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I am always saying WE GOT THIS in real life and online. We all have our own struggles and I believe we can get through anything together. When I was diagnosed with cancer in September, I thought this was my own struggle but I realised my cancer has affected everyone around me. I am a daughter, a girlfriend, a sister, a friend, a cousin, a grand daughter & more. I know my journey has affected everyone around me and I know now more than ever that I have no choice but to get better. Whatever life throws at us, we are going to get through it together. We Got This
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@tiffanythinks
@tiffanythinks Год назад
hi my loving tiffanythinks family. I think I feel like myself again, I needed some days to recover (mentally & physically) & now I am ready for the next step in this journey - I get results tomorrow. I hope you’re all okay and just remember we got this💙always & forever 💙 IG, FB & TikTok: @tiffanythinks💙 Subscribe for more videos💙
@jevaughnreynolds6075
@jevaughnreynolds6075 Год назад
Thanks for posting. Don’t be scared hun. Be open for your results.
@tiffanythinks
@tiffanythinks Год назад
@@jevaughnreynolds6075 💙💙💙
@sharondavies5100
@sharondavies5100 Год назад
Tiffany wishing you so much luck for your results tomorrow. You have definitely got this ok!
@tiffanythinks
@tiffanythinks Год назад
@@sharondavies5100 thank youuu💙💙💙💙
@maryvonneboisson9086
@maryvonneboisson9086 Год назад
Vous êtes admirable ♥️🌹 nous avons ça...
@jacquelinehochstadter754
@jacquelinehochstadter754 Год назад
I had cancer when I was 49 - after a year of treatment and not having the loving family you have, I fought, not many people knew, i tried to do it alone and ask no advice - I put the reason I wasn’t competing with my eventing horses during the last 5 months of treatment on lame horses - husband found girlfriend - You are handling this much better by sharing 🥰 - so many people DO care, not only you are helping them but yourself by expressing yourself. I am now 75, you’re doing this right, love you and admire you and thank you for everyone. You’re going to make this 🥰🥰🥰🥰
@sadia2395
@sadia2395 Год назад
I have been abandoned by family and ex husband whenever I needed them in moment of crisis ( nothin as drastic as cancer though) It indeed cushions the life challenges a bit if someone has our back.I am 39 now and I hope against hope that I will someday find a supportive community.
@rhondanottage5281
@rhondanottage5281 Год назад
You were so brave to have dealt with cancer alone, I admire your strength. God bless you.
@jacquelinehochstadter754
@jacquelinehochstadter754 Год назад
I think if I had shared my feelings more with my family it would have helped them also, and things might have been different. Don’t forget, this was 25 years ago and cancer was still considered ( not quite ? maybe not done !)
@jacquelinehochstadter754
@jacquelinehochstadter754 Год назад
@@rhondanottage5281 my husband was there but needed his girlfriends support and I suppose she was in a hurry to take my place !
@madelinem3216
@madelinem3216 Год назад
Its so king of you to share your story. I hope Tiffany gets some inspiration from you.
@sandrajintoorkar3181
@sandrajintoorkar3181 Год назад
Being and feeling scared is absolutely normal. Feel whatever you need to feel, moment to moment. It's ok. Life is really hard, and unfair. Cruel too. Luckily for you, you have so much love to get you through those tough times. Saying a prayer of strength for you as I watch and a great outcome. Remember when this is over, get counseling to help you recover. You've been through so much. I'm in your corner, we all are! That cake looked yummy too! 🤗 Sending love and hugs! ❤❤
@ajrobinson2738
@ajrobinson2738 Год назад
Hi beautiful Tiffany! Thinking of you! Praying for you, and so hope God answers all our prayers and gives you the best results/news possible! You truly are a beautiful soul! Just want you to remember, you do not have to ALWAYS be positive for everyone else! You are HUMAN, and it is quite OK and Normal to have bouts of anxiety, fear, be down, cry etc given all you have been through and are going through! Allow yourself to feel these things... As my Step Mum would say.. "I give myself an hour to have a pity party, cry, sob, ask WHY ME? etc etc, then get it out of my system and move on" 😂 Anyway, just try not to bottle everything inside, it isnt healthy! Sending you so much love, and know "WE GOT THIS!!!" 💙💙💙💙💙
@jackiemowlds5598
@jackiemowlds5598 Год назад
I’m starting my Christmas baking this week end chemo or no chemo but I and my husband will rest Tiffany when your having treatment you do feel cold so keep warm and wrap up xxxx
@SA-bd8tp
@SA-bd8tp Год назад
Please share your news re results with us ? I have been thinking about this all but 4 days. Love from South Africa .
@elizabethannemckidd8776
@elizabethannemckidd8776 Год назад
The cake looks lovely Tiffany 😍. Good luck for tomorrow and your results. I'm going for chemo in the morning
@coryanne9031
@coryanne9031 Год назад
Being you are getting excited for Christmas and it is a distraction from the stress, how about you pick a subject pertaining to Christmas, holidays, once in a while that we can respond to, like what special treats we bake, clever decorating tips. Possibilities are endless. So those days when you are reading the comments when you cant sleep, can be pleasant and not more questions and worries from our concerns! Hang in there sweetheart you have lots of positive vibes coming your way.
@maryanncanavan2727
@maryanncanavan2727 Год назад
This last segment has really hit home! It's so real, you are AMAZING Tiffany and please don't worry ❤️❤️❤️❤️
@RF1972.
@RF1972. Год назад
I always wish we had an old fashion bakery that would make homemade breads , scones. Cakes. pies etc...🙂
@sineadodonnell986
@sineadodonnell986 Год назад
Glad your more yourself despite impending anxiety’s with results haven’t been great myself as I have carers that come in and the agency have been meddling but I’m writing to the department of health in Ireland to take control of my life
@hemacdonald400
@hemacdonald400 Год назад
When I went with my sister to her oncology appointments I had my questions written down with spaces below to write down the answers. Fifteen years later, I still have my sister and the notebook! Good luck with you appointment, sending my prayers your way.
