I totally resonate!! I don't think about my past any more unless I need to recall a memory for a particular reason. I don't even think about future. It actually doesn't matter because I'm creating it in the present. Living only in ever presence 🙌✨️✨️
I never used to think about my past but then there is this person that keeps bringing it up and having her "flying monkeys" to underhandedly abuse me. As we all know on a true twinflame journey there are past traumas that do get brought up to be healed so that you can create in the present. Thing is if you got a narcissist constantly bringing up your past and using it as a lethal weapon to re traumatise, its hard to get over it!!! Sick, twisted and evil is the word!!!!!
What if you have PTSD or cptsd??? I don't live in the past and I'm trying to move forwards from the past, not easy when you're having a narc bringing it up.all the time!! It is easy to say get out of the mind if you are not being re traumatised!!!
Well I have cptsd from my past and when I left my marriage, I felt exactly the same, It was like it never happened and I was totally in the present, but then triggers come up and people purposely try to underhandedly harass you by bringing up the past and that sparks a trigger!!! Everyone is different and everyone has a different background and completely different present day circumstances and we all handle things differently!!!!! Not easy to completely stay present when someone is desperately trying to attack you and has it in for you!!!!!!
Play it once, process it well and then let it be. Come back to the present. This works for me. In time it works. Great insight on timeline collapse too Meraki!
Kathleen, you are phenomenal! You make the most sense of any of the coaches that I have listened to out there. All your information is so helpful! Thank you!
Can't wait for the course! Been trying to figure out the 7 hermetic principles and very confused by to much different info. I'd trust yours! Tyvm Kathleen! Namaste! ❤🙏♥️
i needed to hear this today, as my seventeen year marriage is ending and i am struggling with so many negative/hurtful thoughts. Very helpful insights here, thank you! Also, you look quite beautiful in this video, glowing even(:
Thanks Kathleen! I love your groundedness! I've shifted into receiving mode 🎉🎉🎉❤❤❤. Lots of inner energy work + releasing. It feels magical but it's not - it's all the covers and ways I hid parts of myself that I am now dissolving. I do feel like it is organically happening but the work im dojng and the help I have is the reason. Although the process is divinely guided and I think I'm feeling that sense of it being time for me to step out of the old programming. IT JUST FEELS inevitable for me to be here now. Healing the mother wound has been HUGE!
Thank you. I'd like to say this if I may. If we are strictly and continually living in the 'now', the mind is like a car that is in the garage, only taken out when we need it. For the shopping list, making dinner etc. However that is for most an aspirational state and so thoughts come in. The first thought is uninvited, like spam into your inbox and if like spam we don't open it and bin it or starve the thought of any energy and return to the now, it's gone and there is no harm done. However the minute we go to the second thought we are buying a ticket to the fairground and the roller coaster. We will be tossed around, up and down and land back where we started. Exhausted and drained. So don't go to the second thought😉. If we look at the concept of visualization or "as within so without" and all that stuff etc etc where it is argued that today's thoughts are what happens tomorrow, a concept that is continually taken out of context in my opinion, then it can be argued that if we stay in a story and talk about it continually then it will be an unintentional affirmation.
Me too - it's like I don't remember a 19 year horrible marriage.. since then I had still been living in fear ... until I met my TF ... then the journey began...
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I have cptsd and believe me when I left my husband I was totally in the present moment, I am firm believer of not bringing the past up and as for tomorrow you could be hit by a bus, god forbid but its true so just stay present, but it's different if you have cptsd and there is someone purposely using other people to harass you with things you experienced in the past, thingsvthat you have had to heal from and move on from!!! Very different when you have cptsd and you are being re traumatised!!!
I dont even know what it means twin flames. I just feel very very very well and have open heart. Who come my way is right for me and I want to be loved as I love myself and them. If they cant because are not able i am not gonna put up any delay to my happyness. Life is too precious to waste it in overthinking. We are free spirits but you need free conscious soul to match. Thats it. ❤
Thank you so much - Amazing Meraki! 🙏 Are there things you can do on top of or more advanced than the traditional DF "tools" to foster/maintain this mindset? Should I delete karmic chats/contacts from messaging app's, a super clean diet, I never really used social media bar yt, I don't listen to news or weather forecasts, constant decluttering house, clearing cupboards, clothes etc . . . . Any thoughts would be greatly appreciated ❤🙏
Just last night my twin expressed wishing he would have had so many kids with me if we’d met earlier. He has no kids and i have 4. Oh how I wish. But perhaps the collapsed duality will shift us into a beautiful new story that has the best of everything. ❤
Wow there may be there was a shift in the collective consciousness, because talking to a friend last last, we both agreed that it was as if we had never been married to our ex husbands, even though we are still in occasional contact with them. This is morning, I also tuned int the fact that my twin was the version of me that I could never be whilst I was living in ‘the story of me’. This, I felt on a very deep level of some physical pain I’m experiencing with a chest infection, which is all a de-somatising process of unconscious pain. In my story, when I was very young, 2, I was taken away from one maternal caregiver to another who didn’t know me and lived in another country, thus completely cut off from that unconditional love. I told myself as a little girl, there are 2 of me, one in one country the other in this country. Sure enough, my twin comes from that country of origin, so it was true! What’s also significant was that he’s the same age as my eldest grown up child and I know when I was pregnant with that child, had I surrendered to unconditional love, knowing that is where the magic and miracles lie.
It’s not the mind that is causing me pain. Firstly I live in chronic pain. Secondly I lost my life partner due to meeting my twin. And thirdly my twin is with another whilst he tells me he loves me and wishes the other would leave this planet. I have been alone a decade in love with someone who isn’t here. I am touch starved among many other things. I love him unconditionally however this is not a good situation.
The mind is absolutely keeping you in pain because it’s the stories that we keep repeating in the mind. You are consciousness and when you fully embrace the journey and that it’s all about YOU that is when you will shift ❤️❤️. Your twin can’t be with you until you fully love all aspects of yourself. They mirror you xx
