I had cancer and I felt it was a wake up call for me to become more authentic and take better care of myself. Prior to that I felt I had worn myself down to nub of my true self to please everyone else. Shortly before I was diagnosed my little son asked me what I liked to do and I started to cry because I realized there wasn't anything in my life that I did for myself that brought me joy. I would cook the food my husband or kids liked, I wouldn't make the things I really liked. I always put the radio on the stations they liked and the list goes on. I would consider making everyone else happy and comfortable over myself. Cancer was the best thing that happed to me. I think if I did not make changes I would have died from it. I did not have a near death experience like Anita but it was a wake up call.
Well I too had cancer and same thing applied as with you but I think maybe I should be the one to make a bigger change to please everyone in order to eradicate the friction because I live with people who simply do not care about the things I do and so the friction never ever goes away. But by being more passive to friction I could then realise it was me who finally put an end to all that friction and this would be perhaps more fulfilling and a worthy pursuit as everyone would get on better through my own sacrifices. And at the end of the day surely I at least, would be the one trying to live up to Gods expectations to love one another?
I almost have the same story. Got a wake up call by having ovarian cyst. I was a people pleaser. I almost neglected my own life. But I also recovered after the operation. I had near death experience too.
God Bless You all! Dear Anita, I was carrying so much anger and resentment inside me because I couldn't let go of the past. In latin people used to say "tabula rasa" which interpreted in modern language equals to a total reset - it was totally needed. Despite my yoga, my meditation retreats in monasteries, my strict vegan diet and my daily mantras and prayers, there was always something wrong with me. Over two years ago I had a vision of black stains in my liver and that happened right after my two beloved dogs died. I was devasted with pain and sorrow but I decided to do a water fast by myself. Initially, I only wanted to do it for 10 days but after a while I lost the desire to stay alive. I layed in bed for two months, at a certain stage, I started vomiting bile, lots of it, every day for a long time until I lost consciousness and found myself in a beautiful natural place where there was a waterfall gently cascading on natural pools in the rock. I was so joyful and happy, I could feel everything but there was no sense of I nor thought process. There was another woman with me and we were so joyfully splashing each other with water and giggling (I met this woman in real life later on, a member of a Christian organisation who rescued me from the hospital). This happened in Cambodia. My kind Khmer landlord, came with the police once to make me sign a paper were I was solely responsible for what happened to me. Then, the second time he came with a locksmith who destryed the metal door then he and his mother put me on an ambulance to get to the hospital. I couldn't move my body properly, one eye was not able to focusa, when I was shown the photos of me in the hospital, I couldn't recognize myself. I had no muscles left, bloated like a balloon, my gums completely inflamed and my tongue covered with a white patina. Yet, I knew the Divine was with me, everybody was helping. The hospital couldn't help me plus I was not taking their medication - I was never given any food at the hospital. Thank God some volunteers came and fed me, I was literally starving. Gradually I had to face my own demons and destroy them. The Divine showed me how everything is made of energy and everything is indeed Divine. There is no dualism, it was all in my head. Now, I 'm pretty much bed ridden all day but I am becoming more peaceful every day. The Divine has been triggering me with all sorts of behaviours to teach me to let go and never hold memories or grudges. I must stay in the here and now because my thoughts tend to be negative or depressing. I love you, forgive me for my ignorance!
I’ve heard her speak on this theme many times, via video, but this one really “clicked” for me. Thank you SO MUCH for repeatedly sharing, Anita! I am VERY grateful for your positive impact on me and others!
My higher self has brought me to you, thank you so much, I am just learning to love myself at the age of 63, and it’s a pretty up-and-down prospects so far, I feel great when I really am listening to my inner guidance and loving myself and then for some reason I start feeling guilty that I’m not paying enough attention to my partner and my kids or my friends or whatever and then that just takes me down the whole rabbit hole of I should be better, So thank you, I was really feeling depressed this morning when I woke up and like I say my higher self led me here, I think I’m gonna watch a couple more your videos
I dont get it. Im in the same place as what u describe. I dont think we can just “muster it up.” Anita went to the other side, before she “got it.” It is not easy in this world.
People will some day realize that the reason for being here is to bring what she experienced/felt in NDE to this state of the physical human...she's very fortunate to have what is called that experience. Thank you sweetheart.
Anita speaks to my heart with this her testimony , to love one’s self as a child of God I needed to hear this message, oh how her gentle voice resonates within my soul May you be richly blessed dear Anita . Amen🙏
So this is it, why you came back, to bring this message to People like me who are looking for the answer of so many questions nobody else could answer. Thanks for coming back and share your Message with us ❤️ God (universal energy) save you 😘
Thank you, Anita. I was having very difficult time tonight. Felt like I'm not worth for anything. Feeling sorry for myself. But listening to you really made me feel peaceful. I know you are telling us the truth. When I'm listening to you I remembered the love I have within me. Your simple and deep words are exactly what I needed to hear today. I thank you so much for your messages.
