what it feels like in your last moments (playlist) 

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I was listening to this playlist while i was seriously planning to end my life. The tears in my eyes were making them useless, so i wasnt able to read the name of the playlist until the third song came and did something in my mind that I inmediatly felt in peace (like if i was already dead). I stopped crying, the only noise in the room was this song, and then i realized that i never meant to die. I just wanted to stop that suffocAting feeling of pain. And that song did that for me. Now I am here, three months later. No one knew about it until now, and i really feel thankful to have a second chance to do things right.

To anybody who's reading this, I pray that whatever is hurting you or whatever you are constantly stressing about gets better. May the dark thoughts, the overthinking, and the doubt exit your mind. May clarity replace confusion. May peace and calmness fill your life

I am the only that is not depressed and its only here bc likes the music and vibe?

I'm not depressed, I'm just tired of life and what it taught me

We grew up. Remember when we wanted to be the age we are now? And now we want to be the age we were. Oh how I wish I could go back. Back to the happy life we had. Before it got rough. So I pray. That whoever is reading this will keep on going. Keep trying your best. I know it gets so hard sometimes. But guess what. You're a strong,brave, confident person (And more). And I want you to never forget that. You got this. Show the world your beautiful smile And laugh. Show the world your beauty. You got this.

To everyone reading this ^^ It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to lose ourselves, and the way you have are so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain through your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make a change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved because you are, I love you through all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe your heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tried to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, you’re mentally tired, but don't your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it when you don’t feel like belonging then build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind want to have it. As one of the stars you see other stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in their life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence, and when you can make me feel that way then you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story, not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you then don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart then I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they are :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general then I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s the night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s the day for you, don’t start it with such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such a mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water every day in the morning, and so on. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s the evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course, you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self-care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer, I want you here. I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not a weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you to a song as your friend. In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here. I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay? Life for those who couldn’t smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug-like it's your last one. If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :) May god bless your beautiful soul. /ᐢ⑅ᐢ\ ♡ ₊˚ You are good enough! ꒰ ˶• ༝ •˶꒱ ♡‧₊˚ ♡ You are creative! ./づ~ :¨·.·¨: ₊˚. You are beautiful! `·..·‘ ₊˚ ♡You are a blessing from god!

100 reasons to stay alive: 1. to make your parents proud 2. to conquer your fears 3. to see your family again 4. to see your favourite artist live 5. to listen to music again 6. to experience a new culture 7. to make new friends 8. to inspire 9. to have your own children 10. to adopt your own pet 11. to make yourself proud 12. to meet your idols 13. to laugh until you cry 14. to feel tears of happiness 15. to eat your favourite food 16. to see your siblings grow 17. to pass school 18. to get tattoo 19. to smile until your cheeks hurt 20. to meet your internet friends 21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve 22. to eat ice cream on a hot day 23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day 24. to see untouched snow in the morning 25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire 26. to see stars light up the sky 27. to read a book that changes your life 28. to see the flowers in the spring 29. to see the leaves change from green to brown 30. to travel abroad 31. to learn a new language 32. to learn to draw 33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them 34. Puppy kisses. 35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek). 36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them. 37. Trampolines. 38. Ice cream. 39. Stargazing. 40. Cloud watching. 41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets. 42. Receiving thoughtful gifts. 43. “I saw this and thought of you." 44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you." 45. The relief you feel after crying. 46. Sunshine. 47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention. 48. Your future wedding. 49. Your favorite candy bar. 50. New clothes. 51. Witty puns. 52. Really good bread. 53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time. 54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.) 55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling. 56. The smell before and after it rains 57. The sound of rain against a rooftop. 58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing. 59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them. 60. Trying out new recipes. 61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio. 62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage. 63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable. 64.Breakfast in bed. 65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater. 66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning). 67. Pray (if you are religious) 68. Forgiveness. 69. Water balloon fights. 70. New books by your favorite authors. 71. Fireflies. 72. Birthdays. 73. Realizing that someone loves you. 74. Spending the day with someone you adore 75. Finding a happy place. 76. Meeting internet friends irl. 77. Laughing so hard that you cry. 78. Your pet would miss you. Don’t abandon them. 79. Rewatching your favourite childhood movies. 80. Warm showers. 81. Reading a life-changing book. 82. Getting lost in a library. 83. Inspiring someone. 84. Happy, cozy holidays. 85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed. 86. Someone’s skin against yours. 87. Holding hands. 88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world. 89. Singing off key with your best friends. 90. Road trips. 91. Spontaneous adventures. 92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes. 93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees. 94. Thunderstorms. 95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland. 96. The taste of your favorite food. 97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning. 98. The day when everything finally goes your way. 99. Compliments and praise. 100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realise you did it. P. S. You're perfect and can make it all

