She was everything to me man. This was 2 years ago. I got my first car and we rode out of town to her family's old cottage that was located in a forest. That night we just sat on the hood of my car and watched the stars, it was as if time stopped and we realized how infinitely small we are compared to the universe. I had loved her long before that but at that moment I felt as though I loved her even more. We stayed there for a week but it was the happiest time of my life. I miss her smile, I miss the softness of her hair after she washes it, I miss her jokes and how she would turn our bedroom into a fort and force me to watch some Disney movie in it. I miss you everyday Liv.
I know how you feel, my husband of 23yrs recently left because I lost weight. I was slim when we met then put on a lot of weight during pregnancies & had trouble losing it for years (was in a lot of pain) finally managed to lose the weight about 2 yrs ago & kept it off. But husband just left one day with no warning 4 mths ago & eventually told me the sparks aren't there anymore and He misses my chest size if you know what I mean. I'm so lost ATM I love my husband dearly and I been trying to go back to my original size for years to be healthy & attractive again for him and me.
this makes me want to jump on the next train, looking out the window, istening to this with headphones plugged in as i watch the world around slip away, without any clue where the train is going to take me.
imagine. You run up the rooftop and breathe in the cold wind. You look over and your loved one, The person you love most in the world is there. You look at their face, Their eyes, and their smile. you pull them close and look above as the stars glisten above you. Shining lightly as it caves in the beautiful night sky. You look at the clouds, Mixing in with the dark blue sky. Making an overlap as the light blue moon shines brighter than all the stars. You feel the warmth and look down to see your loved one has interlaced your fingers. You pull each other into a hug and rock against each other. They hum you this same song against your skin. Your loved one pulls apart and they say against your skin "I Love You".You tear up and say it to them too, You pull up their hand and kiss their knuckles. They kiss you on the forehead and you sit there as the cool wind hits you.It's cold but that won't stop you, as you feel safe, so safe, Man.. what a day...
To the person who read this, It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here. I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend. “Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you. In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here. I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay? Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :) have a good day and great years. I love you so much and am so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words- becho, the stranger that cares more about you than anything :)))
You opened your heart and gave advise .. You are a great person and you don't deserve to pain.. I love you so much even if i dont know you But as i understood from your text , you are a wonderful person and everyone who has met you is really really happy to have you as a friend You are a great soul ❤️
damn we’re all messed up aren’t we. I think it’s interesting how most of us are feeling the same emotion. like feeling a hell of a lot of pain. but also feeling numb. like being to tired to move but having enough anger to take on an army. like how we don’t see ourself in the future and want to die. but are also to scared to die at the same time. But the most interesting thing to me is that although we all feel this, we all have so many different stories.All these stories leading to us being here listening to this song. I kinda find beauty in that idk why.
I don’t understand why and really can’t explain it but this song mostly the beginning just makes me feel some type of way, where it feels like I just need to cry my eyes and and my chest is gonna cave in. I’m not sad at the moment and I was just laughing at a funny video and now, I just feel empty. Empty to the point where I don’t even know which emotion is on right now. I remember last year I was in such a dark place, I felt the need to die to stop the pain. This song was the song that kept me crying. Crying kept me alive to remind me I could feel. Not that the feelings I was feeling were good, but they kept me humble in a way where I could understand it’s not my fault. To understand that I am beautiful and have gone through so much and can hide so much yet I keep going. The things I felt didn’t make sense then because I was feeling sad for many reason. My past, the terrible child hood that made me grow up so fast. My present, the bulling I was receiving because of my looks, terrible grade. My future, would I be able to graduate? Would my family love me even if I kept failing. Even though it was only a few moment ago I didn’t understand why this song made me feel this way, well I have the answer now. This song makes me feel in general, good, bad, sad, angry, shy, scared. This song reminds me that im human and it’s normal to feel everything I have ever felt, for myself, for others. This song keeps me humble. It reminds me it’s ok to cry and be happy, it’s ok to cry and be sad. It’s ok to be me. (Lmao sorry this is all over the place but this is just what I needed to write to move on) I just want to say that everyone is beautiful, no matter ur race, ur religion, ur pronouns. Who ever you love, who ever you want to be is beautiful because it’s you. Don’t let others bring you down because they are afraid to be them selves. Remember it’s ok to feel, it’s ok to remember all the bad shit you went through because it’s shaped who you are today. We may love different we may look different, think different, but our hearts beat as one.
