I wish I was 5 again when life was perfect when life was great when I loved my self when I had no insecurities when I thought everyone and everything loved me but now I’m 12 and live a sh*ty life
Same. The thoughts never stop. Something will happen, and you can't stop worrying. You fail at something and you can't stop mulling over it. Your head is constantly making problems out of nothing. I feel you on that...
I feel horrible about myself over small things but I can’t talk to anyone I don’t mean to be like late or vent or anything but I thought I could yk vent but I feel I have OCD I’m always trying to perfect things or something and I’m really an over-thinker about something so small even spelling mistakes make me think bad things about my self and so I will use things like abbreviations
It's not your fault Your not a problem You are perfect You aren't fat You aren't skinny You aren't the problem You aren't a bad person You are wonderful You aren't a crybaby Your don't deserve them You love yourself You are clean You are kind Your are the person that everyone wants Your skin isn't a paper... don't cut it Your face isn't a mask... don't hide it Your heart isn't a door... don't lock it Your size isn't a book... don't judge it Your life isn't a movie... don't end it Your neck isn't a rope... don't hang it Your body isn't for sale... don't sell it Your brain isn't a stone... don't crush it Your life is an inspiration...be proud of it Love yourself.. you are perfect no matter what you do. The past of you suffering will end Your suffering will end Don't c^t your body your hair Don't kill your self yet. If you have a pet it will make your problem go away They get mad at you for being soo perfect They blame you because you are so pretty/handsome/stunning You are brighting the world.. you are a true star Keep going.. it will past. We love you don't stop being kind to everyone The kindness will speard and the kidness will also pay you back. They love you they just don't wanna show the loveness for you You are so perfect that everyone gets mad and jealous Give everyone a second chance not too many tho your eyes is perfect your nose is perfect your height is perfect your skin is perfect your mouth is perfect your hair is perfect your face is perfect your body is perfect your hands is perfect your fingers is perfect your teeth is perfect your waist is perfect Your torso is perfect your legs are perfect your thighs are perfect your tounge and everything is perfect YOU are perfect love your body and everything You are so greatful for what you have. Ignore the bad people you dont want them to get attached to you And leave your fake friends You deserve better. Don't give up Cheer up aswell Pretty/handsome/stunning person. We are proud to see you alive. We are so proud We love your smile We love your laugh We love your personality So don't give up We love you. We love you so much Don't end it too fast. Don't commit Don't get controled Don't make them control you like a puppet Do your own way Do everthing you like Ignore the rude people Ignore the hate Ignore getting yelled There's people by your side and always be. We love you no matter what you do to yourself. They don't know what your been through They ain't been in your shoes Don't belive them they are liars Love youself. We are proud of you existing here We love you so much.. NEVER GIVE UP You're precious You made it this far. And it's so amazing that you are still here
To whoever reads this, i love you i love your smile i love your laugh i love your personality i love your hair (or lack thereof) i love you even if you have insecurities i love your accomplishments i love you even if you have failures i love your eyes i love your beauty i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate) i love the way you dance i love you on your happy days i love you even on sad days i love you on the days you feel lonely i love you on the days you feel helpless i love you on the days you feel like no one cares i love you on the days you feel forgotten i love you on the days you feel unmotivated i love you on the days you feel loved i love you on the days you feel sick i love you on the days you feel motivated i love you on the days you feel depressed i love you on the days you feel stresses i love you on the days you feel crazy i love you on the days you feel hopeful i love you on the days you feel cuddly i love you on the days you feel clingy i love you on the days you feel amazing i love you on the days you feel beautiful i love you on the days you feel like a failure i love you on the days you feel angry i love you on the days you feel aggressive i love you on the days you feel horrible i love you on the days you feel safe i love you on the days you feel unsafe i love you on the days you feel vulnerable i love you on the days you feel weird i love you on the days you feel ok i love you when you're healthy i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music) i love your taste in music i love your taste in movies i love your taste in tv shows i love the way you act i love you even if you cry i love you when you're kind i love you even if you you're mean i love you even if you're alone i love you even if you can't feel i love you even if you feel too much i love you even if you can't take life anymore i love you even if you feel like it's too much i love you when you're asleep i love you even if you have nightmares i love you when you have dreams i love how you believe i love you when you believe in yourself i love you even if you don't believe in yourself i love you even if you hate yourself i love you when you love yourself i love the way you think i love you even if you have problems i love your solutions i love how you support i love you even if you're in pain i love you even if you're hurt i love your promises i love your secrets i love your attitude i love you sass i love your creativity i love your voice (or lack thereof) i love you hand gestures