The Kundalini Awakening & Psychosis After Meeting Our "Twin Flame" 

You just literally explained it in such a way. It was like I lost my mind and my soul and mind very violated and intrusive , spiritual attacks , demonic almost in nature, I committed suicide , turned to drugs, became homeless and it was the beginning of a what I would say is the dark night of the soul. And yet I wouldn't trade it. I barely survived but who I was before was an illusion. The life I believed the reality I had was the illusion . And I was slowly dying inside , unaware I lived in a bubble a false reality that I had created as a child to survive my childhood and so this was meant to break us out of the matrix and find our true selves and real connection. But the twin flame ideology didn't come until January of 2021 and I've been stuck ever since so I literally found you today and have gotten all of it off my RU-vid and I'm breaking the habit moving forward it's become its own obsession and addiction. But just traps us in longing and lack mentality so we don't manifest our actual purpose and use our gifts. Which is what the enemy wants. I've had no stop health issues. And been in and out of hospitals . Unexplainable things I truly should be dead. But as Ive removed the toxic people and energy vampires and the entities that handled me I can see how it's a trap and it's draining my energy like a succubus. It's not healthy to obsess over anything let alone over someone who's narcissistic and abusive and quite frankly lacks a true soul and any real human emotions. Sociopath, satanist , whatever is still am warding off the evil eyes and soul suckers. It was like I was surrounded by "friends" yet when the veil started to finally lift they didn't even look the same. Like a glamour. I believe they are actually trying to sacrifice us for our energy they're not even aware I don't think that they're under demonic influence. But it's crazy , death magic, sex magic, chaos magic. Dark and evil energies these people think they know how to control demons and all I can say is to hey failed and one by one they have been exposed and God has handled all my vengeance. I don't have to lift a finger. Unfortunately not everyone survives this attack. And I know many who didn't. This has truly been an eye opener for me. And all these dots are connecting and I'm just experiencing it as I type. But woah . Your truth is resonating with me on so many levels i have never been so low until yesterday and it started to crack. And once I prayed and and asked for truth wasn't long after I found this and it's like wow. This is the highest form of spiritual warfare. And think of how many people are stuck in this never ending delusion feeding all of these inhuman entities and familiar spirits. Thank you for being strong and posting your truth. I owe you a lot of a matter of a day I have felt such a huge relief and can feel my energy returning to me. Creative juices and will power and my drive I was able to clean my room and start taking my power back. I was thinking I had a spirit attached to me or something was draining me heavily so badly I have been struggling to heal. And tonight for the first time I think I'm going to actually be able to rest and heal myself like I should of been better bi lateral cellulitis in n both legs for over a year and a half. It's come back 3 times and the hospital could care less. If have better treatment if I was a stray dog. Sad but true.

Thank you for raising awareness regarding New Age and these demonic spirits. Some people refuse to listen and will have to learn the HARD way.

I got sectioned into an acute mental ward twice during the love bubble stage. It was Psychosis.

THE SONGS!! He'd send me soooo many deep love songs, I'd ask if that's how he felt. He'd say I was "overthinking it", or it was just a nice song. Music was his method to hook my heart and then hurt it. I felt like I had died or been replaced.. I felt like my original soul was in another dimension and I'd absorbed his entities. I felt like I was AI sometimes, I couldn't focused, would just disassociate and feel like I was straddling two different worlds.

I went through a traumatic opening like the one described but I took myself to study with Eastern spiritual sages and healed. I think part of the reason some people have such difficult awakenings is that the West is so ignorant of spirituality and its depth. I feel it is important to just embrace the experience and learn from it in an open, humble way and just keep going on the spiritual journey to self-realization. I have a you tube channel to help people learn how to grow in a grounded, gentle, slower way that is safe. It is Wisdom And The Feminine Spirit You Tube.Without us developing spirituality beyond the twin flame thing I am concerned more people will have traumatic experiences.

I just want to thank you for speaking out on this topic. This is the best description/analysis of the Kundalini awakening that I have ever heard. And you did it so succinctly...so much information in 11 minutes. I had the same experience with music that you did. I listened to this one particular mix by Kygo over and over. I have a playlist from that time that, in retrospect, hypnotized me further into a psychic trance as I went throughout my day. It was the most "pleasant" experience having my energy siphoned from me...if only I had known. Can I ask you how the music you listened to during that time impacted you? Just curious. All the best to you.

I just came across your channel and I am so grateful for your words! I have finally totally woken up to this. I really want everyone to know that 20 years ago I was unbeatable and slowly lost my identity through a 15 year marriage! I know I have to heal and I’ve been trapped in the TF fantasy/illusion for 2 years because it was the only way to explain my experience. I even thought I was a alcoholic(not) but I really thought I was going to die! I have two sons that deserve to see me strong again so I’m not giving up. I really want to help other women who are going trough this tough experience and show them it is possible to be reborn (literally)

My heart chakra goes nuts and the ground vibrates a lot , telepathy, they way they use technology/ phones to program.....ugh they hacked me & would scroll my phone and stop on tf videos , they do drug you toooo they use the camera on your phone to know when your asleep.......I found needle marks on my feet they do drug you...... I died tooo this journey is effed up...... everything your talking about I've been through.

