VACATIONS - Young (slowed) 1 HOUR 

POV: It's 3:00 AM and you sit in front of your computer, listening to some tunes(this song) thinking about when you were in highschool in the year 2014, you remember goofing around with the people you called friends at the time, skipping class, getting in trouble together, telling each other that we would stay friends even after we graduated highschool, and now here I am alone wishing I could go back and change everything... growing up sucks. for the people who took a bit of their time to read this, thanks I guess I needed a place to vent a bit 🙂 and for those who need it, stay strong! there's always sunshine after the storm.

i’m not doing my best rn. but i love listening to this. ty.

it’s been really hard rn for me. my mom doesn’t care about me anymore and yells at me for everything, pressures me to have good grades when i’m trying my best, haven’t eaten in 3 weeks bc she doesn’t offer me anymore, live in a toxic household, body shames me and makes fun of when i used to cut myself before and calls me crazy, and i just want to be gone now. i cant take it. i stay in my room all day bc i hate seeing her and her looks she gives me. sometimes the thoughts of disappearing comes to me but i stay for my bf who is by my side and helping me pass through this pain doing everything he can and for my dad who supports me and understands what i’m going through and for my younger siblings who is all i have and to protect them bc my mom treats them bad and i don’t want them to go through the pain i did as i went growing up w her :/ just wanted to express my emotions and thoughts here so. :( edit: thanks everyone for worrying, i really appreciate it. i’m still going through it mentally but not bc of her. my relationship with her and i are good now. we talked it out and had some more problems recently between us but we always end up taking about it or hug each other then move on. i’m fine with her now and sorry if i scared you guys if i was still here or not but i’m here and always will be ! sending you guys lots of love and hugs for motivating me with positive words and thanks again 🤍

I feel comfortable knowing that there are more people suffering and struggling this bitter life like myself, thanks for being here together its good to know just one breath at a time

some of u guys probably know the feeling when she is the only one who makes u happy and sad at the same time...

At this point I've lost count of how many times ive listened to this song

pov: you were never born, and you see how everyone is happy without you. like, if you were there with them, it would've been the same as if you weren't there. it would be the same thing.

Imagine you're in class. The teacher starts explaing to everyone that you get to do some paper with partners. Cheers are let out across the room. Friends look at each other in a 'you wanna be partners?' look. You just sit there. You know nobody is gonna partner up with you so you just start the paper. It's not like the teacher cares if you have a partner or not. This is often to so you learn to not care so much. Putting your headphones in, you scroll on youtube looking for songs to listen to. You click on this one. Music starts playing and you write down answers on your paper assuming they're correct. You never really talk to anyone and listen during class time so the paper appears easy. Soon enough you finish the paper and walk up to the teacher. "I finished my paper," you say. The teacher takes the paper and looks through. She looks back at you and nods, then sets it in a bin. That tells you that you got everything right so you walk off back to your desk. Looking around you can see everyone laughing and discussing things. You feel a little jealous wishing someone would talk to you but I mean whatever. You put your headphones in as all the laughter and chatter is muffled with sounds of this song. It feels lonely here. It feels lonely everyday. No one really cares. Your the quiet kid anyway so why should it matter? It's all fine. Besides ur family tells you it's probably not true this happens when you talk to them about it. They say because your blonde and have blue eyes you must be popular. You know it's not like that but you don't want to "backtalk" so you tell your fam they are right. It's all okay for you though. This will just happen again so it's fine. Here is a glimpse at every other day of my life. Hope you read this far :D And I hope your doing well and not crying to this song!! Btw if ur reading this its most likely 1am and you need to get some sleep :) trust me you'll feel so much better in the morning.💖

Everything just feels like a endless cycle, it feels unnatural to do a single different thing. I don’t know how much more of this I can bare. I find comfort in this song..

I usually come here whenever I’m sad but recently I’ve been coming back to this video more often.

i tried my best. yet, my best wasn’t enough.

im just so tired of trying

why is soo hard don't cry and don't think about all the things i do bad

i only need a 1 hour hug, doesn’t need to be 1 hour but a long hug. that’s all i want.

one day things will get better. one day we will all get our happy endings. this life is slow and painful and it is stressful but deep down inside you must know that there will be something that all the pain pays off for. we are all still young people trying to figure out why we are still living and we are still trying to find our reason but it takes precise time. we must be patience. while you listen to this music get a couple tears out. you will feel somewhat good after and maybe refreshed like me. sometimes there aren’t tears to shed but it is good to take moments where u let your true emotions out. one day and one breath at a time you will get to a happy point in life. you’ve come so far and yes there is so much more out there for you to experience, so take it slow and enjoy the time you have. life is fragile and life is precise. i know you may be at a low point or infact your lowest point but i promise you, things WILL get better. you will be happier.