i love your stories i love you even if you have wounds i love you even if you have scars i love your face i love your past i love your future i love your present i love your outfits i love your style i love your art i love your honesty i love you even if you lie i love you even if you're tired i love you when you're energetic i love how you look i love how you cook i love you when you're adventurous i love you even if you're scared i love your imperfections i love your perfections i love you even if you worry i love you when you talk (or communicate) i love your opinions i love you even if you have headache i love you even if you have a stomach ache i love you when you help others i love you when you're mature i love you even if you're immature i love you in the hard times i love you in the easy times i love you even if life isn't bright i love you when you're responsible i love you even if you're irresponsible i love you even if you fight i love you in your darkest moments i love you in your brightest moments i love your heart i love you in the day i love you in the night i love you at midnight i love you at 3 am i love you at all times i love you at your best i love even if your worst i love the little things you do i love all of you i love you when you're you i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪. From the stranger on the internet who loves you :) (Not my idea but please spread it around, everyone deserves even just a little bit of love.) :}
“Come to Me, all who are weary and heavy-laden, and I will give you rest.” Matthew 11:28 because of him I’m healed. and he wants to heal you too. he’s the reason why I’m alive today💖 And it’s not the end. There are many times in the Bible where they thought it was the end. Like the the death of Jesus. Or like Moses in the wilderness. And even Me I thought it was the end But God rescued me. Even tho your not a Cristian. Give ur pain to Jesus. He loves u.❤ I’ll be praying for u❤❤❤❤
heres a poem i made. (i hope people realate to this 😭) wish. i wish i could disapear. temporarily ofc. i wish hiding in the bathroom wasnt my first instinct i wish i wasnt always waiting, wanting for somone to ask if i was ok. what would i even say? im lonely? im left out? i feel like death its self? i cant. beacause then im a cry baby. then im sensitive i wish i could disapear. not forever tho, just for a day. a day for a break. a day for me. a day without friends. i wish i wasnt so insurcure i wish i didnt belive what people say. i wish i was that cool pretty girl that everyone loved. i wish i was her. i wish everytime i looked in the mirror i didnt want to gash my eyes out. i wish i could dissapear. temporarily... of course.
To anyone reading this... •im proud of u for u •im proud of u for getting up out of bed •im proud of u for brushing ur hair •im proud of u for going to school •im proud of u for crying •im proud of u for trying •im proud of u for not giving up •im proud of u dor asking for help •im proud of u for ur beauty •im proud of you for eating •im proud of u for trying to eat •im proud of you for drinking •im oroud of u for being ur best • im proud of u for being urself •im proud of u for what u are •im proud of u for how hard u try •im proud of u even if u dont try •im proud of ir face •im proud of how u look .... ❤❤im proud of u and every feature about you ur pefrect❤❤
I'm probably not alive anymore the moment ur reading this, these are just my last vents to feel better about myself. Knowing i changed many people's lives, knowing i influenced people, knowing i made mistakes, knowing I TRIED makes my feel a little bit happier., with those two things you can change a lot of things and people. Sadly, i lack the traits to partake in society and i dont think i can go further in life. It pains me knowing i'm leaving so soon, but what's there to it if i don't have anything that cheers me up. My reason to go is: I'm too weak, every little comment that someone makes about me cuts so deep. And whenever i ask for help its either the typical ''It's fine'' or the ones that just go ''same, haha''. I'm starting to go insane. Don't even get me started on the whole education system. All i do is just sit in my bed and dream of being a kid again. i hate the way i look, the way i smile, the way my face looks, my body shape, my personality, my anger issues, the way i talk. There's no reason for me to keep going, sobbing like a failure every night, it'll be better for me to just take my own life, with no regrets whatsoever. I don't think anything can change my mind to not commit, the only individuals i will be missing are my cat and dog, they were always there for me, on the days that i cried, on the days that i smiled and laughed, i love them very much. The way they get along, the way they wait by the door when i come back from school. Now i'm going to cherish the last moments of my life after typing all of this out. Goodbye everybody. Hello everybody, as you can see i didn't commit. I found a therapist and i'm slowly recovering from all of my trauma. I just wanted to thank you all for these messages, they inspired me lots. You are the ones that saved me. i cannot describe how grateful i am. i hope that everything comes out well for everyone in the end. Have a great life everyone
Hey, it must be hard for you. I won’t say I understand what you’re going through but if you’d like to talk to me about all this I’m going to try my best to listen and help you. Please give life one more chance. Perhaps you should call a suicide hotline and they’ll help you a little. If not reply to my message and I’ll try to help you in every way I can. Your feelings, anger and sadness are all valid. Please reconsider. There are people willing to help you, if not around you then on the internet.
I have become a monster. I have been violent,aggressive,mean,lying,holding back tears,hearing voices,etc. I’m so done i can’t even physically cry. And wanna know the sad part? It’s all my fault.
