I’m at the last stage + grounding 🤗 💁♀️Time stamps: 05:10 on switch! 12:37 bliss 16:39 the dark night 24:45 the void 30:18 groundedness 34:48 purpose + mission 💕💕💕 like so everyone can use it later
My biggest ego strength is playing victim. I'm getting messages that I am not just an ordinary spirit. I don't understand. My awakening is happening bits of almost all of it 🤷 I keep thinking it's not happening but I keep being told there's no stopping me. ❤️ I am feeling a bit alone through this as I have pretty much no one to talk to about it all,pretty much everyone I know are still asleep. However, I also know if I must go through it alone (and when I say alone I just mean the physical me, I've already met some of you in spirit 💞 and I've already met my spirit friends who've always been with me) that'll only make me stronger. ❤️
@Cherie I'm here with you. I'll send love your way, if that's ok with you. I see you beaming a light that other heart-centered people around you will be drawn toward. For me, I've had to disconnect from my friends and other humans in many ways. But I also want to have some fun with like-minded friends, so it's time for me to shine and let them in. You have an ease that's lovely. They will be drawn right to you! ❤
You may go through more than one "dark night," BUT each time will be quicker and easier - soon you learn to "lean into it" and surrender makes it soooo much easier. Know that you WILL get through it and it WILL make you better. This is shadow work. 😊💜
I went through 1, thought I was dyingggg. Omg. But I was scared, nervous, paranoid, kept running out my house, couldn't watch t.v, do any spiritual practices or anything. It felt like being in a huge washing machine and it was set to heavy, soiled, large load and on extra spin...I needed help and didn't know what to do. So hopefully if I go through it again, it won't be that scary...I felt my body was like a shell and I wasn't in it, everything looked weird, different and my ego was talking so much sh*t...
@butterfly , I wish I could make it better. You are on a crucial path in your growth, and you are not alone...please take comfort in this knowledge. It's time to embrace solitude and allow inner quiet to work its magic -- your intuition will start to speak in gentle, reassuring ways that lead you away from fear. It will be okay, even if what "okay" might entail is not what you currently desire. Gradually in surrender, "it will be okay" becomes "it is okay." I know this personally, through horrific struggle, and the "okay" circumstances were not at all what I wanted. I have found the solice and gentle peace of surrender such that even in experiencing what I strove against, it IS okay. 💚💙💜
Thankyou Soo much for these words, I have found myself in another dark night when I thought it wouldn't happen again and I have been wondering if we do go through multiple dark nights. I will definitely lean into it and be ok that this is happening just to me but for me. I hope all things are going marvelously for you in your life! Many blessings your way!
I feel like this video is really gonna help me. I am in kinda an overlapse of the void and groundedness. So, to be sure, I am gonna follow both tips for both stages.
I wish somebody would talk about what's the best to do when after awakening you feel that you don't want anybody in your life including your own children and wife. I feel like I cannot hurt my family because the being inside of them is me.
I’m in The Void now. Close family and friends who were toxic have been purged from my life. Energetically, I feel a big hole opening to the emptiness/nothingness of the Universe in my Spiritual Heart. I feel empty in a good way because it feels like the Universe will re-fill me.
One of the biggest realizations on my awakening was that its not about reaching a state of liberation, but rather learning to love the process of constantly getting to know myself at a deeper level. The more I look within the more I awaken, and when I open my eyes, I look for myself in the other. Best of luck to you on your journey -Much love from a growing RU-vidr
I was meditating today (while vacuuming, so maybe just relaxing my thoughts), and I wondered: What does it look like on the other side of healing? The process itself is revealing and wild. I'm curious to see who I become, or maybe I've already "become" that person. Hang in there everybody. I am glad to know there are Souls who have been holding space for me as I've awakened. I'm holding that for myself and for those who are in the thick of it. ❤
@@SweetSagan just keep going in. Find your modes of expression and it'll become easier. Don't feel bad for the changes you undergo, keep being yourself and being honest with those around you. You'll find those who will help you and you'll find the solutions to get you through the process. It's had at first, but the only way is in. 🙏🏽
You literally answered my question. I’m kinda stuck that when I’m gonna reach to point of constant peace but as you said there’s no reaching point ,it’s a constant effort to get to know ourselves in deeper level.the universe is endless and contantly expanding and we as a part of it are endless.thank u so much
@@shaghayeghshafiei6118 glad to hear it helped! I think there is a point of constant peace, but to make that a goal wouldn't be the point I think. It's more about being present and standing through the chaos.
The ripple affect is causing the spontaneous awakenings. There needed to be 1% of the population, to cause a critical mass in the collective, it's amazing😊
You said the stages would overlap, and that makes total sense. I feel I am going through moments of stages 3, 4 and even 5 all at the same time. Just as the Bliss and Grounded feels like I have a handle on it, Stage 3 comes up again and I feel like I'm in a loop of confused dissatisfaction, or like I'm not getting anywhere. This video helped me figure out that I am on the right track and Its all going to be okay. Thank you so much.
