timestamps: 0:00 - alien blues - vundabar 2:37 - first love/late spring - mitski 7:08 - my alcoholic friends - dresden dolls 9:53 - mother mother - hayloft 12:13 - losing face - wilbur soot 16:05 - where'd all the time go - dr. dog 19:58 - violent - carolesdaughter 22:29 - she likes another boy - pig 25:54 - my kind of women - mac demarco
TW SH: im tired of everything, im tired of my dad's angry issues, im tired of my mum victimizing herself, im tired of my false friends, im tired of wanting to cut myself again, im tired of feeling empty, IM TIRED OF EVERYTHING
I have a big test tomorrow for my culinary (cooking) class and if I pass that test I will be able to cook! Pray for me 😭😭Give me all the luck you guys have
Hello again I am back to say that this playlist is amazing and I also have a request for a playlist, is there a chance you could make a playlist about shifting thank you :) also what happened to the animation meme playlist I couldn’t watch it anymore :(
the animation meme playlist was taken down for copyright:((( I have to reupload it and change a few of the songs bc I won't let me upload it bc a few of the songs had copyrighted materials;((( sorry! and also OFC I'll make that playlist rn related to shifting! ty
@@sleepykarl soo ok sad it got taken down I was looking forward to listening to it when I saw the notification you uploaded but I’ll be sure to be happy to listen to it when it’s re uploaded :) also thank you for the shifting playlist I’ve been trying to shift for 2 years and I need a big confidence boost
@@LilithsSounds it's actually already been re-uploaded mate! and I'll be making the shifting video in a little bit and might not upload it until later tonight or tomorrow, sorry! I'm actually on my way to guitar lessons rn lol
Vent…..ok,this may come off as intense at first when I say this,but im..fucking..TRYING..they say Im not but I am,they tell me they don’t think im a failure but I know that’s what they are thinking,I know they think im just a stupid,lazy shit,who can’t do anything but lay in bed all day,which is true..so I guess I should just die,there’s no point to my life anyway..why do some of these people I know love me?? Why do people like me?? Wtf do people see in me!? Im not smart,or cool,or funny,or cute,and im always crying over little things,im just another shity failure,with no direction in life,idk who I am or what I want to be,im just lazy,can I just end it all now? I think I’ve lived long enough…❤️
"Do better" "Why are you always tired" "Just focus" " I'm doing the best for you" "I had it worse" "You're not depressed" "You need to actually try for once" "It's easy, you learned it last year" "Stop staying up at night" i do take their advice. But it never works i try and try.
I totally understand that I get told stuff like that especially "where you up late last night?" or "how long did u stay up?" I hope you get better with whatever problems that you have or might have later on I know that your doing you're best! keep it up I know its hard but you got this its gonna be ok. And remember that you are loved!!
i just wanna give everyone a hug because i dont want people going through hell like i did, i wanna be everyones guide. but it sucks tho bc it feels like im walking back in hell more and more
Tw-small vent (sorry just had to get it off my chest) Why is nothing I do good enough for them. I couldn't go to school because how shitty I felt. I switched schools, now I attend my classes but get no work done. It's better then before yet they still want more. "Work in school then we can do extra work at home to catch up" I thought I was supposed to work on my mental health at home?. "Just fight it" I have. For 14 year's I've been fighting. I'm tired of fighting it all leads no where. Hell, sometimes it ends worse then I started. It doesn't work. And you're shitty ideas to "help me get better" only lead to more expectations I have to meet. I've always tried to do better then my sister to show you that even though shes a horrible person you still made a good kid. But Im no longer your little girl... I'm a guy you'll never understand no one does. I don't need you to understand, I just need you to respect it. I'm just exhausted of everything. I just want to feel happy again.
I was in love, now i'm in deep pain. I thought sadies would be fun but it was not, it especially hurt when I saw him with here and realised I was played and could never be good enough for him because I wasn't his type. I'm not sorry for telling him I loved him but I am sorry for not being good enough. I'll never be that girl with a clear face, or sparkling skin that just isn't me.. and I guess that's fine. Look what I'm here to say is that though you don't feel good enough you'll always have yourself and that should be good enough because they'll never treat you like other people because you'll always be honest with yourself unlike others.
reminder to everyone that sees this that your feelings and situation are valid 💕💕 if anybody would like to talk, i’m almost always available to! i would be glad to help in any way i can and if nobody else cares about you, then i will 🫶 i will be here if anybody EVER needs to talk, no matter what. don’t be scared to reach out to me if you want to 💕
TW: VENT I can already feel myself slipping and tearing at the seams. I graduated this year and I told myself I'm taking a gap year cause every summer I tried to get a job I had to make up credits (mainly cause I moved barely a quarter of the way through my 1st yr of hs in MD and went to UT to go back to junior high and grades and my mental health killed me) instead. I barely graduated with a 2.5 GPA? I'll have to check, but I had to pull my ass through the last 2 years of hs cause of covid and moving and relapsing and off myself about 11 times and I still feel like that worthless piece of shit being yelled at by my mother for not being good enough, being beaten by my father for not putting enough effort in anything I do. Even though now my mother is "proud" of me and "there for me" and my dad doesn't physically beat me anymore, I feel like that trauma is lingering and washing up on a shore that is me ready to drag me out into the middle of the sea until I've wasted all my energy and drown. It's been so many months since graduation and I've lost all of my friends, and haven't gotten anything done. I haven't gotten my dual citizenship that I'm supposed to get once I turn 18 (which I am), haven't gotten my drivers license, haven't gotten a job, haven't studied over anything to help transition into college next year. I'm terrified to my bones and there's no one around me to help or reach out a hand. I feel like the only way I can become an adult or transition into one is by killing myself cause there's no other way I'll be able to live on my own and support myself. I've never been enough in the first place so how am I supposed to be enough? I'm unmedicated, scarred and barely remember my life- I'm practically worth nothing already... I just- idk anymore...