🕯💘🕯That's a huge struggle for me & this is exactly why I was born into this universe here in physical form on January 19, 1970. I'm very obese, & am Still trying to learn how to first accept myself & like myself. Thank you. I want to learn much more from you! 🕯💘🕯 ~ Sue G. Rochester Hills, Lower MICHIGAN (USA) 🙏🕯🙏
Hi Suzanne, I just started reading Brene Browns book, "The Gifts of Imperfection". Check it out. Its helping me to learn a lot about myself. Peace and Be Well!
Suzanne G, January 19 is my birthday too, except I was born in 1972. I seem to share alot of your same interests in things and life. I have many stories, I could tell you.
Dear Suzanne how can you not love yourself. You are a soul made of pure love. living in a body which works so complicated and miraculous. Just imagine being a person who will not even be born, or a person who is so very sick and in pain what would they give to experience living in your body. And just because you are obese and maybe got formed a opinion by society you cant accept yourself. That is a big loss of an opportunity to live this life with love. Wish you the best
You are a lovely human being. Thank you for sharing your story; it means so much to me and to so many others. I have lost so many loved ones, most recently my Mom. Your account gives me so much hope that they are in a better place and that we will be together again.
Thank you Anita and thank you all for shining the beautiful light you all are . I faced the same type of situation Anita did and i overcame it . I practice meditation and i have felt what Anita was talking about. I had to choose to be here. Choose to love myself more and more . I have felt the feeling of i am love and love coming so strong all around me and all is connected . Nothing could truly ever hurt me . I felt my soul what we truly all are . Anita spoke that what we are is love . I can whole heartily confirm with my own experiences . A bug yes to that . 🙏💜😊
Do you know that God has brought us an Angel back to earth to save us from ourselves …I believe that is you and I want to thank you for your sharing your story and life with the world …much love and gratitude 🙏
Dear Anita, I am so happy that God took you home, got your attention, and sent you back to us to share your real self and your priceless words. The world is now a more loving place.
Thank you Madam for giving this wonderful message. I would like to tell you that this video has made a profound impact on my life. Thank you for helping people like me and making this world a wonderful place to live.
thank you very much, Anita; you help a lot I have your book, translated in Romanian, where I am from, and looking forward to read it. much love from Bucharest!
Dear Anita - many thanks for sharing your experience and it's after effects, all so valuable. I really want to tell you that (on a previous video) when you talked about self love in terms of loving your life that this was a major break through for me. I could never quite get a handle on self love as walking around thinking I'm great I love myself because in reality forgetting about oneself is far more comfortable. However loving ones life I can really understand - I love my house, my partner, my animals, RU-vid etc etc in all its imperfect beauty. I've never heard anyone define self love as loving your life. Many thanks.
You are so right! Makes a big difference people feed off of your energy which is beneficial to those in need. I worked with special needs and at-risk children. I gave them what was needed in their life and I was so happy and fulfilled doing that. Thank you
I agree with this concept but as a child, my joy was met with condemnation and mockery and I've encountered jealousy and betrayal as an adult when people are envious of my lightheartedness and goodness and relived my childhood drama through abusive relationships. So I have a hard time expressing anything joyful and bright anymore. I want to love myself freely and express exuberance but view it with the same fear that is associated with being shut down by others. I'm not sure I'm even capable of it anymore.
Clara S. Thank you so much! you really are powerful, I just invited my husband ( who is very sceptical) to listen to you, and he really love it!...thank you, thank you! for all what you do for all of us.
Thank you for sharing your experience and message, Anita. During my own NDE, I was asked two questions: What did you learn? and Did you do all things with love? Act with love toward yourself and others. I believe this is the most important thing we can learn while here.