I don't want to grow old, I don't want to stay young, I don't want to live, I don't wanna die. I just want to exist peacefully. No love, No hate. No pain, no fear. Just calm
“if we find ourselves with a desire that nothing in this world can satisfy, the most probable explanation is that we were made for another world” -C.S. Lewis. This is the quote I live by even if it’s not really motivational but ohh who cares
I love the way we all are expressing our feelings in the comment section. It makes me realize that we are not alone and that it’s okay to not be okay. Everything will get better
imagine, you were sitting on the hospital bed at such a young age, dark dull and raining the radio playing this sound, no one with you, the ECG going in the back. staring into a blank wall not knowing when your last heart beat will arrive, you smile knowing that you don't need to worry about anything, friends, love, school, future you knew that it was your time, didn't know how you ended up here. Trying to be sober, you just sit their on the hospital bed hearing people scream hearing babies come out to the light, hearing people sob. But you're just smiling knowing that if no one cared you were going to die, then you wont care that you were gonna die you smiled, you look at your arm drawing hearts all over with the pen that was left next to you, you your close ur eyes, until you hear someone, everyone calling your name, ur eyes become wide open your classmates, your crush, your parents, ur brothers sisters teachers cousins, everyone has brought you something the blue flowers that matched her eyes, a smirk came bursting out into tears, you look at them as they look at you, you look at them every one, ''Thank you'' you say quiety... as your heart stops, and nurses rush over, everyone worried while you're finally at peace, were u wanted to be for years.
I listened a lot to this song 7 years ago in the wintertime. I sat on the floor in my old room, opened my attic window and watched the stars with a cup of hot tea in my hands. Miss these times.
Maybe I've never loved, but you guys are making me cry. You've experienced the worst and the best feeling in the world. I'm young, but I can't imagine how that can happen... It seems so simple to fall in love.
I just want to say thank u , cz I'm was so sad today ur slowed songs give me something no one can give it to me , I just close my eyes at 3 am and listen to ur music love u 😚💋
A boy is sat on a bride in his late teens, and its the start of lockdown 2020, he feels so free because everything is closed and school is canceled, like he could jump off the bridge, it pans to him in 2021 in the newest lock down, wondering how he ever felt so free before
it hurts realizing that your no ones first choice. your never ther person who people want to tell things to, never the person who they want to hang out with, never enough. you finally get to a certain point where you realize that your not enough for anyone, not even yourself.
Não se importe com oq as pessoas vão pensar sobre sua personalidade, apenas brilhe da sua melhor forma em todos os lugares que passares .ELES LEMBRARÃO DE VOCÊ!!
I am crying so hard right now! Because I just realised again, that my whole life is/was fake! That person I love so hard with my whole heart is not real!! I just realised again, it was another imgination, and i am so sick of this! Because I can never live that live, that I builded in my head but I cant stop. I am so sick of this damn world!
Hey I just want to let you know you're not alone.I believe in you!! This world is sick but..there is beauty in it too. You will find love!! I LOVE YOU💛 Keep on fighting!!
As the sun rise I cried knowing the days is repeating itself knowing life is pointless as the sun set i cant wait heading to my bed. dreaming that where I escape that where I found happiness.
The feeling this song gives me is unexplainable… but the best way I can explain it is that it brings back so much happy memories from my past that make me happy but very sad as well, because u will never have a second chance at recreating them or a second chance to relive them again the exact way u did it the first time🥺🥺🥺😢💗 sadly the past is the past and u can never go back so plzzzz make so much memories to remember, ask someone out if u want, but make it worth it cuz u only have one chance😕😢🫶🏽
i used to listen to this song in 7th grade. i was really deep in a bad time. and honestly. i just got used to the pain. nothing ever really got better.
I feel a sheer of emotions and i can't control them anymore. They just want to burst out. I gave my everything and they keep manipulating her and making her believe that i'm a bad person. All i want is for her to be happy, and honestly i would give the whole world to her...
