Porter Robinson - Goodbye To A World (slowed to perfection + reverb) 

: Fuck it, I'll bite and post. I am just a person like everyone else. I've tried to be friends with any and all who are willing, I seem to put in a lot of effort and to no avail does it seem to get better, Its neutral. My anxiety is high, but everyone has it. I'm a ambivert but scared all the time, over thinking. I want to be someone you like, I want to be someone you trust, I want to be accepted, I want a companion time goes forward and doesn't slow down, I'm scared cause evertime I get older, people get further, I try to connect but I always make the plans, or attempt to...not invited to much of anything. Probably I'm subconsciously guarded around everyone. I know I don't wanna get my feelings hurt. I help in the background all the time and tell no one, I secretly wish someone would notice. But it won't happen. I take care of my family. I lead my family. But they don't know how I feel, I sacrifice so much for them and they won't know. I don't want to be the glue that holds everything together. I just want it to be easier. My family gets smaller and it's all I got, so many have passed away. I don't want to be a failure, I can't be a failure. But I feel like I'm failing. My brother tried his life and I have spent years working on him and not myself from states apart. I'm scared of the one day I lose him to his illness and my family becomes smaller again. It's too much to bear. And I want to help everyone, but in actuality I can't, because I'm falling apart myself. I work and work to put off the thoughts. But lately it's getting more intrusive. I'm wondering if one-day it's all gonna hit at once and shut me down. So until then I'm gonna keep on pushing and hopefully I can fool myself a while longer. I just needed to vent, this was my first time doing so. The comments seemed like a wall of stories and I just wanted to get mine lost in here. Maybe I can come back to find this years from now and look back at me then. To hopefully now. (To future me if you read this and your in a better place, good job I'm proud of what you accomplished) sometimes you need to be your own cheerleader I'm told...

"the worst feeling in the world is being nobody's favorite person" unknown

“My battery is low, It’s getting dark.”

“Hey dad, why did you make a music box for this song?” “This song means so much to me and so many other people in this world…” “But why dad?” *” I wish you could understand… I really do.”* “Could I understand when I’m older?” “Sadly, I don’t think so…this world has been tainted too much, but that’s not your fault.” *One day…you’ll find your own song…*

A goodbye to a world with so many nerds in it. No, this isn't a goodbye. It's just a new beginning. I'm sure we'll see you again, Techno. Thank you. Thank you for everything.

"Just because you're good at carrying it doesn't mean it's not heavy"

It was never about the game it was about making friends.

I know a lot of people probably think this song is sad but hearing "don't blame yourself" has got to be the most encouraging thing I've heard in a long time. Just because things change, just because everything has to end, doesn't mean it's your fault.

I never thought I’d make it to my 20s’ Expected myself to be dead way before then, but a year ago I met the love of my life and everything I’ve ever known changed, we’ve been together for almost 10 months now, and I hope I’m a lucky enough girl to spend the rest of my life with them This has been my favorite song ever since I heard it for the first time.. this song and my partner give me hope and the confidence to keep going. You know who you are, I love you

Imagine when everyone in a group chat dies, it will just sit there. Silent. For the rest of time.

Whoever played this on New Years of this year needs to stop and think about what they’ve done