To all the people with positive comments thank you ive read 3 very very long ones its all so positive and kind thank you for reminding me not everyone is hateful and rude you all should be blessed❤
“Come to Me, all who are weary and heavy-laden, and I will give you rest.” Matthew 11:28 because of him I’m healed. and he wants to heal you too. he’s the reason why I’m alive today💖 And it’s not the end. There are many times in the Bible where they thought it was the end. Like the the death of Jesus. Or like Moses in the wilderness. And even Me I thought it was the end But God rescued me. Even tho your not a Cristian. Give ur pain to Jesus. He loves u.❤ I’ll be praying for u❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ Godbless u❤
If we wanted to suffer how did we get here?..:) if we wanted to suffer why did we die inside? If we wanted to suffer... nobody would be here...at all..pal..😐👍🏾
My anxiety is getting worse as I get older man😭 like damn I thought it was bad before but I didn’t know it would get this bad. I can’t live a second without being paranoid. I really want to stop overthinking but I can’t.
to the person reading this, It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to lose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain through your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make a change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved because you are, I love you through all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe your heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tried to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but don't your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it when you don’t feel like belonging then build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind want to have it. As one of the stars you see other stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in their life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence, and when you can make me feel that way then you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story, not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you then don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart then I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they are :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general then I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s the night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s the day for you, don’t start it with such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such a mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water every day in the morning, and so on. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s the evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course, you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self-care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer, I want you here. I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not a weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you to a song as your friend. “Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you. In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here. I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay? Life for those who couldn’t smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug-like it's your last one. If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :) have a good day and a great year.
overthinking is natural for me. it doesnt matter where, when, what the actions were, my brain always manages to give me something to feel scared about. i get constantly bullied and any little mistake reflects the next ten years of my life. and if you saw my personalty in school compared to my personality with friends, you wouodnt be able to tell what we are the same person. its too hard to cope with. i just stare directly at the floor and do the bare minimum - whether thats going from point A to point B. and my friend groups are small since i prefer it that way. but i feel like such a bad person so much. and theres no way to change the past. the future is now, and every time youve messed up negatively affects you in some way. im at a new low.
Keep holding on man... I've been there too. I would suggest journaling, it really helps. It did for me anyway... Even if it doesn't though, just remember that at the end of the day there are always gonna be some folks that care about you. I'm sure you'll get through this.
What you said here " if you saw my personality in school compared to my personality with friends, you wouldn't be able to tell what we are the same person," I am the same way, no one understands, they won't believe us if we tell them our problems because of our false personality, and we can't just change it instantly or else they think its just different, no one listens, no one ever did listen, I hope you have found yourself in a better place, and if not, I hope we can, one day. -From a Stranger, going through the same...
I constantly feel like everyone is looking at me judging about everything I do so I tend to look down while walking and I not confident in conversation anymore. I want my older self back.
““Come to Me, all who are weary and heavy-laden, and I will give you rest.” Matthew 11:28 because of him I’m healed. and he wants to heal you too. he’s the reason why I’m alive today💖 And it’s not the end. There are many times in the Bible where they thought it was the end. Like the the death of Jesus. Or like Moses in the wilderness. And even Me I thought it was the end But God rescued me. Even tho your not a Cristian. Give ur pain to Jesus. He loves u.❤ I’ll be praying for u❤❤❤❤
What good is a God who does nothing to stop this pain? Who does nothing to help the animals, the plants, or even his own followers? What good is a God who killed almost all of life, because he felt like it? What good is a God who tortures the children of a criminal? Those children were innocent. Hell, heaven may be pleasant, but even then... Won't our boredom cause suffering? There are many arguments against immortality. I shudder to think about the slow and inevitable decay those lambs would face...
@@baneofaraarasirdubious5614 He’s there. There’s a reason u see this. He wants to help u. And God caused the flood because the hearts of men were evil and it broke his heart. Your still alive for a reason. And God doesn’t torture the children. It breaks his heart to see them in pain. And we won’t be bored in heaven. I’m sorry u see that way. Jesus loves u. I love u. I’ll pray for u
It hurts so bad that they only see your mistakes... They don't see me being so so fucking sweet.. and me giving them what they want and what they need.. they don't see me trying.. I remembered that time when I confess I have a depression, they didn't believe me... They say I'm overreacting and it's just a phase.. it's been 3 years now since I have this stupid depression... 4 weeks later I finally snap and yelled at them.. and now I am in the airport with my mom because I'm too "naughty" and I should fix my behavior... I didn't think that me finally snapping (FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE) is gonna change everything. Today, I realized.. that holding my feelings and being silent is better and im not good enough for them.