Who else is just in their feels at 3am

You don’t know how many people you have helped heal or go through things with This . Thank you so much

its never "are u ok?" or "did u eaten or drink water" no its always about my grades and yelling.

"While you laughing with someone else, I'm just sitting here and overthink about that things never stay the same"

You know you might never know half of the people here watching this video was their last one, lets just take a moment of silence for the misunderstood fallen one.....

Sometimes life really isnt fair huh? Well at least we have music.

Wow. I just read through all these comments, and it is so sad to see how many people are struggling and the one of the only few ways they can talk about it is in the comments section from a RU-vid video. I hope that everyone is doing well and that you've all eaten and drank and walk home safely. I hope that all of you can have someone to talk to or someplace to scream and let everything out. You will be okay. You will wake up one day and think "I am so grateful to be alive right now" and it'll feel like everything was worth it. All the hurt, the pain, the late nights crying into a pillow. You will be happy. Just keep reminding yourself to hold on just a little longer and eventually you wont have to. Eventually you will just keep living life and one day even for a second, you'll forget all the pain.

If your seeing this.. just know that you will find true love someday.. and we all care for you.. its ok to cry champ just know crying can make you stronger❤

I haven't cried in a while and after hearing this I cried my eyes out and I feel so relieved thank you

Hola, anoche me puse los audífonos y escuché está canción, eran las 06:27 y me dormí con esta canción,despeete y la canción seguía, mientras la escuchaba me olvidaba de todos los problemas que tengo, y pasaban cosas lindas.❤️

Another day goes by And where was I? Didn't think I'd still be here Just to make things clear What's the use? I'm not talking sense Call it a ruse On myself I wanted to go I wanted to say All things come to pass With time But I want everything now To be alright You think it's all over Get up and try again You've got to act your age darling Before you fall back in What's the use? I'm not talking sense Call it a ruse On myself I wanted to go I wanted to say All things come to pass With time But I want everything now To be alright. Ywwwww

I feel like if I died, I wouldn't have anything to leave worthwhile. "She was a floating soul". At least that's what I would say if I talked about myself. "She still can't skate, never had friends, secretly depressed since age 10, she's now 15-nothing has changed."

It's always like I'm inching to the edge of the building every day. I'm always tripping everything up, inching closer to the edge. And yet no one realizes I'm smiling through my pain, I feel like a disgrace to society. I can't explain myself, or speak my mind. I'm just nothing. I feel like I'm out in space again, no one acknowledges me. No one cares about how much pain I go through, I don't need therapy. The only thing I need is to get away from the building and move on. I can't figure out how to break free and move on. I can't keep doing this. I don't belong here, I don't deserve the things I get. No one understands me, no one thinks anything about me. I'm trying my best I really am. The only thing that cared about me was my cat who was lost. Really, I didn't think I'd still be here.- vuroカーン

" All I care about right now is my health, because every time when they hurt you with their words it hits you and when I feel like that my heart beats so fast. It's like lighting strucked you."

this is the best song i have ever listened. we discovered this song with my best friend, but now he's not with us. i hope you're doing good.

I want a soulmate, a wife..... I want to kiss someone and mean it..... I want to enjoy the little laughs with someone to the extreme because I can’t get enough, or hate going to sleep at night because I won’t get to see her unless I see her in my dreams...... I want a romantic sappy movie moment kiss in slow motion.... but I’m gonna have to settle for this.... cuz apparently love isn’t in the cards for me yet.... maybe one day.

I loved her.

Just found this now sobbing of how she turned me down.

when the stress is so unbearably impossible to deal with and you just want it to end.

this song makes me feel like life is a loop that we’re never getting out of “another day goes by..” it’s like we’re not even here.

School, school, school, school.

i always see people having friends and everything they want in their life is just unfair unfair. unfair. unfair. UNFAIR. UNFAIR .

This really helps with art.. and honestly helps with a lot of things... thank you for making this

Casi siempre los adolescentes necesitamos un respiro de este mundo para pensar y este es el portal :(

You guys are making me more depressed then I want to be lmao. Hope your lives turn for the better

This makes me think about life, at the saddest way

“I miss the old you” “you’ve turned into a pig” “your so lazy” “what happened to you” I got depressed...that’s what happened

i just want to be held by someone :(

im having a very rough time rn but i appreciate the fact you made this, it helps a lot.