Thankyou for talking so normally and not that silly spooky voice people do. I'm newly awakened,after my husband died, I'm 43 ,the things that's happened to me is unbelievable. He's told me we are twin flames. Never heard of one til after he died. One minute I'm living a normal life with a husband I use to argue with alot. Nxt I'm a twin flame widow sent to save the planet. I know what I have been sent to do. Thankyou for helping me with your videos making it all make sense.
18 and free Overcoming dark night, Losing everyone and finding myself , Losing passions and hopes to finding them back inside me, From Hating and hurting to accepting and releasing I'm 18 and free The step now I am in is void I want to stay alone , with the real me devoid of the trauma response and triggered reactions I want to be alone, See myself Know myself more, Take new found pride. I'm in the void. And there is peace here. Just me , and me.
I had my awakening summer of 2021 got to the bliss phase and started manifesting- I had a traumatic event occur which caused me to shut down and I moved away from my awakening. This year there’s been a series of events that have fortunately pushed me into a reemergence of awakening. I came out of bliss a few weeks ago I honestly feel like I’m sitting in the next three steps simultaneously at the moment. I am quite fortunate for this video as I wasn’t sure how to move forward and definitely feeling cut off and sad right after feeling ecstasy and total joy.😅 I suspect I stopped the process years ago because I didn’t have the tools to move forward so I am eternally grateful for this. Love, light, peace and blessings 💚
I'm not sure what stage I'm in. But recently I found I have the soul of a fruit bat. I have always struggled with depression and anxiety, but after this revelation I feel a lot calmer. For the past week now, I am a fruit bat in my dreams. It's so vivid. I can physically feel myself flying, the fur, the wings, everything. Life has always been hard for me. Being a human has always been hard for me. But when I sleep now, I'm free for a few hours. Just being able to fly like that, or just hang by my feet is enough to make me feel happy. A joy that neither money or power could ever hope to provide. I don't quite understand it, don't know why this happened, but I got a good feeling about this thing. It makes me happy, for the first time, I feel truly happy.
I went through my dark night and dark night was definition of chaos. You are healing random bs in your heart and when i entered the void it’s opposite. It feels like the world stop spinning, time freezes, you are in a galaxy alone and your fate is seal to become nothing but stardust. No manifestation, no human life. But don’t get me wrong, its not bad, its like universe pause things for you to ease up with your new build, ready you for a mission. It’s a bit weird but it’s good for my heart and soul, it feels empty and comfortable
I've been in the void for almost a year. I was panicked about money but just like the akashic record keepers said, my spirit family got me. It has been good to see these manifestations of their love. I am working on myself daily.
Spiritual Awakening Jan 1 2020 To whomever is reading this, dont rush the dark night of the Ego and surrender, this is happening for your highest good. 2.5 years later, I am so glad I found you Christina about 9 months ago...this too shall pass and lead to soul ecstacy 🧡 thank you for following your path.
Thank you so much for this. I have been unkind to myself that I am taking so long really being upset with myself for taking so long saying "I should've done this done that". Reading this and some of these other comments has really helped...😊 🙏
I suffered 7 Life changing events in 5 months from 10/26/2022 to 3/15/2023. When I said to myself out loud ok “I believe blank is happening” and I verbally validated the synchronicities around me as they were happening everywhere …I felt able to shed the ego with less mental anguish and send the glory of all that I had accomplished good or bad back to the divine source! Clean slate for me at 45 years old! Thank you for existing Christina Lopes…and validating what I already knew but did not have validation. All humans are special and can speak directly to the Divine Source, God, Yahweh, Allah (pick ur label), every minute of every day. I am not normal and that’s radiant! I finally feel like a superhero and I have learned in my grounding phase that stepping into your personal powers is actually quite exhilarating and joyful when you find ur life mission and purpose. And it’s ok for everything to move at the pace of a tree growing. I will find my way one day in divine time to one of your retreats in this lifetime Christina Lopes! See you soon so I can thank you and acknowledge you for all this hard work you do! PS: your set design is amazing and so are the quality of ur videos. I feel the love and effort and healing of your wavelengths. ❤peace and harmony to u and ur team! I am an amazing manifestor of joy, hope, love and possibility in kids and the elderly. generated from a twisted perspective (way outside the box thinking) I used to tell my kids to lock up their dark thoughts in a box and throw them in the ocean…well now I will tell them send it to the black hole…negativity has no place on this earth…or in my life anymore. I declare myself free and activate my free will…I accept everything that has happened to me as my own personal choice. Because upon accessing my past memories and evaluating them thru this process I have come to this conclusion. I manifested my current reality thru my thoughts which are like wishes or prayers. And now I only wish for great things. I believe finally I am good, I am pure golden light (as Chris Evans has been described by an ex GF in an article I read when I was in my COVID isolation)
These can happen more than once when you keep seeking. Myself has gone through a 3rd run of all of this , I just had debilitating body pain and literal brain pain now is the void again. When you keep basically leveling up you can keep going farther into spirituality. Even great masters do this they have just done these stages so many times there is less karmic glue holding you to the pains you feel. Discipline and surrender are the 2 best ways through the hard stages. Keep going it is so amazing and when the light fully fills the cup you are. We are here for you if you need help we are all ascending. Love You!