@sevinurcuhadar8409
@sevinurcuhadar8409 Год назад
I have checked Tiffany`s sister insta account and she shared some stories in the restaurant three hours ago so I believe results are not bad since she shares story at restaurant and it might be celebration of good news who knows. I tried to think positive and wanted to inform you guys. Omg being Sherlock Holmes is enough for today 😁🙃
@areyoukidding1431
@areyoukidding1431 Год назад
I sure hope you are right! 💙
@somehingbouthiseyes
@somehingbouthiseyes Год назад
oh I so hope that's the case! I've just seen the Instagram stories and they went to get cakes and had pizza 🤞🤞💙💙
@marilynpalosaari2387
@marilynpalosaari2387 Год назад
@@chipsnotchunks2620 kinda nosy you be! You the merciless paparazzi? Give her time
@giddygumkins9453
@giddygumkins9453 Год назад
@@marilynpalosaari2387 hahaha she's not paparazzi material, though she might wish. It's the fact she said chose not to read her own scans until the big results appointment that has people on a cliffhanger.... which could just be youtubery shenanigans... but we all care about her cancer story nonetheless! if following what people choose to post publicly on social media is now stalking, that makes us all pretty creepy. LOL.
@Sunshine-zi4nq
@Sunshine-zi4nq Год назад
Everyone is expecting either Good or Bad news. My guess is that it could be status quo. More waiting and watching. Tumour not gone but no immediate danger of progression? Needs monitoring as too early to pronounce her as NED.That could happen too.
@kellyg8856
@kellyg8856 Год назад
Tiffany - can you please provide your followers a concrete, detailed & succinct update in your next video? Your followers can best help you if they have a clear picture of where things stand & that has been lacking for some time.
@JackKirbyFan
@JackKirbyFan Год назад
Tiffany is a master class of strength and humanity. Everyone could learn from her. How to struggle, how to overcome. How to get through a tough situation. All of us as people are mortal and facing trauma is something we all have in common so let's be supportive and kind and understanding. That to me is the greatest gift you can give anyone.
@tiffanythinks
@tiffanythinks Год назад
awww 💙 thank you for your kind words - you're so lovely💙💙💙💙
@LL-wu8zt
@LL-wu8zt Год назад
Well said.
@avarismimi
@avarismimi Год назад
How lovely this comment 🦋🦋🦋💙💙💙💙
@barbarameehan113
@barbarameehan113 Год назад
Amen...well said. Bless you.
@holliethomson6147
@holliethomson6147 Год назад
Beautiful ❤️
@lfjphotog6779
@lfjphotog6779 Год назад
Tiffany- it's been ten years for me. In the beginning, I used to think the same thing- that the rest of my life would consist of scanxiety, scans, waiting and more waiting. Now, ten years out, I find that I hardly ever think about it at all. You will get through this and on the other side of all of this anxiety you will have a beautiful life. All of this will be a distant memory for you and for your family.
@puntinprincess7343
@puntinprincess7343 Год назад
That is what im hoping and praying for her, im happy you made it thru and came out on the other side...
@summergirl9257
@summergirl9257 Год назад
I agree I'm a 10 year survivor too and I can honestly say it does get better there will always be little issues that come up but nothing like being in active treatment
@meenuiyer7011
@meenuiyer7011 Год назад
It is ok to be afraid but getting results means you know exactly the status and take next steps accordingly rather than being in the dark. You have come a long way already with your Cancer journey and you have absolutely got this. If not you, who? 💙
@tiffanythinks
@tiffanythinks Год назад
aww thank you so much 💙💙💙
@dancebasedancer
@dancebasedancer Год назад
Meenu Iyer - this is SUCH a helpful post and I just wanted to tell you this, because everything you wrote in your message to brilliant Tiffany, helps me too, hugely, this evening. So thank you, thank you for these wise words. Just what I needed to hear this evening.
@cynthiadavid5282
@cynthiadavid5282 Год назад
Tiffany decorating for christmas would be good for u it might cheer u up my dear ur a role model of strength hope ur one amazing person love ur smile pesonality is amazing we all could learn from u keep smiling pray and my dear ur so so blessed
@meenuiyer7011
@meenuiyer7011 Год назад
@@dancebasedancer Thank you! I hope you have a good day. Stay positive always because that's the only thing in our control. Our response and attitude to tough situations helps us stay grounded and logical. In this respect, I find meditation of utmost use.
@maureenshea4268
@maureenshea4268 Год назад
Oh that lemon cake looked so good. I buy an olive oil cake that is similar. You don’t taste the olive oil, you taste the lemon, but the oil makes it moist. I’m addicted to it. I’m so glad your sister is going with you. Let her ask everything. And maybe hit record on your phone too. I am anxious for you, but you’ll feel better knowing the results. And then you can move forward to the next step with all the info. ❤❤
@brilovee2
@brilovee2 Год назад
I’ve been a quiet viewer here but just wanted to say as someone who suffers from health anxiety your strength going through something like this is amazing. You have been handling this situation so so well and it truly inspires me to stay grounded and grateful for the health that we do have. You got this! 💙
@janemercer4
@janemercer4 Год назад
Hi Little Bee, I too suffer with health anxiety and I am in awe of Tiffany , she really puts things in perspective for me , she’s amazing . I wish you well with your anxiety I know how hard it is ❤️
@MarilynMayaMendoza
@MarilynMayaMendoza Год назад
I also suffer from help anxiety and some severe health issues as well. Sometimes my anxiety is much worse than chronic illness that I'm facing. Wishing you positive and healing vibes. Aloha
@brilovee2
@brilovee2 Год назад
@@MarilynMayaMendoza you got this 💙
@jaynekittycat9252
@jaynekittycat9252 Год назад
Me to little bee. Even anxious waiting for blood test results.
@alwayschillingx
@alwayschillingx Год назад
@@victoriaf3262 okay if you think she is then please stop watching 😊 us we’ll continue to watch.
@sylviaharding9600
@sylviaharding9600 Год назад
Tiffany you are wonderful but alot of your vidios are so boring. we dont need a cooking show, we all just want to hear about matt and your family and how you are doing medicaly.
