Also I think you are going to be okay and that nothing can happen to you I love you and your channel you know this always will love you and hope for always the best health ever ❤
I am still praying and balancing your chakras. I haven’t left you. Breathing into your heart is the best thing you can do. Everybody’s fears are rising to the surface to let go. Praying for your healing, Dear Girl.
We all have the hard times but it's really piling on for you poor baby I hope you get well soon I love you very much my girl hang in hang tight hang steady in hope and the love that surrounds you
We 💜🩷 you and I know it’s hard to go through things even when you have family around to support you much less when they’re far away. But, know your in my thoughts and prayers 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼.
You do not mince words. You just spit it out. I admire this Snowfu. But listen, you make me want to laugh and weep and come see your favorite things in the world. I miss all of your videos. Even Vengo Gao. I love you darling. Hang tough tough tough
I hate this news!! Your will is being tested and you shall not falter darling girl!! You are strong!! Oh how I wish we also could watch ELOD together!!!!! ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Please do NOT abandon your channel or us!! Please keep us updated!!! Please let us be here to support you. I know this is my second comment but I wish I was there to watch ELOD with youuuuuuuuu 😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔
I am distressed but at the same time I believe that you are going to be okay. You are so strong it is apparent. I love that you want your channel full of happiness than sadness. But I for one want to always be able to come to your channel. I would like to see every aspect of your life that you are willing to share. I want to know you are alright. The worst thing I can imaging is if you disappear and we never know that you are happy or sad or what has happened in your life. I have found a sweetness in you that I want to always remain, I wish for you every happiness and chance at a beautiful life. I have troubles and your channel makes me feel better. It makes me feel that I'm not alone. That you care for me, you care what happens and I care always what happens to you. Please stay focused on your health and happiness. I am thinking of you every day. Every single day.
I'm afraid for you. You so sweet and so full of light. And happiness. Even when you've had a shot in your bum!!! I smiled and cried watching this video. I want you to be healed and be happy always again!
Just wanted you to know how much I love you and how much I believe you will be healed. I don't want you to leave your channel I've grown totally to be in love with everything about you. Please let me know what can I do to help. I mom has CF and this often leads to absolute depression. For her and me. Your channel helps me deal with this depression. I want to come watch you ride your bikes I want a girls night with you oh just imagining it makes me feel happy and have more hope. I want to give you hope as well. ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
My lovely lovely girl. You are brave, and even when facing something so scary you find time to make us laugh when you were talking about nefarious substances and you got a shot in your booty! I for one would love to visit you, have coffee with you, watch all your favorite movies and ride motorcycles with you or at least watch! I genuinely have so much love for you. I myself have health issues and I don't handle them nearly as well as you do. I'm terrified so mucho of the time, I am always depressed never wanting to go out and shutting myself away. Your channel brings me enjoyment. Please always stay. Please always be brave. Please please please!
I'm sorry you are having health issues. I really hope you are able to remain calm and control your anxiety and that we both are able to handle the future and that it be as bright as possible. ❤️
I have a lot to say. I think I want to go from end of your video to beginning. I would love to know you in real life. I love your mention of BongBong and this illusive sc(r)mdelicious and I think they must love you so so so much! I wish I knew you and them. I'd love to watch ELOD with you for sure, have a giant party and just really binge it from beginning to end. We know you love us, or at least I do and I can feel your love through this screen: I know it's terrible for you to start a channel one way and have it disrupted so callously by real life unless you made it about real life to begin with. Oh and I want to drink coffee with you. I drink coffee and tea, I'd love to make a cup of tea with you and discuss our mutual love of Vengo Gao. I know it makes you sad not to feel up to making videos about him, but honestly yours have always been my favorite. You put work into them rather than slapping together a few pictures we've seen a million times with some music. It's a credit to your devotion. The kidney situation is terrifying. I know from some experience and also I can see it on your face. But you are handling it with such openness and grace. I actually do want to hear about it, unless you specifically don't want to talk about it. I've had situations in my life where I just couldn't talk about what was going on or I was truly too alone to talk about it. I had no one at the time. It's hard. People love you, and I feel sure you know this. But I have often felt I don't deserve love nor do I have it. I'm trying to get better, trying to realize my worth as a human being. Trying to openly seek love and support rather than viewing myself as worthless and unworthy. I'm so glad you know your worth, I'm so glad you are loved. My love is added to that. I have to say I chuckled midway through the video when you talked of having nefarious substances in your body received through your 'booty'. But this was the only time I chuckled. Other times I cried watching you and listening to you. I can feel your pain and how hard it is through the screen. One thing I want to say about the begging is I admire how you don't drag out the video and make people wait because for you it isn't about views. Some of these RU-vidrs who have chronic health issues they say it's a result video and yet they wait until the end o give the results, stringing the viewer along to watch their videos. Maybe they need to do this, but I have ALWAYS hated it. But you were open, honest and upfront at the beginning in telling viewer exactly what was going on through your clips, effectively not wasting their time should they not want to watch and at the same time adding more in depth conversation to the video for those, like me, who hang on your every word. YOU ARE AMAZING. PLEASE DONT LEAVE RU-vid AND PLEASE KEEP US AS INFORMED AS YOU FEEL ABLE. You are so loved!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
I want to come back to Asia. I had planned to stay awhile in Korea w/family then go to China to see my other family. It would be good to see you if I can get my health under control. I hope you life doesn't stay shit for you.
@@Snowfu Hey girl 😄, I haven’t seen any posts from you lately. Please let me know how you are doing! I want to know how the only other person I know that 💜🩷our Eternal Love of Dream man as much as me is🥰
@pammoore5536 hi Pam. I've been posting shorts and a Weibo sweep vid but you're right, no updates. Unfortunately my health has gotten worse (due to presence of cancer cells). The doctors are trying to pinpoint what type of C cells and where they are originating from. But I am positive and believe I'll be okay- if this is what is meant to be. I know I should post an update about my health but I don't want to make people sad or worry, I want everyone to come to this channel and be happy. But- once I have a final diagnosis I will let everyone know. How are you Pam? I hope very very well. We girls who love ELOD eternally must stick together always!! 🥰🥰❤️🥰🥰