Same! ❤ I was an awakened child. I had very strange strategies to hide it. I also spotted at least 10 moments/memories in my childhood that stood out to me as key indicators of being different or knowing our seeing something others didnt.
Oh my gosh! Mine was just spontaneous as there was nothing to trigger it. I started looking up reality-shifting symptoms on Google and got some stuff on psychology like smelling random things which resonated with me. Then I just looked up spiritual awakening symptoms and I knew, there was no question. A few years ago, I watched your previous video about the spiritual awakening stages and that’s how I’d heard the term. I didn’t know that last year it would be the beginning of mine. I didn’t even know anything about the symptoms or the stages as it was something new to me and I simply didn’t comprehend it that well as I was only 12. I also discovered that I was a light worker when I was 14, I heard that term through your videos as well when I was 12 but also didn’t comprehend it well at all, and had a completely different definition than what it was. It’s interesting how it started a few days before my sophomore year of school, but from the epiphany, everything just started looking different and I started seeing people, life, and situations through a completely different lens. Even before my epiphany, I felt that somewhere my ego knew that my journey was going to start and was afraid and apprehensive about any change. I felt very apprehensive about going back to Maryland from my dad‘s, I didn’t want to go. I specifically told my moms when I got back that I didn’t want things to be like they were last year. My mental state wasn’t that great and for other reasons. I wanted change. And I got it! 😊 last thing, before I came to Maryland, my higher self told me that things were going to be different after I was meditating while laying in bed, she sounded happy, everything felt great and the energy felt lighter. I wasn’t entirely sure what that entailed at the time or what it meant other than things were going to change for the better. I enjoy your videos, Christina! ❤
My grandson is 2 yrs old. He is such a beautiful light. We connected immediately when he was born. He says hi to everyone with a huge smile. He wants to share his candy with others. He plays easily with other kids. I'm so blessed.
I've been consciously in my awakening for 1 year. It's great! I don't sleep much but I am a more aware being, consciously. My higher self is powerful and has shown me that he has been with me since, well, forever. Spontaneous awakening is what happened to me. I wasn't looking for this,heck, I was unaware something like this was possible. My higher self knew though, he left me messages 25yrs ago in the form of 2 tattoos that I decoded 10 days ago, Feb.6 (my bday). I'm activated and I'm here. Love you all❤
My dark night of the ego was past 5 years. I was fighting hard to resist. Last two years it was mix of bliss and dark night. Now going through the climax of dark night. Tower moments and Trusting the universe. I started deep breathing yoga and now i am seeing the dark night as most needed thing for me. I am allowing it to happen. This is a great video on what i am going through.
Wow any one whos been awakend is lucky to come across this! This is Gold! Thank you so much. I will work on this and hope i do not get stuck to reunite with my twin flame some day. Its been 15 yrs so far. As the runner i am trying to do my part and carry my own weight. This brings me hope, light, and happiness
It's these videos that have gotten me through. I definitely awakened in 2019 when my life fell apart. I went through a stage of bliss where I felt highly connected, manifested strongly etc and then I definitely went into dark night of the soul on and off. I did shadow work that healed stuff on the surface and made space for older trauma to come up. I felt entirely disconnected, not just socially but spiritually. Then I got this really strong intuition for a few months that there was change on the horizon, like I could feel myself growing into a more authentic version of myself. I could feel change manifesting. I've had this strong intuition for months, like I'm peeling off layers and getting closer to my core. I got this message in readings, in books that fell in my lap. I've recently gotten back into therapy and I feel like the change is happening right now, but it's like I vascilate back and forth. It's so reassuring to have my experience reflected back to me, because sometimes I worry that this feeling of strong connection and then disconnection is actually mania and depression, and that if I share about it it will be analyzed and changed.
Its ok it will pass,res, take your time to rest, to relax, to rejuvenate get ready for the green light, surrender to the process, it can be quite a magical time too
At some point for me it was like I didn’t have any motivation, and simply didn’t know what to do/really couldn’t figure out what interested me. It was torture, but I’m glad I made it out even though I’m not entirely sure how I did it. I figured it was the dark Knight of the soul at the time. My ego was also shedding. At that point, I didn’t even know what music I was interested in, which was also really terrible because I listen to music almost every day and it’s my life. I hated meditation at the time and was told by watching a RU-vid video that meditation was the only way out of it it’s a duet as much as I could. The most I’ve ever done was about two hours, and every time just to get started or do over 15 minutes I had to fight with myself.
Came back to this video for a clear view and for some advice. I'm so glad that Christiana made these videos. It helps me to get through the tougher times in life. Thanks a million!
