Lyrics: Thank you, I'll say goodbye soon Though its the end of the world, Don't blame yourself now And if its true, I will surround you and give life to a world That's our own Thank you, I'll say goodbye now Though its the end of the world, Don't blame yourself And if its true, I will surround you and give life to a world That's our own Thank you, I'll say goodbye soon Though its the end of the world, don't blame yourself now And if its true, I will surround you and…
This song kinda feels like your inner child saying goodbye. Telling you not to blame yourself for having the grow up, and for going through stuff that made your inner child have to leave so soon. And reminding you that even though you’re all grown up now, that deep down. Your inner child is still in there. Just waiting until it can be let out again.
Thank you…" "Ill say goodbye soon…" "Thought its the end of the world…" "Dont blame yourself…now…" "and if its true?…" "I will suround you…" "Ill give life to a world…" "Thats our own" :)
"I'll be there, promise!" "You better be!" You both laugh over the phone, what a joyful moment it was. 9 years later, and you are still waiting... You miss them...
@@krulogestronist I haven't seen her in school lately, she said she wouldn't move to another school she will only move to another school if she move houses. And I got her phone number and I called her but she never answered
Imagine this: you’re currently dying. Your loved ones are there while you slowly begin to fade. Your lover or one of your parents grabs your hand while tears roll down their cheek. They say “you’ll be fine, trust me”. You start to cry. Wishing you had spent more time with your loved ones. But it’s too late. Everything is fading, you can’t do anything about it. You start to lose feel, touch, and the ability to hear. and your last words are “I love you”.
Me: *plays PS HOME on PS3* *meets someone name "Empress_Joey"* Me: hey can you show me around in here, I'm new to here. Her: sure, and make sure to decorate your home as well. *spending all 4months playing with her* Me: hey thanks a lot for playing with me. I have no friends to play with cause I have no friends at all you're the only one in my list. Her: welcome, I'm always here, if you feel down message me okay? Me: sure, thanks a lot. *1 year has passed* Me: hey i haven't seen you online you okay? *playing ps home alone while waiting for her to go online* Me: hey I'm about to sign off my account in my PS3, cause I'll be focusing on my studies. *me going to the settings to log out and then while it's loading, i saw a notification i receive a message from her" I literally cried that night, I hope she's doing good.
I feel like this is the only sacred place on RU-vid where everyone comes together to hear and feel each others pain... it’s truly amazing to think that we all feel the same way 😣
Let me say this u are not alone There is this soul that are watching U cry and they try to calm u down but it did not work so they try another way by hugging u but Still did not work But atleas they try Am crying to while texting this in my couch with my best friend
“Don’t blame urself” Reminds u of someone Right? Maybe it’s just you It happens U don’t have to give me an explanation It’s ok I have been through it Too don’t worry Don’t be sad Don’t be rude To ur self Just live ur life
"Okay, I'm gonna head to bed. Love you, hun." 2019, give or take. These were the last words to someone who I loved dearly - with all my heart. He left because i couldn't save him, because I was asleep. I regret it to this day. But really, he was in an awful place, and I told him - reminded him that he was loved. I have nothing to regret more than not working harder. I miss him
And to go even farther; my grandmother died early 2020. I was devastated - and the last two times i visited i took for granted because "oh, my legs hurt" and "oh, look, i'm hungry". I grew up real fast after I got the news. Remember that you make mistakes. It's only human. You can and will work through them. I promise.
Me: Yo wanna play *tomorrow?* Her: Yea *sure* _Last Online 4 years ago_ She was my friend for 4 years she just got bored of me and found a new friend, I hope youre happy now...