Hey man dont listen to them, try to start small talk the slowly try to transition into the reason why you wanted to talk to them, and if they still won't listen then ask a friend to help
When I was younger I wanted to turn 18 so I can do a lot of stuff. Now look at me the time flew so fast and I’m 18 i feel depressed, over the years my depression got worse it Kinda took over me. It’s eating me if that makes sense my sh dosent stop it’s like a addiction I can’t quit. I feel numb, helpless, no one can hear my screams
Your skin isn't paper, don't cut it Your neck isn't a coat, don't hang it Your body isn't a book, don't judge it Your life isn't a movie, don't end it Your heart isn't a door, don't lock it Remember to always love yourself no matter what you come against This is not my word, I'm spreading it to the 1% and now its your turn :)
“Come to Me, all who are weary and heavy-laden, and I will give you rest.” Matthew 11:28 because of him I’m healed. and he wants to heal you too. he’s the reason why I’m alive today💖 And it’s not the end. There are many times in the Bible where they thought it was the end. Like the the death of Jesus. Or like Moses in the wilderness. And even Me I thought it was the end But God rescued me. Even tho your not a Cristian. Give ur pain to Jesus. He loves u.❤ I’ll be praying for u❤❤❤❤ And yes true❤
{VENT} I have three best friends, they would always be there for me. During all the times past, they got all addicted to the internet. I asked them to play, but they ignored me. They got affected through the internet, and not a day, two of my best friends always mocked and insults me. I overthought, what did I do? what happened to them? Are those words for me? Ever since my parents fought and I told them, they spread my story, to the whole class. I TOLD them not to tell, they broke the promise. After I got home, I went to my room and cried quietly. Now I realized, that two of my best friends are toxic according to Google, except my one best friend. Even though she is always bored, she always listened to my tale and explained my feelings. She never insults me, she never mocks me, and she never says anything toxic to me. I feel grateful that I got a good and innocent friend like her, even though her grade isn't that good. She was the greatest friend ever I've ever met. One day, I heard 2 of my friends, gossip about me. edit : slaylists slayed, i used to hear this playlist when I got stressed.
“Come to Me, all who are weary and heavy-laden, and I will give you rest.” Matthew 11:28 because of him I’m healed. and he wants to heal you too. he’s the reason why I’m alive today💖 And it’s not the end. There are many times in the Bible where they thought it was the end. Like the the death of Jesus. Or like Moses in the wilderness. And even Me I thought it was the end But God rescued me. Even tho your not a Cristian. Give ur pain to Jesus. He loves u.❤ I’ll be praying for u❤❤❤❤❤❤❤😊
The last day of school, a wonderful time for all students. A day of reflection, and happiness, thinking about your future adventures. As Colin left the big doors of the place he had grown up, and met the best friends of his life, he took one last look before getting into his mother's car not knowing he would think about that moment for the rest of his life. "Bye guys! Ill see you soon!" he said after driving away, only not knowing that maybe wouldnt be so true. On the way back home, his mother asked him how his last day was, getting the usual reply of "it was great!" After arriving back home, Colin was glad that summer had started, and he could rest. The days had zoomed by, ultimately ending him up at his brand new high school. Colin was not the type to love school, but he went in with a happy face anyway. He did not know anyone there, and he was still fguring everything out, until he ran into a group of kids that looked around his age. Colin had said hello to them, but only received a nasty look. He did not think much of this and went on with his day. After about a week of this, he just wanted everything back. He had no freetime due to the immense work, and no friends. He became hopeless, and just wanted to return to his place, his home, he wanted his friends, he wanted to laugh, he was lonely. No day was enjoyable. He would come home, not speak to anyone, and just collapse in bed, avoiding the wold. This boy was me, my first year in my new high school, not knowing anyone. I learned to make friends and make the best out of my situation, and you need to too. A lot of people love you and don't forget that. I believe you can make a change.
100 reasons to stay alive: 1. to make your parents proud 2. to conquer your fears 3. to see your family again 4. to see your favourite artist live 5. to listen to music again 6. to experience a new culture 7. to make new friends 8. to inspire 9. to have your own children 10. to adopt your own pet 11. to make yourself proud 12. to meet your idols 13. to laugh until you cry 14. to feel tears of happiness 15. to eat your favorite food 16. to see your siblings grow 17. to pass school 18. to get tattoo 19. to smile until your cheeks hurt 20. to meet your internet friends 21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve 22. to eat ice cream on a hot day 23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day 24. to see untouched snow in the morning 25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire 26. to see stars light up the sky 27. to read a book that changes your life 28. to see the flowers in the spring 29. to see the leaves change from green to brown 30. to travel abroad 31. to learn a new language 32. to learn to draw 33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them 34. Puppy kisses. 35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek). 36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them. 37. Trampolines. 38. Ice cream. 39. Stargazing. 40. Cloud watching. 41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets. 42. Receiving thoughtful gifts. 43. “I saw this and thought of you." 44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you." 45. The relief you feel after crying. 46. Sunshine. 47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention. 48. Your future wedding. 49. Your favorite candy bar. 50. New clothes. 51. Witty puns. 52. Really good bread. 53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time. 54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.) 55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling. 56. The smell before and after it rains 57. The sound of rain against a rooftop. 58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing. 59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them. 60. Trying out new recipes. 