r/TrollCoping - Painful & Relatable 🙃 

Yipee :D

They're so cute!

YPPIEEEE

Hi Click, you're my favourite youtuber and I've watched all your videos at least once. I love how your videos have a safe and fun energy and they always make me feel better after a hard day, take care of yourself.

is cerberus duck something that will still happen or was that more of a joke?

My favourite ‘diagnosis without diagnosis’ is a friend I made last year at my new college (who is autistic) instantly thinking “he’s definitely autistic” before even meeting me

Actually, isn't there study links in parents saying that and then later on, their kid gets diagnosed? Cause I hear this with every diagnosed autistic/ADHD person😂

Oh no

​@@cookieepasel2406 Oh no indeed

Mooooooood

Also, you don't need forgiveness from someone either. You have to forgive you. You have to find a way to live with you.

A couple years ago, I tried to forgive a mental abuser & let them back in after keeping them out of my life for 8 or so years... He came back in & was so much worse than he was in my past. & It just declined my mental health even worse after trying to forgive him for all the pain he originally caused & trying to be the bigger person.

And, if you do ever forgive someone, they don't need to know about it. The forgiveness is for you, not them.

​@@Alleyhellcat4Ever forgiveness doesn't mean you have to repair the unrepairable, it doesn't mean you have to take them back into your life. It's just acknowledging that they did the thing and why, often it takes taking responsibility for allowing the treatment, but then you can just live your life without the abuser. In fact I think you must.

What I found through experience is that I personally find it more useful to try and understand WHY they did it, what made them tick. It doesn't mean I forgave them, but at least it gives me a sense of knowing what happened to me. Although in my parents' case that did end up in me realizing I can't really blame them for what they did bc they just didn't have the faculties to do better.

The fact that so many people keep up the myth that Van Gogh was constantly struggling and mentally down, when in fact most of his most popular and beautiful works were made when he was STABLE and HAPPY even with his mental health not being good. You can be happy and thriving and being helped while still struggling, because life isn't one singular at all time. Everyone has ups and downs and no matter what, you'll make the best things when you are working on being stable and healthy

Ehh I feel like my best work has been in times where I have been slightly unstable or down. You tend to feel more, and therefore more emotion goes into the work. Maybe it's just the work I feel more attached to since it embodies more emotion. I don't miss those times, but I do kinda miss the creativity.

I'm in the worst health of my life right now (I am doing BETTER but it's not what it used to be) and I haven't been able to create like I used to. I hate this. And there's no cure, I just do a little better. I can't make myself food today, I'm in too much pain.

Edgar Allan Poe: Am I a joke to you?

Being validated helps art, not ruin it. Some of the most touching artistic songs are about finally really receiving love ❤️

I dunno whether it is actually just in my head or if it's actually my head

Or freak out and get mad at a RU-vidr who knows nothing about me.

🫂

Sending hugs. You deserve to feel good about yourself.

I could totally use a "Good job" head pat.

@@mistingwolf "Good job" *head patting your head*

If it was tho I would choos HADES! :3

Are you sure? Because Mother Gothel is pretty spot-on...

Frollo

In movies Disney makes villains. In real life Disney is the villian.

@@DarcOne13 I was just about to say that xD

Yeah it feels like they are faking being nice to get something out of me

Similar thing with being bullied as a kid, but it's like 'they must be making fun of me' or 'they want other people to see this so they won't believe me when I say they're actually mean'

And sometimes it makes you feel weird about people being nice to other people. I always feel weird when I see parents and children getting along because I also grew up very isolated, so it's very alien to me. I remember being a teenager and one of the few times I was at a friend's house, he and his mom were joking around and horseplaying (I distinctly remember my friend pinging his mom's bra strap) and I was just sitting there, frozen, waiting for the situation to explode and it just... didn't. My mom always started shouting at the slightest dig (or something she perceived as a dig, which was basically everything) and also preferred to aim for the face. When I turned 18, my mom told me that she couldn't legally hit me anymore since it's now assault, though now she just denies having ever hit me. And the thing is, I think it's a genuine possibility that she doesn't remember. Not because she has memory issues but because she's proved to me time and time again that she just didn't care about me enough for anything in my life to be worth remembering to her. Unfortunately for her, I'm just as stubborn as she is and she never succeeded in breaking me.

