenting about Andrea, but she’s not here to read our comments anymore. Rather, I think it’s worth appreciating how far Tom has come from this video: he’s essentially gone from knowing absolutely nothing about shopping to becoming andrea’s levels of grocery knowledge in just half a year.

The clips at the end just made me bawl and then laugh through the tears. She had said she relished her alone, or "me" time during the monthly shop but truth be told, I think she cherished it even more when it became date night.

" I could squeeze this all day ", " well why don't you squeeze it on over into the cart".... I love her humour ❤️

If you tube gave the option for a sad face instead of a thumbs down option that's what I would pick because to me hitting the thumbs down means to me you dont like the video so I'll put my sad face here😢 your doing an amazing job with all that you and your family has been through

Your life is in the middle of a terrible storm right now...rainbows always come at the end!

Four years later and you are still missed Andrea! I cried and laughed at the end watching the old clips.

This had me in tears and a knot in my throat. How very sad that she is gone but at the same time you can rejoice in the Lord knowing she is with him in heaven. Wish I could of known her face to face. I know we would of been friends. She had such a beautiful smile. She could light up any room. She was truly a blessing and women of the Lord. She was loved and is deeply missed. Blessings and prayers for you and your sweet family Tom. Always in my prayers everyday.

Would you have done anything different? Maybe, maybe not. That is why we should live every day as if it’s our last. RIP, dear one

Just popped up; read the title and felt a catch in my chest......my heart goes out to you Tom. You and your family are in our prayers daily. Andrea is in our hearts forever. Thank you for sharing your family with "us".

Tom this vlog has such a foreboding feeling. With the way Andrea took so many shots of the sky & the impending storm. The rain, like tears. Stocking up to get you through for a bit. I just feel like deep down she might have known. You did such an amazing job with this video!

Everything Andrea did was for her family. What a beautiful soul xxx

I didn't even know her yet I miss her ... Her voice is that of an angel. When I've had trouble falling asleep I've often found myself putting on my earphones and listening to one of Andrea's vlogs; if there is a voice that relaxes and soothes me it's always been Andrea's . Thank you for sharing your beautiful family and letting us be a part of your life.

Andrea is missed by so many of us. Your posts are helping more people in many more ways than you will know. God bless you and your children Tom.

1:10 You can just see how much she enjoyed her time with her husband. Even though they were not talking she just loved being with him. I really miss you Andrea. How can I feel pain for someone I never met? Someone I never had any connection to? Its just the kind of person Andrea was. She had a way of touching peoples hearts .

Never a truer word said ,, if only we knew, , xxx

Teach us to number our days that we may apply our hearts unto wisdom That’s all I can think about how we don’t know when it will be our last anything here on earth. What an example to me! Thank you Andrea for telling me to look my kids in the eyes, do one more thing to make their memories better, to calm down when I’m starting to get frustrated...so much loving wisdom you gave.

My this just took my breath away. I know that she had passed but it reminded me that life can change just in a heartbeat. My love and condolences goes out to you and your family she was a very special lady.

Dear Tom, couldn't click the notification quick enough! Sorry I missed your live the other night. Your viewers love you all including me. Take your time. It will be ok. Ps I'm mailing you a card this week. Enjoy the break with the kids. Lots of love from Michigan! 🙏❤🎅

She looketh well to the ways of her household.......is the verse running through my mind. Even though I'm much older, I learned so much from this beautiful, godly woman.

Oh, this brought tears to my eyes. These are great memories.

She really was such a special lady. I love that no matter how busy life was that you still made special time to just to spend together 💜💙 It is so easy to get caught up in lifes chaos and forget to nurture your marriage. The two of you did that so well. It is clear to see how much love you have for one another in your videos 😊

That's the first date night I think I've seen without baby Hannah. So glad you and the kids have these memories recorded

This reminds to appreciate the small moments.. even the Walmart trips. Thank you for sharing. I'm sure it was really hard for you to put this video up.

