Poison tree has this funny thing to be either a flashback to the saddest moment in yourself or a flashback to the happiest moment in your life, only youre yearning for it to come back, but it never will.
@@grakatacc yes, because its more like when you look at those happy moments but then look at your life now you just remember how happy you were till now.
So it’s either a sad flashback too you’re saddest moment or a sad flashback to a sad moment of you losing your happiest moment. This is song is Euphoric Sadness.
I won't say "Don't let me down, you've got this..." or "Don't let yourself down", or "But even with that shame, who answers shame by doing more of what made them feel shameful? You should be ashame-", ah, see? After such words, it only goes naturally to shame again, or the fear of shame. Don't get up because it's shameful not to, get up because that's the right thing to do. "But I don't see how that's the right thing to do." "You should be ashamed!" - no. That's okay. Find out. You're God's. But then I, or you, or someone says... "I don't believe in God." or "I don't care about the right thing." Start asking yourself these questions, and questioning your answers, not with shame, but with curiosity. "Where do I remain if I don't care about the right thing? Do I mind remaining there? But if I could choose, would I want to remain here? Would I want to have the strength to leave this wretched hole I am in, this addiction, this dead end I am in? What if I could have this strength was effortlessly, would I want to have it? So why would I want to have this strength, if not to use it to get out of here? So I do want to get out of here. I would want the strength if it was effortless. I would immediately choose it. What stands in the way? What issue, what effort? Why do I not fight this, and chip away at the necessary effort? Does it tire me, the prospect of this effort, the size of it? Do I postpone this effort? I do. Does it ease me? Yes. Why does it ease me? But wait, it only eases me until I put this effort into an actual, decided, timely plan, with a deadline. When I make it realistic. So I have the why a person would make in that situation - "I don't have to make the claim that I gave up or anything - actually, I don't even have to give up! I don't even have to give up to not do anything. I don't have to bear the shame of giving up!" Hm, this makes shame seem good, like it's this hole that propels you up. This particular stream diluted a little. Perhaps because of the answers I gave. Be non-judging in these questions. Don't think what you're 'supposed' to think in response to some of your answers, don't think "Shame on me!" You'll close yourself from progressing and getting better. The fact it damages your progress should indicate it's not from God. Or, that it's simply not good. It slows. It worsens. It stagnates, this thought of "Shame!" that is never any different, and always so simple in its judging of every single thing, but this thought never gets judged itself. "Should I feel shame at this act? Should I cringe at this person? What do those feelings do, for me? What is their purpose? What do I accomplish with them? Deeper understanding?" I'm not sure how I got here. My original idea was "Why should a man move from shame?"
i swear this song pulls your soul out of your body and brings it to hell to be beat on and taunted and also to be taught lessons that nobody and nothing can teach you
"Poison Tree" by Grouper is a song that is fixated on the depiction of anger or just internal conflict that it causes. This song is taken as an inspiration from William Blake's poem with the same name. What the lyrics mean: What the song tells through the lyrics is a described mirror imagery of a poison tree that the singer is refering to. If you listen to the lyrics you will notice that the tree is acknowledged as dark emotions and companion into what a complex relationship feels. The line "Turn me into a poison tree" for example represents no return. So, deep internalization of pain. This also refers to depression as it also depicts lost hope and letting the pain inside and outside you feel hurt you. Other than that, the lyrics also describe the usage of the poison tree as something to relieve the pain despite having trouble connecting to what actual pain you feel. You guys are saying stuff like "We're falling into depression with this one" or "We're killing ourselves with this one". I don't think you guys should be making jokes out of these things because there are actual people who go through this stuff and could have hard times dealing with depression. Stuff like this shouldn't be made because it's really disrespectful. Anyway I know that not all comments are like what I found here but I am saying this incase no one knows.
I used to cry to this song, now i listen to it for studying/calming tune. Mental health does matter. :) for anyone reading this. You have done enough, it hurts, i know. I've been there but it's just that one thing that will pull you out. It will come. We care and love you.
@@June376I’m not trying to, im already depressed anyways so I’m not making a joke. I’ve been depressed since I was 9 all bc of my past. so don’t think I’m trying to be funny.
It can get better, I promise you; Even just a little bit of light pierces the darkness. There is always a reason to hope and to live, to dream and to envision, no matter how bad it gets there WILL be someone or something to trust and believe in---and someone who will do the same for you. Every breath you take matters. Each footprint you leave in the dirt of this earth matters. You are worth more than you could ever imagine, far more than you may think. You may have posted this comment a month ago, but wherever you are in your life right now, I hope you continue to keep going forward even when it's hard. I hope you keep going forward even when it SEEMS like nothing is getting better because it CAN and it WILL get better. You CAN do it, and it CAN get better, because you are NOT, and have never been, defined by your circumstances!!!!
WE STARVING OURSELVES BECAUSE LIFE IS GETTING TOO HARD TO COPE WITH AND THE THOUGHTS ARE GETTING LOUDER AND THE BULLYING IS GETTING WORSE AND THE ATTEMPTS KEEP FAILING AND THE SCARS ARENT HEALING WITH THIS ONE.. 🗣️🔥🔥
Hey, to everyone who wants to vent feel free cause at the end of the day ur not alone just remeber that. I wont judge .UR STRONG ,UR HEALING,UR AMAZING JUST THE WAY U R AND DONT LET PPL RUIN THAT MINDSET ❤
слушая эту песню,вспоминаю все моменты с ним..Сейчас мы почти перестали общаться и я думала почему же,что случилось но,тут узнаю что он любит какую ту девочку,в то время как я отправила ему подарок,и делала 4 часа открытку про которую он забыл и даже не поинтересовался ей.Поблагодарил за подарок,и просто вышел из сети,даже за целый день не спросив как дела,что делаешь.Мне очень обидно и больно,поэтому я и решила пропасть из соц сетей и больше не общаться с ним.
Throwing poison Seeds into the wind Make the poison tree to grow in me began let your branches fork my veins let your honey tie in me Blood lovin poison whispering ... Oh beautiful poison tree Let your power Grow in me Let your so sorrow Pour in me Take away my blood And bones Make your flowers deep inside of me Least I'll Still have company My insides Tiny Poison tree I Seal My Love In Me Tiny beautiful Poison tree Oh beautiful poison tree Let your power grow in me.
Depression is tough. I just hate being annoying and rude to others I just wished I was never here, I mean it I love my family but I don't even know if anybody loves me anymore.It all hurts.
Help... becoming more hopeless every day...and my reality only makes things worse. God is cruel for creating me, because now I just understand that existing is hell itself.
I hope I can live a fulfilling life without necessarily living long, rather than being the cause of my downfall. I just want to be at peace, that is all I ask. I don't want to sound ungrateful because I'm not, but I won't deny that I have some demons of my own. I just hope they don't win. Anyway, I just wanted to write that. Sorry if that sounds depressing.