When i was young, my family and friends would tell me how annoying i was, and i would get this sense that they didn't want me around. As i grew up, i began to feel really conscious of what people would think of me, and i would try to be someone my friends would like. Now that im older, i find it really difficult to make new friends and connect with people, since i wouldn't want them to see that side of me. There are times when i feel really alone, times i absolutely just want to give up. I tell myself that it's a stupid way of thinking/ feeling, but i don't know how to stop. Im scared that people won't want to be around me if i go back to how i was before.

Hey you, wonderful stranger reading this. We may be ships passing in the night, but even for this brief moment, I want you to hear this: you are incredible. Don't you ever forget it. Hold tight to that love for yourself, it's your greatest treasure. The world needs your shine, your unique light. You bring something beautiful to it, and to the people you touch (even if you don't always see it). So chase your dreams, hold your head high, and remember - someone, somewhere, is cheering you on. This is your journey, make it magnificent!

Me writing my book as I listen to this playlist realizing this fights the scenes I'm writing. It's rather unsettling and comforting that so many people relate to this and I am not the only one.

its crazy how many lives this dude has saved 💀

I don't know anymore... I'm so behind in life. I have no goals no dreams. Just drifting alone on the waves of life. Nothing that gives me joy. I am afraid of making choices, and I am controlled by something... Some force I can't see. Even when no one is around. It controls me and anxiety hurts. I am the person in high school no one can really connect with as I have nothing to really talk about or people might not understand. I stand among a sea of people who have these connections and can share these fun stories or their hobbies. But me? I don't know what to look forward to. I am called useless, and worthless. I know they are somewhat right as I do nothing productive. Only play videogames all day... I'm so lost in my own mind. No one that understands me.

"Despite everything, it's still you."

sometimes, i like to imagine being greeted by a main menu screen when passing away. i don't have any religious affiliation, but i'd like to think there's something great waiting for us on the other side. but damn, you could spend hours thinking of what it could be.

When my grandparents died my mother didn't inform me what so ever. The day we would go on vacation my mother dropped on me that my grandfather had died and that we were now going to the funeral. On the same day as the vacation. Not even a year went by and out of pure chance I visited my grandmother spontaneously because I had the energy to do so. That day I got to hear she was planned to get euthanized in two days because the cancer was spreading and there was no way to save her. I never knew about it, not one message. usually when visiting my grandparents it is usually because of a family reunion of some sorts, so I never really got the chance to tell them what was truly on my mind. and in those final moments with my grandma I told her I loved her and that I would miss her dearly, and gave her a hug. Sometimes they still come back in my dreams, sadly as nightmares, where they keep dying in front of me, and coming back to life like nothing is wrong. The only way to stop it is to visit their graves to talk to them again.

These kinda of vids used to be so comforting because everyone understood each other. Now that I am in a better place in my life I have learned to enjoy the music, I find comfort in the melody and it brings me happiness that I used to listen to these because I was living in the past, but now I am listening because I am grateful for the past and for how it has brought me to where I am now.

