tell jesus that the bishHh is back 

Nothing like a chaotic GRWM from Marie to brighten up the night 😊

This! These random videos where you smile and talk about whatever are the videos I love most. Also, with mental health I completely understand how you're scared to say the wrong thing but even just talking about your experience helps a lot because just knowing that someone else went through the same thing helps so never feel like you have to give advice and answer questions. Simply being as open as you are about your struggles is enough. This is completely random but maybe talk more about BPD. Only what you're comfortable with ofc but this is a disorder that has impacted my life a lot recently in many ways and I've just noticed how bad the stigma is. I was literally planning on starting some sort of charity or something haha because the stigma is awful. But it's just an idea and you do whatever you want with that. But apart from that videos where you're happy are enough. Sending hugs💗

I personally am not inclined to click/watch when it’s a sit down topic video. I prefer/am drawn to more of a vlog style video like this one! I think for lots of us RU-vid is an escape and it’s nice to feel like you are “catching up” with the people you watch. we are interested in you as a person and your life and that is why we are all still around after all this time!

THIS is what we love seeing. You doing your thing getting ready, talking about absolutely anything and everything. Checking in updating us on how you’re doing anything like that. Also love your blog videos! and most importantly anything you enjoy filming or makes you happy❤️LOVE YOU and always so grateful for your videos xxx

You can literally see a weight has been lifted off your shoulders Marie! This is the shit we want just YOU being YOU and doing what you wannnnt. I Love your shirt such good clourssss. Also albie pop thing is so cute! I dont get what those are mind, dont they come off? Totally get what you mean about the reckless behaviour. When i think back to when i was 23, i was absolutely wild. I dont really know how i'm alive to be honest it makes my toes curl thinking of the shit i got up to with drugs and sex and all the mad parties. I think, it is part of being young, but obviously when youve got a MH problem, its just gonna be a shit storm. The problem i have having bipolar is, my episodes are long and i never really know how bad they are til they're over, i just had a 4/5 month long mixed episode with psychosis and an attempt and im here now ABSOLUTELY FINE and im like jesus. that was savage but at the time its like meep - normal ye? It does just become normal to be not great and then obviously im starting to feel really well and its like - omg are you going high. STOP. ahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. I think we should all just go with the flow of things, and when things are good really enjoy it isnt it

Friendship problems suck, they kinda hurt you in a more vulnerable place - a place of trust. Its also just hard because i find it super hard to cut people off. loveed the outro tho "STAY SAFE YA LIL BISHH" phahaha

Hey, recently got diagnosed with bpd and cptsd and just wanted to let you know that your videos give me to much hope and love cause I know it’ll work out somehow. I feel so safe watching your videos 💜

Seeing you in this video was so refreshing just being you, I always say it but honestly you put so much pressure on yourself to make the videos perfect or a certain way and the minute you take the pressure of e.g your last video your able to just be you. We watch you coss we love you and love seeing you grow so forget perfect forget the pressure just make what you want and the people who love you will love it and the right new followers will find you who vibe in the same way you just need to take the block down you put up for yourself. (Easier said then done I know) but will be here no matter what you decide to do 💕

You helped me so much throughout my struggle with my mental health. Love you!

Marie just u existing and being urself is what I live for. U literally give me serotonin. Ur so funny and sweet and omg I love you Marie. 🥺❤️❤️

"predatory" had me creasingggng😂love youu Mariee!💜

Have you thought about doing an Access course? they are equivalent to A levels and are for people over the age of 19. They are government funded and they do them for lots of different subjects/pathways and they are usually part time so you would be able to work/YT alongside. Maybe something to think on.. much more doable for adults/mature students than A levels

These videos are my absolute fave!!! Your channel is such a safe place for me, watching how far you've come over the fast few years has really shown me anything is possible. So grateful for your videos, love you Marie ❤

Your videos make me feel motivated and really want to recover, thank you!❤

Also seeing you smile😍❤️wow best thing ever

Marie, I have been subscribed to your channel for years now. And you give me so much hope for a future. The situations you have been in countless times and come through fighting on the other side is absolutely amazing! I have BPD too so I understand how hard it can be to live with and function day to day…. But your managing so well and winning at life right now! I’m so proud of you 🥰🥰

So happy to receive a notification saying you had posted!! The perfect end to my day 💕

Absolutely love the makeup today💫💫 You're amazing and I'm glad you're doing good I love your videos and I'm so happy that you posted today watching your videos make my day frfr🥰❤

I really enjoyed this video Marie! Lovely to see you just being yourself and I always love watching GRWM vids to keep me company, this felt like we were on skype or something! And thank you for being so open and honest about your struggles this year and the more destructive coping mechanisms, great self-awareness! xx

I turned this on not knowing it was a get ready with me so I could do makeup to something and so we got ready together ! How exciting! have a great day!!!