Yea, my mom is like a fake nice or like a 50/50 love idk it's weird... I guess a small story time Ok, so when I was younger, I came out as a trans girl (mtf) around when I was 14, and I had a Spur of the moment interest in telling my mom that I'm a girl. I envisioned all these good stories. And I ended up doing it... And it's like, really, fake supportive. As a basically what they said was yeah. I support you as my son. And I love you as my son. And I was like, well? Why can't you love me as your child?... It hurts, I don't like that I have to see them 5 times a week. I'm always on Edge... My friends tell me that I act like an adult nowadays. I wonder if that's why... Did something change when my hopes and dreams were shattered? Personally, idk, but I'm fine I'm still here, aren't I?

Me and my brother were heavily bullied and abused at school (teachers and students) So when this one new girl in high school walked past my brother and gave him a genuine friendly smile, he broke down crying because he thought she was planning to hurt him.

Having a sword and not fondling it often is a _waste._

Also: "It's comforting to have something warm in the palm of your hand." 😂

The only thing you shouldn't fondle when you buy it is a cat. That won't end well for you.

That sounds bad out of context

That sucks. Recently I bought a large, open top fabric basket to put my "currently in wearing circulation" clothes in, it's made it much easier for me to to manage the clothes part of the tidying problem.

I'm so sorry. I hope healing will find you soon ❤. One thing that has helped me is getting a bunch of different containers, and letting my adhd obsess over sorting things into little, smaller things. Like sorting all of my medical stuff, or all of my art stuff, or clothes by color, which helps overall in the end. But if you have to pack up your whole life, set aside the things you absolutely need day to day. Then just dump everything into boxes. It doesn't need to be sorted, as long as stuff isn't spilling into other stuff. That's the only stuff that needs to be packed carefully, as well as the fragile stuff, but you can also use clothing to keep that stuff safe, and knock it out faster. You don't have to pack in any specific way. Just do whatever makes it easy for you ❤

I hear you and empathise - ADHD and Autism as a kid, plus an emotionally abusive mother. Huge pressure to do well at school (educational achievement seemed to be the only value I had to my mother) but yeah, parental 'support' was simply ridiculous and relentless criticism of every other part if my life. All I can say is (as am now years away from that situation) it does get better - therapy gave me a lot of tools to get my own life back, and yeah when those moments of crippling anxiety and low self worth hit I have some things I can down/think to get me out of it.

Omg this is so real. Moving has been horribly stressful for me lately and my stupid fucking brain is making it so much harder than it needs to be, not to mention my diagnosed anxiety disorder 😅 We'll get through this together!!

AuDHD here too to say- Breathe. The anxiety is horrible. Your brain is probably saying all the steps and its overwhelming because you can't keep up. It boils down to surfaces, containers, and floor. Put on something for you to listen to, a podcast or audiobook or even click videos in the corner. And work on one of those areas at a time. You will need lots of breaks, it will take more time, thats okay. Thats normal. You'll get faster as your brain gets used to how it works best for you. And if it feels painful to do that thing at that time? Don't force yourself, thats how you get into burnout/stay in burnout. You'll probably have to cut down on a lot of things to reset and relearn how to do everything. Google will be your best friend. No shame in googling all your 'stupid' questions. Breathe, lay down with some weight on top of you, you got this

Ted Bundy had a ton of people who were certain the police were completely off base. Because they were part of his “other life” where he was a wonderful person who even volunteered at a suicide/emergency help hotline. Then the prosecution showed the bite impression evidence, and he turned towards the people sitting beside him and just kind of shrugged, like “Oops!” Though there are certainly exceptions, most “monsters” do a very good job of hiding what they really are. If they didn’t they’d have a much smaller potential victim pool.

Me and my brother are now roommates, and we went through an upbringing like that. It breaks my heart whenever I'm laughing about something, and he calls out in a quiet voice to check if I'm crying. But also, now that it's just us, he can actually be _allowed_ now to express when he's close to/having a meltdown (autism), _without_ it being treated as inherently outrageous and triggering an unsafe environment. So, sighing in frustration, putting things down heavily. I still really struggle with not instantly having my anxiety triggered, but at the same time I'm so glad he feels safe enough to express negative emotions. It's a pretty tricky balance 😅

oh my god me and my mother and brother do this. 😭 our dad is a narcissist + psychopath that has thankfully moved out.