To anyone who is trying to release their fears, overcome trauma or simply just be better than yesterday, in case no one told you: I’m proud of you and you’re far more amazing than you realize 🤗❤

I'm smiling as wide as I can and never let them worry about what will happened after. It's like I'm ready to leave and never come back forever forgotten but still remains in their heart but not their minds.

This is music that calms my soul. I am reminded of all the good things my friends have said and I hear their words echoed in the mists.

Not hurt, not sad, just not happy but putting a smile on for the ones i love. Godspeed to all those who are willing enough to try. Please enjoy life but don't forget to enjoy yours a little too.

beautiful music, it make me think about my life but it also reminds me how lonely and sad i am even when i surrounded by family i still feel lonely and sad. im tired.

Does anyone else contemplate what’s your feelings are going to be like as you approach the end of it life? Some are lucky enough to not see it coming, but it’s something to think about. If there’s anyone out there who thinks about it, you’re not alone 🫂

No matter how bad it seems for you, someone else somewhere has it way worse...... They are still here, so you should remain as well.

I was already with one foot in the grave but fought my way back. Everyday is a celebration of life for me

Listening to this while doing stats homework is actually helping me concentrate more, Thanks!

Anyone else feel like they’ve been crawling through hell their whole life? The edge always so tempting. I hope one day I find the courage to jump. I mean it’s like I’m in a skyscraper with infinite floors thinking that this will be the last one I break through only to find out that was just another ceiling. Either hell or purgatory. Maybe death is when you finally go to heaven?

I'm fine with myself and my life, but these playlists always manage to help me escape from reality for a while, like a dream. I imagine myself in a lonely distopian world, silent is all around. Sometimes i seek this loneliness to quiet the noise i percieve, it's almost overwhelming sometimes. In a world full of things and stimuli, i need some space, like is presented in the video background. I wish everyone a good listening and please enjoy your own company, embrace your feelings and let them flow with the sound. love from Italy :)

I don't have the strength anymore. This shit won. From the depths of my dead heart, all that remains is the hatred I have for myself. I have this feeling that I can't go against the destiny I've always sensed. It's been there all along. I'm the spectator. My psyche is corrupted, words no longer have any impact, they no longer provoke anything in me. I'll never find what I'm looking for, like chasing a perfume you can't smell. Tonight my only wish is not to wake up. This desire is stronger than ever. I want it to stop. Tonight I'd like, in my dream, to finally get out of this place where the rain never stops.

Gonna be honest and vulnerable here.. I don't know if I have long to live. Sometimes I feel my life is slipping away, living each day not knowing if it's my last. Cherish your health, cherish your moments. Find peace.

These mixes keep me going every night. so calming, reassuring even. Thank you, you are a big part of why i'm still here

This playlist reminds me of the regret after seeing that one has ruined everything in their life. Like seeing the aftermath of one's decisions and wishing that everything had been done differently.

these playlists be helping me out fr

Man I just lost my father from cancer 3 days ago after he was battling for one months. Late stage and really aggressive form of cancer they said. I've never felt so much pain in my entire life I'm literally heartbroken. I come here to listen to your sound to relax my mind and find hope. The pain in my heart is unbearable I don't know how I will do without him. In some way I can't accept he's gone.

I have tough times I've been trying and imma be honest and all I want is that one person but I don't know how to stop wanting them

Sitting here at 3:11am listening to metahesh-among the stars contemplating texting her even though I miss her so much it hurts I know she said she needs some time but I’m torn on waiting or moving on mentally because my mind lacks closure on the matter

Thanks for the great playlist!🖤

I’ve ruined my life. Hope seems so far away. Despair is my constant companion, fear are the shackles that bind me; all that is left is to exist u til I expire at an old age. Is this truly living?

Of these mixes..this is my favorite

"The pain of a goodbye is a reminder of the depth of connection we shared, and the memories that will forever live on" My dad wrote this on a note when he ended it and i feel i should share this as many may not have had that last note

This playlist took my feelings out from the deep. Cool.