@SilverDream1999
@SilverDream1999 Год назад
What a silly comment. If you don't like her videos, don't watch them. I love her cooking.
@lizgephart2040
@lizgephart2040 Год назад
Aren’t you posting today dear ? I hope you are well. If you can please just write ok or something we are worried. Someone here said your sister posted some family picture today or yesterday while you were having pizza so I hope it’s true and you guys are enjoying the weekend.
@willsmith39
@willsmith39 Год назад
She'd posted the video
@tinacollins2055
@tinacollins2055 Год назад
I am thrilled that your sister is going with you to your appointment with your surgeon! There are so many questions that I think need to be answered. She will be a great advocate for you!
@fay791
@fay791 Год назад
Your so correct x
@fatpinkteddy
@fatpinkteddy Год назад
Agree my dad went with my mum and her friend, my mum went with my sister
@rose21821
@rose21821 Год назад
Tiffany...you are cheering us up with your hot chocolate, Christmas scents and baking! You got this! We all love you so much!
@robertashaffer3950
@robertashaffer3950 Год назад
Tiffany! You have managed to make me cry, laugh and speak out loud to the phone all from the same video!! I am alone in the office right now. Good thing no one is here or they would think I'm a bit off! 🤣 You are simply one of the sweetest people out there. The way you describe everything, good or not as good, is said tastefully with such authenticity. Your British accent is so beautiful! It makes everything sound nice! So glad your sister will be with you for the results tomorrow. We, your loving TIFFANYTHINKS family, will be thinking of you, praying for you and will be anxiously waiting for the results. Your lemon cake looked absolutely scrumptious! And yes! There can never be too much lemon! Matt, it was so good to see you. You have been missed. I hope you had a wonderful time at home with your family. Next time you go for a visit, your beautiful Tiffany will be travelling with you!! 😍😍 Tiffany, I want to go to HomeSense now to buy Christmas candles!! 🤩🤩 I am so happy that we will be "stuck with you"!! Being part of your family and cheering you on is so important to so so many of us!! Sending hugs to the 3 of you. Love you guys. WE GOT THIS 💗
@areyoukidding1431
@areyoukidding1431 Год назад
When you say results are Friday, is it yesterday Friday 11/4/22? Not sure if these videos are from last week or so. Sometimes videos lack in time and not up to date for different reasons. Hoping you would continue using the shorts option to avoid the time lapse. Hopefully no news is good news 😀
@lovehoney123
@lovehoney123 Год назад
Yes she said it in her video. It was yesterday.
@lovettdeleted
@lovettdeleted Год назад
she should already have her results by now. she usually films a couple days before posting. so we'll hear from her tomorrow maybe.
@Luna_and_Miles
@Luna_and_Miles Год назад
If you guys were paying attention you would realize Tiffany posts only a couple of times a week, not every day, not every other day, and that she also said it would be SUNDAY that she would be uploading a results video.
@rimabrodie
@rimabrodie Год назад
Yes, she is pretty strict about only posting on Sundays, Tuesdays, and Thursdays. I do agree that a short would be nice.
@claireharris6816
@claireharris6816 Год назад
does anyone know the results yet, so worried ❤
@sandragoss62
@sandragoss62 Год назад
Nope. Nothing 🤷‍♀️
@marilynpalosaari2387
@marilynpalosaari2387 Год назад
She'll post in good time. No pressure on her, please. Give the poor girl the weekend to process it all & to just be with family ❤️
@lizgephart2040
@lizgephart2040 Год назад
I am also worried I wish she just wrote here good or not so good. 😢
@Luna_and_Miles
@Luna_and_Miles Год назад
@@lizgephart2040 It's not fair for any of us to even ask that of Tiffany, I mean, really, for God's sake, this is her personal health information, shared with the public when SHE sees fit to share it, not a moment before. Whatever the results are, they are being absorbed and processed by Tiffany and her family, and she will share with the public in her usual time, Sunday.
@lizgephart2040
@lizgephart2040 Год назад
@fluffy fox I hope so. 🙏🏼
@adriannasmith6931
@adriannasmith6931 Год назад
I wounder what her results were?
@sandragoss62
@sandragoss62 Год назад
We may never know 🤷‍♀️
@adriannasmith6931
@adriannasmith6931 Год назад
@fluffy fox let's see.
@21237flower
@21237flower Год назад
Fluffy are you related to Tiffany or a good friend?
@lynne8844
@lynne8844 Год назад
We are all happy to be “stuck with you” Tiffany! 💙💙💙💙💙 Write down any questions you have for the doctor tomorrow. You got this 💙
@tiffanythinks
@tiffanythinks Год назад
Haha thank you💙💙💙 yess questions all done ✅✅✅ I’m so glad my sister has questions too 💙💙
@avarismimi
@avarismimi Год назад
Yesssss we are ❤
@siobhanjohnson8088
@siobhanjohnson8088 Год назад
Great idea to write down your questions and worries for the doctor ❤
@twix3799
@twix3799 Год назад
I’m sooo sooo nervous! You haven’t posted yet. It’s completely ok if you don’t post though. I just pray you are ok. They’re people here who genuinely care and are interested in your journey. Take all the time you need. We’ll be waiting. We got this 🤞🤞💙💙💙💙
@breephoenix111
@breephoenix111 Год назад
Please let Matt know how you're feeling Tiffany, I think sharing we're scared helps and it's natural to be scared. Sending love and prayers 🙏 💙💙💙💙💙
@dianebaugher3919
@dianebaugher3919 Год назад
Yes and he is scared too
@sharonjackson6223
@sharonjackson6223 Год назад
i was diagnosed with breast cancer last february and i get so scared too dont feel like anyone in my family really understands you are so lucky having the support you have i feel so alone sometimes watching your vlogs really helps so thank you Tiffany xxx
@palmamallozzi4363
@palmamallozzi4363 Год назад
I hope you're doing well! 🙏
@butterflypink1574
@butterflypink1574 Год назад
You got this💙💙💙💙💙🇿🇦🇿🇦🇿🇦
@kaymckean7250
@kaymckean7250 Год назад
You've got this 💙💙💙 Wishing you all the best Sharon xxx
@lynneosborne5200
@lynneosborne5200 Год назад
I've had breast cancer and then it went in my lung, luckily they got it all and on weekly chemo till Christmas and then a tablet for 10 years, don't be alone if you want to talk msg me xxx
@sharonjackson6223
@sharonjackson6223 Год назад
@@lynneosborne5200 thank you so much bless you i am in tears a lot of the time but got to be strong havent you pleased you are doing well now sending love to you xxx
@audreybutcher7918
@audreybutcher7918 Год назад
Do you take anxiety medication ? I think you’re catastrophising everything. You need to relax
@sunshinensprinkles9322
@sunshinensprinkles9322 Год назад
I’m so glad your sister will be there to speak out and ask those questions that you as a patient may be too overwhelmed and forget to ask. Encourage her to write a list of her questions down on paper to bring to your appointment.