@smoduhgoat it’s not a competition. We need to be here for each other. If we can’t support one another then what’s the point. Even if it’s just an ear to talk to, I’m here. For all of you
@@jacobbower1671 yes, but I wish I could cry more too.. just a note for all loved ones in a better place now: I love you peanut! You were so nice I could even hug you! Good boy peanut.. good boy.. Hi grandpa! I miss you! I liked it when you picked me up and spun me around! It felt like I was flying! Why did you have to go so soon...? Hi great grandma! My mom is crying... I miss you! I didn’t know you well.. but I still miss you... I left a flower by the pretty stone where the tall man said you are right now I hope you like it ^^. Hi strawberry and orange! I love you both! I like it when you nibbled at my finger when I dipped it in the water! It tickled! :) I still have your tank... i’m sorry I couldn’t help you.. I wish I knew what was going on before... I had to say goodbye...but hey! I still got your pretty rocks outside :) my dad cut your names onto them and when I got you till we had to bury you. Hey! How you doing moe? I know you are lonely... so we got you a sister! Your brother died so we thought a sister might cheer you up! Her name is SUKI! I loved to hug you even if you had something wrong with your back and fur... and your pretty blue eyes.. I miss you so much! Thank you for being my friend since I was a baby! I can’t believe you were born in a dog breeding place.. genetics made your back look weird and kind of pale... I freakin love you moe why did you have to go ... I didn’t like seeing you get put down... SUKI looked scared like she didn’t know what was going on... she is so lonely without you.. I love you.. good boy and you are lucky I got to sing you to sleep when it was raining and you were scared! I MISS YOU YOU GOOD BOY
This song just gives me something throwback to a such memorable youth moment. When you smell an early rain dropped and when you come again to your childhood playing place then you realize that it has changed because you and your teenage friends will never meet again
One part of this song that’s always stuck in my head is this: “Although it’s the end of the world, don’t blame yourself.” It’s always made me feel better, I don’t know why. Maybe it’s just the feeling that hey, don’t blame yourself for things you have no control over. You’re doing great just on your own and you can get through whatever plagues you. To anyone reading this, that’s for you
To everyone who's studying with this music: Checklist: • A bottle of water, at least 1liter. Your brain works better if it has enough water and drinking helps you to concentrate💧 • Your charger. You sometimes don't even notice that your device's battery is going down, so better have it plugged in all the time🔋 • Your headphones. You will be able to focus more with headphones, because it blocks background noises. Also, if it's a late night study session, you won't wake up anyone🎧 • a tea or coffee. Coffee keeps you awake, green or black tea can make you feel more awake as well.☕ • Your study/work stuff: your laptop/tablet/phone , a few pens, paper or whatever you need.⌨ •Anything else you could need, what about a heat pad, a blanket, a good lamp, your pet so you have a study buddy 🐈 Reminder: After an hour, you should stand up and walk a bit around. Better stop the music or put on different music for the break. Open your window, even if it's cold outside. Fresh air will make it better, trust me. You could also lay your head down on your desk for ten minutes and listen to a podcast. Or, if you have to read a book, listen to the audiobook of it. You can also listen to the audiobook while doing another thing, that's even better than listening to music while reading the book. (´▽`ʃ♡ƪ) I hope y'all had a good day, if not, that's okay too. Remember to take care of yourself and try to get some sleep tonight 😴🧸 ♡ - Love you stranger (This is not mine but im doing this to help)
Reasons why you should stay alive. 1. We would miss you. 2. It's not worth the regret. Either by yourself if you failed or just simply left scars, or the regret everyone else feels by not doing enough to help you. 3. It does get better. Believe it or not it will eventually get better. Sometimes you have to go through the storm to get to the rainbow. 4. There's so much you would miss out on doing. 5. There is always a reason to live. It might not be clear right now, but it is always there. 6. So many people care, and it would hurt them if you hurt yourself. 7. You ARE worth it. Don't let anyone, especially yourself, tell you otherwise. 8. You are amazing. 9. A time will come, once you've battled the toughest times of your life and are in ease once again, where you will be so glad that you decided to keep on living. You will emerge stronger from this all, and won't regret your choice to carry on with life. Because things always get better. 10. What about all the things you've always wanted to do? What about the things you've planned, but never got around to doing? You can't do them when you're dead. 11. I love you. Even if only one person loves you, that's still a reason to stay alive. 12. You won't be able to listen to music if you die. 13. Killing yourself is never worth it. You'll hurt both yourself and all the people you care about. 