The problems you're facing won't last forever, no matter how bad they might seem. If you ever feel lost or hopeless, just remember: the night is always darkest before the sunrise.You're going to get through this. I know you will. Now, get some rest. You've earned it, and you deserve it. Peace be with you, my friend. ♥

Too much Scared of death but too tired from living… for every one who reads this dont give up !

Let's learn to appreciate small things in life while we still can. For anyone going through something... be strong, don't give up and if you ever thought about giving up, look behind you, look at the people who care about you, your family, your friends, the ones you love. They need you, so please don't give up, you matter 😊

Hi I am from South Korea. my mind is so tired so just leave comment to hope this confession give me power recently i lose my job. haha so depressing. when I student, i was really hard study so finally got a that job. that company is huge construction firm but recently my firm was blow up. so i lost my job. haha so useless and iam so lethargic in that moment but i am just 30. so i thoughout this moment and i have to. I must do.. my girlfriend and her family and my family. they just believe me so i'll never pretend to tired. and when If i thoughout this moment. this memory will be not hard time memory but good memory i hope

My nerves get easily over stressed, this is what calms me

And for a moment--one beautiful moment--the beauty of it all outweighed the pain.

🥲HI!!! llevamos dos horas escuchando tu cancion en el patio.

hey, hope you're doing well, take a little break and just close your eyes and listen for a while, trust me its well worth it :)

I wonder what little Rachel thinks of me. All ive done. All those i allowed and didnt allow to touch our body. All those friends we surrounded ourself with, all those moments i shamed our parents at my own insecure hand, all the times i hurt the ones we loved most, all the smiles we put on strangers faces, hm, interesting. Seems as though i only use the word "we" when its something im not ashamed of. I use "i" to separate us, categorizing parts of me through my actions and habbits. Is it because i see you, little rachel, as a purer version of me, who could have never committed such deeds. Or is it because i cant bare to share the blame with you because you truly are just a child. And it wasnt your fault.

Thank you for this beautiful piece of art ❤

Sometimes, this is what it sounds like in my head.

everything is gone by now.

Idk bout y’all but this helps me sleep🗣️

I’m literally only here because I’m starting my last year of highschool soon, this music was definitely different from what I was expecting. And so are the comments here

why dose this shit hurt. I'll remember this. sometimes, there's not enough time

Such odd comfort in these moments.

AHHHH I love this 😭💗🫶🏼

I'm ready. May the darkness and sleep take me somewhere sweeter. To the memories of you in better times.

This mix and the last mix (backroom) my new favorites 💙. I say that about every mix 😂.

В жизни я успокаиваю себя тем, что мол все наладится, но при прослушивании понимаю, что нихрена не наладится, а наоборот ухудшится..

I wander what tipe of neurodiversity I have that this music is slowly and softly calming my tired mind It gives me a sense that I'm a manta ray swimming in the ocean.... Really like it

nice music

"You never know when your beer might be your last" something my Father told me days before he perished,

"This Is So Peacful"

When I'm on my deathbed, there will be three different things I'll be listening to: 1. This video 2. My top 10 favorite Coldplay Songs 3. He Sent His Son, by the The Tabernacle Choir at Temple Square.

Iam here because i have finals and this helps me soooo much to study

Its like wishing I was gone but being afraid to be gone.

공허해서 와봤어요 배경이 내 마음 같아서

Regardless of what I tell myself, I always felt like I am the only one overreacting to everything and everything that isn't right makes me want to just forsake everything and just end it all. I'm not sure im here to feel better or to think i can do better. But i just i purposefully get lost in playlists and places like what these sounds can do, because intentionally getting lost in real life is so pricy and taxing to everything and everyone. see? even being troubled in the mind is already trouble to other people. I think I always at extreme ends of deciding anything, and with that, everything is just full strain and I was told many times I am overreacting to everything not going right, but all I know, in truth i just felt despair when things didn't go right. I cant help but feel like that, act like that, regardless of what i tell myself. No one believed i wasnt trying to justify anything. im just terrified of feeling that despair.