@kevinmcgrath8672
@kevinmcgrath8672 Год назад
Hope you've had good news Tiffany..
@FA-tf3bb
@FA-tf3bb Год назад
Just know you have a whole army of supportive people right behind you praying for you. Wishing you the absolute best!
@naturesrhythm8506
@naturesrhythm8506 Год назад
Yes! So good to have your sister's support. And Amma of course feels like she wants to come. We are all rooting for you, Tiffany xxx
@dominiquedressage4842
@dominiquedressage4842 Год назад
Lots of luck Tiffany, for your results. It's so nice your sister wants to be part of that moment, and so moving to hear how you want to protect her and all your family, as they want to do the same for you. You've all got this.. we've all got this 💙💙💙
@edabohner3490
@edabohner3490 Год назад
Am I an addict? Or why am I returning every 10 Minutes to check for a new video? This time it's hard. We got this!
@aacreations17
@aacreations17 Год назад
You'll have to wait another 3 hours - she posts 6pm UK time
@bigmakeuplove
@bigmakeuplove Год назад
Thanks for the info. So many of us have been wondering and wishing well for her. I thought maybe she would pop up a very quick update or something
@edabohner3490
@edabohner3490 Год назад
Because we really honestly care for her right? :) I don't follow any other person on social media like her. If she needs time for herself and her family, thats healthy and good. We will wait patiently. :)
@CathyAFarr
@CathyAFarr Год назад
Philippians 4: 6 & 7 - “Do not be anxious about anything, but in all things, by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving, make your requests known to God and the peace of God, that passes all understanding, will guards your hearts and minds in Christ Jesus.”
@chipsnotchunks2620
@chipsnotchunks2620 Год назад
I will have to refer to this when my anxiety flares up. Thanks.
@susanbennett9062
@susanbennett9062 Год назад
Anybody else keep checking in to see if she has posted about her results? I'm growing more concerned. Tiff feels like family. Sending you extra love and prayers sweet Tiffany.
@rimabrodie
@rimabrodie Год назад
Maybe she wants to surprise us with the good news tomorrow. It would be nice if she wanted to share the news ASAP but I know she’s a stickler for only posting only on Sundays, Tuesdays and Thursdays.
@somehingbouthiseyes
@somehingbouthiseyes Год назад
"is it better than last one or worse?" lmao matt 😅 straight and to the point 🤣🤣 we will all praying and sending so so so many good vibes your way tiff, we got this 💙💙💙💙💙
@cressidaclarke8036
@cressidaclarke8036 Год назад
It's so lovely that you are sharing all the ups and downs of your journey with us. We would so appreciate a short update if you aren't too tied up in it all. Thanks so much. Mwa.x
@maryannebarry9123
@maryannebarry9123 Год назад
We are so happy to be “stuck” with you. You make the world a better place. Sending so much love and prayers 🙏🏻🙏🏻
@NoemiK
@NoemiK Год назад
Tiffany, you are so strong! It's normal that you have anxiety in a situation like this. You are selflessly making the feelings of your loved ones your priority, which is really admirable, but please consider having counseling from someone specializing in supporting cancer patients. You should have a seperate space for your feelings to be heard and where someone unrelated to you can support you ❤
@eastonmartin5342
@eastonmartin5342 Год назад
What a beautiful way to put things
@Cheri94
@Cheri94 Год назад
GOD’s GOT YOU TIFFANY!
@tiffanythinks
@tiffanythinks Год назад
for sureee💙💙💙
@jennypenny8524
@jennypenny8524 Год назад
He sure does!!!!🥰🥰
@assyrianrelief
@assyrianrelief Год назад
❤️‍🔥🙏🏻
@libranpoet
@libranpoet Год назад
Yes He does! God is good!
@oneseeker2
@oneseeker2 Год назад
Christopher Hitchens
@Ironic-d8h
@Ironic-d8h Год назад
Hi Tiff, you are not alone in this. I did my ct scan on Monday and since that on edge waiting for the results. It’s normal to be scared and sometimes we allow our thoughts to go to worse results. It’s never easy waiting for these scans results. Just wanted to let you know so many are going through this. Finger crossed your results and mine turns out good ❤
@productjunkie9235
@productjunkie9235 Год назад
Why don’t you ask your Dr for something for anxiety? I’m sure he would prescribe you a medication.
@sharonhoward884
@sharonhoward884 Год назад
If I could ask the surgeon a question it would be "Why did you tell Tiffany it might depend on the scan results if the biopsy is needed only AFTER you'd scheduled one and the attempt failed. Why didn't you have the scan results in front of you before arranging the biopsy". This journey is already very tough without adding additional trauma. Looking back, it appears there's been errors, miscommunication, delays and worse than that, a misdiagnosis that caused you so much distress. The surgeons and specialists treat our bodies and perhaps overlook the psychological trauma and potential long term PTSD that can be a result of less than adequate case management. Stay strong dear Tiffany receive all the prayers and positivity for you and your family xxx
@Raven24444
@Raven24444 Год назад
Tiffany I can so relate to how you're feeling I suddenly became ill in 2014 and I've been chronically ill since then and was diagnosed with cancer in 2018 and I know exactly how you're feeling right now it's a dissociated feeling and a feeling of impending doom and it happens sometimes when we're chronically ill and the reality of things sort of catch up with us all of a sudden and it almost feels like a nightmare but I've learned to sort of not let myself go there not that I won't let myself go there but I totally understand how you feel with just sitting in that house by yourself which is how I spend most of my life now and I can just so relate to you today and I just want you to know that you're not alone and I'm sending you a big hug❤
@gracemitchell4285
@gracemitchell4285 Год назад
i am so sorry🤍💛, praying for you and tiffany ✝️
@lydiaboyce3918
@lydiaboyce3918 Год назад
I can tell you are so strong. Thank you for sharing. I send you blessings.
