I’m so sorry, Renee. This feeling is one that no one ever expects to experience. I had 2 losses in a row at 43, and I was convinced I wasn’t going to be a mom. I was devastated. But God did bless us a year later with a healthy pregnancy. I will be praying for you guys and especially your heart right now. Truly seek God. Your journey isn’t over. ❤
I'm so sorry 😢 Don't worry about any of us or getting content out. Do your sponsorships when you need to and know that we all understand. Take this time for you and your family xoxo
Renee, wow I’m so sad to hear this. But can i just remind you of how incredible you are? You have pushed through some of the most challenging things life can throw at you. And you came out handling each one. You inspire me and I’m sure many others to keep going. I have a much different story than yours, but watching you keep going has inspired me to keep going. So I’m going to encourage you do the same. You have an amazing support system at home. And we believe in you!!!! All these challenges and obstacles are fleeting. Maybe someone will find this video one day and it will give them the support they need to continue. Thank you for being so open and honest ALWAYS. I love you so much sweetie. I’m thinking of you and the family through this difficult time❤❤❤❤
Oh Renee my heart absolutely breaks for you! 💔 My 2nd pregnancy ended in a miscarriage as well and it’s absolutely devastating. Take time for yourself. I know there are no words to make this better but I am praying for you and your family. Sending you guys so much love. ❤️
I wish I had the words to say, but I don't, nothing can make this pain go away. Lean on God. We love you so much. We hurt for you and your family. We love you Renee!! ❤️
I lost my first baby, and we don't know why. It sucks. You will always think of that baby. This a club you never want to be a part of. We are here for you. Wrap your arms around your beautiful Bryson. Grieve in your own time and in your way. We all love you, Z, and Bryson. 💔
So sorry Renee. I’ve been watching your videos a long time and life really has been incredibly tough on you the last few years. Take all the time you need to grieve, rest and take care of yourself, we will still be here when/if you’re ready to come back. Sending you, Xander and your family love and prayers ❤
I am so sorry, hon. No one should have to go through this. As a mom, my heart breaks for you and Zander. Please take care. Have faith cos' we humans can never fathom the divine plan. Stay strong. Sending you lots of healing love.
I’m so so sorry Renee. Thinking of you and praying. I lost a baby too. Yes it’s brutal and I feel for you. Hug Z and Bryson really tight. We love you, take all the time you need xx
Thank you so much for sharing even though it is so difficult. I’ve had three losses in the last year and I feel like no one talks about it. We are still waiting for our rainbow baby. Sending you so much love and healing. Take care of yourself and take your time.
Praying for you and your family. So so sorry. Sending you a big hug and know that you can take the time you need to heal and we will be here for you whenever ❤
Oh Renee 😢 I am so so so sorry. I am praying so hard for you and your family and sending you guys all the love. please please just take all the time you need and take care of yourself and your family. we all love you and will be here. ❤
You are so strong, Renee whether you can feel it right now or not. God doesn’t do anything on accident and that little boy was sent to you for a short time for a reason. Whether it was to teach you something, bring you to a certain place, or show you something, he was sent to you for a purpose and he will always be with you. You are stronger than you know, it’s going to be hard to hold yourself up right now so lean into your faith and your family and let them lift you up♥️ you got this
Oh No. So sorry to hear that sweetie, my sister lost 2 and she thought she wasn't going to be able to carry but she ended up with 4 children, my mom always told her that God wanted the other 2 more. I will keep you in my prayers.
I'm so sorry for your loss! I had 2 losses in October and December last year, and its such a hard thing to go through, honestly my therapist was amazing. Lean on the people close to you, and don't rush getting back into work.
Renee, my whole heart goes out to you. I'm so so sorry, I can't even imagine. You are so strong, but I wish you didn't have to be so often with everything you've been through. Your youtube community has your back, I hope you can feel the support & love ❤
I am so sorry, Ney. Gosh, I'm crying... My heart hurts for you and Z. I know your mom must be hurting as well- especially with her living with you three and being so present. I've been dealing with so much loss the past 3.5 years. I have this endless drive and bright light. But the getting back up every single time amidst the grieving... It's exhausting... I love you. Thank you for communicating on the sponsorships. We know this is your *job. I am truly praying you.
I'm SO sorry for the loss of your precious baby! I hope in time the pain will lessen. Just know you are so loved and you will get through this even though you will never really get over it. Sending you love and healing. ❤❤❤
Im so sorry for your loss dear Renee... I hope that one day when you are feeling better you could say more about things you question (as you said). Sorry about being selfish, I think this could help many people.
I am so very sorry for your loss. You should never apologize to us for life happening to you. Unfortunately this is a part of life that like you said we shouldn’t have to go through and witness. Also don’t apologize for making anyone sad. We’ll grieve your loss with you and be thankful that you shared with us so that we can. Sending you love, light and prayers for this terrible loss you and your sweet family have gone through. ❤
Praying for you, Zander, and the family! I am so sorry this happened but know that whatever happens God is there with you. Try not to run away from this and hold tight to your family and home. Lots of love and prayers!❤
I am so sorry sweet girl. You are absolutely amazing and strong in every way. I can’t imagine what that is like..I’m sending you all the love and healing energy I can. Again I am so truly sorry.