14. There are so many people that would miss you, including me. 15. You're preventing a future generation, YOUR KIDS, from even being born. 16. How do you think your family would feel? Would it improve their lives if you died? 17. You're gorgeous, amazing, and to someone you are perfect. 18. Think about your favourite music artist, you'll never hear their voice again... 19. You'll never have the feeling of walking into a warm building on a cold day 20. Listening to incredibly loud music 21. Being alive is just really good. 22. Not being alive is really bad. 23. Finding your soulmate. 24. Red pandas 25. Going to diners at three in the morning. 26. Really soft pillows. 27. Eating pizza in New York City. 28. Proving people wrong with your success. 29. Watching the jerks that doubted you fail at life. 30. Seeing someone trip over a garbage can. 31. Being able to help other people. 32. Bonfires. 33. Sitting on rooftops. 34. Seeing every single country in the world. 35. Going on roadtrips. 36. You might win the lottery someday. 37. Listening to music on a record player. 38. Going to the top of the Eiffel Tower. 39. Taking really cool pictures. 40. Literally meeting thousands of new people. 41. Hearing crazy stories. 42. Telling crazy stories. 43. Eating ice cream on a hot day. 44. More Harry Potter books could come out, you never know. 45. Travelling to another planet someday. 46. Having an underwater house. 47. Randomly running into your hero on the street. 48. Having your own room at a fancy hotel. 49. Trampolines. 50. Think about your favourite movie, you'll never watch it again. 51. Think about the feeling of laughing out loud in a public place because your best friend has just sent you an inside joke, 52. Your survival will make the world better, even if it's for just one person or 20 or 100 or more. 53. People do care. 54. Treehouses 55. Hanging out with your soul mate in a treehouse 55. Snorting when you laugh and not caring who sees 56. I don't even know you and I love you. 57. I don't even know you and I care about you. 58. Because nobody is going to be like you ever, so embrace your uniqueness! 59. You won't be here to experience the first cat world emperor. 60. WHAT ABOUT FOOD?! YOU'LL MISS CHOCOLATE AND ALL THE OTHER NOM THINGS! 61. Starbucks. 62. Hugs. 63. Stargazing. 64. You have a purpose, and it's up to you to find out what it is. 65. You've changed somebody's life. 66. Now you could change the world. 67. You will meet the person that's perfect for you. 68. No matter how much or how little, you have your life ahead of you. 69. You have the chance to save somebody's life. 70. If you end your life, you're stopping yourself from achieving great things. 71. Making snow angels. 72. Making snowmen. 73. Snowball fights. 74. Life is what you make of it. 75. Everybody has a talent. 76. Laughing until you cry. 77. Having the ability to be sad means you have the ability to be happy. 78. The world would not be the same if you didn't exist. 79. Its possible to turn frowns, upside down 80. Be yourself, don't take anyone's shit, and never let them take you alive. 81. Heroes are ordinary people who make themselves extraordinary. Be your own hero. 82. Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections. 83. One day your smile will be real. 84. Having a really hot, relaxing bath after a stressful day. 85. Lying on grass and laughing at the clouds. 86. Getting completely smashed with your best friends. 87. Eating crazy food. 88. Staying up all night watching your favourite films with a loved one. 89. Sleeping in all day. 90. Creating something you're proud of. 91. You can look back on yourself 70 years later and being proud you didn't commit 92. Being able to meet your Internet friends. 93. Tea / Coffee / Hot Chocolate 94. The new season of Sherlock 95. Cuddling under the stars. 96. Being stupid in public because you just can. 97. If you are reading this then you are alive! Is there any more reason to smile? 98. being able to hug that one person you haven't seen in years 99. People care enough about you and your future to come up with 100 reasons for you not to do this. 100. But, the final and most important one is, just, being able to experience life. Because even if your life doesn't seem so great right now, literally anything could happen - Best wishes from Lithuania, Ieva 💕
My heart hurts, My eyes are swelling. A truly dramatic ending to my world takes place. I just want to disappear. Being told it's selfish of me to leave doesn't help. I keep myself up. Though my hands are small, I hold onto shattered pieces from falling into the void. Bipolar disorder mixed with anxiety and depression is hell to live with. I am so tired.
i personally imagine myself on a tall tall building sitting somewhere close to the edge listening to this song while down there everyones doing their own thing. I look at the stars and how bright the city is and just lay down.
Me as a dad, catching my child listening to this, all the memories come back to me, I remember all the things I regret, what I've done wrong and right, I will miss the good old days with the boys, our last game, our last talk, our last chance. "Don't blame youself" I say.