I feel a fool as I have a famous twin flame and famous pop stars and actresses suffer from twin flame like adulation from some fans. However, the whole thing could be programming as my twin put me through MK Ultra, Monarch mind control as my handler. But it would appear in hindsight that I was dealing with her higher being who has claimed to be my spirit guide in magical ways, and it could be some demonic entity, but I had a full-blown Kundalini awakening and part of the programming is to use your twin as a heart chakra opening click bait as the love bomb stage becomes so intense and then she moves on for fresh supply and I was left looking for answers and found the narcissist video gurus, tarot and a full time twin flame coach which saw me in hospital in ICU (Intensive Care Unit) placed in a coma by anaesthetic for 3 weeks followed by heart surgery as she broke my heart literally.

I starting seeing synchronicities of 911. He was born 9/11. I met him at work where I started 3/11 (3x11=33, 3x3=9) and ended on 9/11. His birth path number is 8 and mine is 3 which adds to 11. His doc number added to 9. This new twin was also born on 9/11. He’s a preacher. He’s currently targeting me through his online sermons because he knows that I was an online church member. One of them astral raped me in my dreams more than once. I always feel depleted. Very creepy. 😮

When she began to talk to me (hitting on me very apparently) I felt a tingling sensation in my chest.. I was touching objects and basically getting zapped!! Strange experience, and then I was basically obsessed... the song "Baby Blue" by Badfinger just mysteriously came through and i began listening to it everyday!

My twin freed us on Dec 16th, 2022-death by accidental overdose. I love him, always will, tho I feel like a curse is being lifted. I've referred to us sometimes as, "The Dance Between the Fool and the Devil". Life can be strange at times. May the Creator, please, Bless Us All🙏💜

I feel media and society have bastardized the sacred meaning and understanding of Twin Flames, that many look for their twin flame from an egoic perspective or not understanding the spiritual element at all. In which case, even if meeting their twin flame they aren’t at am ascended level to be United in this lifetime. Which is okay! As always, welcome to all perspectives, and my own personal perception listening to your video is that you may have been deeply hurt and traumatized by a false twin flame. But I don’t know you or your journey.. People need this insight to heal as well. We are all learning.. Lots of love 🤍

Oh and yes. Right after I met this person I started to feel very strong depressions.

I have no idea what you're talking about here, seriously. The kundalini awakening is simply the opening of the chakras, and you can look that up online, that's what the websites say. I see nothing wrong with that. Chakras are blocked in most people and chakras should be open. My kundalini activation took me 2 or 3 days and it wasn't unpleasant at all. Just a nice mild stimulation. And I'm an ultra sensitive Heyoka empath, so I can't imagine how it can be blamed for all that you blame on it.

Thank you for your information 🙏

I just want to know .. does this happen in both twin flames ? Because I definitely went mad but I think he might have as well

You make me think about Terrence Mckenna by the way you are talking, i like it. A lot of people are suffering because of their twin flame story, suppose ascension symtoms etc. They are looking for help but this kind of content won't give anyone back their souvereignety. I know you don't want to harm but in internet you can say the dumbest bullshit, there will be people that are like "omg that's exactly what i'm living" etc My personnal opinion is that you may harm as much than the thing you seems to want to protect people from. I may be wrong but at least I don't present my beliefs for the truth.

I’m currently trying to heal from this, any tips?

So when you block everything bc the awareness has come, and you don’t talk to your tf, or the entity trying to take your energy, should you also stop doing kundalini yoga?! Is that part of the cult? I’m more into fitness but I came back to it for mediation aspect and just deep breathing but am I opening myself up to dark things by practicing it?

No fear. Only love. Kundalini is real and the mental health and physical health changes are necessary for your soul to ascend.

I don’t think you met your true Divine counterpart. Your Twin Flame won’t have so many negative effects on the body. It’s nice that you try to help the TF community to bring what you believe is truth.

Oh god. Maybe this is your own experience, because it sounds so emotionally wacko and unhealthy. Perhaps you could think your sick is not soul ascending, but your own head wanted a twin flame so bad, so everything must fit into that fantasy. A true wisdom comes from balancing of emotions and logics. Not everyone has a twin flame, it is very rare connection, it does exist, but not when people all put their focus to must find their twin. I don’t want to judge this content person doesn’t have the real twin or what, but when a person sounded so dramatic, I can’t believe things this person says. I don’t know which word that is fact and which is not.

Hi dear. I denied twinflame relationship for at least 6 month, but last week I had physical symptoms of it, and now I'm confused. I can't find a logical reason for it, and also I'm worried that why should I sens a connection with a person miles away without him knowing me, but answering to my telepathical questions and even came live and talked indirectly about it infront of his audiences. He still haven't seen me. But without knowing it we had interaction in different platforms. What is this? Am I asleep? I've always considered it as opposed to concept of unity, but what I saw after body symptoms was infinity and unity of whole. I don't consider my self as spritual person at all. I've always been agnostic. I would never accept that I am chosen or I am different because I'm completely familiar with the pain it brings, whith sense of not belonging and not been accepted in my community! Even my mother made that feeling in me that I'm different from the whole family, just because I was a rebel child and had my own rules and never accepted patriarchy in our family. This whole time, I was denying having twinflame cause I had emotionally unavailable parents and also had tendency of experiencing Limerance! I don't know what's right and what's wrong! Hope you can help me.