@Raven24444
@Raven24444 Год назад
@@gracemitchell4285 Thank-You💜
@Raven24444
@Raven24444 Год назад
@@lydiaboyce3918 Thank-You💜
@Raven24444
@Raven24444 Год назад
@The Pip Crew Thank-You💜
@Catfluff521
@Catfluff521 Год назад
Oh, Tiffany. I’m sorry you’ve had so much suffering at a young age. I had cancer, but not til nearly 50. I’ve since lost a sister and both of my parents. Yes, life is very hard. But you’re going to get through this and have sooo much to look forward to.
@christettec3045
@christettec3045 Год назад
hugs Karen xo
@greenblood64
@greenblood64 Год назад
Hi Tiffany; I am a cancer survivor for one year now. I’ve struggled all through treatments and have good days and bad days. I don’t want to be scared forever, but it is a constant worry. I will feel so good and positive and then it hits me suddenly and then I’m so scared and filled with so much worry and anxiety. When I feel like I don’t know what to do with myself, I pray to God to take the worry from me. God is up all night anyway, you might as well give it to HIM. I’m praying for you Tiffany. You got this. Give it to God and free yourself.🙏🏻💚🍀
@CathyAFarr
@CathyAFarr Год назад
Yes, read Philippians 4: 6 & 7 - “Do not be anxious about anything, but in all things, by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving, make your requests known to God and the peace of God, that passes all understanding, will guards your hearts and minds in Christ Jesus.”
@carolinegnzlz1208
@carolinegnzlz1208 Год назад
How many of us wish we knew Tiffany in real life to give her a huge hug? You got this and are so strong and caring. We need people like you ! Love that you are sharing so openly your journey. Praying for you and your family.
@ginphil6473
@ginphil6473 Год назад
Tiffany, you must be realistic with results from now on, even if it's okay for now. Cancer patients have to get checked periodically to make sure that nothing is resurfacing. It's going to be that way for many years. That's just the way it is. It's that way for me. It's definitely not easy to move on with life because you're constantly wondering "what if". I can see the fear and anxiety in your eyes, which is painful for me to watch. But, unfortunately that won't take cancer away or slow it down, it will only make you feel worse, which can also affect your health further. You seem on the verge of a nervous breakdown. Maybe going to group therapy sessions to help you to cope would benefit immensely. Of course, prayers do help as well; and God would definitely want you to take care of your mental well being. But RU-vid can't be your only form of therapy. Much love!
@donnabaardsen5372
@donnabaardsen5372 Год назад
Agree 💯 percent. She's a grown woman, and needs to ask her doctor's tough questions, and be prepared for possibly tough answer's. Because the news may not be good. Either way, she needs to know, and then take life on from there.
@YinYangEmpress
@YinYangEmpress Год назад
Indeed. Best comment here.
@Laura-gd4ku
@Laura-gd4ku Год назад
I Hope she didn’t get bad news on Friday because there is no update yet
@ginphil6473
@ginphil6473 Год назад
@@Laura-gd4ku She usually posts on Sundays.
@barbaragionti2645
@barbaragionti2645 Год назад
She is an adult and is handling this the way she wants. Obviously RU-vid isn't her only outlet. She has friends and family. Don't dismiss her approach. This is her journey, give her a little more grace. She doesn't need thousands of us telling her what to do. I know you mean well but go easy and the ..."you should" or "you need" to Tiffany. This is a tough road and she is handling it her way.
@milenehernandez4988
@milenehernandez4988 Год назад
Hello Tiffany I’m just praying it went well today at your doctors appointment sending good vibes god be with you and yours 🙏♥️
@parism5212
@parism5212 Год назад
We got this Tiffany 💙💙 Everyone is praying for your healing. Keep your faith strong, you are doing amazing 💙
@nicgeorgiapeach
@nicgeorgiapeach Год назад
Tiffany, as much as you want to protect your sister, Matt and your mum from what is happening, they understand the reality of your cancer. I love how you said everyone handles results differently. It is so true. When my father’s scan days approach, some of the family is very pragmatic and calm while others are extremely anxious and upset. None of those feelings are wrong… There is no right way to manage cancer. I think everyone just tries to survive it. Praying for a positive scan results for you.❤️💙
@Luna_and_Miles
@Luna_and_Miles Год назад
It's a shame that you don't read helpful comments. There is a lot of truly helpful information shared with you, from strangers who've never met you and who want with all their hearts to see you in full recovery and happy, who shared science-backed information that will help you, and you are not acknowledging it. It makes it hard for me to continue tuning in, because it makes me too sad.
@SilverDream1999
@SilverDream1999 Год назад
Then don't tune in. Problem solved.
@tiffanythinks
@tiffanythinks Год назад
Aww honestly don’t be too sad - I am grateful for all the helpful comments 💙💙💙
@Luna_and_Miles
@Luna_and_Miles Год назад
@@tiffanythinks Much love to you, lovely girl!
@gracemitchell4285
@gracemitchell4285 Год назад
hi tiffany, i really related to your vlog. sometimes you have a nice and refreshing day but just stop for a second and experience so much anxiety. i want to encourage you that you are so so loved and whatever the results are, you won’t be alone. we will be with you and supporting you, matt, ama, and your family will be there for you, and God will never forget His plans for you 🤍. “for I know the plans I have for you” declares the Lord. “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you a figure and a hope”. ps i loved feeling like i was baking with you ☕️🍋 and the christmas decoration obsession is so real.