This song makes me think of an android (a human android, you know), that in the middle of the end of the world, while an asteroid is about to hit the earth, begins to feel human emotions, and while its owner, elderly, connected to machines and in a bed perishes , the android contemplates the catastrophe looking out the window and opening the curtains so that the light enters, then he goes to bed, with his owner, lies down with him, and deactivates himself, both lie on the bed while the asteroid is destroying everything english is not my first language, sorry for the mistakes
The little man inside you has a dream, make them proud! I grew up with a narcissistic father, who barely taught me anything, only with a brother, mother, grandfather, and two dogs, Amy and Spike, This was 2009, 2010, I was told by my father that my grandfather, died in his sleep, my mother and brother devistated, while I felt the harsh reality hit hard. Not knowing the severity of what happened. 2015, kept getting bullied in school, from grades 3-11, I kept getting relentlessly bullied for my own issues, my skin, personality, and the fact that I wasn't very social, Amy, spike and my brother were my only friends. 2018, came home to spike acting weird, mom and dad took him to the vet, less I didnt knew this was the last time I was going to see my friend, then, three hours later I got a call from my mother, saying that spike was put down, because of stomach lacerations from a group of kids forcing razors down his throat as a joke, my dad knew, but said nothing, I lost it, my friend, my baby, who loved everyone he met, and his sister, gone... This made my isolation worse, spike was my everything, my brother loved him like I did, I punched the wall until I bleed from my hand, after mom brought spike home in a box, I promised to myself that I won't let Amy get hurt. A month later I woke up to my parents giving us four new dogs, Jenny Jojo jeorge and jem, I still missed spike with everything I held dear. 2019, I started studying medicine under my new teacher and father figure, he was great, caring, enthusiastic, and hopeful, we got to play magic the gathering, and I beat him in one of our duels, he said he would get me back, but he never did... he took his own life a year later because of accusations that he did something that he didn't do... which continued to crush me and my brother.... who we saw as a father figure.... 2021.... Amy was becoming old, and one of her legs was going, we took her to the vet after failed attempts to help her, including a wheelchair, the first time we put it on she seemed so happy, she ran out into the road out of excitement, but I had to jump next to her and pick her up out of the way to avoid a car passing that would have hit her... I tried taking care of her, but my father was ignorant, he always didn't use it making her leg worse, resulting in me carrying her up and down stairs, one time dad threw her down our hallway, that's when I snapped, I let into him and screamed at him to not touch her, when my brother came home from college, and that's when we decided to put her down... I knew it was time but I wasn't ready, I didn't want to quit trying to help her... but it was time, as we got to the vets, we gave her a day to remember, with her favorite foods and toys, we knew the other dogs will miss her, especially jeorge, jeorge protected Amy, and always waited for her at the door... we got in the vets and set her on the table, my exact words to her as she was put down were "I'm so sorry, I couldn't help you, I couldn't save your brother, but you will see him very shortly, he's waiting for you, go on ahead I'll catch up. Go to him, goodbye, baby..." With the job done, I slumped to the wall, saying "it's done, she's gone.. I failed her" I looked over to my brother, he was crushed, he was the only one left, cut to now, he's going through a bad phase right now and he keeps me in the dark, we still talk but he barely does when he's at college, I miss everyone so much, even though I didn't have many friends I had family, and I missed them, I couldn't save spike but I kept my promise, I protected amy, that's what drives me, I want to help whoever I can, because the pain when you can't is unbearable, that's why I want to become a doctor... that's what the little man inside me wants to be.....
Hey, how are you today..? I am very sorry for what you went through. I can't feel the same since I didn't live the same. But I can say that you are a very strong person. I can see in your attitude, in your text, in your dream. Keep up the good work, and keep working hard for your dream. NOT "I hope", I KNOW your dream will come true.
@Evw fan I'm okay, it still hurts, I really miss them... but so far all the others are still with me, Jenny, Jojo, jeorge and jem, I want to spend as much time as I can to be with them. It's the least I can do.. but if it's for family I wouldn't have it any other way...
This happened to my friend, we were really good friends untill one day, he hadn't be messaging cuz he said he's been busy, I checked his account, intill I found a banned account, with are messages, he was banned... I've remembered him ever sence.
“I’ll arrive tomorrow” that’s was the last words when my dad said them to me(he was a copilot of Boeing 737 UIA). Then the plane he was on, was shot down over Tehran 08.01.20 I miss you dad
This song, it makes me feel an ever looping sensation of calmness and dread, much like a roller coaster. It reminds me of my father. I didn't go to visit him on his death bed while he had terminal cancer, since I still held on to things he did or didn't do as a father in the past. And while I called him to say my goodbyes (he didn't know he was going to die) I still didn't get any closure. Just like a needle in my brain, it keeps reappearing, looping within my mind, feeling content for the good times with him but somewhat cold for how he was as a father later on. Just like this song, it goes on and on, and it will till the end of times.
