Too Insecure to Talk 

What I have found most helpful is trying to focus my energy on things that I enjoy doing, and by doing those things I have found some new ways to connect with others. Also doing things that feel hard, or out of my comfort zone have had some impact on my well being. I'm not quite there with my goals but it's something I guess.

I relate to you so much Kenny. I hope you understand that you aren’t alone in how you are feeling.

Kenny, I think speak for a lot of people when I say that your videos often helped me process my own thoughts/emotions during tough times, you certainly aren't a burden. Talking about my feelings/hardships is super difficult for me and the part about being isolated and feeling worthless made a lot of sense to me. Positivity is cool, but honesty is way more important in my opinon. Take care, Kenny!

You're not a burden, you're a blessing. Positive self talk, self respect, confidence and self love are important. You'll get there with daily practice.

We're always here to listen!

thanks for this video. same situation. you are very brave to even talk about this in a video, i couldn't for sure. too scared of others judgement or being paranoïde that someone that knows me will see it, hell no!!

Kenny, I have been following you for a while and I can definitely see your growth. You are such a kind, caring and sensible soul. Don’t be too hard on yourself. Everybody is vulnerable at times. we don’t compare with others only with ourselves. Time will heal everything including the insecurity.

You have a gift with speaking. There's a reason you're wanting to do this, past you wanting to express your thoughts. It sounds like this is your purpose. Don't be afraid to walk in your purpose, keep going. You're getting views for a reason and it's because you're helping people. What you speak about are real life issues that in my opinion, aren't talked about enough. Let go of self doubt and embrace who you are. You have a purpose and you're helping others which is so important these days. Please don't stop, keep going. You're helping more people thank you know. God bless🙏✝️

I know the feeling, so i understand you. But even if i didn't know, you always express yourself just clear and in amazing way. But Don't think like that, you help us a lot knowing that we are not alone, you help us to know how to express ourselves about something, look inside and get know ourselves better reflect, think and this is a good exercise to us doing together. I feel like here, is a safe space, place to us always talk about those things with you and listen to you. Keep up with the good job 👏👏

Sometimes it's impossible to just continue going on, Kenny. I know that very well. Just go day by day; it's OK to feel insecure, "quiet", down, etc. Life is a marathon, not a race, so if you just feel that you cannot connect to people and stuff like that, it's OK man. You have my complete support, as I feel the same way and I do not even find words to express how lonely and disconnected I am from this world. From my experience listening to your videos, you make me feel less alone and, although you are not aware of it, you make my days a bit better.

Your videos are so important, please know that. I really appreciate them and relate! Also, do whatever you feel in the moment with your videos, there is no pressure to be any particular way.

I can relate so much. I also feel like my conversations turns melancholic but its completely unintentional. I rarely talk with people more than just a simple hello because what the hell do people talk about? The things a talk about seem to me uninteresting to other people. You absolutely have my permission to keep talking about this, I find it comforting.

Brother you are caught in a loop of self hatred. All too relatable for me, been there many times. Now I’m not out of the woods by any means, but something that has helped me is to catch self hating thoughts as they come in. Ask myself, “is this thought helpful?” and if not, let it pass. It’ll come back, but the less I engage with it the less it comes in. I try to be present as much as I can, ESPECIALLY when I’m dealing with people. It’s very difficult to connect with people when you’re scrutinizing every little motion and inflection. Much better to be 100% in the moment. I know you can overcome this, Kenny. Much love brother.

I just want to say, I feel you! I feel like creating my first youtube video to respond to this video… ❤ one thing I realized is that I have lost a lot of people I used to call friends (those I felt I had to fit into), and now just have a number of people I meet once in a while to share whats going on in life. It may seem like a pity party but its like a catching up session we do and we share a good rant and also laughter and sometimes tears….. I admire what you’re doing and that you keep going. I hope one day I can share my thoughts too and that you are not alone my friend. I think you help us see that…

Your a cool dude Kenny, I can relate

I was there.

❤❤ talk to us any time Kenny. We all need to talk with each other. A suggestion now when you have a day off from work next pick up your girlfriend and get out for the day, anything drive out in the new car. Cinema, it will lift your spirits I’m sure

Your looks is your personality that's all its not how you say it its who is saying it. Listen man it's not your fault.