Do you really need them? What were the offering you except constant abuse in rejection? I've been in this situation for 22 years, I'm 22 years and I have no friends and I don't think I ever had friends. I did in highschool but I think they were being two faced towards me the entire time to exploit me finically socially and intellectually for their schoolwork. I was in the military for 4-5 years, and I met some of the nicest people I've ever met in my life there, but they still treated me generally the same as everyone else did. I've decided that maybe it's a schizoid lifestyle for me. Which isn't a pathology when it manifests as a lifestyle choice. It honestly really sucks, I try everything I can to be nice to people and earn their admiration and just love them because I want to love them and want that relationship reciprocated in a non-selfish way. But I've faced a constant and overwhelming resistance from my society for these attempts. From the very first moments I entered into it through the school system, until i'm 22 years old now. even my own mother wouldn't reciprocate my love and abused me severely. I really don't get it, soon you will be dead and I will be dead and we will have forgotten everything that ever occured why do we have to be mean and nasty to one another and tear each other down constantly and lie behind each others backs about how much we hate our "Friends". No, societies crazy and I'm insolating myself from it so I can be myself in peace. Maybe you should consider a similar possibility. I'm extremely certain that i'm autistic and that i'm actually a bit naturally less reliant upon people, I think neurotypical people if I do have the condition are more naturally wired into the social hierarchy hivemind that this species has. Which is why they make constant efforts to reject me for trying to be included in the bottom rung of their hierarchy. Conscious or Unconscious, I still have that inside of me as well but I think it's less there than for other people. and I think that gives me some extra resistance to extreme isolation. You're probably more normal than I am, and you might need people a bit more than the explanation of my lifestyle habits. I much prefer learning and exploring the universe to interacting with people anymore, they cause me nothing but frustration and pain typically because they won't allow me to have boundaries while claiming i'm constantly violating theres and no matter how much I twist and conform myself to be respectful to the other person, suddenly i'm doing something else wrong. I'd rather hang out with someone who acknowledges my existence as a human being myself. Maybe people will like you more than they like me. Try to secure a small quantity of high quality friends that you don't have to deform yourself to fit into their expectations.
I don't have people in my life anymore!!!! I'm keeping more to myself also not letting people know what I'm planning. Cause they will try to destroy or ruin it for me.
You're right, personally everyone that I cared about is either dead, far or they abandoned me, with time I realized that people ain't shit and they come and go, I've lost count on how many times I've been backstabbed by these fakers, people, my advice is don't beg for love or for anyone to stay when they don't want to, if they care about you truly, they'll stick around, but beware don't be like me, keep your guard up, not always but keep in the back of your mind that they might turn on you at any moment.
Your gut microbiome heavily influences your brains microbiome, and your food cravings, they aren't coming from you they're coming typically from the bacteria in your gut signalling for the foods that you were consuming that caused their populations to explode helping you digest the material. If you stop eating junk food for long enough and start eating healthier foods you will change your food cravings and that can help your diet immensely. at least it did for me, mountain dew tasted completely different after I stopped eating junk food for 9 months. I stopped craving caramel bars and started craving blueberries and raspberries. it was really interesting, eating healthy consistently made it more difficult for me to stop eating healthy if I wanted too.
Sometimes I go to job with a small size Shirt, because my Shoulders seems bigger. This make my Boss jelaous, even the female co-workers start to hate me. I'm not even in my best shape, but still get hate......
Thank you for your down-to-earth, practical wisdom on being Chosen, Terry. Yeah one of the things I noticed lately - as my cutoff game gets stronger and I continue moving forward and working towards goals for my purpose - a lot of toxic family/frenemies are trying to ingratiate to get protection by being in my circle. And so it's become even more key to exercise keen boundaries and discernment.
It's controlled and targeted work. Slow and steady wins the day., As in over an extended period of time. Staying focused and not quitting, ever, goes such a long long way.
I watch all your videos daily and this one is hands down one of my favorites. So powerful, needed this while driving to the gym. Also gave me good ideas for concepts towards my clothing brand. Thank you for things you do man 🙏🏽❤️🔥
Send people positive vibes but dont get involved in peoples bs. I don't regret my old friends because I had my daughter but people do switch dirty on you or felt that way from day 1
17:50 That's the goal! Would love to hear more about building consistency, efficiency, and making yourself a weapon. As a reminder for anyone struggling, every step in training is important and couch to xK is possible, no matter how or why your on the couch. I hope everyone keeps trucking, no matter what stage of the process you're in!