I hope you learn from your mistakes, you have let your father passed away lonely, dont do the same of your mother, show ur love with her, i remember my lovely people passed away its hurt to not come to his funeral or even meet him before his death
I hate when my parents say that I have everything I need a home, clothes, and food. And I know some people don’t have that but I guess my parents might never know they way I’m hurting. Good luck homies you got this stay strong. Love every single one of you guys.
i've been tried to force that way of thinking on myself for a long time, pretty much all my life tbh, that how lucky i am for having all of those, trust me, im grateful for everything and all but the void keep getting bigger, now i dont know anything anymore, i dont want to die
@@bao5616 hey man, im here for you, im also going through the exact same thing right now, and it hurts a lot, but let's hope everything gets better Some tips:- Try exercising or just walking in nature, its so relaxing and calming Also play your favourite games or do that hobby which makes you feel good, don't let anybody else judge you for having some fun
i’m sorry i’m failing school, i’m sorry i’m failing life, i’m sorry i’m failing as a friend, i’m sorry i cant be better, i’m sorry i made you angry, i’m sorry i can’t get out of bed, i’m sorry i can’t focus on anything, well...anything but keeping myself alive for you
Hear me out, Your hand is not a paper" Don't cut it "Your mouth is not a cloth" Don't stitch it "Your neck is not a hanger" Don't hang it "Your body is not your enemy" Don't blame it "Your heart is not a glass" Don't break it "Your life is not a film" Don't end it "Your heart is not a house" Don't lock it "Your life is not a cloth" Don't change it "Your not pretty" Cause your beautiful "They don't want you" Cause they need you "They don't like you" Cause they love you "The world doesn't have a place for you" Cause the world has a special place for you Love yourself, so people will love you
Your hand is a paper" cut it "Your mouth is a cloth" stitch it "Your neck is a hanger" hang it "Your body is your enemy" blame it "Your heart is a glass" break it "Your life is a film" end it "Your heart is a house" lock it "Your life is a cloth" change it "Your not pretty" "They dont want you" Cause they dont need you "They don't like you" "The world doesn't have a place for you"
For everyone who has seen this I don't know what you've been through I don't know how much you hurt I'll wait for you in the shade on a rainy day and i will be by your side. The world is not always cruel , my good man! From now on, I wish you to eat delicious food and meet good people. Don't forget to smile a lot. because your smile is the most beautiful to me ⭐🎀🫂
This is one of the only things that can really make me cry everytime I hear it. My grandma is getting old, and starting to slow down. I'm scared when that time will come when she'll be gone, I don't want her to pass away... This song just reminds me that day will come, and I just have to be ready. I cried for 2 hours yesterday from this and 1st period in school today. I have no more tears, so here I am, venting to you strangers. I hope for whoever sees this, you cherish the people in your life, because you never know when they will be gone, or better yet, you.
i love your heartful speech. yes. you should bless and adore all of your time in life you will never know when you die or the world ends. i am almost gonna cry realizing that all of earth is gonna be annhiliated in over 20.B years, but still. its still depressing. thank you too, myserious lady. 😔
@@mochiraka6579 You didnt get carried away- i appreciate that you took the effort and time to write this to someone on the internet ^^ and i see why you would want that and honestly we all do stupid sometimes crazy ‘sins’ but at the end of the day, its the thought of wether forgiving yourself or not...if youve done all those things you can make it up for them and say sorry, and i know that sorry isnt enough but its enough to show respect and sincerity and as long as you say to yourself to not do those things anymore and start forgiving yourself, i believe that starting over is possible and it may not be the same...so id like to atleast support you even if youre someone on the internet, i appreciate your efforts of making your way through the comment section and replying here. So thank you a lot,,,i really hope that everything gets better and if you want to chat or talk abt stuff like this if youre not feeling alright, ill do my best to support you in discord ^^ but I really do hope things will get better, and i believe they will so no need to say you got carried away, just rest and take of yourself :D no need to say sorry or i got carried away for saying how u felt, because maybe youve been dying to tell this to someone but cant and just bottle it up. So you can type and scream and let it all out ^^ and ill be here to listen and maybe you can spend time with ur family too! Like playing games or just anything really! I wish the best for you :DD💖