I've read so many stories that people were brave enough to share, and now I feel compelled to tell you a bit of my own. (I understand this is just one story in a million but talking about this to someone, even if they aren't there or reading this feels somewhat relieving.) I'll start this off when I was In middle school. The pandemic just hit and I immediately fell into this depressive state. I wasn't able to see my friends who were basically the only family I had, and my blood related family has been a toxic mess. I started failing in all of my classes and just decided to give up. Many of my friends hurt me and caused so many problems. I was feeling so much angst and anger, it felt low-key gross. Few months later my birthday is going to roll around soon. I was hoping things were going to get better. This would've been my new start. However bad-news-bears ruined my chance... My great grandmother, my Oma died from covid. I was heart broken. Mind you, she lived in Florida and I lived in California and since it was so sudden and because of covid complications there was no way I could visit. The most painful part was that I was only able to meet her when I was a baby. We would call now and then and I always promised to go visit her when I could. But that day never came. Fast foward: 2021 I'm now going to graduate from middle school with me and my remaining friends and family. We all celebrate to our hearts content. I was surprised I made it through middle school tbh. But if my Oma taught me any thing, it was to never give up and to stay a hard ass. This was a huge achievement for me and my friends and family. But of course, life has to rain on my parade. The dog I grew up with died on the one nice night I had. I was so sad. Little Bear, my dog, was like my best friend to me. Then right in the beginning of my freshmen year, another one of my dogs died by getting hit by a car. These dogs were also my Opas, my grandfather's, dogs as well. He was so lonely and sad. We decided to get him a puppy a few months later when he was ready. The smile on his face I'll never forget.. It's now October. There was this one boy I knew from elementary school, a good friend of mine. However he had to leave during middle school. I was sad honestly, but the last thing I expected was for him to be at my high school. 😐 We got to catch up with each other, gain our trust and become good friends again. We started doing midnight talks and asking random questions about "would you rather drink hot water or cold hot pockets" to " Hey, I know this might be personal but... how did you get that scar?" We grew close. We learned each other's secrets and guard them safety between us two... This is where October becomes important... I realized that I had a crush on him. I was never one to fall easily. I was in denial for a bit. Halloween, I invite him and two of my best friends to go do weird teenager shit around the neighborhood and go trick-or-treating. (Idc if someone says we're too old. I had a rough two years ok? 😤) as we are walking around, me and him always walked faster than everyone else, so at a certain point we lost my best friends. (I promise I'm an ok friend 😅😢) AZ we were trying to look for my friends he told me something I almost didn't believe. He said it. He said he loved me. I was shook and didn't know what else to say other than yes and accept his confession. I felt a bit like a coward tho for not saying anything first. But it worked out in the end! My birthday has just passed, me and family get stuck into retarded drama. But besides that, life was great. I felt like things were turning around. My and the boy I like are now together and things are looking good. (BTW my birthday is near Christmas, just fyi. This is important to the story I promise) Couple of weeks before Christmas, my Opa passes away. I came home from school, my wasn't home which is rare saying she works from home. I got a call from her around 6:00 and she tells me the news. He had a major stroke while driving and almost crashed with my grandmother. The stroke caused so much internal bleeding that there was no saving him. I was completely Shattered at this point. I had finals coming up the next week and I knew I wouldn't be able to focus on my work, but I went anyways... I was sent back home for getting in a fight with a group of chick's that started insulting me, and ganging up on me. Calling me things like a whore, threatening to kill me because I gave them the bird for telling me not to cry while mourning. My boyfriend was livid when he heard the news, but what is done is done. And I accept that. If my Opa taught me something, it was to move on at my own pace. Do what is best for myself first before other's. And that's what I did. Fast forward again: now 2022. My Opas funeral just happened and just this last weekend I had to put my. At down who I loved and raised with all of my heart. And just for the cherry on top my grades have dropped again. My parents said it's ok and that I am doing a surprisingly well job with the circumstances I've been put through. Then the next moment they told me that trying wasn't enough. Telling that the work I've done is basically worthless and that there isn't much to do at this point. And here is where my story will end for now. I wish there was a lighter tone to this ending, and that is wasn't so long. (Thank you so much if you are still reading this!) But it's a bit more relieving now. Thank you for reading! I hope you have a good future ahead of you. And remember, you are loved, stay determined, stay hopeful, and life has something waiting for you... I'm sure of it. Welp later! :L