I'm so sorry, it's something that nobody wants to deal with, it's so sad how life puts limits to our happiness over and over. I feel you, I give you a huge hug. Your internet family will wait for you full of kindness and support. I'm here from your first Florida apartment and I will never leave you and your channel, I'd like to express my sadness in better words but I'm Italian, I'm trying my best. I'm sending you kisses, hugs and a lot of prayers and kind thoughts ❤❤❤❤❤ I'm with you with all my heart 😘🌷
Geez I'm so so sorry for your loss. Hug that beautiful boy of yours tighter than ever and love up the new puppy. You know you can get pregnant so I'm sure you'll have a full term baby next time. Big hug from western Canada.
Baby girl, please take the time you need, we will be here for when you’re ready to come back. My heart goes out to you and your family. You’re so so strong, you don’t deserve this, and every feeling of grief you feel is valid and it is not your fault. I love you Renee, I consider you my friend or big sister. You’re not alone, I’m thinking of you and your baby boy in heaven with your father ❤️🩷
Oh no, Renee.. My heart hurts so badly for you and your family. No one knows grief better than you, and I am so sorry for your family’s unexpected loss ❤ I pray that God gives you and Z the strength and courage to carry on during such a difficult time and may He wrap his arms around you both and keep you. I pray for your physical, mental, emotional, and spiritual healing ❤️🩹 God bless and take care
My prays go out to you and your family. I’m sorry you lost your baby. I can relate to how you may be feeling. I had 3 miscarriages at 16 weeks and almost lost my son who I had at 28 weeks after being on bedrest at 16 weeks. I am so grateful God allowed me to be his mom. ❤😢
There is always a reason why our Angel babies don’t or cannot stay. Your little man will always be with you, just like your Dad (he just gets to meet him first ❤️) and in time it will be become that little bit easier for your heart to accept. Trust in the process, allow yourself the time to heal and when you are ready maybe do something significant to remember your little man. Sending all the love and light for you and your family 🙏🏻💙👼🏻
Awe this so sad 🥺I'm so sorry for your loss.. Don't be sorry it's a very hard situation to go through so take all the time that you need.. Sending you & the family so many prayers 🙏🙏🙏🙏💚💚💚💚
Sending love and courage darling. I'm so sorry. I'm convinced there's something wrong with our environment, that so many women go through this. Of course it's happened forever, but I truly think it's more common now. Regardless, sending so much love and courage ❤️🩹
I completely understand I lost two pregnancy so then the doctor told me I was not going to be a mother one day until like 5 years later I found out I was having my daughter she my rainbow baby my biggest blessing. Be strong for you and your family it going to get better
I’m so sorry for your loss. ❤ the kind of loss you feel is huge and real and people that haven’t gone through it probably don’t understand how hard it is. I’ve been through it twice so I empathize with you and am praying that you are able to grieve with your loved ones. ❤
I’m so sorry for your loss. You do not need to apologize for anything. A miscarriage is a horrific nightmare to go through for you mentally and physically. You are brave to share this and I’m sorry that you feel the need to apologize or feel any shame. Don’t! Take care of yourself and your family. That’s all that matters. Sending love and positive energy to you.
Oh Renee, I'm so very sorry for your loss. No words can soothe your heartache, I know, but I'm hoping time will heal your and your families heart. Peace be with you.
Renee, this is so unfair. I am so sorry for your loss and your familiarity with grief. It’s not fair. I don’t know why these things happen but I do believe God will use this pain and loss somehow, someway. Your doubt is fair. Your confusion is fair. I truly am so sorry. You have so many people in your corner. One moment at a time, one hour at a time, one day at time. You’re so loved & supported. Sending you hugs & comfort 🤍
Hello from France ! I’m so so sorry for your loss ! No one should have to face à such horrible thing ! I’m a mum… All my thoughts are with you and your family ❤
That is terrible :( here is a virtual hug from a stranger (((())))) My sister lost a child and almost died in the process years back, she was in bad shape for years.
I’m sending you and your loved ones so much love ❤️ you are so strong, I’m sure baby boy is looking down on all of you, together with his grandpa, being with you every step in this journey ❤️
I’m so sorry for your loss. You’ve had a lot happen to you lately. You’ve worked really hard to move forward. I look up to you for all the tolerating grief you’ve had to do. I I look up to you for sharing with us when you’re able to, I look up to you for not sharing when it’s not the right time. I’ve been watching your videos since pre-pandemic and I like your videos better now than ever before. Thank you for being you, Renee. ❤
My goodness Renne! I am weeping with you so hard. I have had three losses myself and NOTHING prepares you for what it’s like. You are so brave for sharing this and for creating a little bit of space for other women to share and grieve together over something no words can describe. 💔💔💔 You are not alone in this!
Sending you and your family so much love during this incredibly difficult time. I’m so sorry you went through this. You are so strong mama. Always cheering for you❤
If I were there, I would hug you. I'm so sorry for you and Xander. It's a big loss, but you have a Bryson and he needs you strong. You will recover, you will have another baby (a rainbow baby, as they call them where I am from). But, in the meantime, try to enjoy the little things. I'm so sorry for you.