Pls dont off yourself I know that you can hang in there I cant really understand your problems cuz I am still 12 but I know you can do it You just have to do it one by one putting all the piece of the pusel and then you will be happy with yourself I know you can do it So pls Dont go...
(Vent) I'm in 11th grade now in Germany. 11th and 12th grade are relevant for my graduation and every grade of every exam in these two years will be meshed together and will make my graduation grade. I've got an A in my English exam but it's not an A+. That already means I can't get the best graduation grade there is because for that I would need to get straight A+ the moment I entered 11th grade. Yeah yeah I still have an A and that's all good but it's just so extremely demotivating to be graded that strongly for two years. Also my older brother who long graduated somehow managed to get the full score aka A+ in everything for two years straight. 4 years after his graduation people and teachers still compare me to him sometimes. I will always be the little copy of my brother, good but not quite that good, smart but not quite that smart, confident but not quite that confident. On average I am an A-. That minus is everywhere. "You've worked hard, congrats. I would give you an A but you're not quite deserving of it. So you will get a minus instead. You are a big minus". That A in English was the first straight A I got in a long time but I can't seem to be happy about it. Well I'll be fine. I've long since given up chasing my brother. I just wish school wouldn't grade every breath I take. 6 more exams to go before Christmas
Hi Lange und hart für eine Note zu arbeiten um sie dann doch nicht zu bekommen und die damit verbundene Sicherheit man hätte alles getan, bloß um gesagt zu bekommen das man es doch nicht verdient hat ist eine der schlimmsten Situationen in die man während der Schulzeit haben kann. Ich kann leider nicht sagen das ich die exakte Situation mit deinem Bruder kenne aber ich verstehe sie. Zwar bin ich die ältere von uns beiden doch trotzdem bin ich manchmal Neidisch. Er hatte immer das Glück keine Probleme in der Klasse mit Mitschülern zu haben. Wo er hinkommt mögen ihn die Leute auf Anhieb. Dazu kommt das er immer schon sehr viel sportlicher war als ich. Ich will gar nicht zu weit abdriften ich hier soll es um dich gehen und deswegen möchte ich dir sagen: du bist mit diesem Gefühl nicht alleine. Mit dem Abitur und dem damit verbundenen Druck ist Schule echt die Hölle. Wobei ich auch sagen muss das ich davon überzeugt bin das du die Prüfungen mit Leichtigkeit schaffen wirst. Ich wünsche dir alles gute und viel Erfolg bei den Prüfungen und das du während der Ferien noch Gelegenheit hast dich auszuruhen. Hab einen schönen Tag/schönen Abend. Ps: ich bewundere dein Englisch es ist fantastisch!
@@fiah.128 Dankee. Es muntert mich echt auf dass du dir die Zeit dazu genommen hast mir sowas langes zu schreiben. Ich kriege das schon irgendwie hin (hoffentlich mit nur ein paar nervenzusammenbrüchen statt vielen haha)
I'm glad I discovered you, you're playlists are amazing, and I can relate to so many of your playlists, like this one. This playlist is actually will help me let my emotions out. Thank you so much!!
awe hey, there's no need to apologize for not replying to any video - you don't have to leave a comment at all! really your too sweet yourself, thank you
I read at school: my parents yell at me I don’t read at home: my parents yell at me I watch TV while I do crafts: my parents yell at me I look at things for sale online (for fun) : my parents yell at me I read at home: my parents yell at me for not getting enough exercise or reading too much I read online: my parents yell at me for being online I study: my parents yell at me for not doing chores I do chores: my parents yell at me for not studying
My confidence and mental health have been draining again. It’s going back to 0% fast. I don’t wanna have thoughts on how I’m not good enough again, on how much I’m a disappointment, many other things.
I never feel like im enough ex: I have to get all A's and B's I have to do my best in volleyball or else my brothers say that i should've never been born My friends are rude After volleyball i have to do my homework and as soon as i sit down my mom takes my phone and says im on it too much. Then i practice volleyball until my arms are red are bleeding and shaking bc i never feel like im enough
omg, I was listening to this last night and forgot about it this morning when I turned my laptop back on. So, I was doing some work and then out of nowhere, and I have no idea where its coming from, I hear this 8:50 It scared me shitless, thought I was about to go into a boss battle
im tired of looking at that one girl and thinking, "wow, she's so pretty. i wish i was her". im tired of fake friends. im tired of being as skinny as a stick. im tired of trying so hard to be better than that one girl. im tired of trying so hard but getting no where. im tired of being so jealous. im tired of fake friends. im just so, so tired.
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