Xtrullor - Neophyte 

f777 is a fellow xtrullorhead, awesome

EYO HEY! :DDD

ey man howdy

Don't forget to feed the raptor!! ;) Love your music, man!!

@@Itz_GamePointhi

When Xtrullor uploads, you know it's gonna be an absolute banger.

​@@Itz_GamePointas always, however purple usually means an absolute banger times 10

You were right, it's absolute perfection.

:D

Man i love purple!!!!!!

Indeed. I'm just warming up.

@@xtrullor sorry to break that great like count, had to like :)

Visualizer is same as in gold, just with new background, and that's sad. I miss old Xtrullor visualizer, with couple of lines and strings...😭

@@43tssOh yes I remember those videos with just lines and strings! I do prefer his newer visuals though but his old ones are still amazing.

Funny you mention this, he plans to upgrade to a “fully 3D visualizer” at some point@@43tss .

@@Itz_GamePoint If it real, it's very cool

@@43tss it's been like that since his Speedbreaker remix, I think it could be because it's part of his new "Release" album. But who knows (update) nah nevermind the album is just called "3rd Era"

Haha *nope* bro's back. AGAIN. ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-wIdigvxUotU.html

This is a really funny comment but tbh he actually neither left nor refused to elaborate - I meannnn, he’s constantly replying to us and I love it. It’s obvious he’s listening

Thanks! I generated the background with Kaiber AI, and basically mirrored it.

​@@xtrullor hello :)

​@@mariokiller345elo

It definitely feels like a beginning. I've got so much more in store, I'm especially excited to get my new custom 8-string electric violin in about a year (because its construction just was started a week ago), which will appear in my production a lot from then on. Use some distortion and I've got a pretty metal sound just from that!

​@@xtrullor I am very happy too :D

@mr_papu_100 elu

​@xtrullor *I remember you mentioning that but I can't find where. I will make sure to watch out for that violin.*

​@@TheProjecttian If you are interested, there's a guy who has a 9-string version of the violin from the same craftsman, check it out: ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-drLoK2HcJFM.htmlsi=ob3UB7Yarj2aIHOQ My violin just doesn't need that extra highest 9th string, and my violin will have a matte white finish with a black fingerboard and other black parts. Other than that, pretty much the same instrument. Earl Maneein is an another guy who owns the same instrument, but 7-stringed. He uses it pretty much like an electric guitar: ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-qAau888RNs4.htmlsi=YnE_048r6g7KUHrZ I'm basically going to be something between these guys. Doing melodic and orchestral sound, and menacing metallic stuff with an extra low string to get that djent going.

I get that nervous laughter & that grin hearing that part

Thanks a lot!

One of the reasons I just put my favorites, lay down, close my eyes and relax. It's so nice after some long hours of study.

ayy happy soon-to-be birthday!

happy birthday!! My mum's birthday is also today but she hates dubstep pwp

@@SpitterChan awww Happy birthday to your mum too!

Happy orbital day!

@@xtrullor oh wow lol thanks! commencing the 19th revolution around the sun

Indeed...

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Damn, It's been 7 months? I even graduated in all that time lol.

Keep pushing through bro, read Berserk, and adopt Guts's "won't give up" mindset.

Is that an nms pfp or am I tripping

@@erobbiep4778 it is

Xtrullor's a living masterpiece

​@@InsaneLadXIVMk2 Ya lo creo que sí!

@@GuestNinja4080 i don't speak that language

​@@InsaneLadXIVMk2so true

​@@InsaneLadXIVMk2 Oh, yes. Better I must to talk English instead on Spanish.

One day, one day...

@@xtrullor gotta keep on dreaming🙏

@@xtrullor Your unofficial apprentice Derpcat did a collab with him recently, so I don't see why you shouldn't!

@@xtrullorhow u make cool stuff

@@AddictedToRandomAhGames A lot of Fruity and a lot of Violin

Oh yes, I don’t care what they can write to me in response. Yes, maybe I'm crazy, but this is my point of view, in the end, all people are crazy to one degree or another

