Same I am still waiting for that special girl. Im battling with spice k2 addiction and lost the chance with the girl I wanted to love. I will defeat it and give my mother a prod and son successful son. I love you mom thank you for everything you have provided for me and the endless love you have given me
"walking thru the old streets of Paris, You look at your watch and it is 09:30 PM. The soft lights that give You a warm feeling begin to pop up. There is a lady above you doing the laundry. You are almost there.. Home."
This reminds me of the feeling when you fall in love with someone and get that “bubbly” feeling throughout your body! But also the feeling they will never like you back
I love this song. Not because I particularly liked the sound, but because I have a crush on a ... girl next door. It's been about 1-2 years now, I rarely see her, never talked a word to her. All she's left me with is this song.
A couple of days ago the melodies of this song were playing in my head and I couldn't remember its the name but that nostalgic feeling of when I listened to it in the first time one year ago truly hit and I rushed to my history to finally find it again. 💗 What a nice feeling to listen to it again. 💗
i cant belive the days i used to cry while this song was playing in the background now feel like it was all a fever dream nothing will top the things i felt during 2016-17
_The girl next door..._ _this song is from the deep of my soul to you..._ _You meant for me much more_ _than anyone I've met before..._ _I still see you'round_ _majestically divine_ _where the flowers are sliding_ _through the heart of a blazing sun_ _my sunbeam_ _my lonely star_ _my only one_ _always arriving.. always leaving.._ _maybe you were right_ _and there is nothing i can do_ _to make you come back_ _It just was too soon_ _for us_ _My girl next door..._ _it does not matter anymore_ _cause, nobody can say_ _...it wasn't fun._ _(:_
innovation such as our creation patience we aint at the end face it theres niggas in the basement being used as some kinda taste test racists that why they simply hate us im getting hi because of this so fucking wasted time a curvy line that where you can take steps and everybody races forward and embraces
In this universe I’m nothing but an extra. A side character. A spectator In an au, I’m running in the grass fields to my group of dedicated friends. Talented individuals that I was lucky enough to stumble upon. I listen through my AirPods as this song plays while still able to hear my friends messing around. A love interest steals an AirPod and sits along side me. They smile and I smile back and we sit there for a while. I could die right there and feel satisfied with how I lived my last moments. All of my worries, problems, and anxieties would finally be released. Everything fades to black and I wake up. In this dream I don’t want to wake up. I want to sleep forever as a never ending cycle of what I want to be reality. The beats of my heart synced to the rhythm of the greatness of imagination. In great sadness, that’s all it ever was.
@@yanolisan8788 Thank you :D It's been a year, but I still wish this were me. I'm starting a whole new chapter of my life and I want this to be reality now more than ever. A few days ago, I went on a choir trip where we performed at a festival comp, went to hairspray after, went to downey the next day and spent the day with my sister and the other half with my friends, after went to an awards ceremony and our choir won awards. Now I'm thinking about AP exams. What a sudden jolt to reality. I basically lived this moment that I described (the feeling of it minus the love interest but that's ok bc i've decided to prioritize myself first and love later) and I only want to relive that moment forever. 3 nights, 2 days, it was amazing. I never thought about school and if i did, i quickly forced myself to be in the present which I did. College is starting in less than 5 months. I'm longing for my choir years to be longer. I hate leaving and I hate change, but I'll hope for the better. ;D
@@elleoellem man, that's amazing, seriously, congrats on winning the choir comp, that's a great feat. I hope you do well in the future, and I'm sure this feeling will find its way back to you some way or another. I wish you the best for college, don't let yourself get too overwhelmed! Keep at it, you seem like a really wonderful person! 💪
My grandma is dying and I spent the night over with my mom so I popped some headphones in and listened to this song and I felt like at peace- like as if I know she’s going to leave and die in peace. All night I talked about how I have no hope because my birthday is the 26 and I was so sad she would die before my birthday. But this song- it lightened the little bit of hope I had left in me. Thank you, thank you so much
It's like being in love with the girl next door. You love her quietly and from afar, hoping that one day, she'll love you the same way you love her. And one day, you decide to confess, so you tell her to come to the park you two have been playing in since you were kids. You're nervous, but also excited, filled with anticipation. You sit on a bench, nervously drumming your fingers on the peeling wood. The sun's shining, the grass is green, there isn't a cloud in sight. It's a perfect day, almost, and you feel like absolutely nothing can go wrong. You hear her voice call out your name, and she's on the other side of the street, waving and with a smile so wide on her face you can't help but smile back. She has eyes only for you, and she's running towards you, looking so happy to see you, that the hope in your chest grows tenfold, feeling like, yes, she loves me, she loves me too. You both don't see the car coming until it's too late. It slams into her, and her name, like a scream, rips out of your throat. You run to her as the car speeds away, and hold her hand, begging for her to stay. But you know it's hopeless, as you watch the light slowly fade from her eyes. You barely remember the ambulance, how her parents cried when you told them, or the funeral. And here you are, years later, an empty bottle in your hand, crying in the dead of night, mourning the death of the girl you loved. And how it's all your fault.
I suggest making a book, that was excellent! I hope you didn't the story off the internet... I really do see you only add minor detail, but, that can improve. 😋👍💯💯💯
I lost my v card to my ex, then the next morning when she left I played this song and was so happy... I feel what you mean, it's tough to move on yet so hard to stop listenining
I can’t listen this song without cry I really miss her To you I’ll always love you because you were someone who teach me what is love, what is the feel of being cherished. Like as a kid thinking you’ll love me forever Now you’re in love with someone else And it’s ok, I realized I lost you, now I’m totally broke Hope he recognizes he has an a great person in his life who can give you all you want I’m not happy, I just have some happier moments You know what I’m trying say I know I’m not the only one who feels like this
Bro, you guys have no idea how hard this hits me, sunset rides with the homies from Day 1, Rembering all the things we did together as kids, and starting to tear up. Life really hits you deep 😌
@@Philly505 it's an amalgamation of different events. i'm very, very sorry to you, jaden; i shouldn't have made it public knowing some can be affected.
this song ... many speak of love ... but this song makes me imagine that this was heard by my deceased relatives when they were remembering their whole lives while they were leaving this world ... I want this song at my funeral
Song make me think of those hot summer days playing basketball as a teen. Every move felt right. Every shot felt good. Never wanted to leave the court. Those moments help me realize my love for the game is real and the strongest love I would ever have.❤
I've been watching old black and white movies from 30s-40s be a use I just wanted to and this song tell d's me of them. It's to as me a nostalgic feeling of the 40s even though I wasn't alive back then. This is why I love lofi, it gives me such an intense feeling like they're all exploding at one but it's so relaxing and peaceful at the same time. Nothing can make me feel the same way it does.