7 years ago my mother died and it was a very strong blow in my childhood, it took me a lot of work to get up my spirits, moving forward was very complicated for me, how was I supposed to achieve it? I didn't want to move on Until a girl appeared who helped me move forward and find my way, and I loved her, unfortunately she died a month ago, days before Christmas, and I feel very bad about myself, I couldn't do anything, not even say goodbye, and I am submerged under enormous sadness, because once again the person who helped me move forward and find my way was gone Now I'm all alone, I don't know where to go This song helps me get through these moments, it makes me feel nostalgic and makes me remember how simple things were before

just a quote. "life is the most difficult exam, many people fail because they try to copy others, not realizing that everyone has a different question paper."

at precisely 05:54 a unseen voice from the sky said"the simulation will soon be terminated,please enjoy your complimentary music as the servers shutdown,we thank you for your cooperation goodbye"and the music starts as the world turns to polygons creeping ever closer

Just a letter to my future self… Hey man, how are you doing? Not sure how far in the future you’ll be seeing this but I’m sure you’re doing well. I know you’re coming back to this song because you’re feeling sad or just having a moment with music or even thinking about the end of the world again. But you know I’m proud of you. I know you struggle with a lot of things but you’re doing great! My guy you’re getting better with romantic relationships and facing your fears in it and you’re doing so good. You’ve written some incredible songs, helped people, and told some horrible jokes that made you laugh so hard when you had no right to die laughing. I just wanna say I’m proud of you man and keep pushing through, things will get better. They always do.

“Do you believe in me?” “I do, I promise” “Okay” Those were the last words spoken to a long passed friend. I hate myself, I will never get them back, and I loved them so much.

On a war is like.. Soldier: "I don't want to kill him but he wants to kill me" The other soldier: "I don't want to kill him but he wants to kill me"

Imagine future generations finding this song and reading all these comments

1:56 the amount of emotions that this drop gives is incredible!

Saw Porter Robinson at a music festival, I didn’t even know who he was. It was surreal, I saw the stage filled with bright colors, the crowd unlike anything I’ve ever seen, and the sound I heard . The music was unlike anything I’ve ever experienced, and if you haven’t heard it in person you really should. This album CHANGED my life. I needed this album when I wanted to die, and it was almost like fate. Fate that, at a music festival I wasn’t even supposed to be at, Porter was there. And when I wanted to no longer hurt, no longer suffer, this album pulled me through. There will never be another experience like this, never will be another album with this kind of connector for me, Porter Robinson truly is a gift to this world. And I am so glad I’m alive to continue to experience that gift.

You’re turning 13. A small voice in the back of your head says “You will now move onto the next stage of life. Would you like to one last thing to your younger self before you leave?” You say “Thank you.” and move on, as you smile one last childhood smile. You’re turning 18. A small voice in the back of your head says “You will now move onto the next stage of life. Would you like to say one last thing to your younger self before you leave?” You say “I’ll say goodbye soon. Though it’s the end of the world, don’t blame yourself.” as you shed one last adolescent tear. You’re turning 30. A small voice in the back of your head says “You will now move onto the next stage of life. Would you like to say one last thing to your younger self before you leave? You say “If that’s true, I will surround you.” as you think one last youthful thought. You’re turning 60. A small voice at the back of your head says “You will now move onto the last stage of life. Would you like to say anything to your younger self?” You say “I will give life to world that’s our own.” as you step one last strong step. After you die, you see each of you’re past selves sitting right where you left them, waiting for you to come back. They each whisper your last words to them back to you, before all singing them at once, a chorus of memories, dreams, and life.

This is one of the nicest comment sections you'll find.

The lyric “I’ll say goodbye soon” always scares me, I never believe in goodbyes, only “see you later”. Even then I know goodbyes are inevitable, it’s something I don’t want to experience. Call it immature, or even unrealistic, but it’s just how I feel

i commented here about 4 months back to say a thanks to the people who saved my life when i was in a simpler time. i was in a pretty shitty place and i honestly intended it to be my last goodbye to them incase they ever found it. but as is evident i’m still here, no goodbyes things get better i promise they do. the world keeps spinning sometimes you just gotta run a little harder to catch up with it

Here's to all the friends that never logged back in ever again. Edit: I keep coming back to this comment to read the stories being shared. Thank you all for sharing your memories.