@@mochiraka6579 i almost read all of it but i just wanna said, this is the weirdest, deadly, mysterious year, because many things happened in this year, not just disaster but it also matter to people, people got something weird too , I've got two un normal things that absolutely never happened to me and its feel weird, just like this year, this is the most mysterious year as i admit. Also this what the weird thing happens to me and all of it happen, but wait, actually this year is the different year from other year because none of these are same like the older year, as i still a kid in 2014 i lost one bff and more year by year im still losing but this year, i just had a fight with bff but we all come back, isn't that new? My first year didn't losing someone and here the weird thing happen to me: A girl kiss online me, even i don't have enough year Bff now dont very care bout us unless they and me just be bff ( before i losing bff because its my own fault and my old bff was loving me so much even i kinda annoying, but in this year that bff loves me after i losed one bff in 2019 he was so kind and playful :D but now, he more like to play alone not with me and often fighting each other) I just telling about how weird and mysterious this year is
What i imagine from this Year is 3022 an alien invasion happened Millions are dying everyday with nowhere to hide Your a teenage (gender) and you decide to give up You walk outside knowing what's going to happen. Your headphones start playing this song. You start to cry as you see the beam of the alien weapon lock on. Before you die everything turns white. You relive your younger life but fast. Every day feels like a millisecond in the real world. As you are a child you try to warn about the future, nobody listens. As you get older in this fragment time passes faster. All the memories you had passed by and is wiped. You wake up as a different person in a different time. But you remember something about the invasion You try to talk to someone but noone listens you notice. Maybe this is the afterlife? You see multiple earths and what you did but differently while this song plays aliens have been trying to find you since your the last human on the scorched earth The end
i can still remember how my dad passed away just like that . It happened around 10 pm, December . I never knew he was dying inside the bathroom, I did waited him on the couch as he told me to wait outside. Never expected that would be the last word from him. Til today I still blame myself coz I feel like I just let him die just like that. It haunts me every night tbh. Days after that he always appear in my dreams and there the scenario changed . He died in my arms and was holding him.. I couldn't help but to blame myself more. When I'm with people outside I often smile and they thought I did move on about what happened to my dad. Little did they know I'm having a hard time on myself. I'm alive but I feel like im dying. From then on I felt like I don't deserve to be happy again. I rarely post on the internet and that's make me sad and think some people secretly hates me. 💔
That’s awful and I’m truly sorry that happened but you can’t blame yourself. You didn’t know that he was dying. I’m sure he wouldn’t want you to blame yourself.
Please don't blame urself please i know it must feel awful when your dad die but you shouldn't blamming for your dad dead and if someone secretly hate you they are just 1 or a group of people think about who love you your family and a true friend you have
MY CONDOLENCES ABOUT YOUR FATHER SO VERY SORRY THAT THAT HAPPENED TO YOU PLEASE DON'T BLAME YOURSELF IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT YOUR FATHER LOVES YOU AND I'M SURE THAT HE WOULD WANT YOU TO GO ON AND TO TRY AND BE AS HAPPY AS YOU POSSIBLY CAN SENDING YOU LOVE AND LIGHT AND HEALING I HOPE GOING FORWARD THE REST OF YOUR LIFE IS FILLED WITH JOY AND HAPPINESS 💕❤️🙏🏿
Do NOT blame yourself. I know I can't feel like you since I didn't experience the same thing. But do NOT forget: The reason you live is you want to live,god wants you to live, your dad wants you to live. Your father would love to see you going on, enjoying your life.You think you are hopeless, right? The fact that you are alive in this moment is proof that your hope still exists. It's just playing hide and seek with you. In short: YOU DESERVE TO LIVE.
Yo, I dunno who needs to hear this but, it's ok to be down as long as you remember the sun rises tommorow and your journey ain't over, it's just begun!
Parents : I wont allow you to use your phone anymore if you talk with strangers. Dont you have real life friends? Real life friends : sorry Im busy. Teachers : 200 Missing assignments? I've never seen a failure like this. Sibling : Play with yourself! Online friends : We're always here.