@faaque
@faaque Год назад
Hoping for good news for you . I went yesterday for a mamogram . I got a call from the clinic . They need to scan and ultrasound my right breast for a closer look . There must be something suspect . My next scans are scheduled for the 28th . Scanziety here . I have survived anal cancer and got an all clear just this summer . So if I have breast cancer I'll cut them off , go through chemo and radiation again . Some of us just don't get a break . I might end up being a lady with no lady parts left . 😱
@Luna_and_Miles
@Luna_and_Miles Год назад
Wishing all good news for you. These tests and scans are so awful. Please don't assume there is anything bad - usually there is not. If you have dense breasts or somewhat dense, or large breasts, often there is misdiagnosis, and they interpret fat mass as something worse. Second and third opinions on the ultrasounds might be a good idea, if you can pay for that or if your insurance covers it.
@yaronsteinbuch3956
@yaronsteinbuch3956 Год назад
Good luck to you!
@marilynpalosaari2387
@marilynpalosaari2387 Год назад
@PC. I ALSO HAD AN "ABNORMAL" Mammogram last year.,went in for a redo as it was "blurry." Then got a call back for an ultrasound....you can imagine how increasingly alarmed I was getting, because they MUST have found something serious right? Finally I got a notice to come for a biopsy, by now quite terrified, both of the procedure & the wait to get back the results. The good news?? ❤️❤️ I have dense breasts with a nodule in one, which proved to be cystic, not solid, and not cancerous. I now have a titanium marker implanted to mark the spot on future mammograms, as a spot that has already been biopsied. Should it change in size or solidness, another biopsy might be required, but I am now cleared to wait for 2 years for my next mammogram. ,❤️❤️❤️😊 So do not despair. All this was going on at the same time I was doing radiation for rectal cancer. After 16 months of treatments & 2 surgeries, I am all clear on that & doing great!
@marilynpalosaari2387
@marilynpalosaari2387 Год назад
@PC Also just to let you know..,I managed to see the humour in even the worst situations. It helped me cope. Re: the titanium marker, I declared to the doctor...."THIS IS NEVER What I would have requested if I wanted "boob implants! 😆. And my first introduction to my surgeon, he did the obligatory digital rectal exam (which I wasn't expecting on a consult). But he had to test sphincter strength to see if I was even a candidate for surgery. My comment to him after...." I usually make a guy take me out on a nice date to dinner before I let him do that!' 😆😆 We had a good laugh. He was an amazing surgeon too. 👍 Hope my stories helped ease your stress a bit ❤️❤️
@marilynpalosaari2387
@marilynpalosaari2387 Год назад
@ PC One last funny thing that struck me. I am now on the cancer mailing lists for mammograms, pap tests, Colonoscopies..they all come regularly every 2 months, if you don't follow through and book when you're due. Ironically I had a FULL HYSTERECTOMY 14 years ago, not related to cancer...but ovaries, cervix, uterus all done. So now I'm getting reminders of pap tests which crack me up cause I'm thinking "I don't have my lady bitts any more'' lol laughter can get you through. Sometimes it's either laugh or cry.❤️❤️
@susanh3342
@susanh3342 Год назад
Tiffany, have you been to counseling yet? It would help you answer the questions you have and give you some suggestions on how to help keep you calm. I keep you in my prayers.
@wintersky_
@wintersky_ Год назад
You are loved sweet Tiffany, and I am praying for you and your family. Please try to keep faith during this difficult time. The lemon cake looks absolutely delicious and might be nice with the addition of cranberries. Thank you for so generously sharing your recipes. Please consider setting up a post office address so that your friends from across the globe could send cards and small gifts ~ especially now that Christmas is fast approaching. You've got this Tiffany, and God has you. Be well.
@jessicaphillips5344
@jessicaphillips5344 Год назад
Tiff, it’s important to be positive but it’s also completely ok to feel like life is unfair. Anyone who has to go through major medical stuff like this deserve the ability to say “this isn’t fair but I’m going to get through it the best that I can”. It’s important to feel the negative emotions as much as the positive. You are doing good!
@cyn4476
@cyn4476 Год назад
Thinking of you today, Tiffany. Whatever the results were, take time with your family, breathe and take in all of the love being poured out on you. ❤️
@constancestripling8816
@constancestripling8816 Год назад
Tiffany our little lion heart ! What a giant spirit in such a tiny package. We love you dear girl. We've got this. Kindness , a smile and a lemon loaf ! Bravo
@branejane800
@branejane800 Год назад
💙🙏 Perfection! You're so much more than the disease that you're fighting... We all love to watch you just be you, Tiffany! Hair, makeup, fashion, baking, tea, gardening, decorating, family ... Deep spirituality and love. That's our Tiffany!
@denisepaulsenful
@denisepaulsenful Год назад
Please don’t be so worried Tiffany ❤ … no matter what the results are - worrying will not change the outcome. And you will deal. As you have done from the very beginning. They haven’t thrown anything at you that you weren’t able to deal with - so think of it that way. Whatever it is, you will find a way. We love ❤️ you so very much in Toronto, Tiffany, as always our girl ❤ 😘
@lillyrose3545
@lillyrose3545 Год назад
Reading this is what I needed to read today. My anxiety has kept me awake all night. Worrying won’t change the outcome and whatever that is we go from there. I know this comment isn’t for me, but thank you. ❤
@denisepaulsenful
@denisepaulsenful Год назад
@@lillyrose3545 Awwh 😍 that is so lovely Lily Rose 🌹 of you to say. I am so very sorry that your anxiety 😟 has you in its grip. It’s an awful feeling and I’ve been there as many of us have. It’s mind over matter dearest. Easy to say, but difficult. If only we could put as much effort into not worrying as we do the opposite - that’s about it really. I am so very happy I was able to give you some food for thought. You’re so very welcome LR - love ❤️ to you from Toronto 😘
@sneha2602
@sneha2602 Год назад
Tiffany I hope your results are all fine. My sister also has breast cancer. I know how difficult this journey is. God bless.