This song: Ever feel depression? Me: No This song: *_Do you want to?_*

Imagine your friend saying “sorry I have to go off I’ll be back in a bit” and they never come back, and you listen to this 7 years later or smthn. So Sad

"Hey, let's build that diamond house tomorrow!" "Yeah for sure!" *last seen online 7 years ago...* "I built it....."

“Depression is like living in a body that fights to survive with a mind that tries to die” -Anonymous

This reminds me of when the hero knows they must die to save the ones they love. Truly a masterpiece.

5:25 The final goodbye... For anyone who needs it, you are loved. May not seem like it, but you are. Just keep going. I know it's hard. I know the shit you'll probably have to go through to want to keep going, but you'll overcome that. Just wanted to let you know you matter. You are worthy of love and care. You are worthy of having someone there for you. You are worthy, of staying alive.

“It hurts the most when the person who gave you the best memories becomes a memory”-Naruto Uzumaki

Every sad among us tiktok ever

every couple of months when im completely numb i return to this song. it helps me feel and even tho its sad feelings, at least its better than none at all

I hope someone sees this comment... Im alone and i always feel like in my own world.... no one wants me no one likes me... Im all alone in my own never ending world where im inferior.... I wanna die but i cant... why am i still alive...

"Whats the point of living if youre just waiting to die?" -Gundham Tanaka.4th Execution

"Its better to have frenemy,Than having fake friends" -Tom and Jerry

It’s like as if the song is giving a message of like “appreciate what you have even if it seems bad it could get much worse” and overall gives off a happy but sad feeling around it which brings peace to me and many others

Hurting someone is as easy as throwing a rock in the ocean, but do you know how deep that rock goes? -Unknown

A dog doesn't check his watch. A bird doesn't need to know the time. A cow doesn't doesn't worry about tomorrow. But Man, Man is different. Man is the only thing that uses time. Man studies time. Man looks back on history. Man looks to the future. Man... is the the only thing afraid of time.

"If I die smiling, smile with me, if I die emotionless, still smile, because your smile is beautiful, and thats the last thing I want to see before I go back home." - My Auntie

I once had a friend and she had a brother. Two years ago, when covid hit, her brother took his life. I remember when i heard that I was so sad. I hope he’s doing better wherever he is now.

“People have imaginary friends because their the only friend that understands them”- me 2021

The original sounds like a storm is coming, this sounds like stars falling out of the sky upon us. Epic.

This song feels how the earth would feel like if it was lost drifting off in space

This never fails to break my heart in the best way possible

I was so close to giving up in my twenties after dealing with a heroin addiction. I remember sitting there many many times telling myself this is what my life is and nothing will ever change. I considered taking the easy way out and ending things on my terms. I have always been a prideful person and couldn’t stand the thought of the people I’d hurt. Long story short, I’m 32 and 15 months clean today. I started my own business 3 years ago and made over 150k in 2022. Even when things seem dark and you don’t see anything changing. Remember there’s always a light at the end of the tunnel. Focus on the light in your life. No matter how small it is keep your focus on that light and make your way out of the darkness. As long as we’re living we have the ability to change our lives and create a better life.

The comment section:(selling depression) Everyone: i'Ll tAkE yOuR eNtIrE sToCk

"Suicide doesn’t end the pain, it just passes it to someone else." - Unknown 2021, stay strong together