61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio. 62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage. 63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable. 64.Breakfast in bed. 65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater. 66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning). 67. Pray (if you are religious) 68. Forgiveness. 69. Water balloon fights. 70. New books by your favorite authors. 71. Fireflies. 72. Birthdays. 73. Realizing that someone loves you. 74. Spending the day with someone you 75. Opportunity to create meaningful and lasting relationships. 76. Potential to learn, grow, and evolve as a person. 77. Joy and happiness in the little things. 78. The power to inspire others. 79. The ability to create art, music, and other forms of self-expression. 80. To explore different cultures, traditions, and ways of life. 81. To make a positive impact on the environment and help protect the planet. 82. Experience the joys of parenthood and raise a family. 83. Learn new things and develop new skills. 84. Create a legacy that will outlive you. 85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed. 86. Cuddles 87. Holding hands. 88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world. 89. Singing off key with your best friends. 90. Road trips. 91. Spontaneous adventures. 92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes. 93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees. 94. Thunderstorms. 95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland. 96. The taste of your favorite food. 97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning. 98. The day when everything finally goes your way. 99. Compliments and praise. 100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realize you did it. Ps : Never forget you are a beautiful person Life is so beautiful so live, live like no one else exist, live for yourself, don't care of bad people, you are strong, i love you 🫶
Sorry, I'm Russian and I'm writing through a translator. Thank you for such kind words, they make me live!)) I wish that everything is fine with you and that you are always full of strength!💓
““Come to Me, all who are weary and heavy-laden, and I will give you rest.” Matthew 11:28 because of him I’m healed. and he wants to heal you too. he’s the reason why I’m alive today💖 And it’s not the end. There are many times in the Bible where they thought it was the end. Like the the death of Jesus. Or like Moses in the wilderness. And even Me I thought it was the end But God rescued me. Even tho your not a Cristian. Give ur pain to Jesus. He loves u.❤ I’ll be praying for u❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
@@Yui_An «Придите ко Мне все труждающиеся и обремененные, и Я успокою вас». Матфея 11:28 благодаря ему я исцелен. и он тоже хочет исцелить тебя. он причина, по которой я сегодня жив💖 И это не конец. Много раз в Библии они думали, что это конец. Как смерть Иисуса. Или как Моисей в пустыне. И даже Я думал, что это конец, Но Бог спас меня. Даже если ты не христианин. Отдай свою боль Иисусу. Он любит тебя.❤ Я буду молиться за тебя❤❤❤❤❤
ur skin aint paper dont cut it ur neck aint a coat dont hang it ur head aint a target dont shoot it ur not a book so dont judge it just be you thanks for listening goodnight or day where ever u are ❤💕💕💔💔💔
Seeing so many positive comments and people helping each other when they're on their worst, just fills me with hope, It's just wholesome to watch this comment section, made me think about venting my traumas here too
“Come to Me, all who are weary and heavy-laden, and I will give you rest.” Matthew 11:28 because of him I’m healed. and he wants to heal you too. he’s the reason why I’m alive today💖 And it’s not the end. There are many times in the Bible where they thought it was the end. Like the the death of Jesus. Or like Moses in the wilderness. And even Me I thought it was the end But God rescued me. Even tho your not a Cristian. Give ur pain to Jesus. He loves u.❤ I’ll be praying for u❤❤❤❤ And no. Overthinking doesn’t make u. That’s not what God wanted it u to be. He made u a child of him. He found me and wants to find u. If you know what I mean❤
A lot of people say growing up is hard and you shouldn't want to. When I was a kid, I had horrible parents. Growing up and getting a job was the best decision I ever made.
I don't know what I did to get here but since I'm planning to go for a Psychology major, the comment section is a great place to analyze mental health.
Remember...There's nothing wrong with your eyes. There's nothing wrong with your nose There's nothing wrong with your height There's nothing wrong with your skin There's nothing wrong with your mouth There's nothing wrong with your hair There's nothing wrong with your face There's nothing wrong with your body There's nothing wrong with your hands There's nothing wrong with your fingers There's nothing wrong with your teeth There's nothing wrong with YOU you are perfect. I am so proud of you:) You made it this far. You are amazing:) Don't give up. NEVER GIVE UP you're pretty You're precious Don't need to be insecure abt your face. You are so beautiful
Last year (2023) was the worst year of my life, because the only thing I remember from it was my bf dying of heart disease. I was in PE when I got a text from his family member. I thought it was him but when I read it I ran to the bathroom and broke down. I’d lost someone so dear to me, it hurt like no other feeling I’ve felt before. My friends say let it go. But I can’t let him go, I feel like if I do I’ll forget him forever. And i don’t want to I truly loved him with all my heart. The worse thing was, he didn’t tell me he had a heart disease, he told me he was going to Florida to go visit family, I said my goodbyes and I love yous. He said he was going to be back in a few days , he didn’t text me for a week and it just happened. Boom…gone.
I-I feel just lonely I don’t like to cry but yet i still do I hide it every day and yet I still like I’m nothing we all made one mistake as kids that was the worst of all it’s that we wanted to grow up so fast im 10 and writing this to everyone.
Lol here’s a lil about me I’m the youngest daughter out of three older bros. The first two never bully me but the third one does. He gets mad at me for everything. One day he said the family would be better if I was never born.😂😂😂. He never apologised. And it’s stupid but I can’t get it out of my mind. I think he was right. I mean I’m not talented and I’ve just always wanted the best for them🙂 Anywho thx for reading have a lovely life❤❤
I'm sure you've got something you're good at, everyone does; it's just a matter of finding it. I'm sure in your own way; you're a cool person to be around.