Good to meet you man, I have thoughts like that all the time. Disappearing into the void and being lost in the sea of the Internet kinda scares me even though it shouldn't
when i was younger, about the age of seven, I went to a farm house and got a golden retriever with my family. We named her Zoey. I don't remember the first 4-5 years vividly. But I know that she was my best friend and I really miiss her. Back in Febuary of 2019, she was diagnosed with hemangio sarcoma. She was in pain for the last two weeks of her existence. We had to put her down in March. The thing I regret the most is not going to the vet with her in her final moments. I just want to see her one more time man. 4/22/10 - 3/10/19 i know she was happy. I just hope shes having fun up there with all her friends
Logan Merkel Hasmd to put my best friend in July, he was 11 years old. Didn’t even get to be with him while he was put down, just dropped him off and left. Was a very hard time and things like this song put me back in those emotions. May Zoey & Nugget Rest In Peace, forever in our memories ❤️
Same I miss my dog I’ve known him for 4 years he broke one thing and my parents sent him away he was my only motivation to even stay fit I always used to go walks with him and even run sometimes he was my best friend it’s so unfair how they can just do that I was in my friends house when they gave him away so I couldn’t even see him before he left.
I had this weird feeling of heavyness, it feels like i don't care about anymore, as if i was drowning in the deep ocean. I always listen to this type of music to create that scene over and over in my head.
I know how you feel, and i know that i’m just a random guy on the internet, dealing with the same thing you’re going through... but in this deep ocean where you feel as if you can’t swim... the people that love you... they’re your life raft. They won’t let you drown, they’re doing everything they can so that you won’t drown. They sent out the life raft, it’s your choice if you want to grab on, or to refuse. I recently lost my best friend from a drug overdose, his family, friends, all came to his funeral. They were all so sad. They all cared about him so much. They would’ve done anything to make sure he was safe, but my friend refused their help, and now he made a decision that he can’t come back from. So please, don’t be like my friend. If you are drowning in this ocean, call for help and survive, because we’re all rooting for your safety.
@@tonyroberts270 Hi, thank you for responding, I'm sorry to hear that about your best friend :/ i imagine how hard it can be for all of you and i hope he is in a better place. I won't commit suicide even if i'm thinking about it, i promise you. There's just times where i want to let it out and a way to express it is in my imagination. Thank you for caring about my safety but it's hard my friend, I'm still trying to be get out there, i've tried many times to express how i'm feelin and i also have been for too long trying to get out of my situation, so i'm desperate. Now is where i can start to feel how i'm getting tired of trying. This is my fight right? What if I can't win? I don't think I can come out on my own. How can i? i feel so sorry to think this way but i can't stay alive for the one's who love me if staying alive means having this pain without a colorful life. Can you understand that? i'm really trying to turn around things but sometimes it feels like i won't ever win. Again thank you for responding.
Heker Noham Heker Noham The best way to express how you’re feeling is to cry. Just cry. Let everything that hurts inside and out, physically and mentally. Just cry. Cry to your mom, your dad, your friends, your therapist. Show them that you’re not ok. Think of this battle against depression... as like a battle against a dragon. Alone you are defenseless, seemingly doomed to lose. The people that care about you and are there to support you, they are your armor, they are your sword. Or i just thought of another way to think of things while I was out walking. Think of life as an everlasting road, on this road you will have to walk up big hills, but at the top of the hill, it can only go two ways, it can be the end of the road, or the road continues, going back down and straightening out again. What i’m tryna say is that life is gonna have really terrible moments. you’re gonna be tired and you’re gonna wanna give up. It’s your choice if you wanna stop on the hill, or to keep going and maybe the grass is a little greener, maybe things can get better. That’s why we keep going Heker. We keep going after everything we’ve been through, because we believe that maybe tomorrow will be better, maybe things will change. And maybe they do, maybe they don’t. but there’s always hope that one day, we’re gonna be happy and stay that way. While right now your life is black and white, maybe tomorrow, some color is gonna be added in your life. Or maybe the day after that. Or maybe even the day after that. Do the things that make you happy, because before you know it, the roads gonna end. And we’ll regret all the time that we spent wallowing in our sadness. So for the brief time that we live on this beautiful planet we call earth. Do what your heart desires, and don’t let anyone tell you otherwise.