This song brings me sadness and fear all at once, I’m growing up too quickly and the world is too expensive now, I’m afraid I won’t make it, I’m afraid I’ll end up homeless and fall down, and maybe I just want to be a kid a little longer, because I’m 15 and have never once felt loving parents, and once I’m 18 I’ll age out of the system and I won’t be able to ask for some platonic love from adults, and maybe I struggle to even get a job because I spend my days daydreaming in a fantasy I’ll never be able to live, and maybe I know most find me annoying but I can’t stop, and maybe I’m scared to die but maybe I don’t want to live this life, I want to live but this isn’t it? And maybe I know the end is inevitable, but please let me have a good rest of my life? I just want to die happy and nothings working for me right now, I’m not Christian, I won’t pray to a higher power, but if there is someone or something in charge up there, please let me finally be happy, I’m so scared, I’m so scared but the world expects me to just get back up and succeed, I’m in a first world country and yet I live everyday in fear, maybe I don’t have the problems of shootings in America, or the suicide rise in Europe, maybe I don’t get beaten to a pulp, but does that really mean I have to be ignored? Please just fix this, I don’t want to live like this anymore and I know I’m just one worthless life but please I’m begging, just a little love, I promise I’m nice, sure I don’t do much other than daydream but I’m trying, and I know it doesn’t seem like much but I am, but I’m not sure how much longer I can keep this up for, and I’m not really sure what I’m asking of or who I’m asking too, but please. It’s tiring, and I’m so scared I’m not gonna make it, how will I be able to pay taxes? How will I get a house? Will I be able to buy clothes and groceries? And the worst part is I’m certain the answers no, and I’ll end up just like my parents, or worse. And I know I’ve said it thousands of times but I’ll say it again, I’m so scared. Wow, ok I didn’t mean to go on like a vent, umm if your reading this and you read all that thank you for taking the time to do so? Sorry if I have inconvenienced you in any way, and I hope the rest of your day or night is lovely, good luck in the world. ❤❤❤

Hey y’all, don’t take life too seriously! Enjoy yourself while your here, against all odds. Nobody’s gonna make it out alive, just have a good story and make the most of it. Nothing’s more real than the friends, memories, and adventure that you’re gonna have along the way!

LISTENING TO THIS WHILE WORKING ON MY VIDEO GAME IS DESTROYING ME EMOTIONALLY

"All right I'll see you tomorrow" -last online 7 years ago gotDAM i didnt expect this many likes

I remember last year I would play this version of the song on my TV while crying onto my boyfriend, wondering if I should end it all. Ironically, we were huge EDM fans. I was barely hanging on by a thread, and I almost... Skip to late 2022, and I might not be "recovering", but hey, I'm still alive. Thanks past me, for not dying.

the world is harsh, to see someone you love go. I wish you could've been here. I love you derrick. -me to my cat

Somewhere in the world at this very moment a friendship is coming to a end

“Does it really get better or do we just get used to it?” -random person

This song reminds me of my grandpa. He died a year ago. I will never forget him and look forward to being able to hug him again and thank him for everything he has done for me. He made my childhood more beautiful! I miss him so much 💔

This truly is a masterpiece. I wish more music like this came out. This just gives me goosebumps

For some reason the line "don't blame yourself" really comforts me..

It hurts... thinking about how as a child, you've made plenty of friends and as time goes by, you notice many branch off away from you. Not only that, you remember them... their faces, their names, but you're the one that's forgotten. Being able to pass by, or see old friends warms the heart, but knowing they see you as a stranger.... hurts. You may have forgotten me, but I'm always wishing the best of luck to all of you.

I remember listening to this when I was 9, it calmed me down from my anxiety and made me feel happier.....my parents would call me dramatic whenever I cried, my friends just stared at me and called me a dramatic coward, but this song really helped me with my emotions. I'm now 11 and have depression, anxiety and su1c1dal thoughts, yet this song still helps.. thank you.