I wish I was in a living situation where things like this were understood. I live with a family member who knows I have cptsd and I'm autistic, and she still gets offended/angry when she slams the door and I almost jump out of my skin. The other night the back door was kinda broken (she was impatient) so she started hitting the handle with a hammer at like 10pm with zero warning, and then made me feel like a pathetic child for having a panic attack.

My partner and I are a lot like that. We have a lot of separate triggers, but can understand each other's. It helps so much.

I have PTSD from both war and abuse. Any mildly loud sound can get me.

First one that comes to my mind is Nagato/Pain from Naruto.

Yeah that shit is often slapped on ND kids or kids with trauma

@@DustyBrickwall i was both, what's my prize? 😁

@@allyh7075 if there is a prize I didn't get it ether💀

@@DustyBrickwall damn, that's unfortunate 😂

lmao it was a closet padded for music & audio recordings

Yes... I remember the days when Click was being kept hostage in there. So good to see he's managed to escape now 😊

Ah yes the closet of pain, I too remember those days

So glad he came out of the closet!! Sorry, I had to lol

I remember when I was in the closet, and the click helped me realise and give me confidence to come out lmao

They're stealing the joke

And also,for my fellow traumatised teens "I really should talk about my feelings with peple my age" "They look so happy, why shoul I ruin that with my bs?"

​@@martinacocca4225or "I heard talking about stuff is healthy" "they're gonna bully me if I tell them how f'd up I am"

Perfect summary of the last few days.... Well they asked me if I was okay. I said no, really bad. They asked me if I wanted to talk about it. I said I feel like they're going to resent me for telling them. They went silent and then talked about other things, meanwhile I'm thirdwheeling the next 20 minutes of our walk, imagining I'm alone and not a human to make it feel less weird for me. I was brought back in with an uncomfortable question about hunger because of sb they actually care about having some problems. I tried not to respond and to maybe let them forget I was even there, but they pressed me once more so I had to tell them te truth: Yes, I have been so hungry I felt dizzy multiple times before. Cool, cool. Cnversation continued without me. I don't know anymore whether I'm just bitter or still getting emotionally neglected. It's just how things have been most of my life. I dont know when I am in the wrong for not having emotional support and when the others goofed up. Guess I^ll have to stomach this alone for some more time.

​@@LibraryofAcousticMagic3240 I'm here. I see you. You're not invisible, and YOU MATTER.

​@@LibraryofAcousticMagic3240 it sounds like you do indeed need more emotional support than you're getting, but I also want you to know that people are imperfect and will not always respond in the most fitting way even if their intentions are good. In an ideal world, your friends would have responded reassuringly when you said you feel like they would resent you for opening up, but it's not always a response that comes naturally. They probably thought they were being considerate by changing the subject, giving you space to decide when/if to open up. The topic of another friend who is also going through some troubles could even be their way of trying to signal that they have talked about tough topics with others and don't resent them for it. I know it's difficult, especially so when your brain is programmed to interpret everything in the most negative way possible, but it really helps to try to find the kindest possible explanation for someone's behaviour, rather than always assuming ill intent (e.g. "they hate me", "they don't care about me"). It won't always be true, but people are generally more kind and caring than you think, especially when you're going through a rough time. You can also test the waters a bit by talking about your current emotions, such as "you changing the subject made me feel left out of the conversation" and if they're willing to listen to that, it'll be easier to trust them with your heavier emotions. Just try and not phrase it in an accusing manner ("why did you change the subject? You made me feel neglected"), I know it's tricky to communicate about these kinds of things, so take small steps. I hope you'll find the support you need and that whatever is making you feel bad will get better soon

maybe god gave me all these insecurities and problems because he was scared of me using my full potential. well played god...well played

hello fellow former gifted kid, waving over here from the land "wow that wasnt just gifted kid burnout it was also adhd burnout as well"

you weren't gifted. you read a lot as a way to escape the loneliness and sadness. if you had your phone back then you'd have started burying your face in that a lot earlier

@@sidarthur8706 "dagnabbit all you youngins and your damn phones" mate you realise the gifted kid label is for kids who did well in school, right? they weren't just bookworms. hell, i wasn't even a bookworm unless non-fiction counts. and like, to escape the loneliness and sadness? puh, no. it was for fun, egghead. i don't even use my phone, anyway. i use my laptop all the time, but i've had it for a long time and that started *after* my burnout, not before it.