@thatslife13
@thatslife13 Год назад
Tiff, you have overcome and dealt with so much in the last twelve months and it’s still ok to have days where you feel life is shite and unfair. It’s really ok to cry, it’s our bodies way of releasing the anxiety built up within us. Never apologise for showing your emotions. I really hope that the results are positive tomorrow, I will be praying for you and your family. Keep slaying my little warrior! Much love to you, Matt and Amma and all your family. Nx ✅✅✅💙💙💙
@dianebaugher3919
@dianebaugher3919 Год назад
I got a mammogram today and I told the technicIan about you, she's going to watch now. I would love a day to stay in bed! With a full time job and family that rarely happens though.
@karengough8844
@karengough8844 Год назад
Tiffany, this is the first time I have left a comment, but I just need you to know just how amazing you are. Your infectious smile, your stunning beauty and strength makes you an incredibly special person. Am praying - and I don’t pray, that you get some good news tomorrow 😊
@crazydiamond4565
@crazydiamond4565 Год назад
Tiffany, what do you even mean? Are you “allowed “ to feel something? Of course you are allowed to feel down!!! Please show your real feelings! You can’t be bubbly and upbeat all the time! You are going through tough things! I would relate to you more if you did. Enough of the, “making everyone else happy”, videos ! It’s starting to get old. Be honest Tiffany. Love you.
@chelseajessica4837
@chelseajessica4837 Год назад
Thinking of you, you’re going to get through this! You really are so inspiring with your incredible resilience that I wish I had. Your family is amazing, your relationship with your mum melts my heart! ❤
@christycummings5732
@christycummings5732 Год назад
Homemade hot chocolate is always the best because you can control how sweet it is. I always add cinnamon and a dash of nutmeg to mine. It's delicious.
@caromagpilze3053
@caromagpilze3053 Год назад
I would like to say that you are just the nicest person I could imagine and I admire how you deal with everything you and your family have been going through. It's a good idea of your sister to come with you, she will ask the right questions and help you remember everything being said. I wish you best of luck for tomorrow and will be thinking of you all day!
@karenprotti544
@karenprotti544 Год назад
Whenever a person has a doctor where test results are gone over,I think it is important to take someone with you who can get info and ask info. You got this,awaiting sucks! Positive thoughts and prayers sent to you!
@caronmistry6171
@caronmistry6171 Год назад
Praying for good results on FRIDAY, we are all here for you sweet girl xxxx
@joanbeach644
@joanbeach644 Год назад
So glad we are stuck with you, Tiffany. You Got This 💙 We are all here for you ❤️
@lisawindemakernorris5454
@lisawindemakernorris5454 Год назад
Dear Tiffany.....the hardest part of any struggle is the unknown ! Once you get your results whether it be good or bad will be a relief. You will be able to plan your future whatever it may be. I have done this two times and now I am battling kidney disease. Your positive attitude and strong support from family and friends will get you through this. As hard as it is on Matt and Amma they are so important with your daily frame of mind and they would not have it any other way. YES , plan for Christmas get your decorations from storage and even if you only decorate a wee bit at a time it will cheer you up. Make Christmas present lists and of course ( let us know ) we won't tell. Lol Once again I implore you to stay positive it will carry you through your journey. You ARE allowed to have ups and downs. You are human sweetheart, you are braver than you think. We are here for you and your family and we are praying for you. I'm proof that prayers work !
@skyedawson6492
@skyedawson6492 Год назад
You are amazing Tiffany, but I do empathise and understand what you are going through mentally. I'm also going through many episodes of low mood and anxiety everyday as I suffer from two chronic illnesses and also chronic grief. You are right to say let's take one day at a time. To look into the future causes too much overthinking and worry. I'm glad I'm not the only one who spends days in bed distracting myself with TV and also live in comfy pyjamas and dressing gowns. It really does make all the difference being cosy. You're not alone in your anxiety. One step at a time. We got this 💙💙
@unicornsarereal4254
@unicornsarereal4254 Год назад
I love this girl! She is such a positive bright little spirit. You shouldn’t be facing criticism through this journey and at this time of wait and see. How terrifying for you and then have people complain of how you are handling your care or yourself, it’s just unkind! I’m sure it’s out of concern but when it makes you feel bad, it’s wrong💔 You just take care of yourself and thank you for sharing and letting us see your courage and fear. You are a positive light and praying for nothing but positivity and love to come your way
@marycarbery6416
@marycarbery6416 Год назад
I am so saddened by the amount of anxiety and fear you are feeling. I have been praying for you. I hope you can find a way to distract yourself from worrying so much. You are such a lovely person. What lies behind us and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us. Please don’t let this storm break you. Every storm is part of your journey. Yes you will make it through this one. You will come out stronger then you were before. ❤and prayers.