"I'm special, cause i was born into this world" ~ereh

"It looks like our couch days have come to an end." "oh... why?" "Well, see that light up there?" "yeah? what about it?" "It's coming toward us. Toward the planet." "why would that hurt us?" "Oh, Lazo. You don't know... you would never know... I'm so sorry." "no! explain!" "Alright.. remember when I told you about the stars?" "yeah! the lil fireflies up there!" "Well, they're falling now. And they'll uh... make this place so bright that we can't be here." "wait.. so we'll have to leave? where will we go?" "Um.. I don't know. Someplace else. it'll be nice there, though." "do you promise?" "I promise." *Impact*

I’ll miss you I don’t know what happened to you You logged off one day Never returning But I miss you I’ll never forget you Thank you for the memories Thank you for the laughs Thank you for the ideas Thank you for the calls where we screamed at each other because one of us let the cows out of the pen Thank you for the stupid doodles we did to mock each other Thank you So much

*Thank you, I'll say goodbye now.* Wheat fields billowed and flocked harmoniously in the wind as doves took flight and followed the first shine of the Northern Star. An orange sheet covered the sky as the aymesthest purples and obsidian ribbons plastered the sky, bringing the new dawn of night to come. *Though, it's the end of the world.* I stood at the end of the forest pathway, expecting the worst to come... but, at the end of it all nothing came. A violent streak of violet shot through the sky with a parade of firaments that followed. My gaze locked on to the sky. The more I stared at it, the more it shrouded me in it's undying beauty. Whether the world is suffering or at peace. The sky will always remain, staring down upon us, opening it's gates to unexplored worlds above. *Don't blame yourself, now.* A hand grasped at my wrist, I turned sharply to see no one was there, but only the faint memory of her smile, pleading for me to go on. *And if it's true, I will surround you.* Everyday, I blame myself for letting her die within my arms, but at the end of it all, I come to realize... she wanted me to strive for the life she'll never have and that... she was satisfied with the last few moments of freedom I had with her, crying out in joy to the world that she'll never see. I swallowed down an onslaught of tears as I gave one last final goodbye to the home that I had always knew, to the ones that raised me and had been with me through hell and back. I gripped on to the straps of my backpack and stared out to the new world before me. A world where humans roam and thrive, a world where no monster had roamed before. *And give life to a world, that's our own.* Tonight, I'll give life to a world that's our own, one overflowing with magic and wonder, reaching endless possibilities, and a world where we are human. With one step, I ran into the unknown, ending the world that we had known.

I’m sitting here in my dark room listening to this crossfaded af just thinking about so many things. This song is great 🥹

"Mom?" "Yes, Sweetie?" "Why are there so many lights? Is too bright out..." "Don't worry, sweetie. That's just the sunset..." "but, it's brighter then when I usually see it." "Don't worry, honey. Let's just keep looking at the beautiful sunset with Honeypot." "Honeypot is really warm, isn't he? His fur is so soft and he's big enough to be my bed!" "..." "..." "..." "Mommy... why is it so bright?" "...Do you know when I told you about the sun? That big glob of warmth in the sky?" "Yea!" "It's coming a bit close to us, like it's giving us a hug. But since it's really hot, that's dangerous..." "But if it's too hot, I might get a sunburn!" "Don't worry, baby. Me, you, and Honeypot can move to a different place." "Where is this other place? Will there be candy?" "..." "..." "...I'm scared, Annalise." "Don't be scared, Mommy." "..." "I don't want to die either."

my mom died 9 hours ago. this isnt a goodbye. its a see you later. i love you.

this song will always give me chills and put tears in my eyes

This is my song. This is the song. The only one that helps me feel motivation. I’ve been listening to this song since I was a child. I’m now 17 and I have 8 months until I graduate highschool for good. And to this day I still get motivated by this song.

“If love is just a word then why does it hurt so much when you realize that it’s not there”-Garra

" dad, why is everyone panicking ? " " no reason, go to sleep sweetheart. " " okay. goodnight daddy, i love you. " " i love you too. " and they never woke again ..

this is what it sounds like whenever you're in a game, everyone leaves and you are left alone

This song to Me is a sharp reminder to make the most of life. One day, I'll die. There might come a time where i drift away from my friends, some of whom I see as brothers. One day, my parents & grandparents will breath their last breath. My siblings and cousins won't always be around. To everyone who sees this comment, don't give up on yourself. Don't give up life. Don't give up on family. We only have one life so don't survive it, LIVE it. Do what you want to do. Become who you want. There won't be a second chance to do so....