Every circle begins with its end. "Before I start, I must see my end. Destination known, my mind's journey now begins. Upon my chariot, heart and soul's fate revealed. In time, all points converge; hope's strength resteeled. But to earn final peace at the universe's endless refrain, we must see all in nothingness... before we start again." --A.B. (DD1) 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨

Пока я читаю комментарии под такими видео, мне становится очень жаль этих людей, я понимаю как вам тяжело, я бы хотела помочь. Со мной тоже были такие моменты, когда мне хотелось всё боосить и уйти с этого мира, но в глубине души, я понимала, что это всего лишь такой период времени, и что таким образом проблемы не решатся. Я знала что дальше должно всё налаживаться. В итоге, через какое-то время и вправду стало всё улучшаться. Я понимаю что жизнь одна, и её нужно хорошо прожить. Пожалуйста, живите дальше, все со временем наладится, все будет хорошо, главное не опускай руки. Люблю тебя, будь счасливым человеком, если не сейчас, то чуть позже 💗

Thank you !!

First it was the mental health, then it took a tow on everything that I had, I kicked everyone fake of my life and yet I crave attention which I cannot afford anymore.. Now it is not only the mental, but its combined with the physical health, I know that I do not have much left and I wonder... will it end in loneliness, will I be able to say goodbye to anyone. I guess not. Mors mihi locrum

Yo verdaderamente no se como estoy, no me siento deprimido pero tampoco me siento feliz, no me siento ancioso pero tampoco estpy en paz. Siento que solo me dejo llevar por las melodias y voy a un mundo diferente, sin nadie alrededor.

Quite pleasant really 🤍

Awesome and thought provoking. No cry fest here!!!! 😅😅

En estos momentos, la mente tiende a jugar vil de una forma hermosa, trata de sacar todos los recuerdos bellos y lindos que tiene, con tan de mantenerme aquí, antes quería quedarme por mis sobrinos, luego mi objetivo fue no darme por vencida por mi madre, luego por mi familia en general, pero ahora, puedo ver claramente que funcionan muy bien sin mi, sin ese bache ni esa persona que siempre es impulsiva y que siempre deben convencer o esa persona segura que pase lo que pase solo estará ahí, como tonta esperando su turno por algo de cariño. Es un poco frustrante el estar sola conmigo misma y tener que dar una cara diferente a todos en todo momento, no tengo ningún confidente, no tengo a nadie que ame, no tengo a nadie para hablar, solo puedo ver el espejo y sacar esas palabras que yo misma silencie, con la esperanza que ese reflejo tampoco se aburra de todo lo que tengo por contar, por crear y por vivir. Realmente quiero vivir, esforzarme y quizás hacerlo todo más sencillo, pero, cada día es tan difícil que solo me dedico a dejar pasar el día, quizás, cuando ya hayan pasado suficientes, mi fé en la humanidad vuelva, mi amor sea dirigido a alguien, y mis pensamientos vuelvan a tomar el espacio en mi alma, sobre mi, mis gustos que dejé de tener hace años, de disfrutar mi sonrisa, la que dejó de ser auténtica quizás hace tiempo, y tener un abrazo, tener una zona segura, atreverme a dejar que mi corazón sienta algo más que la melancolía y la soledad, de verdad me estoy esforzando mucho por seguir aquí, pero sé, que al final del día seré un pixel con depresión, cuyos conocidos solo recordarán la familia de la que vine y quizás lo triste y desolada que viví mis últimos días. El vivir como una sombra fue un arma de doble filo, siempre tuve confianza en los demás, pero todas las personas siempre toman algo de otros, incluso yo, el problema que yo tal vez no tomé suficiente por temor a no tener nada que ofrecer. Realmente me siento agotada, cansada y creo que he empezado a sentir nada, cada día se me hace más difícil resaltar una emoción por sobre otra, o por sobre la tranquilidad de mi penumbra, ya no quiero estar aquí, ni rogarle por ayuda, solo quiero darme por vencida, he luchado demasiado, me han y me he herido mucho, mi corazón no se recuperó y mis ganas de vivir se extinguen con casa luna llena que pasa, mi cara se pone gris y sin emociones, esos ojos tan brillantes de mi juventud se opacaron y se volvieron sombríos. Igual nadie me recordará.