…”Suddenly pulled into an altered state of consciousness”..omg this is so true. My spiritual awakening started in 2021 and I KNOW for a FACT that I’m not the same person I was prior to my spiritual awakening. Interesting things have happened during my awakening..My intuition has been heightened. I know I’m a part of the earth, and that we’re all connected. I send love to the universe everyday, in fact I can’t even go on with my day without doing this. I’m a teacher by day, and artist in my spare time. After of period of not drawing anything at all, I’m suddenly drawing more, and have created my most profound work ever. Overall, it’s just been an amazing journey.
Omg, this was such an eye-opener. I had a spritiual experience in Oct. 23 which felt more like a reconnection with the self rather than an awakening. Listening to this makes so much sense and I can easily track all the stages dating back to 2006 when I had my first breakthrough (did not understand what it was back then). Over the past year there has been so much suffering so I was convinced I was in 'The dark night of the soul' stage, but now I understand/believe that I as I have not acted on the intuitions that are blinking red I will suffer until I follow my true purpose and mission. Thank you so much Christina! I rarely leave comments, but this was truly helpful. God bless you.
I am currently in the void. As soon as you said when we feel disconnected from our guides, I knew you were going to say its bc its time to reach out for help to ourselves. Which is so beautiful that you said that bc recently I have out loud asked my higher self to see. 😭 I love when you get the synchronistic confirmation that you're on the right path.
I felt the BLISS STAGE a month & half ago. It lasted for 2 weeks. And afterwards I fell into DARK NIGHT OF THE EGO for 2 weeks. I felt a lot of ANGER, CRYING AND DEPRESSION. I meditated for healing kundalini meditations and cried a lot. Hugged my inner child a lot during my meditation. Now I feel more peaceful and now feel like easy to observe my ego thoughts and can detach my emotions from my thoughts. Still not sure which stage I am …
I believe that because I didn't finish the Dark Night of the Soul, I went through the periods of the void, and then back around to Bliss and once again to the Dark Night of the Soul. My Ego fooled me into believing that I had finished all of the Dark Night of the Soul work because I was a co-dependent and it started when I was an infant and continued on to today. I thought that I was complete in my ascension, but when I took time away from my husband for a few months only seeing him on weekends, the real dark stuff came to the surface. The fact that I was co-dependent and always put others first, even tolerating temper tantrums, violent aggressive attacks, and other Narcissistic behaviors, while covering for him, then blaming him for being so cruel, selfish, and abusive. I finally had to face my own programming and responsibility in the cycles of abuse. I am still dealing with all of this but I finally understand my responsibility to myself and others in the abuse circle. Thank You for making these videos that help some of us realize the cold hard truths.
Wow, thank you sooo much Christina for your profound video. I've been in Spirituality for over 30 years and I can affirm that those 6 steps are real 🥵.... You brought me back down memory lane... Oh my, the Shadow work was hard ,but at least I felt alive ! But that void , ouff! I couldn't hang on to anything. I felt completely abandoned by Life. Seems like everybody else had a life but me. I couldn't read, couldn't watch videos ( that usually helped me ), didn't want to talk or see anyone, felt completely disconnected from everything and everybody. I don't remember how long that lasted, but it felt like years ... Now,years later, I'm in a good place in my life. Love love love my life now 🤗. Everything is calm inside, intuition and discernment are quite developed. I feel connected and I love who I am. I feel guided and loved. But what a ride that was 😜. Worth every moment ❤️. Thank you Christina for who you are. Much love to you ❤️❤️❤️
Definitely an update from the previous version. That other video was my first introduction to your work last year, and I am so happy and thankful for everything that you do. I definitely feel that some of these stages are stacked, and that can be confusing and overwhelming at times. But I did Awaken last summer, and it was and continues to be very helpful. I was in the bliss stage during the whole summer, but I have been in the dark night since Awaken ended. There is so much work to do (shadow work), but at least I keep in mind that this too shall pass. I don't think I would be so aware of that if I didn't have access to this community. I am a work in progress. Thank you Christina for being the light at the end of the tunnel that I can keep my eye on.
@isabelle You’re not alone there! I had my awakening in July and remained in the bliss phase until the end of August and it was amazing. I had also been taking a course from Mark Groves at the time but it seemed that as soon as I finished his course the bliss went away and I’ve been in a combination of steps 3&4 (dark night and the void), sometimes maybe even groundedness ever since. It’s comforting to know others are going through the same process and helps remind me that I’m exactly where I’m supposed to be!
@@carleebusby3677 exactly my feeling! Sometimes I feel like I am in the void as well and even groundedness, but those never really last long and the dark night becomes predominant again. It's exhausting!