Andrea, you were hand picked, hand made by God's loving hands to bless us on this earth. Tom, you got this ❤

When I was watching this she looks so good she doesn't even look sick. The only thing I can say is I'm so thankful you've all these videos tell remember to show the kids when we need to be reminded of what their mother was like and when they grow older they will be amazed how much of her is inside of them. Big hugs and so much love from our family to all of you in Tom you're doing an amazing job an amazing father and you are an amazing husband. She will forever be remembered and be missed. I can't tell you enough how much I appreciated her wisdom insight her smiles and love for your family and her crazy love for you Tom she lit up when she saw you

It's almost been a year, beautiful Andrea. I still think of you and your family and pray for you all. Tom, you're doing an amazing job! You are a great Dad God is watching over you all everyday ♥️ and he loves you too, person scrolling by this comment! Although we may not always understand God's will, this channel is a gift for her children for years to come

Andrea we miss you so much this Christmas but we know you are with our lord and savior! Tom your doing the most amazing job god bless

How fitting that there is a storm in her last shopping vlog. You both were in the heart of it in every way possible. Still doesn't seem real that she is gone. You've managed to brave the storm and come out the other side with your amazing little soldiers surrounding you. You could have given up, but you all have been strong and have stuck together. It just goes to show what a wonderful job you and Andrea have done raising your children and what a great support both your families have been. I know you don't feel like you're doing a good job at times but trust me when I say that you're doing a fantastic job! Thank you for continuing to share your life with us.

Her steady calm, sweet ways, & soft voice. I know you & the children miss her terribly.

Tom you touched my heart tonight( You are a brave man to share memories like this)

It's clear how much love she had for you, she always had the camera on you and always was laughing at things you were doing. She was content with the simple things and a simple life. She was very aware of God's wonder around her.

I needed some Andrea today. Lol. I know a year has past, but even for viewers like me who never had the pleasure to know her personally she is missed. Don’t even for a moment deny yourself and the kids the validation of grief. I know we all lose loved ones and we have to keep moving and living. I totally get it, but she is still missed so greatly and that is okay. Love you guys.

I've watch this 4 times, and I keep going back just to hear her calm, soothing voice. As you move on with the children, I can clearly see Andreas beautiful, pleasant, smile, with Cyrus nestled gently in her arms. God Bless you all Tom! Merry Christmas Mills family. 🎄🎄🎄🎄

I am watching it rain, while it is raining where I live...the sky is crying...shalom Ms Andrea, Shalom Mills clan.

wow the last bit with the thunderstorm and the piano was very moving. oh andrea. she had no idea the storm that was about to come 🌺

Beautiful wife and mother. She will continue to be an inspiration.

Loved how you put this all together, including shots from other times at the end. The music and stormy sky went well together, as if foreshadowing what was to come. I'm going to miss the silliness/humor and laughter between you two, as well as the love and way you spoke to and looked at each other. You both had something very special, and I know it hurts deeply now to be missing that and her. I will be continuing to pray for you and the kids, and especially that the pain and loneliness will begin to heal so it is easier to continue moving forward. Keep your chin up, your eyes on the Lord, and hang in there. So many of us love you and the kids and are here to support you, and also miss Andrea so very much. Hugss and love, Colleen 🤗

Merry Christmas in heaven, Andrea.

So glad you have this memory recorded. Praying it will bring you comfort.

I’m sure that was heart wrenching to edit in many ways and we are all so grateful you did so we could see that last one. Thank you for keeping this channel alive. It’s weird to not know you or your family, but know I love you all and pray for you regularly. Your doing the hard work so well Tom, God bless!

She was such a wonderful loving mom.

I didnt find the channel until she passed but I love watching the old videos.

Tom has lost a lot of weight. So glad your family has these memories of their mom. What a wonderful lady😢❤️

💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔Merry Christmas to the Mills family.I know this will be a tough one

That overcast of sky and the rain. Your voices ... She is remembering this day with you and your viewers. Even though it was shopping it was what she loved to do and did it well. Who else came here to see these magnificant true to love people?

Re watching Andrea's videos...miss seeing an hearing her xx

Still hard to believe she’s gone. Thanks Tom for the last memories.

How in the world did I miss this one? I just came across it. What a treasure she was! "Squeeze it on into the cart"!

Oh Andrea, I’ve kinda avoided old videos , but to know this was one of the last ones I couldn’t look away. She’s an angel in heaven for all! ❤️

I cant even imagine how hard it was for you to do this last video with Andrea. Thank you to sharing it with us. May she rest in peace. Keep your head up, you are doing a fantastic job!!! May God give you the strength to carry on. He is an amazing God!!!

Thank you for sharing. We never know when it’s our last day. Our human mind could not cope if we knew. The storm was appropriate. The night my husband died in an accident, we had a horrible storm. Love each day and take nothing for granted. Love to you and your family. ❤️

Hard to believe she's gone. I'm in disbelief that just 2 months after that was filmed she was gone😢 miss you Andrea Mills❤️ Blessings and love to you Tom and the kids❤️🎄❤️ from the Bannon family!

It was so good to watch... feels like forever ago...