@marilynsinger2821
@marilynsinger2821 Год назад
What a beautiful message 👵🌈💙
@marilynpalosaari2387
@marilynpalosaari2387 Год назад
@@marilynsinger2821 i agree
@louisepianokeyz2860
@louisepianokeyz2860 Год назад
Beautiful message. I love this quote - On the other side of fear lies freedom x
@traceytaylor522
@traceytaylor522 Год назад
I am glad your sister will be there with you. I am praying for you Tiffany! You are such a loving person and full of lots of life!!! My go to words I say when facing hard things is Faith over Fear. You got this Tiffany and more importantly, God’s got this!!! Love and prayers from across the ocean in Maine, USA. 💕 💪 🙏
@Thewellnesspanda
@Thewellnesspanda Год назад
We got this ❤🎉 keep strong Tiff you’re doing amazing
@tiffanythinks
@tiffanythinks Год назад
thank youu💙💙 we got this💙
@i_love_rescue_animals
@i_love_rescue_animals Год назад
You look great, Tiffany. It's so good to see you looking so healthy. I can't imagine the "scanziety" you are going through! 😭 I would be a complete mess. Your feelings are completely valid. I'm so glad your sister is going to come to the Dr's with you. *I HIGHLY recommend* audio recording the visit (ask the Dr. if it's OK), because even with 3 people there, it is easy to miss something. It is very helpful to have the recording to go over to see if you heard something right or missed something. Wishing you all the best from Portugal! 💙
@chanaminerich9579
@chanaminerich9579 Год назад
Hi Tiffany, I know it's hard having health issues and it's scary. I have had chronic myeloid leukemia for 13 years. I have to take medicine for the rest of my life. I learned not to think about the bad and just be thankful that I'm alive. We have to take it one day at a time and know that Jesus has our life in his hands no matter what. You must stay strong. I'm always thinking about you and you are in my prayers. I love you, and we got this 💙🙏💙🙏💙🙏💙🙏💙
@marge6581
@marge6581 Год назад
Tiffany you're in my prayers 💙we got this! Sending lots of love and hugs 💙
@Chimosa843
@Chimosa843 Год назад
Maybe it’s because you are across the pond and our medical insurance/healthcare. don’t understand why they have not given you a definite answer. Didn’t your last biopsy showed no cancer and it was your choice to either remove the tumor or wait and watch for 6 months. They could not get a sample. The surgeon should have seen you and let you know they could not get a sample. It’s deplorable that you had to get information from the nurse and beg to see your surgeon, Be strong and demand an answer. All of this uncertainty is only adding to your stress
@dovestone_
@dovestone_ Год назад
I’m so glad your sister is going with you to make sure you get all the information you need. And I know this is so hard and stressful but it won’t be forever. But equally it’s important to be emotional if that’s how you feel in the moment and work through your feelings. It’s only natural to be scared.💙💙💙
@BellaRainDrops
@BellaRainDrops Год назад
Come on people, I know we all love her and are waiting to hear but stop and think before you post please! Tiff said in the last video I'll see you all on Sunday, so expect a vid tonight and if there isn't one use the common decency you were born with and give her space.
@mariamorales81
@mariamorales81 Год назад
Tiffany, I've checked your site several times today for positive , encouraging news. Yesterday I dedicated my rosary to you. Just know God is watching over you no matter the outcome. You will deal with whatever comes your way. Keep the faith, positive attitude and love for your loved ones. Your RU-vid family will continue to send only positive vibes. Many of us have been "living" with cancer for many years...me included. The roller coaster cancer ride us tough but doable. 🙏
@lyricalaska
@lyricalaska Год назад
A lemon loaf sounds wonderful, Tiffany. Love your Christmas mug. You are the kindest, most thoughtful and dear person!! Continued prayers, love and strength!!!
@sherigodwin6248
@sherigodwin6248 Год назад
My sweet Tiffany, we are waiting with you for your scan results. I’m praying 🙏 that you get positive results. I hope we hear from you soon. Hang in there….😘🙏😘🙏😘🙏
@Mangoliveson
@Mangoliveson Год назад
Scented candles are toxic. Pay for a real tree!! As a cancer survivor myself, I would never have toxic fumes in my little bubble.
@katherinecooper8495
@katherinecooper8495 Год назад
Prayers going up Tiffany were all thinking and praying for you, Alma and Matt, may GOD keep you and give you grace and mercy during this trying time! I thought I would be depositing something positive when I decided to join your journey, however you are teaching me and I think it's awesome! We got this! :)
@marieoldlace
@marieoldlace Год назад
Praying and spending time with God ( reading your Bible) will help you with resting in your feelings, just ask the Lord to help you sort your feelings out and give you peace about your family. ❤️💙
@bygrace24
@bygrace24 Год назад
Anyone else waiting to hear from Tiffany, she got her results yesterday, praying for her and her family xxxxxxxxx💙🙏
@lilamendelsohn4
@lilamendelsohn4 Год назад
I’m so glad your sister is going with you! Everything you are feeling is so valid, and I think you have an amazing mindset. It’s not always going to positive and that’s ok. I’m thinking about you and hoping for the best news possible. Even though it doesn’t feel like it some days, we’ve got this! 💙💙💙
@tracyorlando8814
@tracyorlando8814 Год назад
Hello beautiful Tiffany! What a beautiful video yet again! I feel your words about waiting to hear results. I think the waiting part is the hardest because like you said, you want to be hopeful and optimistic but also cautious and prepared for bad news. It’s such a balance in the mind. The lemon loaf looked delicious. I also love that you’re teaching me new words like “jacket potato” and “caster sugar.” I know, I know, I’m so American. Lol! Best to you always! We got this! 💕💙
@louiseformosa680
@louiseformosa680 Год назад
Hi dear, I agree with you, life sometimes is horrible, just lost my mum and I'm feeling devastated and depressed.
@jaynekittycat9252
@jaynekittycat9252 Год назад
I had anxiety over my MRI results years ago for my neck arthritis. YOU HAVE GOT THIS TIFFANY. 💙💙💙💙💙💙
@patdaniell5528
@patdaniell5528 Год назад
Hi l had the same mri but haven't got any results yet take care x
@jaynekittycat9252
@jaynekittycat9252 Год назад
@@patdaniell5528 Thanks Pat. You will be okay.
@dianebaugher3919
@dianebaugher3919 Год назад
Waiting for any results is scary but hers is life threatening, so just imagine how hard that is
@donnabaardsen5372
@donnabaardsen5372 Год назад
@@dianebaugher3919 Yes, HUGE difference.
@dianebaugher3919
@dianebaugher3919 Год назад
@@donnabaardsen5372 arthritis doesn't even compare-painful, but not serious
@strwbrrykoa
@strwbrrykoa Год назад
“When you pass through the waters, I will be with you; And through the rivers, they shall not overflow you. When you walk through the fire, you shall not be burned, Nor shall the flame scorch you.” ‭‭Isaiah‬ ‭43‬:‭2‬ ‭ I love you Tiffany, trust God, He never fails to act for those who wait on Him. He cares about the anguish of your heart, seek Him He is your help & loves u dearly🥺💙 I love ur videos ur so sweet n I’m sorry for everything ur going thru love you 💙💙
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