@@ChristinaLopes Buit i think christans do not belive in karma or reincarnation🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔 actually i am from india and i am reading multiple religions and also going through awakening thats why i am asking ( warning do not take it ) negitavely i respect every religion🙂 ) actually i am confused iam going through awakening but confised is it real everything in the video matches with me and trying to figure that people from different country or religion belive same thing or not in india we call it as kundalini awakening
Stepping into stage 5 But the awakening started about 7 years ago. I am thankful for this journey alone where my trust in my intuition has been tested time and time again. Sometimes I thought I was going out of my mind Thanks God I am here and I'm not crazy! 😂 Now I recommend you to everyone, if I knew this information 7 years ago, I was to thank, very clear and structured information, because i speak in metaphors, as my visions are 😂 and my people still have hard time to understand me
My spiritual awakening started during quarantine 2020. Since then, I’ve cycled through all the stages. I spent a lot of time in dark night and the void. Now I’m in grounding and the 6th stage is starting to come. I’m feeling nudges to do things I’ve never considered possible but I am slowly, and steadily educating myself and taking small but consistent actions towards them. I’m still not exactly sure where I’m going but I’m ready for whatever comes my way. Through the toughest parts of dark night and the void, Christina your videos were literal lifesavers for me. Many times I honestly thought I was loosing my mind, going crazy, or falling off the deep end. Your content gave me a language to define my unique experiences and gave me a direction to head. No one around me in my small rural town seemed to be going through anything even close to what I was. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for all you do. And now, that I’m basically on the other end of the toughest part of the awakening process, I can honestly say it was all worth it. Totally worth it. I read old journal entries from before my awakening and I sound like a zombie, just reacting to stimulus, no real substance. I’m so grateful for the chance to awaken in this lifetime with whatever life I have left. Thank you again for all you do.
I just entered my groundedness phase right now but i feel so uncertain about it cause how scary the void and dark night were, could you give me some assurance or tell me how it was for you? Also how do you feel now?
There's still so many of my ways that needs changing... like how I'm selfish, judgmental, snappy when someone is rude or trying to me me who I'm not. I'm over all just trying to be a better person. I'm clairvoyant, I have visions, my energy is so strong to where it makes actual lights flicker and dance, I have the ability to heal because I'm an empath and I absorb people's pain and take it from them. And I know I was giving these gifts for reasons, and there's times where I hate it but I also love it. And I also beat myself up when I'm a rude person, but yet I somehow find myself going back to those ways and then I beat myself up for it once again. How do I keep myself from falling back to my old thinking ways and my bad habits? Prayers help, but not when I'm overwhelmed and going through a process. Hope my statements help others bc I'm being a hundred percent open and I am scared of judgement. But we also are our own worst critics too. Idk. But thank you for your time, energy and your heart you put into helping people. I couldn't have gone through my first couple spiritual awakenings without your videos. I also felt bat sh*t and you helped me believe in myself. And I've come a long way since then. So really, thank you🦋🤍🌻
Maybe try mantras or incantations. You can say something about how you’re going to be patient and mindful of how you react and what you say. Maybe it’s a chakras in-ballots or a bad example that was set for you when you were a child or trauma? Maybe try doing a meditation where you visualize yourself acting patient in a situation or keeping yourself calm. Maybe try a grounding meditation? Maybe a meditation that will balance and align your chakras? Or just meditation in general. Maybe shadow work would help in realizing where and how it all started. Good luck!
This is right on!! The stages seem to have gotten shorter! Way shorter! I'm an acupuncturist and tend to see about 50 patients a week, of unique backgrounds and different ages. People of different ages--teenaged, 20s, 30s, 40s, 50s, 60s, 70s, even 80s, 90s--are going through major, major, major spiritual awakenings through different avenues right before my eyes. It's WILD to observe!! ANd it's happening within me too! So fast!
Oh boy, definitely stacking! I blew through stage 1 & 2 in the first half of last year to crash land in the dark night which lasted about 3 months with it all coming to a head on 12/25/21 when I truly felt an ego death. I spent new years weekend cleaning up my home and went in to rest- void, layered by grounding and at the same time earned a certification in plant based nutrition over the last 6 weeks. I was guided through each stage, heavily guided through my dark night to let it happen. I was being told to work on myself, very hard as I was put in separation with someone very important to me. But I did it and am seeing now why I went through what I went through. I continue to do very deep work on myself, but I am ready to focus on my path, my mission. What I have been working toward since this time last year. Yes!
I watched and rewatched the original “stages” video as I was transitioning in and out of them. It was a lifesaver for real. I love this updated 2022 video just as much, some great tips in there! I’m at the end of stage 4 and working on strengthening my solar plexus/ coming out of the spiritual closet. I’m enjoying getting to know the real Me. Thank you Christina and team! ♥️
I went through awakening and bliss this past summer for SURE. I’m not sure if I’m in the dark night or the void or transitioning to grounding. I think I’m stacking some dark night clearing stuff on top of the void because I 💯 feel cut off and abandoned from source energy and not much of anything was happening for months after the bliss phase. I hope I’m moving into grounding but it seems a bit soon… and now I know that it’s all a journey to cherish and I’m exactly where I’m supposed to be. Thank you so much Christina!!! You are truly giving your gift to the world 🙏
Thank you SOOO MUCH. I had a spontaneous kundalini awakening earlier this year and had absolutely no clue what was going on. The euphoric oneness was pretty intense! I'm now in my soul's dark night and it's challenging. So much of what you talked about resonated and I now have an understanding of what's happening within. Very grateful, I wish I'd found you sooner!
