Trust Him, rely on Him, don’t be afraid to depend on Him and put your life in His hands! 

To learn to trust God, you need to ask Him for it. Pray for this day and night, so that we understand everything correctly, so as not to doubt that God cannot be wrong, He never makes mistakes and does everything for our happiness and well-being. Why don’t we relax and trust in life, The Savior, knowing that He is in control? Everything.
Pray not for your desires to be fulfilled, because they do not in every case agree with God’s will, but pray better, as taught, saying: Thy will be done (Matthew 6:10) in me. Ask God not for something pleasant, but for something useful. If you ask for the first, God will not give it, and even if you receive it, it will be lost. Pray, firstly, for cleansing from passions, secondly, for deliverance from ignorance and, thirdly, for salvation from all temptation and abandonment. Venerable Nile of Sinai (IV-V centuries). If someone asks the king for a small amount of dirt, he will not only dishonor himself by the insignificance of the request, as having shown great foolishness, but he will also insult the king with his request.