@reheated_rav there's no need to be defensive, i wasn't attacking anyone. i was in the national academy for gifted and talented youth, it doesn't mean anything. i didn't say that phones are necessarily bad, what i meant was that a lot of smart people became smart because they had a special opportunity to work on it. of course non fiction books count as books and believe it or not you can learn a lot more from non fiction than from fiction. obviously we read a lot for fun, we didn't do it out of masochism. it was the most fun thing available to us. and that's why we're 'formerly gifted' and not actual functioning adults

Interestingly, this also works with work-related know-how. If you fake your proficiency until you're actually good at your job, you'll see right through the other fakers. Or so I read on the radio....

I was smiling like a dorkus, definitely a brain juice squeeze

Oh dear gods not the pathOwOgen

At this point the Click is a Carrier of the pathowogen

Freuwudian Slip

And it's not even the first time he said it

@@mromg8282 Really? Lol.

Ooh, yes daddy, give me your swo- no NO NOT THAT SWORD!

​@Aurora-CA Yes that sword. Coward. (Hehehehehe)

WHAT😨

"OK, to be fair, I fondle my sword a lot." -The Click

D:

❤yay 🏳️‍🌈

Good for you. 👍

I’m a trans woman lesbian so happy pride :3

As a gay man, I've never felt lesbianism, but I DO own many pairs of scissors. Happy Pride Fam

​@@tornado4588 I feel the power of the intersectionality radiating off you in waves. It's so cool.

Just remember that acid in your mouth softens your dental enamel, and sugar feeds the bacteria that create cavities. Once you've dealt with the immediate crisis it's good to firstly alkalise your saliva by mouthwashing with bicarb soda or something like it to re-harden the enamel, and then brush your teeth to get rid of the sticky sugary film left on your teeth from the candy. Damaged teeth are expensive to fix!

@@tealkerberus748 wait so do you just... pour baking soda into water? what ratio?

@@digitaldritten It's not lots - I think the spoon I use is a quarter or half teaspoon of bicarb, in a small cup of water. Undissolved bicarb is an abrasive, so you don't want that on your teeth when the enamel is soft either.

Right there with you!

Passive aggressively spreading peanut butter.

I'll scrub you like the dishes.

​@@entirescarcityouch, this literally happened to me today. The most frustrating part is that she also gets mad at me when she can't...get mad at me? Like I do the dishes the millisecond I finish eating and then she gets passive aggressive with me because she doesn't have an excuse to be angry. Also the more I push myself past my limits (chronic pain and health issues) the more she expects, it feels like nothing I do is right.

Oof, yep.

The internet tells you that journaling helps with mental illness but movies tell you that the journal will be found and read. It really is a situation of pick your poison. Personally, I admire you for at least taking the chance that it could work out. My socially anxious butt waited for way to long to start a diary and it was only when I was convinced of 2 things: My housemates didn't care about me enough to read up on me and that apparently, my handwriting was real ugly. Either way, I think journaling helps. You just gotta find someplace to hide it.

​@@LibraryofAcousticMagic3240 i just invented a whole new albhabet that only i know so noone can read it.

​@@culteyeoftaxfraud1143 My exact thought process, I now write journal/diary in a code. I know the chances of someone coming in, finding it, and reading it, are quite low, but it's the fear that stays after it happened once already.

Yikes. Sorry your boundaries were stomped on

9 is amazing! So is 16! Perfect squares forever

Nah, mine 72; 9 is chill though, too

5

i like 8 because it lights up all the lines on the digital clock

@@hollyjollyxmas not only that, Nichola Tesla like 6 3 and 9 because of a math trick he knew, you start by one, and always do times 2, if you reach two digits, you put them together So it goes: 1x2=4, 4x2=8, 8x2=16, 1+6=7, 7x2=14, 1+4=5, 5x2=10, 1+0=1 Then it loops infinitely. The only numbers missing are 3, 6, and 9 so we are going to start with 3 3x2=6 6x2=12, 1+2=3, and then it loops But if you start with 9 it does 9x2=18 1+8=9 and it loops only with itself

YES! Literally it is like having rats inside of your skull scratching but they can never get out. I was genetically fucked coz I got MDD through literally all my past family members pfff

imagine if someone told an amputee to just grow their limb back. or told someone with epilepsy to just not have seizures. My brain needs to be retrained, _Rachel_ I can't just "get happy"

I have to attempt to be kind to myself. Some days, it works.

@@grmpEqweer I feel ya there.