You are so highly intelligent!!!! I can definitely relate to the “stacking” I thought my life was over until I realized what was going on 😭😭😭 wish I came across this 4 years ago
Currently in the dark night and learning the art of surrender! It maybe be my biggest dark night yet and the idea of surrendering is forgein to me, this video was amazing!!! Gives me hope for a bright future 🤩
I have been through all the stages. It took me 4 years!! My son & my husband are now going through and seem to be going through it much faster 💚 Great video but I still love the first one because it was based on your personal experience which was similar to mine. Thank you!
Wow.. this is pretty cool to lay this out this way. Especially after experiencing most of it!! I am in void stage and feel tired. Grateful. I do not feel void of God /universe, but I did at the first stage. I have been looking at my purpose and dharma which is really so strange because no one told me to find that term. I just follow the path. Everyone keep love as a power!
Your information is pretty accurate to what I went through, My Dark Night lasted 3 years 24x7 being turned upside down, inside out and torn apart, I assumed I was having a midlife crisis, psychotic break, PTSD, severe depression-anger-rage all at he same time, I wouldn't wish it on anyone. The state you find yourself after you successfully complete it is wonderful 😊 the change is lasting. About 3 months after completing the DKS I went through a surprise 11 hour energy/frequency activation, when it was completed I could feel a energy that seemed like we are submerged in but cannot feel normally, I can also direct the energy to people anywhere in the world which produced a wide array of experiences for the receiver which have all seemed to be beneficial.
Your dark night sounds similar to mine. About three years of similar symptoms. It's only after having just watched this video that I've realised I'm pretty much in the void at the moment. My reality actually reflects this perfectly. I can handle this a lot easier than the DN. And at least I can get out of my own way now to experience this phase better.
When i watch these incredible videos first things comes to mind with wonder how evolved this person is. Wow!! How one can be so evolved. So so grateful. Lots of luv to u.
Hey Christina, I really really love your work and your videos always deeply resonate and come at the right time. I cannot wait to listen to the updated version on this topic. My heart is filled with gratitude and appreciate for your work and the amount of dedication you put on teaching and sharing your knowledge and wisdom with us. May you be abundantly blessed beyond measure and may your cup overflow over and over without end🙏🏾❤️💝💞🙏🏾
For some of us, me for example, it's taken 4 years for me to understand the power of breath and moving through things. I was lucky enough to be in the bliss phase for about a month, then off and on for another. Unfortunately, I've been in the dark night for the rest of those 4 years. Navigating the physical human pains has been worse than the mental traumas for me. Knowing now that I need to move through & accept this with breathing really helps. I was able to bring myself out of a major panic attack a few days ago by using breath. This was the first time I had done this and got a great night's sleep!! I spent 4 hours in a hospital, the next 20 hours unable to sleep, shaking, nervous, cold, scared, unable to eat...and I brought myself out. ❤❤ If you struggle with this...please try breath work, as long as it takes. It will bring you out.
Thanks for all your work and help I am currently in the dark recovery mode but sometimes have days of great intuition thanks for all your help take care of yourself
It’s interesting to see everything more clearly one year later. When I first saw this video I was in the middle of the dark night of the ego and I was not understanding what what happening to me. Now - being in the void - seeing clearly where I am. Feeling disconnected, uncomfortable still, but also slowly starting to feel the power within and going into groundedness. It’s such an amazing journey and I wish everyone going through this so much love. Thank you for being so courageous. ❤️❤️
Christina you are so connected. Your gift of connecting with those reaching out is magical. What is the saying " when you are ready to learn the teacher will appear." This video brought it all together for me and I found you and this video by just following my intuition. Scrolling thru the many videos I have to choose from each day this one just screamed 'pick me.' I have learned to trust and follow these nudges because I believe they are divinely inspired. Heart Always leads me to where I need to be next. You are a gift and I am so grateful for your being. You nailed this for me. My heartfelt thanks. 🙌 ✨💕✨ 💕💖💕💖
Maybe I’m missing something yet in a way. But feel like I’ve gone through these stages several times and it’s like I gotta keep practicing each stage more and more in a way. Until it finally sticks a lot more. Pretty much practicing each stage in a way. But the practicing has felt more like the reward I can see and feel my development in a way. It was until recently I’ve been going through the stages again and something seemed to click actually where I just did what I needed to do during the stages without knowing it more or less. Then I’d see synchronicities of where I’d see videos reaffirming it and I’d be like sweet in already doing that, good. To who ever you are reading this may things connect more and more overtime for you and connect to the journey of this and see the journey as the reward and not a means to an end. The journey is the reward in a way, and may yours be something beautiful ¨̮
Thanks so much for sharing all of this wow. I think I'm in the grounded stage ready to get to purpose & mission . Although I still have more healing to do. I think we can bounce back and forth between stages just like the five stages of grief. We can get triggers . Always room for more healing & growth .