@@tonyroberts270 Thank you fríend, it's hard to do the things I love because everyone on my life is putting pressure on me that I don't even allow myself to enjoy it, is so hard to think I'm not alone, the truth it's that I am, always but maybe that's okay. I'll keep trying my best to enjoy life and be happy in my own world, maybe one day I'll be in peace:)
Imagine this as your funeral song…. “Thank you, I’ll say goodbye soon…. Though it’s the end, don’t blame yourself….” “I will surround you, in a world of our own”
If the world ends I want this song to be playing all over the world idk why I feel like it would be such a vibe while knowing the end has come and our time is up.
i listened to this on loop during the scariest experience of my life. i come back here every now and then when things get worse. i will never hear this song the same again.
this song makes you feel an emotion which is unexplainable in words. some sort of clash between lost, decay, peace and despair mixed with something else i can’t quite point out.
the other day all of my so called ¨friends" went and hung out with each other. that morning I was on an Xbox party chat with them and one of them said as I joined "Loukas is john coming to the harbor with us is he, I hope not" one hour later I pull up Snapchat on my Chromebook and they are all there having fun while I am home crying. that same day there was supposed to be a Halloween party at my friend's house (we were planning this for a month) so i texted him on Xbox (i don't have a phone) when the party was and suddenly he didn't know what i was talking about. and once again i look on Snapchat on my Chromebook and they are all there at the party having the time of their lives and i am just sitting at home doing nothing. I just feel like no one loves me and I am just destined for failure edit: happend again today
hey, don't feel that way. i've been through it too, me myself dont got an xbox, but, most things can come to a close. ily. i rlly pray you don't ever go through this again.
Yeah honestly, get new friends. These guys aren't worth your time. Xbox can be a good place to make new friends online. Some of my best friends on the entire Internet are people I met on Xbox or met somewhere else and also play with on Xbox.
@@customerjoe1124 im just so used to being shamed for showing emotions my entire life so I have a hard time of accepting that emotions are a normal thing that happen
Ah same Bye **my name** im going to work! Me: bye mason! **2 hours later** Mom: WERE GOING TO THE HOSPITAL **4 years later** Me: miss you bro... Mason: **Angle**
when this happen... like....when he died and how you did...all this sad depression ,crying very single day makes you sad.... if.. you don't mind...ask..you .. i.. lost someone... a friend nice person to me that's why i...ask you that.. question i .can't.. de happy or ..even for hole day just not think about him or de happy forgot this never happen
i'm afraid of happening the same thing to me, i always get nightmares that i can't save him, i don't want to lost him, he is the unique thing that rest my hope of living and hapiness. I hope you get better man
"Dont leave me!" shouts the friend, as they watch the friend they have known for years dying, i say quietly "Hey, dont..d-dont blame yourself, Know..when I-im gone, things will be fine...D-dont cry.." I have a smile on my face, my friend sobs as they hold my hand. My life, drifts away. My head falls into her arms as she screams. *The End.* *Thanks for playing, made by DANGANRONPA 4: EXTRA HAPPENINGS™*
Remember that you are special Someone out there still care about you Don't think negative about your self If u need a hug, just ask I do wish i could hug you.. Stay safe man✌
You're strong and that mean you cry but get up from bed all days, and carry al that thing. Just understand everyone have a fight and we all need help. Don't think you are the only one fighting to stay, life is hard but please talk with someone. And be sure that you are important! Stay for more time, Sun will come soon! If you need talk with someone im here! Comment here o text to my Instagram @Jxre.myyy
Hey you know some people help other to keep they mind is off track to help them but when they do it’s could hurt them because it goes in your head try help them more and than after when he need no more help now ur back on your own track now that u have your own problem but one day u feel down that no one will help u to help yourself ask people to help you out if u don’t keeping it inside it could hurt you more some I look out with my best friend she help me I talk to her she is nice but she tell me her problems we help each other I know that is a good idea I never tell my parents just because this is my problems I think I can take it,I have a sister who is awesome sister few days ago she have to go back to the city for school I Miss her she is ... 😢 making this part I am crying just thinking about it but it’s ok not caring about me anyway when she left all my family was crying but one the oldest bro he is never I don’t know why he is not crying for my sister I promise making her pizza and 🍝 and I never two days ago I made pizza I save the last for her but she left a day ago on that day I cry tomorrow I will make her 🍝 you know for good time anyway thank you for reading this bye I love you for reading this bye
@@kidongaming391 If you want can get mi Instagram or Snap and text me if you need to talk! I enjoy hearing people and try to help and you can make a new friend from other country! My English is not the best but I will try my best!
him: Yo dude i gotta "go eat" me: Oh k when will u be back *he leaves call* and he hasn't texted back since 7 years.. hope ur having fun with ur new friends alex
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