"see you next year" said my teacher who dies of Cancer a couple months later, she was absent and said "she would get better" but now I sit and cry. She was one of the most understanding, caring teachers I've ever met. Sometimes, I listen to this and realize it was her time. I miss her famous banana bread, her caring for me when no one else would..I miss you...hope you're afterlife is so much better. No suffering, just living, hope you spend amazing days with your husband. I'm sure he's happy too..we all miss you. You lived a wonderful life. oh, I'm sorry..I'm ranting...

"It's odd, isn't it? People die everyday and the world goes on like nothing happened." - Kyoko Kirigiri from Danganronpa

pov: your sitting in the middle of the battlefield, it’s currently 2508, you can feel the tremble of the soon to be exploded earth under your legs, as bullets flew over and around you, you finally felt at peace for once in your immortal life. your mind begins to wander back throughout the memories of your friends that you’ve met and watched die. a sharp pain through your chest suddenly snapped you out of this dreamland. You could feel your body draining out, It was finally time to feel some peace.

I miss being a kid. I know that’s not deep, and a lot of people probably think that while listening to this, but it’s true. I miss my days in the sun where there wasn’t a care in the world and I had all of my friends and family beside me through whatever challenges I faced. Now the world is gray and lonely, people who were once childhood friends now trying to live up to society’s standards and changing themselves for other people. I can not be mad though. For I fell victim to “normality” also. But by the time I realized who I truly wanted to be, it was too late. I will never be the same again. But I try everyday to not let people shut me down and to stand up for myself more. Thank you for reading. Have a wonderful day. Wow, guess that was deep after all.

He looks at his daughter with tears streaming down his face. ”Daddy, why are you crying?” He hugs his daughter tightly ”Because... we’re going to see mommy real soon.” He looks into the bright burning sky and watches the giant meteor get closer. ”I love you, Rain”

"hey alexis, can you watch your sister while I take a smoke?" "ok!" "thanks...i love you." *smiles* That day my auntie took her life on a third floor balcony leaving me to find her body. I think about you everyday trish. I just wish things were different for you.

This song is really nostalgic it reminds so much of my childhood and it gives me such a weird feeling. It went by so fast, I wish I could go back

Most people think this song is very sad, but I find it oddly soothing and sad at the same time. It's like seeing your mum singing a slow lullaby, then she slowly disappears, then you realize she's passed away

If life was a simulation then this song is the ending credits

*POV: You’re sitting on the bleachers by your school’s football field. You’re surrounded by your friends, they’re all laughing and carefree. Despite the fact, a meteorite is coming down and the scientists have said its going to destroy the world. No one can stop it, so why be sad on your last day? You’re all wearing baggy hoodies and drinking slushees while the only light you can see is the light coming off the moon. This song is playing softly as your friends and you discuss your favorite memories. Then, as the meteorite gets closer you all huddle in and hold hands and start to hum along before it all goes black.*

The most iconic song point 😭 2:00

This song really is something else. It’s just a universal experience, an emotion found nowhere else.

y'know.... this really hits different while sad at 1 in the morning. To everyone who replied, I hope you’re doing okay. I know things are rough right now, and it might not ever go back to how it was. Just know that even if you don’t think it, you have people who care about you. And thank you, for letting me know I’m not alone.

“ I’m not truly afraid of death I’m only afraid of what comes after..”

Every time I listen to this I always land on the same two words… Euphoric Melancholy

This hits different in Last day of high school😢

My little cousin passed away today. He was born 8 days ago with a genetic disorder, and wouldn't survive off of life support. We said goodbye today, and he spent his last hours in the arms of his mom, dad, and brother. Rest in peace, Nico. We love you.