I love your hair I love your eyes I love your nose I love your gender I love your mouth I love your face I love your grades I love your heart I love your sadness I love your happiness I love your loneliness I love your kindness I love your voice I love your singing I love your art I love your practice I love your work I love your time I love your music taste I love your strength I love your handwriting I love your weakness/weaknesses I love you when your kind I love you when your mean I love you when your smart I love you when you dont feel loved I love you when you are you I love you forever I love you now I love you every day I love you every month I love you every year I love you every second I love you every minute I love you every hour I love you every time you cry I love you every time your happy I love you every time you are you ----------------------------------- You right there, yes im talking to you. You are an amazing person, you can do anything your heart desires, you can have fun, you can be yourself, dont be someone that you dont want to be, be you. Love yourself for who you are. you never know if you'll see somebody that you love for the last time. Live life, be kind to people, ignore the haters, keep being yourself for who you are. ---------------------------------- I love your neck, dont hang it. I love your body, dont cut it. I love your life, dont end it.. ------------------------------ I love you 1% I love you 2% I love you 3% I love you 4% I love you 5% I love you 6% I love you 7% I love you 8% I love you 9% I love you 10% I love you 11% I love you 12% I love you 13% I love you 14% I love you 15% I love you 16% I love you 17% I love you 18% I love you 19% I love you 20% I love you 21% I love you 22% I love you 23% I love you 24% I love you 25% I love you 26% I love you 27% I love you 28% I love you 29% I love you 30% I love you 31% I love you 32% I love you 33% I love you 34% I love you 35% I love you 36% I love you 37% I love you 38% I love you 39% I love you 40% I love you 50% I love you 51% I love you 52% I love you 53% I love you 54% I love you 55% I love you 56% I love you 57% I love you 58% I love you 59% I love you 60% I love you 61% I love you 62% I love you 63% I love you 64% I love you 65% I love you 66% I love you 67% I love you 68% I love you 69% I love you 50% I love you 51% I love you 52% I love you 53% I love you 54% I love you 55% I love you 56% I love you 57% I love you 58% I love you 59% I love you 60% I love you 61% I love you 62% I love you 63% I love you 64% I love you 65% I love you 66% I love you 67% I love you 68% I love you 69% I love you 70% I love you 71% I love you 72% I love you 73% I love you 74% I love you 75% I love you 76% I love you 77% I love you 78% I love you 79% I love you 80% I love you 81% I love you 82% I love you 83% I love you 84% I love you 85% I love you 86% I love you 87% I love you 88% I love you 89% I love you 90% I love you 91% I love you 92% I love you 93% I love you 94% I love you 95% I love you 96% I love you 97% I love you 98% I love you 99% I LOVE YOU 100% -------------------- I LOVE YOU SO MUCH WORDS CANT DESCRIBE HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU ------------ spread the love around
by the time anyone reads this i will most likely be dead i just want to say i went through alot of pain i tried getting better i helped others rather than myself i think that was my fault i always took on others peoples burdens and made sure they were alright in the end i always helped them all of they are fine now what hurts the most is none of them ever asked me how im doing even after i told them what im goin through and after a day theyd forget even my own parents stopped asking me checking my arms after 3 days right after i got out of the hospital it pains me that no one throughly cares about me and im a burden in everyone life. Every person who has ever gotten close to me i seem to fuck there life up and i think theyd rather me gone but right after im fully gone everyone will say why didnt he come to us for help and i really tried i really did and for anyone who reads this try get help im to far gone to get any help and this painful existence will finally be over all the oain i caused for everyone and the pai n i had to endure for half my life will finally be over i cant remember the last time i was actually happy and someone was excited to see me goodbye everyone
It's been two weeks since this is written...... If by any chance Are you ok..? Are your arms alright..? Do you feel like crying You can But alone or else they will look down to you... But dont worry I don't even know if these words will be read by the person they're meant to.. Damn.. Are you alive Fk..
" There is no "quit" button in your life. " " You might not feel loved but you are very loved. " " People can be jerks. Show them you are stronger. " " People who make fun of you are jealous of you and how you look and how smart and beautiful you are. " " Be careful. You can kill someone with your words. " " When you cry every tear makes you stronger. " " You can't ever say you want to kill your self. You feel like it but when you are dead you will be sorry. " " Everyone is special and different. If you want to be like someone else. Remember that you are you and you are special. " " Remember when you were having fun.. You can still do that. " " You can feel sad. But there is a choice. Want to be happy or sad? " " Remember when you are your at your hardest times. We are all here for you. " " Remember crying at 3am? How about.. Close your eyes and sleep. " " You are special. Some people are jerks! You can't realize that you are stronger then them. " " Why listen to sad music when you can listen to happy music? " " You can handle the changes. I see you and you are strong and beautiful. " " Help your self and get your self a treat. You deserve it! " " You feel like you have no friends. But really you have everyone there for you. Even your bullys. " " Have fun in life instead of being on your phone and computer.. " " Go outside for a minute and breathe.. In and out 5 seconds. "
Everone else talking about the bad thing Me : thinking about the bad memories and comparing them to all the good ones .im litterally crying bc all memories i create now are bad and depressing i cant handle this cruel world its hurting everone 's mental health sometimes i wish i was dead everone calls me ugly and insecure and a slag and everything im sick of it now im thinking of ending it all idc if anyone would cry its for the best everone gets tired of me within a few days everone thinks im annoying bc im trying to be myself i hate being alive its not fair for the amount of young kids that also go through this aswell .Depression always seems like its a good thing bc i cry that often if anyone whos out there and is struggling ily ur beautiful
I suggest you try journaling, I'm sure you're a great person to be around. Even if you're not the greatest person in the world... There's always the future. I wish you the best of health man.