RE: In order to get messages ... must be gaps. This truely resonated. We are in an age of such easy access, that times of quiet/solitude/reflection almost must be scheduled. In spite of *knowing* regular periods of "aloneness" are necessary for overall good health, the temptation is so strong to discount those precious minutes as non-productive. Instead, we fall into the trap of trying to multitask. We give ourselves metaphorical gold stars when we double- or triple-task, feeling quite smug about our "busy-ness." Thank you 😚 for sharing these precious words of wisdom. I've saved this to my "Repeat" folder. Some of us have thicker skulls than others. 🙄
1:19 The biggest lesson she learned from the other side _that saved her life._ (that is what i am doing, i'm really trying to save my life, not make a million dollars in pery, but rather save my life.) 1:48 She gives a Law here: when there is an absence of Love (in you) Negative will come in and fill what Love, had it been present, would have filled. Fear (a particular type of negative) does not come from it's own side, it gets "created" when Love is not there. 2:55 Rachel and the beginning of the negative life long disaster cascade of low self esteem. _It was easier to disappoint myself than it was to disappoint other people._ (You're a piece of shit and you're not here for anything useful, so act like it, this will largely be comprised of being a worm and letting other people shit on you at will, whenever the fuck they like!) 3:39 Listen to this. It is the antidote. This is what will bring and grow attraction with women and with Serena. You can't grow if you're a worm. And no one wants you to be a worm, it makes them sick. The only person who did want that was your disgusting and demented mother. She isn't people, she is her own fucked up special case, and it's bullshit history now, so leave it on the road to rot and blow away.
It is amazing, because today, before I saw these video I have though the same. That I alwas think that other people are more important than me, that they are wiser, smarter, brighter. Even job was something so important that I MUST do something for it. Now I think that im complete. Thank You for these video. With love💓
Many of my 3.4 (b) billion "Fans" from the world ask, "Bill. We love you so much." I say, "I understand why. It's also important to love yourself. But, of course, you will never love yourself as much as you love me. And for good reason. To learn to "Love Yourself". Here is an excellent video. I love you too. Just not nearly as much as I love myself. For obvious reasons. -Bill "Humble and Down To Earth" Howes.
The love that brought you back is the same love that sustains you now. We see That Love "as you"; hence, we can see That Love "as" ourselves. We thank you. The pain you personally endured is healing so many of us when we listen to you. May That Love continue to be to you what you are to us.Thank you for being here with us when you could, as easily, be there with us. The power of Love is Infinite. OM Shanti Shanti Shanti
I had a long journey of healing from cancer and i am here snd overcame it and i know where she speaks fro. . I learned i must choose to be here from my heart and learn more snd more to love myself . I faced my emotional pain and i healed . Piece by piece i healed . Till one day i knew i was healed i could feel it . Facing my emotions that where buried very freeing . Filling myself up with whatever made me smile of made me have hope . That felt in-powering inside me . Never give up . I practice meditation and have had visions during and i do not use drugs . One day after meditation walking to the store i feel different , talking to my bf as we walked saying i felt like i had no ego , i just was . Felt speaking from a higher perspective . Then we walk into the neighborhood store and i am overwhelmed in a good way by this strong feeling more like a wave of love in my inner being , anyone i saw i felt it . I felt i was love . I felt all was connected . I felt like nothing could ever really hurt me . I realized later , what i had felt was my soul . I wished i could felt that every min of every day since but the exp of it has stayed with me . I didn’t have a NDE but i felt same feelings that Anita was speaking of . Not like this exp happened on day one of my medirating. I had been doing it for about 6 months . I also had been doing spiritual art . Like mandalas . And you practiced chanting as well at times samskrit and english beautiful mantras . Its all i have exp that has given me inner strength to know nothing can ever truly hurt me . Love is truly what we are i know that from the depths of who i am . So please i hope what i said helps you . I would highly recommend meditation . And doing things that uplift you and find ways to lovingly let go of emotions buried inside you . Choose to be here . Your lights the only one like it in all the universe . Your the only one who can shine it . Much love to you . Hope this message finds you better then 4 months ago . 💜🙏😊
Its "funny" its so simple we all to often look over this fundamental aspect of being present in our experience is loving ourselves, and everything else, its too easy to help others, seek wealth/survival, anything other than treating body/self/soul as the temple. Deny thyself refers to denying exterior addictions, cravings etc, we need a bit of food, water, shelter and "purpose" .... purpose can be anything from career to a hobby, whatever one feels inspired/enthused to do... know thyself. I love your message, thanks for sharing your experience it is wonderful yes?
I need to listen to Anita to fill my gaps to reinfirm myself and to be sure I hear the right words TO LOVE ME, always I have been thougt to love others as myself. (Even Jesus said: Love your neighbour as yourself and love God with all your heart! And if God is in my heart than this is a commandment for me, isnt true. But nobody was teaching me how to love myself. This is a actually a science. A lot of us dont know how to do it....Thanks, Anita.
Glenn Close "women we are nurturers, that's whats expected of us, we have our children we have our partners if we are lucky enough but we have to find personal fulfillment we have to follow our dreams. We have to say I can do that and I should be allowed to do that."
I will share this experience your right one occassion i was on the there is young lady sat beside but to my amaze she ask me slowly with..if i am a healer....i said im sorry im not...she said she feel so much comfort and eases her struggles when she sit diwn beside me she said i have a very good energy... i said really and did not understand much that approach to me by stranger