“I make others feel like they deserve the world because I feel like I don’t” -Unknown

Its sad to realize, that If you'd Go somewhere, None of your Friends will really miss you

This might be a track that has one of the greatest EDM drops in EDM history

"The end of the world... Never thought it would come this soon." The woman walks out and stretches, watching the asteroid descend and inevitably crash into the earth. Her dog stands by her side, wagging his tail. He looks at her, eagerly waiting for something. Maybe a treat or playing with her. She rubs his head and throws a stick out, watching him chase after it. "I wonder what my friends are doing now. Maybe they're celebrating their final party, or maybe they're just out there, calmly waiting for the end, like I am." The dog returns, this time with a stick in his mouth. She rubs his head before sitting down. The dog lays down besides her. "Whatever they are doing, hopefully they don't regret it." As the asteroid collides with the surface of Earth, she smiles and hugs her dog one final time. She says goodbye to a world, a world that has given her a kind family, caring friends, a loyal dog, and a pleasant life. She closes her eyes. They don't open again.

One afternoon, on a crowded beach. "Daddy, where did the ocean go?" "It, went out for a bit. It will be back soon though, don't worry." "Wow, why did it leave?" "It forgot to get something." "What did it forget to get daddy?" "Hey, lets be quiet for a little, okay?" ". . ." ". . ." "Daddy, why is everyone crying." "They miss the ocean, just like you." "They look, scared." "Because they're scared it might not come back, but it will." ". . ." ". . ." "Daddy, I don't know how to swim." "What?" "It's gonna come back, but I can't swim. Can you hold me so I don't drown?" ". . ." "Please?" "Sure, I'll hold you..." "Thank you daddy. I can see the ocean coming back, it looks taller than before." "Just, close your eyes, we'll be underwater for a bit but, I'll get us back up." "Okay daddy, I love you." "I love you too."

I’m writing this for myself. I’m sure no one will read it anyway, hopefully no one does. i just need to write it out. I’m scared i’m losing you, the only thing that’s keeping me to you is my bitterness of letting you change. Bitterness from putting you away, from hiding you, from pretending that i don’t care you’re gone. I should’ve never pretended not to care. I should’ve never let the years pass by to where i could not reach them. I hated you for your childish ignorance, but now it’s exactly what i miss. I wished you to understand things perfectly, to act perfectly. That’s what i thought others wanted of you. I know it wasn’t my fault. but still i’m the one that has to make the decision to heal and let you go. the truth is i just wish it would have been fair for you. Two parents, no trauma, no hardships. Especially no insecurity. How much time i wasted telling you that you were fat that you were ugly that you weren’t smart. How much time i wasted wanting it to all pass by quicker. I couldn’t wait for it to be over. because it meant no one could hurt you. But now i’m left with the hurt instead. I wish it were possible to hold you, to let you know that i understand you. To help you understand mom isn’t perfect. To not let it affect you. To show you a better way of thinking. instead of being closed off. I wish it were possible to be there to teach you things that you wished so desperately to already know. That you wished so desperately to already understand. So that you wouldn’t have to figure it out alone. I wish it were possible to teach you how to have enjoyed it rather than to have loathed it. I would teach you that in the moment it seemed dreadful but later you would yearn for it. an impossible feeling to ever get back. It wasn’t as permanent as it seemed. an although you were always looking to the future. towards what was seemingly your safety, you would still learn to love the moment and be able to remember it. Now all that’s left for me is to look back and longingly look for you until my days end up bleeding together and the cycle repeats. Know that i love you so much little one, know that there is someone who understands you. me. i understand you. i DO want to hear what you have to say and how you feel. I hope you can forgive me. I have to let you go. I can’t repeat the cycle again. And while i don’t know how to let you go, i’ll try to carry you in my heart instead of my head. My heart yearns to hold you tightly. Please make your way there. For there i shall fornicate an impenetrable force around you, so you should always remain safe and happy. so you can be understood. I love you. I only hope i can learn to stop looking for you in the past, but also to stop looking for safety in the future. But teach me to love the moment. and the process. To my inner child, to you precious baby girl. I know it wasn’t fair, but you can rest now. for i have you in my arms safe and sound. with love, your forever home -me

Always brings a tear