They definitely studied and know how to turn on/switch/stimulate that cluster of your neuro network of pleasure and uncontrollable excitement, it’s part of mechanical physics. It’s waves of forces. It takes someone’s right behavior to stimulate another’s consistent behaviors, and someone’s wrong behaviors would tear down someone else’s mind(s) and their consistency or make them inactive, and this kinda inactive and unproductive in turns can tear down someone else’s mind. Wrong/toxic playing minds tear down people’s life, and it’s not just between those minds being played, it’s a domino effect as each of us in the society are connected unless you are absolutely secluding yourself from outside but sill someone else supporting you going to be affected. That’s why it’s evil to play people minds even with just a few or small group, it’s going to affect the entire society through the domino Chain effect. Look how Biden’s family and the small group of politicians and prominent people are played and the entire USA and the whole world are suffering together with it, it’s like a plague. Imaging there is no firewall to all private phone lines, computer network, and people’s mind … who says the “collective” is better specially forced collective of minds, it can drive the society insane.
My new standard Is daily push-ups at home. I can do more than I think I can. I just did more push-ups than I thought I would. I’m stronger than I anticipated Brainblast… I just realized last time I built up good momentum, I had 12 months on my wall to keep track and plan goals and such. Omg!!! And the time before that! Fuck how do we miss certain things like that. I caught it by doing push-ups and taking deep breaths. I no longer want to have anything to do with nicotine. The more time away the less I’ll crave. I will make the wise choice now and gut through the suffering that I deserve for doing it all those years. It’ll be easier than I expect to quit. Thank you for turbo charging our spirit and and exposing our 🔥 to some quality oxygen
Clearly, been there already, I’m a boy, and a unique type of boy, you can call me sir, you can’t stop no one from speaking, having a guarded heart for too long will put a burden on you, which can cause mental distress, I’ll find the book I learn it from.
Yep my bestfriend told me he was gone kill me today after I achieved something he’s mad his career didn’t how he wanted it to so he hates me now 😅 I was always there for him when he needed someone that shit hurt a lot so much 😕
YO, JOEL.. one of the cats that tried to "expose" you is engaging in the exact same behavior that he was calling you out for.. say it ain't so!! Hit me back if you want the low down.
I know it, they always do. But, God has never turned away from me, and that is what makes everything worth it. We analyze things too much. When God has you, He has you. What is there ever to worry about when you’re with God? It’s all love and people can not have anything together, when they are constantly sabotaged and set up. But God, when dealing with God there is nothing to worry about, especially when you are living out your purpose, and that is simply to do good and enjoy your life in peace and with love.
I have a friend question?? What if a friend got 35 grand after a apartment fire… knew you on your last with your kids. All you do is Uber to make your money. . Your friend keep calling you to ride with you while Uber but after one or two orders he’ll side track you got you riding for hours on errands. Now two weeks later you short on you car insurance payment but car payment is current. They repo your car. You $200 dollars short from getting your car back. Your friend don’t pay for car but helps pay your daily hotel day by day fee. But everyday you riding him around all day! Ok he pays for your hotel one day at a time for over two months. Now your homeless in a shelter and he’s like that’s your problem???? Hotel fees $81 a day and $91 for Friday n Saturdays???
144k are all men. No women. 144k are all Israelites. No heathen. 144k all say the name of the heavenly Father Yahawah wa Yahawashi. Revelation 14:1,3 [1]And I looked, and, lo, a Lamb stood on the mount Zion, and with him an hundred forty and four thousand, having his Father's name written in their foreheads. [3]And they sung as it were a new song before the throne, and before the four beasts, and the elders: and no man could learn that song but the hundred and forty and four thousand, which were redeemed from the earth. Y'all come with guile.
I'm deceived but I come straight out the Holy Bible. You people don't even bring scripture. Things are not true just because you say/ people say so. Isaiah 8:20 [20]To the law and to the testimony: if they speak not according to this word, it is because there is no light in them. Romans 3:3-4 [3]For what if some did not believe? shall their unbelief make the faith of God without effect? God forbid Proverbs 3:5 [5]Trust in the LORD with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding. A woman. Can't be 144k. And a heathen can't be 144k. And if you are an Israelite, do better.
Aye bro fuck what anyone else says you are relating to me and speaking to guys like me fuck that other crowd I don’t watch none of that shit from them other dudes talking shit
Terry please stop slurping that drink so loud man it makes the video unbearable to listen to. I'm genuinely so interested in the content but that slurping ruins it it's so so loud
You are talking like a religious pastor and you are mistaken the same way as they are. Shame others for things that you don’t like and encourage habits that make you feel right about yourself being influencer.
@@Keanux12 why? I just saying that there is no reason to talk about “focus on yourself” and 2 sentences after say that “be better than others. You must compare yourself only with yourself that was yesterday. Otherwise, you are just seeking revenge…