it’s not your fault…you are perfect and pretty and beautiful and skinny, god made you beautiful ❤️ he wanted you to love your face, body, legs, lips, smile If you are reading this…you are beautiful 🫵
Why do people at my school laugh at me? Why do my classmates always talk behind my back and gossip about me as if i done something wrong? Why can't they just, leave me alone? School is draining me and it's not even a joke anymore. my second year in HS and i already wish i disappeared. I dont want to see those people who keep judging my weight and call me "fat" as if i didn't hear. I'm tired of dudes from my school take me a picture and stare at it just to laugh at it Why is this happening to me? I never say anything too..i never go out because of this situation. I dont want to see people that i know because im very scared of what people think of me. And it's all, because, of school. I'm so stressed out that, i started to vent to myself in app note. I want to tell my sister and my mom what is happening to me. And it's really affecting me. I used to joke about it in middle school, but in high school? It's real hell. I stopped talking to my 2 friends, i stopped going out, i stopped everything because im gaining too much sadness in my life. They ask me "whats wrong?" And i never want to say what's up. I keep everything to myself and it's really too much. Now im more insecure than i was back in middle school. God i wish i was not like this..i wish i was not this fat and that i took care of my body enough to make my papa proud..i wish i didn't hate myself this much. i wish i told those idiots a word when i heard them trash about me. i wish i wasn't this SCARED to go out because of some people. This shows how high school, can ruin you too.
If it means anything, I care. I suggest journaling. It helped me when I was at a low and I think it might help you. Might sound cliche but... Things do get better. It might be a matter of perspective, but they do.
Unlike her, I don't have any friends. I did my best not to lose her, I never expected her to apologize, no matter how much it broke my heart. I did what she said like I was a pet, and whenever I went against what she said, I was the bad one. I gave everything to not lose her, and in the end, I'm all alone again. Am I the problem or am i just trying too hard?
You're not at fault, people can be snakes, they pretend to love and care, they suck you dry, then they discard you...she did it because she's broken and doesn't love herself, she can't love others in the state she's in. She took you, a kind person, used you for all you had until it no longer worked anymore for her and left, selfish and uncaring of you and your feelings.
Dont be easy to follow other people words,follow your hearts and minds it knows what you need best just like a mother,it encourage you to be better and a good person do what you need,not what you want take carefull steps,if you're not sure or worried that you're wrong then just rethink your actions from 1 and try to take the right way dont forget to take care of yourself well. your mouth and lips can share happiness with just a smile dont worry to much,just shrug it off and focus what's in front of you first if you need anything,il'l be there if i can.feel free to vent and il'l just listen and give you my wishes of goodluck.
I use to seek videos like these and reading the comments would make me smile. Now these videos find me and I don't read the comments anymore because they make me cry.
These songs made me cry out loud and it feels better.I just had a fight with my toxic parents again ..I don't get it ..I don't get why do we always have to fight over some stupid stuff .. I just wanted to run away from this family..
My family is the same way, I feel you girl.😔 At this point, all you can do is wait, and act as if you don’t care, then cry in your room quietly so they won’t hear you. We’re in this together.
I don't know either. Life is weird. Family is weird. I only have 1 true friend and she is the only one who keeps me from going insane while I deal with the ups and downs of a family that all lives in different, judgemental worlds.
I’m losing everything, my friends, my dog is being put down soon and most importantly my dad.. he drinks all the time doesn’t eat or sleep and is super stressed and depressed to, I just want everything to be happier again. Im on the brink of suicide and I don’t know what to do anymore :(
hey stranger, i dont know much about what your going through. But you should know that it will get better someday. Its really OKAY to feel this way. Its okay if you cry all night long. Somedays can be really hard to pull through. And you are here now it proves how strong and amazing you are. YOU matter to a lot of people so please cheer up. I hope this helps you and I Love You❤
I'm right alongside this other reply here... I don't know if I'll ever understand or relate to what you're going through but it does get better. I suggest journaling with anything you've got if it means anything.
I’m Losing myself winter is just one of those sessions that I just hate bc it’s a depressing season and I wish I could just sleep past it. Or I wish I could sleep and never wake up.