❤

Thank you for commenting this

OP perfect comment! But I'd like to add something... When you think I am normal, or everyone goes through the same stuff as you do, or I'm just bad, it isn't the disease you're lacking it is perspective. There's nothing wrong in asking for advice or for help. The people who shame you for it have a stick so far up into their butt that they can see it through their mouth. Mental healthcare is healthcare. It is good to visit a therapist even if you've got nothing wrong because sometimes it takes someone to confide with to feel better. Edit: Sorry for the bad English it isn't my first language...

That's nice to say, but when you live with incompetent, abusive family, you really are alone.

Heyyyy good night. Have a lucid one, sir!

@@LibraryofAcousticMagic3240 thank youuu

It's mid afternoon where I am but I hope you have the best sleep ever tonight ❤.

@@ccman322 well, it’s afternoon here too? i will never decline a happy afternoon!

Good night, my friend! :)

At least he did realize that was also wrong 😆 And I'm pretty sure he was right about the "marsupial" thing, too, so that's worth some Partial Credit points EDIT: He got me! I did indeed pause to comment on that before reaching the part where he figures it out 🤣

@EmperorDodd same. He got me too. But im still making fun of him cause I can. Lol

​@@michaeljenkins178 I watched the whole thing before commenting. Twice. But i'll still say (Star Wars quote voice enabled): "That's no racoon..."

Yep cue the renewal of furry accusations

I thought him calling his palm a paw was adorable. Does that mean I'm a furry? 👀

I was searching for a comment on this 😂

@@LisaJPStuff no. You're a furry because you probably like anthropomorphic animals

@@cartoonkeeper it's only an accusation if it isn't true

I was like: Ugh that's cringe. Then I paused and thought. This is the best I will get today. I WILL TAKE MY INTERNET HEAD PET THANK YOU, SIR!

I think I unlocked a new kink

Thank you for the head pat, Click. I'm not getting one from anyone else anytime soon.

Ugh, yep. My parents gave me a diary when I was like 8 "So you can write in here if you don't feel like talking". I didn't use it and hid it very carefully so I could tell if it was moved. Yep, it was put back, but not perfectly so I never wrote in it.

I just saw your texts that said I go through your phone. How could you say such an untrue statement about me???

What is love?

Baby don’t hurt me

Don't hurt me, no more

That's pretty normal. People who have ADHD or similar conditions are also more likely to listen to the same song til they get bored of it and then listen to another one on repeat.

@@AIHumanEquality I still listen to them and sing them.

Oof, felt. For a long time that was the whole of the Moon and Antarctica album from Modest Mouse.

@@dakotakae ah, for me, I think one of the latest songs that made me cry was "The Last Resort" by the Eagles. That was a few years ago, though, lol

Asking for a friend…. Any advice for anyone that wants to get the fuck outta the USA after college about pros n cons of Denmark?

child abuse is trying to please your abuser to make things better only for them to grow worse over the years until one day you understand they won't become good to you anytime soon if at all. But now they expect you to continue to please them.

​@@LibraryofAcousticMagic3240 I don't like how right you are rn 🥹

@@thestoryKeeper123 I'm sorry for speaking an ugly truth. Hope you are doing well

I can't emotionally support myself, but Jesűs do mine take care of it in my stead! Animals can pick up on your needs. One of my cats is my emotional support cuddler, one alerts me to oncoming migraines and gives "purr therapy" on my worst pain days, our female clowns around when I'm cranky, and my youngest is the house taskmaster keeping us on schedule, bugging us to feed ourselves, escorting us to the kitchen, observing food prep, escorting back upstairs, then he goes to the dry food to eat together with us. Be it a cat, a dog, a rodent, bird, or a snek, you will find an animal that you can care for that will care for you. ❤ Hell, even goldfish recognize their owners! I've even heard good things about tarantulas if that's your thing. If you decide to go the cat or dog route, walk through the local shelter and see if one calls to your soul. Especially the "mature" aka older pets.

Me too :(

Hey- for yall worried about not being able to take care of an animal… get a cat. Not even kidding, seriously, adopt a cat. When I started college, I was so depressed, like a depression I’d never had before, but once I brought my cat from home I was so much better. Cats are low maintenance (usually), and they genuinely can make you less depressed and you can pay them attention, but they don’t require it all the time like a dog. Seriously, they reduce anxiety and I highly suggest adopting a cat if you can financially afford it, they will genuinely save you.