The song makes me feel like im sitting outside in the dark as the raindrops fall on me while i lay on the grass and start overthinking about life.

I use this song whenever I feel like a disgrace 😁

As i listen to this i can just imagine myself on a rooftop.

I love this band with my whole heart I discovered them a year ago and there music just makes me so happy 🖤

Everytime i hear this music i just think about the memories with me and her..

Its the second day of summer break for me, Ive waited ALL year for this and was so happy for it. Now I miss all my friends and want nothing more than to be at school. :(

I was screaming at myself last night how much I hated me..this music makes my mind numb. Thanks

I finished this with no skipping lol

I love how many people here fells what i fell

I woke up crying while listening to this song about a dream i cant remember . I hope this pain leaves soon , i cant take much more 🙃

“Another day goes by” is such a hard line

Only thing that makes sorta happy just listening to this

I imagine myself listening to this song, sitting on a cliff taking my last breathe while writing a goodbye note.

If your reading this, it’s a sign, please stay. Your worth it, people love you even if it doesn’t feel like it. Your not annoying, your not a burden, your not boring, your not to this or to that, your perfect and you’ll find someone who can see your every perfection and love and embrace your flaws. You have worth and I’m so proud of you, your being so brave and so strong through this battle happening. I know this pandemic has been extremely difficult for all of us, but no matter how alone you feel, just remember your not alone and I love you, we all love you, you friends and family love you, you pets loves you, the universe loves you. I lost someone to suicide and I know many people who have lost others during their own internal war aka suicide. It hurts so much and I promise, it’ll get better, it’s difficult now, but it gets better I garuntee. Think about all the songs you still have to listen to, all the foods still to eat, every thing to smell, touch, go, see, the people to meet, the places you’ll go. I love you and I promise, your wonderful in every way. Please stay. ❤️

Hey, if your reading this i just wanna say.. I'm so proud of you and I'm so glad your here, keep trying for me and I promise you'll get there and if you wanna talk I'm here for you

these comments warm my heart dude right before Christmas it’s great to know people are lookin out for each other

Been listening to this version of the song on repeat since the day it came out. Its a blessing tbh. Idk what I'd do without it. Thanks sm for this

if i loose her everyone is loosing me😕

everyday is the same i'm tired lol. trying hard not to delete myself.

I just listen to this song to vibe, I’m really worried about the people in the comments. Keep going, don’t look at the past. When you’re at a true moment of happiness, you’ll realize it was all worth it. If you’re feeling sad right now, i want you to go to a bathroom, somewhere where you’re comfortable, even if its by yourself. Splash your face with water and look at the mirror. You see that? Your face, your features, you in general, You’re so beautiful. Keep that same mentality throughout your life, even when things get hard. There are people out there, even strangers, that deeply care for you and love you even if they haven’t met you. Today wasn’t such a good day? That’s okay. Try again tomorrow, love. Don’t forget theres always people to vent to, even if its online. Some people listen, y’know. All hope isn’t lost. Love you, keep on going. :)

Alguna persona aquí en español? Bueno solo tengo que decir que esta es una obra de arte, es ✨HERMOSA✨

If your feeling useless, just remember they made a white crayon 🙃

this song slowed makes me feel like me and my best friend are on a bike ride at 3 am, we had just taken a bunch of pills, and we were having the time of our lives before our death.

at this point, thank you mom, thank you for making me feel like shit, you too grandma! thank you for slapping me the hardest you can today. i wanna end it all now i don’t think i can live here longer with you two.

I’ve been depressed for years, a few weeks ago I just got tired of feeling this way, it really is everything in your mind you just gotta do something about it ... life has been better

listening with rain is perfect

This sounds exactly what the word tired would sounds like

I can only remember "Michelle is so lovely" 😔🤚

This is a place that only losers can come. And you know what? It's okay. It's okay to be a loser in there. Because people are just wanting that your best. But our best is not enough for them. I'ld rather to be a loser to scrumble with 'em. Get your headphones and lie down. Get your coffee and open this song. Think about problems. It's okay. In this community , in this loser community : we love you. don't hurt yourself please. just take a seat. have a good time mate ^^ take care yourself

these type of slowed down version of songs are the only thing keeping me going at this point

This so is just a whole new level of good music

I hear “ all things come to pass with time but I want everything now to be alright” maybe just my perspective..

pain, just pain

this song just makes me cry, i love it.