I am at stage 5 and I was so confused about my soul purpose. I always thought it has to be something really big and special. But thank you for your guidance that we can start taking small steps which I am actually doing that is learning dance - always been my passion since childhood. It was indeed a very helpful video 🙏🏻🙏🏻
lately , I've been going through the dark night and the void at the same time rapidly , but the thing is that all these ups and downs have given me so many lessons , so much wisdom ,the art of working with my energy,the huge power of patience, I've learned how to trust and surrender and not resisting , how to be at the present moment , also I've became a great observer of thoughts and emotions and so on...!!!! u know what , I've been going through a lotttt during all these 7 months , but it's been worth it!!! I'm still learning and I just try to flow with all those constant energy shifts🤍I'm so grateful🌅, so I embrace it all and practice patience ... although this whole journey is painful in some phases , I'm enjoying the beauty of becoming and growing. here's some of my fav quotes: "some storms come to clear your path and guide you to brighter day" . also : "burn into the flames of change and transition, rise again into greater heights of expansion and rebirth ."
Wish I new about you when my awakening happened. I knew it must be spiritual. I was receiving so much information in my head. But I love the bliss stage it was fun. But then it stopped. I thought it stop because of a draining relationship with someone. So I been trying to get back there. But not am in between the dark night and the voyage
AM i so excited by your video. Thank you. The void explains the frustration i am feeling at the moment. I know i have done all the deep shadow work but couldnt understand why i didnt feel lighter and more connected. Now i can relax into the void and enjoy this quiet time.🙏✨
Thanks you are such an 😇 👼 !!! It was much needed right now!! I m in my dark night of ego but it's such a beautiful phase with everything coming out to heal everyday a new assignment given by guardian angels to work on...
Kristina I really appreciate you I’m one of your student you change my life I love you so much and I appreciate you very much I can’t stop telling you how much you change my life🙏
Thank you thank you thank you so much! This is VERY timely and I feel like my dark night and void is happening at the same time and sometimes back n forth simultaneously I was becoming very ungrounded, lost and hopeless. This makes so much sense now and I thank the Universe for believing in me!! 💗🎉🙌🏽
My spiritual awakening was caused by a traumatic experience. I'm still healing but im incredibly grateful for the awakening. Beauty for ashes. 🌹 Thank you for your videos/channel. 🙏
Christina - thank you THANK YOU 🙏💥 The silliest thing is that I have been listening to all your work, which is so inspiring and uplifting 💗 Up until this video, I never asked myself what stage of Spiritual Awakening I am currently going through. Now I KNOW that I am going through a Dark Night of the Ego, which began in April of 2019, with bouts of alcoholism sprinkled into some days 🙈 It has been extremely difficult, and I keep asking myself and my Angels WHY my urge to drink is SOOOO intense, and HOW I could give in to it despite continuing my Spiritual practices and knowing that I don't want to or need to. It has been an extremely eye-opening and enlightening past couple of years, and I look forward to completely dissolving my Ego and finding that wonderful VOID soon 😉🤪 Love & Light to you, Christina, and to everyone going through their Spiritual Awakening 🙏🧘
Oh my goodness! I just found this amazingly beautiful soul and am so grateful. I’ve been on this journey for over 12 years and man has it been. Rollercoaster. This has brilliantly articulated my steps thus far. I can identify that I reached step 6 after the spring eclipses. I have been impatient with myself due to the lengthy process I’m sure. This gives me grace and compassion for myself so thank you for that much needed reminder. Okay so my question being new to this community is once in this stage do you still find yourself going through the past steps? I find myself being overly critical of myself sometimes still finding deep blocks and wounds needing to be healed despite ALL the urging. I feel this is normal and will continue to a lesser degree because we are still living g in a dualistic world and human. I hear so many proclaiming that they can live in love and light easily. While I pray that is real it just doesn’t seem realistic. Once we become love and light we wouldn’t be able to tolerate the density here right?
Thank you for this I really needed to understand why I am having a hard time finding joy, connectedness, it’s almost like my high vibrational emotions are turned off at the moment and I really have to work so hard to feel anything, do anything. It is really only when I meditate or do energy work that I get a small boost. I feel I’m in the void, now that I have an understanding of where I’m at I hope that I can move through this stage a little easier and knowing that the bliss stage is just a stage and not meant to be long term I am at peace with the fact that I will find joy and connectedness again just not so all encompassing. But wow talk about being high on life, what a trip that was!😁😉
Just seeing this in 2024. My awakening happened late 2023 and it’s DEFINITELY stacked 😂. It’s a crazy wonderful thrill of a ride. Thank you for the video 🫶🏾
I've been in Stage 3,4&5 for a few years...just this month found my soul awakening Stage 1,2&6 over this past week with no traumatic event. I was just trying to self heal and it just happened. It's incredible. Technology speeds this up because so much info is out there. In 1 week, I woke up, found bilss, expanded my intuition, accessed my Akashic Records for help, and finally found my purpose!! Took me years of darkness, but the wake up was so fast. I still have work to do.
