This Is Exactly What You Wanted 

thank you for this,this is exactly what i wanted and i am exactly where i'm supposed to be!

Or it’s an iterative cycle?! A journey that you’ve never seen before (exactly) but you have really (repeated behaviours). Outcome? Goal? Target? I suspect it’s a balance between what you want and where you e been. I mean, we can’t even prove we have free will. Should we not just ride the wave? Figure out on the fly, every bump in the wave using experience we gain on the way. My end goal has shifted so many times but the stepping stones of hindsight are regularly an ah-ha moment. I agree with trust the process. It’s a balancing act, depressed is the need for deep rest as an example. Do you wonder if the focus on the goal creates the fear and the pain and the struggle? I wonder if letting go of trying to control the process of path creation relieves you of the pain?