To complete our Rosh HaShana service, which I blessedly had the strength and presence to do on that day (though I was peeing blood that day and definitely threw up in the bushes right before gathering everyone together), came calling the traditional blasts on the Ram's Horn.
I think how it went is pretty cool. Never before have I earnestly beseeched "send me strength" to the people around me, because my own powers were failing. Do not underestimate what can happen when you surrender and ask for help, even in the energetic realm where it might seem like magic or a miracle.
If leading that service proves to be the last Big Thing I do, I am content.
Overdue for a proper update, I know. Soon.
21 сен 2024