Just now leaving the void behind and beginning to ground. The acting on intuition part still feels scary, but I'm so sick of The Nothing that it's clear that forward is the only way. Thank you for you
Thank you all guys with your sharing! I feel motivated and I know I am not alone in this journey...I have undergone a deep dark night for around 3 months and I thought I was dying.. it was horrible both mentally and physically, I can not eat anything for a month, I lost weight, 6kg while I am very slim, terrible.... now it is much better but not I think I am still in dark night but easier... may be also void, I feel a bit released and do not want to do anything... Thanks so much Christina for your clip! It helps me really a lot! 😘💕🌺
My dark night of the ego started in March 2021 and it was the first stage of my awakening. I didn't know what was going on, I thought I was depressed and needed therapy. I was not a spiritual person at all. After 3 years of that I had a Spiritual Awakening and Bliss thanks to an Ayahuasca retreat. Now I'm in a Void and I'm so relaxed to finally rest from all that rollercoaster I was going through
I just came back from the outside of our house for some full moon bathing (snow moon) and then you are the 1st video I saw when I opened RU-vid. It’s a bliss reading comments here and knowing that even if we feel alone (wherever we are in this journey) we truly are not alone. We are connected in an inexplicable way. As always, you are a blessing, Christina. The stages Ive been going through are never in order and felt like they overlap and then they’d repeat. I think those were the times where I question myself and this path I’m in the most. Thank you for your light and guidance! I feel like I’m coming out of the void now. And I’m just so so so grateful for my life right now. Sending love and light to anyone who might come across this message. I can finally see that life is truly magical. I surrender 🪄✨💜🌺
After much thought and not knowing what was going on with me for years, I believe I awoke about 6 yrs ago when I got sober. This last spring and summer was the void and the absolute worst. I really felt so alone. But my guides made sure to leave me my feathers when it got unbearable. Now I am going through grounding and feel as though I am on to my purpose. I feel like I am missing a piece of me and am constantly searching. These tips are amazing and I will definitely be trying them. I have started back at school and am changing careers so maybe this isy mission. But I still feel like I am missing something. Good luck to everyone and remember we are all together on this beautiful journey ❤️
You have helped me so much during my awakening process, which kicked off in 2016, thanks to an intense relationship with a narc, the catalyst that was meant to be! The stages have overlapped and gone back and forth and it's still going, currently flipping back and forth with 4 and 5. I appreciate your reason for calling it The Dark Night of the Ego, it does make sense, from my own experience of a very long Dark Night with brief visits of Bliss/highly attuned intuition and psychic (the Clairs) abilities and then the deep dive back into purging I still identify with The Dark Night of the Soul. Going deep within I found my Temple/Heart centre and met my Guide to take me through the Inner Child and Shadow work and bring up my wounds and traumas and past life 💩😩 and the depth of pain I experienced and what was shown to me I FELT from a SOUL LEVEL and literally felt like my Soul and I cried and grieved together - 2 1/2 yrs of this and then it suddenly stopped! Then I was in the Void for a yr and then Groundedness and back to the Void and then breast cancer took me back to the Dark Night of purging more grief and trauma.... it's been a long road and I'm resting and feeling lucky to be alive because I feel like I'm dying physically now not in terms of Ego but so many health issues have manifested out of this experience and what's still unresolved. 1st came Lung Disease diagnosis 2018, symptoms since 2016 (Heart chakra); then left side of face Trigeminal Neuralgia 2019 (Third Eye 6th chakra); 2020 woke numb and briefly paralysed down left side of body and still suffer left-sided neuropathy - the Feminine aspect; 2021 Breast Cancer right breast (Heart Chakra not finished purging) Fibromyalgia diagnosed and severe spinal degeneration - OA/DDD with 5 bulging discs; 2021-2022 full body face to feet aggressive eruption of skin cancers - BCC's/SCC's and recent Melanoma. I also had 3 mental breakdowns (Dr wanted me committed but I had no carer for my Special Needs son) and was told basically your nervous system is fried and Adrenals are shot and spleen isn't producing chi... Meditation last night revealed the wounds/traumas that were brought to the surface (metaphorically 'my skin') that were not processed and released because of sudden stop and WTF? Oh, so you're the VOID🌌🌚this left me angry and feeling abandoned by my angels/guides/higher self - whole Divine Team😢😇. This grief has 'festered and eaten away at me' - weeping ulcerations and cancers! WOW!!! It's all making sense but what to do 🤔so I pray for answers and guidance🙏 and Christina pops up😍👏I may not get most prayers answered but when I ask questions and seek answers I'm guided to a source. I really do miss the Bliss of psychic dreams and visions and when an issue (wound/trauma/illusion etc) was processed, released and then I'd FEEL the internal SHIFT - absolutely the most amazing feeling that I've been unable to verbally express; also having an Angel hug me, enclose me within their wings, I cannot describe the pure bliss of that experience either. THANK YOU so very much Christina because without ppl like you, Victor Oddo, Aaron Dougherty, Matt Khan - your emails arriving just when needed😇🙏+ Astrology and a few other YT sources, learning about the narcissist and empath dynamic and so much more has been invaluable and life-saving on this lonely arduous journey. Ppl have thought I was 'crazy' and even I questioned my own sanity but I'm Blessed and Grateful🙏🙏🙏😇☸👣👣🌈