Love you Marie, love this video so much. ALSO- where is your shirt from in this? I LOVE IT xxx

I never comment or anything but I've been watching you since like forever babe and seeing you grow as a person is so special. you are beautiful inside and out and I feel like im watching you at your happiest right now and I'm so here for that. love you Marie xx

Here from the live! Love you lots 💖

Enjoyed this vlog great to see you doing so well despite having a difficult year ❤️

your videos have helped me so much over the years!! good that you are doing whats best for you with youtube though x

Lmao I laughted out loud from the title

Love your makeup 😍 always get excited when I see you’ve uploaded a new video 🤩 xx

hellooo, the albie pop socket made me laugh it’s very cute

Those who are real will be here no matter what Marie, I'm glad to have gotten to know you all . Yea the friendship thing I got blocked by you know who as well . And I was nothing but nice to her as well .

My atheist arse screaming “PURGATORY” at the screen because the Catholic school ingrained religion on me😂

love your plum hair color, love your vids ❤️❤️❤️

Just lovely 💚🍀

Glad to see you back on your show you look awesome your topics our great fun to watch once again your tough glad to see your going on keep it up your beautiful self stay safe be well big hello from Canada

LOVE THE HAIR MAN

PFFTT your American accent is top notch

I've had a very similar picture of my old dog that I got as a pop socket the week she died. And I've used it every day for five years and I still have it but popsocket changed the design of them now and I can't just pop off the top when the accordion part gets weak so it's just vibing and I'm gonna have to get a new one

Marie, I just need to know... 1. Where is the jewellery from that you're wearing? 😍 2. How the heck do you do your eyeliner? You always look bomb 😍After watching you, I always attempt winged liner and let me tell you.. it ain't cute how I do it 😂🤦‍♀️ please do a tutorial for the dimwits like me 🤣 3. How are you so bloody lovely, cool feckin hilarious and so smart and articulate at the same time?! 😂🥰 Girl. Marie, you are fabulouuuuus 😍🙌 ugh. I just lurvvv youuu. Xxx

06:47 me everytime I do my make up

Hey, Beautiful lady stay true to yourself, we love you... MH is different in all but thanks for guiding us Love u xx

iconnnnnn x

Very Megan Fox vibes today appearance wise. Also "Libido" lol, babes it's limbo! I used to go in on the drink as a coping mechanism and I just can't do it anymore! I barely drink now, maybe two on a special occasion lol. Once you are honest with yourself it's so hard to rationalise the behaviour.

here from the live ☺️

THANK YOU FOR BEING HONEST ALL OF THE TIME BB

I feel called out by you talking about reckless behaviour, it’s just really scary thinking about living without it when that’s how you’ve lived for so long but obviously to be better it has to stop. This video gave me hope that it is possible though and I’m glad you’re doing so well

Day = made. Ly girl xxxxx

I love grwm and especially your vlogs are my faves of yours!! I rewatch them all the time. Would you ever do a video on self destructive, reckless behaviour like drugs and alcohol and risk taking sex things like that? Larv uuuu xx

My kids do this when I'm doing a vlog or someone rings me lol has I film off my phone, you doing great

Loved the cameo from your mum 😂

The title had me creasing

marie F off! im just kidding I just wanted you to know that I am still watching and listening. keep being you because thats what we enjoy! I don't watch you for your mental health of because you are going to be a 'full time RU-vid'. I watch you because of who you are as a person xx

🥰🥰🥰

LIMBO!

Fucking DeviL M8 ❤🤣

oh hi marie :)

You are beautiful. xo

Are you a barb 😏 also ily and you are such a beautiful human being ☺️