To whoever reads this, (not mine, I’m just spreading it around!) i love you i love your smile i love your laugh i love your personality i love your hair (or lack thereof) i love your insecurities i love your accomplishments i love your failures i love your eyes i love your beauty i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate) i love the way you dance i love you on your happy days i love you on your sad days i love you on the days you feel lonely i love you on the days you feel helpless i love you on the days you feel like no one cares i love you on the days you feel forgotten i love you on the days you feel unmotivated i love you on the days you feel loved i love you on the days you feel sick i love you on the days you feel motivated i love you on the days you feel depressed i love you on the days you feel stresses i love you on the days you feel crazy i love you on the days you feel hopeful i love you on the days you feel cuddly i love you on the days you feel clingy i love you on the days you feel amazing i love you on the days you feel beautiful i love you on the days you feel like a failure i love you on the days you feel angry i love you on the days you feel aggressive i love you on the days you feel horrible i love you on the days you feel safe i love you on the days you feel unsafe i love you on the days you feel vulnerable i love you on the days you feel weird i love you on the days you feel ok i love you when you're healthy i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music) i love your taste in music i love your taste in movies i love your taste in tv shows i love the way you move i love the way you act i love you when you cry i love you when you're kind i love you when you're mean i love you when you're alone i love you when you can't feel i love you when you feel too much i love you when you can't take life anymore i love you when you feel like it's too much i love you when you're asleep i love you when you have nightmares i love you when you have dreams i love how you believe i love you when you believe in yourself i love you when you don't believe in yourself i love you when you hate yourself i love you when you love yourself i love the way you think i love you problems i love your solutions i love how you support i love you when you're in pain i love you when you're hurt i love your promises i love your secrets i love your attitude i love you sass i love your creativity i love your voice (or lack thereof) i love you hand gestures i love your stories i love your wounds i love your scars i love your face i love your past i love your future i love your present i love your outfits i love your style i love your art i love your honesty i love you when you lie i love you when you're tired i love you when you're energetic i love how you look i love how you cook i love you when you're adventurous i love you when you're scared i love your imperfections i love your perfections i love you when you worry i love you when you talk (or communicate) i love your opinions i love you when you have a headache i love you when you have a stomach ache i love you when you help others i love you when you need help i love you when you're mature i love you when you're immature i love you in the hard times i love you in the easy times i love you when life is meh i love you when you're responsible i love you when you're irresponsible i love you when you fight i love you in your darkest moments i love you in your brightest moments i love your heart i love you in the day i love you in the night i love you at midnight i love you at 3 am i love you at all times i love you at your best i love you at your worst i love the little things you do i love all of you i love you when you're you i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪. From the stranger on the internet who loves you :) (This one if mine) I will always be proud of you. I will always be there when you need me. I will always free my time for you. I will always try to put a smile on your face. I will always try to make you happy. I will always give you hugs when you need them. ♡♡ You are good enough. You are worthy. You are pretty. You are handsome. You should be proud of who you are. You are amazing. You are fun. You are determined. You should never compare yourself, and you should be happy and proud of who you are. Don’t worry. Everything will be okay. Everything happens for a reason. Trust me! Always appreciate small things and be happy about them. Always enjoy the moment while it lasts. Never judge a person too fast. Never compare your self. Never do self-harm. Never hate yourself. Never think about other people’s opinions. Have a good day! ♡ (Spread this around !
If you're having a bad day, just know that there is always at least one person in your world that can brighten your mood, think of them, think of happy past memories. focus on the present and future not the past, keep on pushing through! If you have no one, think again, I am here for you, though I may not be a therapist, it doesn't matter, I understand you. I love you, you are amazing, you can be whoever you want. Just remember that I'm here. If you're su!c!d@l, don't do it, it's not worth it. if someone has made you feel this way just know that they aren't worth it. I'm here, keep me in your mind and anyone else you may slighly like. Just remember that there will always at least be one person who will miss you. I may not know you or what you are going through, but you'll make it through. Just remember babes it's ok to feel this way, it's ok to vent! Bye bye love y'all! Edit 1: Please don't do it please I'm begging of you don't k!ll yourself, my brother is su!c!d@l and it hurts so much, so I'm doing everything in my power to make him feel happier. Please don't do it you are worth it, you are loved, you are valuable and please go see someone if you are feeling this way. it won't last forever. And I just want you to know that I love you all so much and that I'm proud of you, you will make it through your tough time!
Well this is my goodbye I know what you said but it hurts more than anything thank you for the support but I can't do it I can't deal with life I'm so sorry but goodbye
It comes to a point where there's level of pain nobody can ever take away. For the simple fact that it will never leave you until you die and leave this sick cruel world. The dark reality is you just have to try to live with it. All while keeping yourself sane in a world where there is no such thing as sanity cause the world has gone insane. On top of that insanity isn't bound to anything and has no restraints. Which honestly The line between sanity and insanity is so grey and blurred. It would be hard to tell difference. So what do you do in a world that has gone insane?
Strange. Their sorrows... Why strive to live? Your pain is immense, and even the greatest of pleasures are fleeting in nature. You may fulfillment isn't like that, but on the other side, there's unfulfillment and dissatisfaction. Why live? Why continue this cycle by making a family? Why? You people really do perplex me.
