Of course there will be people who somehow find a way to make this my fault. Because based on the response of my last post after all that I've contributed, I'm not due my day..I have no protections yet have been on the front lines since day ONE; I AM a PIONEER and if you don't like that, you don't like FACTS. Yet I get shown zero respect despite my best efforts, and people will justify and explain away why it's ok.
I'm just trying to do what I've been called to do, and that I know I've earned the right, and am worthy of and even still as you see here I'm cut short, disrespected, and dismissed. Yet, somehow people believe I should be ok with this, and when I'm not it's my ego...all my years of proveable influence (2006-) but no, Im not due respect even when there's a contract in place with my record label or as you see here with my booking agency. A booking agency who later in an email try to explain how this mix up was my fault, and to resolve this problem they'll comp me 10 tickets and give me extra pay. It was NEVER ABOUT THE MONEY. I want a chance to do what others are handed. And instead you wasted my time and my squads money. I've sustained, I've paved paths, and when it's my turn I have to defend, fight, and over explain myself, but then I'm told I'm wrong for that also. Sabotage of the highest order man.
I'm doing better, thank you to the true and living Angels that reached me PRIVATELY and in LOVE or left sweet notes of kindness in one of my darkest hours, my wilderness, right here for me to see in lieu of the passive and not so passive shade, my true soul tribe was present.There's them, and then there were those fake ass Iyanla shock therapy in a perm box for dummies, in desperate need of a brain for comprehension and a heart to express love, both of which are missing, and of this I'm sure.
To, and for those that enjoyed the chance to clown and show me who they are and yes, I read all the shade, and won't forget each.and.every.face.and.screen.name. I SEE you. Frauds and heartless worms the whole lot of you.Let the record show, that during national suicide month, how you animals reacted to someone literally calling out for help, you're fraud and you're weak.
NEVER pretend like you care about mental health or "black boy joy" or appropriation when I explained how I'm targeted and all you do is create reasons why in each era of mine (past and present) I'm overlooked. You love it, but you are not authentic and it shows; virtual likes and upvotes are what feed you dickless moaning dung beetles, and its fucking disgusting truly.
I'd be utterly ASHAMED if I looked back at someone being vulnerable and sincerely open and showing their pain and saw my vapid, baseless, and mind you TASTELESS passive attack on someone who lost so much and has given so much, your comments won't age well, but my memory will. I don't need your advice on business when you looking just as busted as I remember with no growth or new growth to boot. So don't advise me, advise that hairline, long elbow, knock knees, AND skinny toes lookin' ass to the Heaven Center for a remake, cause that shit ain't built right and that's why you really mad. Pray on it, I know I will.
From this day forward, I will be banning in mass. I will be traveling back to my previous video, and literally block every.single.shady.commenter. Each one. I'll enjoy it, really. If you can't support me how I'm asking, and say stupid shit I revoke your right to speak to me ho. And this mass ban will continue now into infinity. I have a real tool and it's high time I truly use it. Now for my self-care. See you on the other side God willing.
Be blessed. And that's a take.
30 сен 2020