Serious question. Are possum and opossum words for the same animal? Can I say I have a possum one day and opossum the other?

@Diridonda While they are both marsupials, they are also different animals. North American/Virginia opossums are the only marsupial in the U.S. There are other species of opossums that live in South America and southern Mexico. Australia has possums, though. I think they named the "New World" versions after the Australian version because they look kind of similar. Please note, I'm not an expert and there may be more info.

@@EndisNai thanks! I’ve always wondered, if they were the same animals, or possum was just a diminution of opossum.

is that friend yourself?? bc same😅

Crazy, my psychiatrist just mentioned Anhedonia during my appointment 2 days ago. Maybe I can graduate from clinical depression to major depressive disorder. Yippee! Just something else to add to the "Oh, that's not how it is for everyone?" list.

Losing interest completely isn't normal. Not being as interested is normal. I had toy dinosaurs I played with. Not interested in playing with tiny dinosaurs anymore but I still think they're cool toys. And it's not just child to adult. Even as an adult your interests can shift around.

@@AIHumanEquality I wasn't referring to what I liked as a kid to what I like as an adult, or even losing interest a little bit over mundane things. I mean like losing motivation to interact with things you love as an adult like your hobbies and passions despite still enjoying and loving them.

@@KuzaiRain You literally wrote "losing interest" though. So you can see why someone would be confused by you not meaning that.

@@AIHumanEquality ​I don't even think you read what I said. I said " lose interest and fascination with your favourite things/hobbies" and you stated "losing interest with mundane things like what you enjoyed as a kid". Which are two different things.

It’s okay to feel like this, I get it. I get having a suffocating home life where you’d rather hide everything because telling someone might make it worse, but it does get better. As a teen I never believed this, but it genuinely does get better and hang in there, it will be hard at first once you get out of that bad environment, but it’s so much better when you make it through, you got this ❤

Would be a fun video game idea lol

@@spiffytails9658 Just getting chased by Click- Could be it's own funny/horror kind of game lmao

I wouldn't run from Click 😃 I just showered. I do smell good. But he'd probably run from me 😅😅 I'm not as young as my profile pic! 😂

@@LisaJPStuff I read too fast sometimes, I read "I would run from Click" at first- 😭😭😂😂😂

@@LisaJPStuffbeen binging Click videos and had a WEIRD ass dream that I ran into him in an airport (which is in itself delulu because I’m terrified of flying and haven’t been to an airport since the 90s) and he sniffed the air, said “I KNOW that smell! You’re coming with us!” And grabbed my wheelchair handles and started running through the airport pushing me so fast I was sure I was going to fall out of the chair and be run over by this crazy Swedish man. Honestly, not the worst dream I’ve ever had! 😂

a fellow system in the comments of a click video is not something I thought I'd see

My demon headmate is my emotional support demon. She orders us pizza and plays video games.

I have found our people

I love how just a couple hours later DissociaDID posted a video about demon alters, yt is weird sometimes Also, Hi fellow systems!

Post a comment about being a system early in a Click video and you spawn every other system who watches him, it seems.

For the first time. Again. 😄

YES, SOMEONE WHO THOUGHT THE SAME THING AS ME

Congrats! You’re *CLINICALLY DEPRESSED~!* That is a real psycho-symptomatic effect of depression.

more like an old, ignored warning sign found after 15 years too late

PriDEMONth!! 😈

​@sashamacritchie2427 yes it's actually demon month

@@total.peace18 yes and the emotional support demon is now RAINBOW 🌈

I have noticed it when I listen to a song I like. But I am not a smoker. Interesting.

..... *shakes the brain* DID YOU LIE TO ME ABOUT THE DOPAMINE??

Vivid is the word. It makes things more vivid because your receptors become properly fueled and functioning. You get the same effect as well if you inject adrenaline and to a lesser extent ingest caffeine.

@@AIHumanEquality Can't say I've every experince it with adrenaline, though I usually had more important things to focus on when my adrenaline started pumping. Neither with caffeine.

@@DefaultFlame I was talking about the drug not natural adrenaline and if you don't get perked up by caffeine you should see a doctor about that cause something is wrong with your processing.

and yes... the "she cries to make me console her" is very relatable.

We are proud of you for taking out the trash

That idea kind of already exists. An anime/manga called Berserk.

@@AIHumanEquality That's just the basis of my character idea, the idea you're thinking of has been done many times and I am aware of that.