I have watched this twice and cried both times. I watched a video when she went to she her grandma after someone’s death. She said something along the lines of hoping when she passes that she can just go to sleep and never wake up. I can’t bring myself to watch the story of her death but I pray she went in her sleep. Such a beautiful sweet woman who touched so many. If I could be half the wife/mom/leader she was I will fill accomplished. Rest easy Andrea!

This popped up in my suggested videos. Gosh I miss her I still watch older videos to help with organization and homeschool.

the end really got me. i still can’t believe it at all. i’ve never felt such an attachment to someone on youtube. it felt like andrea was my mom too. she is incredibly missed. you’re all in my thoughts tonight ❤️

When I think of the proverbs 31 woman, Andrea definitely comes to mind! She was truly a remarkable woman! God bless each and every one of you! Beautiful family!💞

So glad that I got to know Andrea! What a blessing. She was extra ordinary. A beautiful person inside and out. Sniffling with tears now.

I miss you Andrea..... You kept your family glued together 🙏 Rest In Heaven.

I love Andrea's laugh at your shopping antics. She was beautiful inside and out.

She was probably pushing herself at this time. Bless her heart. So glad she didn’t have to suffer long.

My heart melted when you slid the ring on Andrea's finger. 💔

To be honest... I have no words for this 😭😢😥😓

I miss her , as you all miss her dearly... God bless you all in this difficult time.. prayers and hugs

I hope I can have this much fun just shopping at Walmart with my husband in the future

Miss her so much :( What a blessing she has been to so many people.

Oh, we miss you, Andrea! That was hard to watch, so I can only imagine how hard it was for you to make. Thank you for sharing. It was probably good you didn't know though because it looks like you had a lot of fun together that day.

You were so fortunate to have video memories to cherish!!!

That storm was like a prediction of the life ahead 😥 ....I know these videos must be hard to edit but as a viewer its nice way of honoring her💜....on a lighter note I was saying Hellmans hellmans pick the best be the hellman mayo family!!

Oh Tom... my heart is heavy with you. Love and prayers to you and your beautiful children. Andrea looks so happy here. You were soulmates. It will take time to learn to swim again. I'm proud of you for having the strength to edit this so close to Christmas. Great job. I loved the simplicity of the rain. Andrea will be forever in our hearts! 💓

I can't watch this. The thought alone makes me cry. It must have been soooo hard for you to edit. I will try again at a later point. Thank you for continuing her legacy.

I'm so sad! I took a hiatus and come back to find that Andrea is no longer with us! I absolutely loved her and she taught me so much in her videos! You and your precious children are in my prayers, Tom! I am just.....I know she is with the Lord! She was pure and such a good person!

So much has changed I just wanted to see her again ❤️❤️❤️

Wow! Tom this was a work of art. She was so beautiful

Miss this precious sister so much....she made a ministry out of her life. I admired her then, even more so now...

Feeling every bit of this. Thank you for posting, Tom.

This is the first video I have watched with Andrea in it since her passing. I am still grieving her loss. I had to watch tonight for some reason, And I’m glad I did..was nice to hear her laugh again. I think of Andrea weekly and always think of you Tom and the Kids ❤️ God bless you all and may he carry you through the new year with love and grace.

When you slipped the ring on her finger! 😢 Much love to you Tom💗

Tom: "I could squeeze that all day." Andrea: "Well squeeze it on into the cart." lol Sure do miss Andrea :(

Beautiful inside & out. Thanks for sharing this precious memory.❤️

Savor each day, even the night's rain. God Bless you and your Family.

Thank you for posting this Tom.

Miss her! I loved Andrea's calming voice! Still can't believe she's gone. Andrea will live through all her videos!❤❤❤

I miss her too! She was the epitome of a Godly wife and mama!

how can one cry so many tears for a woman i've never met. she is so very missed im so grateful you and your babies have these videos to keep her memory alive. you are doing a wonderful job as her husband taking care of your little angels just the way she would've done. 😭❤️❤️❤️ the love you two shared is what i dream of for nyself one day. i pray.

Thanks for posting Tom! Always great to see videos of Andrea we haven’t seen! Miss her so much!

thank you for continuing to share with us. it is a beautiful tribute with the rain and music.

I’m crying watching this. So bittersweet. Thanks for sharing!

Yes Andrea is loved and missed!

. You sure can tell the weight you've lost since then. Thank you for sharing and God bless you and the children. Sending Tons of love to you and yours from a Kentucky granny.

Just thinking of all of you. She was lovely. Very missed.

A very special lady. Love to all the Mills family ❤️

Oh Tom, no words could ever be enough - thank you for sharing this..........