The reaper’s hand is the last we will ever hold

Here's to the shared love for music that transcends individual moods.

i'm tired of life, but life can be so beautiful

I love how all of the comments are like poetry. Here's a peom I wrote, i hope you enjoy it. they loved me it makes me wonder why i feel empty i have so much potential but i feel alone no one was there when i needed them i guess i should just give up now read from the bottom up

i liked subbed and turned on all notifications

they say, when you are close to or at risk of death, your whole life flashes before you. that you have a sudden moment of... *Understanding.*, an Epiphany. you don't you just... lie there, in pain. barely able to breathe, to move. Until finally, you black out, and head off toward an unknown fate. be it waking in a ER, or seeing yourself, lowered into the grave. I've nearly passed 2 times in my life. both times... I saw my life, in fragments. nothing big... but still, I wonder.

Rage _at_ life But don't _rage-quit_ life

I’m still in our memories

Stay strong, fellas...we won't give up! IT'S NOT OVER.

me listening to these music I don't be depressed, I fell like.... IM HIM.... THE MOGGER

Мне легко под нее засыпать

This is life

pov: Тебя в очередной отвергли и унизили в школе, ты пришел домой, закрылся в своей комнате и лежишь лицом в подушку под эту музыку размышляя где ты свернул не туда и почему ты не такой как все. И так каждый день уже на протяжении года-двух, ты не помнишь когда ты был в последний раз в хорошем настроении и получал удовольствие от жизни...

anyone know the name of the song that starts at 34:57 its like my life and my future flash before my eyes

New genre of music: Dead inside!

If nothing else i can honestly say my life has been a journey, not allways a good one and not allways a bad one, i often wonder what what happens when the light finally goes out,,do all the different experiences i have gained good and bad, and the knowledge i have accumulated ,,does it just fade away or does it amount to anything😮

death kind ? unpainfull ok ? betta fight until u have left time brou

I dont wanna die, i just have the thoughts "what if i died, would anybody care?". but i realized, you guys would care. Guys, Gals, Non-binary Pals, remember, i care about you, this comment section cares about you.

I’m just here for reading music

под эти песни я читаю книги

Все мы тут хлебные мякиши.

Szó-tagjaim. Az ajkak, simábbak az olajnál, A méznél is édesebb, De mit ér az ha aranytokba, Vérre szomjas kést lelek? A szavak pedig oly szépek, Olyan könnyed mondani, De néha több egy pillantás, Ízekre tud bontani, A pillák is oly szépek, Gazellánál kecsesebb, De ha van egy igaz asszony, Ezektől mind becsesebb, A lábak is művésziek, Brilliáns Úr alkotta, De a rossz felé a hajlamot, Ki az ki belé patkolta? S figyeld meg a kezet, Az is milyen csodadolog, Ugyanaz a kéz simít, Ugyanattól fúl a torok, Ugyanazzal üdvözlesz, Ugyanazzal kést ragadsz, Csak a lelked diktál, Te döntheted mit akarsz, A hajat is vedd figyelembe, Az az asszony ékessége, Jó illatot áraszt reá, Férfinek lesz békessége, Az ember szép a nőért, A nő pedig az emberért, Nem önmaguknak élnek, Mégis hiányukat nem lelék Ó mi vagy te ember, brilliáns! Egy remekmű, Nézz magadra, nézz reám, Úgy véled nincs Teremtő? Figyeld meg a fogakat, Micsoda egy szép dísz, Gyönyörűség jó dolog, De az igazság a szép kincs, Milyen szép vagy, Milyen jó, de fékezd magad halandó, Féld az Istent, élj tisztán, S nem kell félj a haragtól.