Do you ever feel like you're putting in so much effort to achieve your goals, like graduating faster, getting a job, and helping your parents retire? Despite your hard work, it can feel like you're not making progress, especially when others don't appreciate your efforts. And then you are beeing so hard on yourself too
An Era The beginning of a new era started when my lost mind came upon such a strangled soul like yours. The fire inside of my deflated heart burned intensely for you, and for you only. Giving you some of my unused love was addicting. Nobody will ever compare to someone like you. Every morning, I would look at the honey-crisp sunlight and think of me and you watching it. Every night, I would go in search for a sky full of stars, look at the brightest one, and name it after you. Every heartbeat became stronger and stronger, because it was being fed by your unnamed love. The natural connection that I felt with you was so close and tight, my heart felt so close to you. Looking at your face, it would make me smile like I’ve never smiled before. Currently, everything I’ve been thinking about was the earliest of our memories, when loving from a distance was easy. Every time I heard your voice, it was the same feeling as falling asleep to music. Although we were not physically the closest, the tips of our souls always found a way to each other. Slowly, as time started to unfold itself into a different era, your soul started untangling itself. At least that’s what I thought. I will always be there to catch you from the deepest falls. I will always be there to listen to you, and put myself in the situation, to feel it with you, so you won’t have to be afraid of going through anything alone. Everyday, my mind and my heart asks for you. I can feel the lump in my throat and my voice painfully cracking when I tell myself “you’re really gone.” Even if you moved on and found your happy place elsewhere, you have always been my happy place, and you always will be. No matter how many new souls I will meet in my lifetime, yours will always and forever be my favorite. Never will I come to terms with hating you. You were far too treasured to be forgotten about. Sadly, I knew nothing lasts forever, not even that loving feeling that touched my heart in a way I wouldn’t let anyone else touch. Only in a dream will our friendship last for eternity. I’m holding on to that dream. I’ll be back for you, I promise. I hope I never wake up from that dream because I want to have a pure reality with you somewhere. Even in the afterlife, my heart will beat with more passion each and every day. Never will you leave my mind. You deserved the love that was given out, never ever doubt that. And I know somewhere in between the glimmering moonlight and the mesmerizing starlight, is a type of love that brings warmth on the coldest nights. And sometimes, I would blank out into deep nothingness. I would feel as I’m disconnected from reality but thinking about you brings me comfort. Although you have only stayed a few months with me, I learned to appreciate the moment, I didn’t know it was going to be robbed from me so early on. Your pure, bright smile is forever burned into my soul, no matter how many people try to extinguish it. My heart feels empty without you, the absence of your existence alone is able to put me in a state I have never been seen in before. My heart was hugging yours, I didn’t want to let go but I know it brings you happiness being free so I will let it happen, for the sake of your happiness. May every person you meet show you just how much worth you contain, and just how much love you really deserve. Although the moment with you felt very short, I was sure to enjoy every damn second of it. We are holding hands in my imaginary little universe right now. May the good come to you always, may your soul find it’s way back to me, in another universe. May your heart keep on smiling as my heart tries to stay in one piece. May you get to celebrate many, many anniversaries with many wonderful people. You have brought many un named emotions into my life and I haven’t quite yet became accustomed to every single one or identify them, but I’ll leave that for when I’m ready. When I’m ready to love another. It hurts when I see you going through a tough time and I can’t put in my effort into you anymore, because you’re gone. My job in your life is done, while it’s started for someone else. The fields will forever be greener because of you, the sky will always be bright blue because of you. I hope you will manage in life, and whoever’s job it is to take care of you, I hope they do a good job, you deserve the best. You’re the rainbow after the rain, the sunlight after the storm. Never have I seen anyone shine their light so bright onto a soul like that. You have always left me in awe from basically everything you said. If you meant it, I am beyond lucky to have been said that. I cannot amount how much I really loved you in such little words.. I couldn’t quite understand how you grew on me, how I came to be so attached to you, but loving you was addicting. I’m proud of you through everything, always. Even if I’m not there anymore, I know you’re doing amazing, you always were. I never doubted that. Your happiness will always be mine, seeing you smile brings a smile to my face effortlessly. I think about you day and night. Thank you for being the butterfly in my life. You were so beautiful and the connection I had with you was like no other, but when you flew away from my heart, I knew you were happier when you were set free. I hope you fly back into my heart to visit, my heart misses you every hour of the day. And just like that, it was the end of an era.
For those of you who love mac miller like i do he has a unreleased song with this sample. its called "Pure" -Mac Miller and it starts "How do it feel when you make it? Is every day just another vacation? Livin' needs no reason, just like seasons, they keep changin' Have you seen the people's faces when you take away their pain? That shit is prettier than any picture Monet could've painted" and god does this send the most chill
Rest In Peace Judith 🌹 even though time has passed… whenever I see a mention of the way you and your mother left this earth and the potential you both had… it breaks my heart
I feel so alone. I don’t have anyone who would pick me over everyone else. I want someone who will hold me why I cry and pour my heart out because I’m so broken and tired. I just need someone
I feel ya. Going through the same thing too. Here if you need someone to vent to, I know it may not seem like it, but the world is better with you in it
I’m scared, scared of the ways he makes me feel home, the ways he makes me smile, the way he makes me feel free, and how he makes me be able to be me, the way that I can tell him everything no one else will ever know. I hate The way I look at him with such kind eyes. And I hate that one day I just know he’s gonna leave me even tho will be nothing else but friends. Because he is the only one who makes me wanna stay here and I know it’s gonna hurt when he leaves.
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