¿Es confuso verdad? Sin embargo sabes perfectamente cuando estas mal, todo tu cuerpo física y mentalmente te lo hace saber. Te notas flojo con pensamientos fatalistas, esa sensación de que está todo perdido de que ya nada volverá a ser como antes, te torturas recordando una vivencia pasada que en aquel entonces ni siquiera parecía un buen momento pero comparado como te sientes ahora podría incluso decirse que, ¿fuiste feliz sin saberlo?

pov: it’s 3Am and your staring at your ceiling thinking about life, thinking about how you’ve been blamed for so many things, thinking about how your parents only care about your grades, thinking about how your friends are just there so u can comfort them when they are sad, thinking about how everyone is slowly forgetting about you, thinking about how your about to just stop trying. if that is you, don’t stop trying it’s ok to be sad. it takes time to get better. focus on yourself no one else. you’ll be happy one day i promise you. make sure to eat, drink, and sleep. i love you

I started feeling like I didn’t even exist

this is just the wave when I’m at my lowest 😪

Another one left me , again. Another teacher mad at me , again. Another day passed , again. Another one passed away , again. Another one disgusted me , again Another story ended , Again. But we are still alive , and that's the point. Isn't it? ;) If you are sad and alone just like me , just reply the comment , i will answer you

See this song is calming and a vibe. It’s helping me a bit I have trouble sometimes ty for this :)

This song gives me the chills every time i hear it and i love it it helps me when im down thank you! ❤

forever is temporary. it never lasts and never will.

Vacations is my favorite band, but I also see 20+ minute videos with their songs with so many ads. Thank you for not putting any. And thank you for making this beauty. I hope you’re doing well.

im to young to be this sad and tired.

For best results put under a pillow and lay your head on-top the pillow, the audio is so realistic and mesmerizing. 3rd step (optional) get high🤩

I love this song it make me think about my two missing dog I will never forget them

i’m not lonely, i swear.

i love slowly, seemingly and thoughtlessly falling asleep while crying, but no...you cant let people her you, so you quietly hold your breath trying to make it go away, but it doesn't work. a single tear runs down your cheek and your body feels cold and empty, the only ting you want is you...and him/her in your arms...but you know it will never happen, and the second tear makes its way down your already cold and meaningless body, you now officially don't give a shit and want tomorrow to happen as quickly as possible. you miss your friends but at the same time u know your not the favourite in the friend group. you think dark thought's. but then you hear your mom downstairs..."fux, i cant make her cry...again" you start thinking about her/him, you start to imagine a real life with her/him and a wealthy job and beautiful kids. But you realize that if you and he/her get together you have to either watch him die or he/him has to watch you die. Life is fuxing meaningless, we are on a big rock in a vast ocean of empty space! there is no god, humans just wanted a redeemer. Life is boring sometimes, and sometimes you just don't want the day to end...You may never see me again...so i just want to wish you all the luck in the world and I'm not going to tell you that your worth everything and stuff like that, because were are literally not! i am not worth anything and you are not worth anything. we are living beings with sins and evil inside of us. we cry we laugh.... i just wish i was dead....these are some of my thougts when i go to bed...goodnight i guess

im crying, i loved her...

she left me. my parents wont stop fighting. and school is too much rn. this hits

Did not expect to be back here and listening again to this... It seems like I only felt happy for a brief moment.

This. This. This. This is it.

i miss when i used to be happy tbh. this reminds me that someday it will come back i guess

I’m so hurt to the point I can’t cry

To all of those who are feeling down or are feeling suicidal, I hope things get better. Please remember that you are special and valid, even if you don’t think you belong you still place a feeling inside someone’s heart. Things may not be the best now but I ( and others ) know that you’re strong and can push through those hateful thoughts. I’m sorry nobody isn’t there to care for you, but please realize that I do and many others do. Your health matters to us. Please make sure to drink some water and go outside. (optional) I really hope things get better and this short message gives you the strength to fight back.

sorry if this might look cringy or maybe stupid for you. Lately i’ve been having dreams about the past, the stuff i used to do with friends that i don’t see anymore. Right now i don’t even have somewhere to go cause my parents don’t want to spend this holidays properly, but i still love them. I keep thinking myself if i could live those times once again, if i could have fun this time instead of wasting my life. I don’t have nothing to do everyday, i wish i could spend at least these last moments of being young doing something fun, but i can’t. This song kinda makes me feel better when i have those moments of sadness.