One thing I think you should keep in mind that I've been doing this for like 15 years. And I feel like I'm LAGGING BEHIND in my development! I feel the same way when I look at producers like Au5, Koan Sound, Tipper and other amazing producers with a level I can only wonder when I am going to reach it. I deal with constant self-doubt that way, and I still think my music is kinda underdeveloped and mediocre when I compare myself to a lot of producers in general. It's always been there from the beginning, and it's probably something you have learn to befriend. I think I can say I have an interesting multifaceted composition style set up, but it's not really where I want it to be to this day. I feel like all the tracks I publish to this day are just somewhat flawed practice sessions I just share to people. I was utter trash at making electronic music for THREE YEARS before it started clicking. I started publishing stuff as Xtrullor after like three years of trying, and even then a lot of the tracks from those times are hidden these days. It's been a long frustrating grind to get to this point, and I feel like I've done the process SLOWER than the average producer today. What people are capable of doing in two years is nothing like what I was doing at that time frame. I feel like I have catching up to do. I see younger people just fly past me in technical capability all the time. It's just a matter of starting the process and doing it for the sake of learning something with each project. You'll find a sense of enjoyment of applying new things that you just learned and got feedback from. With every project you are left with a consciousness of things to improve on, and those you then apply to the next thing. By the end of making a project I always feel like it's subpar what I could do at the time of finishing it - because you improve your ear, your taste, your technical knowledge and awareness of flaws that can be accounted for with the next project. And so it keeps going on, every next project tends to be better than the last because of your experience with the last project. If you want to keep a sense of sanity, there's phenomenal forgotten geniuses like the psychologist Otto Rank that told that a lot of your neurosies can be addressed by engaging in a personal creative endeavor. The question always remains, are you working on something? Why not? Don't you see how it's affecting you at a personal level if you are not engaged in it? Don't you see how not engaging in it makes you one of the grey masses that have gave up on themselves and just exist to exist? Have you seen the pile of neurosies they have? When was the last time you tried? The endeavor brings its own mental challenges to grapple with, but figuring those out and pushing through to create results is what feeds the spark inside the person that ignites into the flame of selfhood. You keep discovering the self and work deeper within your individual life experiences, when it becomes a conversation deep set in an artform. You discover your taste, which is the consolidation of everything that has happened to you personally to this point - all the art you've experienced, all the life you have experienced, all the knowledge you have. It does something to you. It makes the consciousness of the individual more sensitized and reflective unto itself. It develops and uses your taste into deeper, more skilled and more nuanced outward expressions. That alone builds a tower of individuation that sets you apart from the field of grey mass, and sets you on the chariot that determines toward life. You become yourself. You become not the others. You are approaching the cosmic mystery of the Self that this universe has created. And it is only you who can experience it directly, more than anyone else in the masses. Your direct awareness and perspective is sealed only to be experienced by you. How about instead of talking about it, you put it into an artform - just like some genius philosophers like William Blake, painting his philosophical ideas that he saw from his unique perspective. At that point, isn't it more about YOU than trying to be like someone else? It is about comparing to who you were yesterday. About how your own process unfolds and blossoms. Aren't you curious what it would look like if you nurtured it? It certainly has surprised me that over the years it developed into THIS. I would have never guessed. Perhaps one day you will find yourself in this same moment, wondering how the hell did you get here. Start the process.

@@xtrulloromg xtrullor music lore

​@@xtrullorholy funk that is a lot of useful sagely advice (that I really wish I had listened to before)

​reading Xtrullor's reply while listening to the song was a legendary feeling

Wait I didn't even realize that, I feel like the themes reflect differently too. Tria is far darker than the hopeful tone of Release lmao.

Sheeesh

I diagnose you with terminal awesome! >:D

Thanks so much!

I wish to getting Super Thanks in RU-vid... That's way, I'll getting a heart from Xtrullor... But I buy the Super Thanks in 500 PEN.

Literally started making music because of this guy XD.

Well said, Ego Death and Universal Expression had a child and it’s this beautiful track :DDD

3rd lol.

meow@@Itz_GamePoint

@@Itz_GamePointno it’s from good first era

​@@Solunex😂

English 💀

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It is symbolically infused. It all caters to self-mastery, higher knowledge, power, light, galvanization from outer forces and being hermetically sealed within. Purple is a color of mystery, nobility, glamour, subjects of great depth. It is what I am actively engaged in aside from music production, pursuing knowledge is an another vocation I build up in the background to feed an endless curiosity that keeps intensifying every year. I'm almost obsessed with it. It's a nod to understanding myself and the world deeper and seeing what's under the hood, why are the things they are, why is anything happening today, and drilling deeper into it by removing fundamental personal psychological obstacles. You can know more when you are sorted out in the mind, you don't reject information just because your state of mind is fixated on wanting to know things in a certain way due to unworked psychological hangups and shadows. Those create emotional reactions that make you want to look away as some things being "obviously untrue", coupled with that stinging feeling in the chest, probably even anger. You see things as you are - so it always comes back to you. There's ways to breach through it, and once you do, on the other side exists knowledge that breaks what you previously thought. The more you do this, you will enter into a flow that allows constant paradigm shifts in your mind without as much cognitive dissonance. It's just that you become a little unpredictable to others, as you seemingly shift what you think all the time - but that's simply necessary, change is a sign of true learning. Sometimes, it's not that there's a lot of information out there that are contradictory - it's that there's VARIANCE and your job is simply to collect it all in one place and do comparative research. It is through the elimination of the untrue in that process, that you get to what actually is true. It is called the Apophatic Method, learning through negation. The sun has a field around it that shines and projects energy, light. It interacts with everything in our system and allows us to see and know. It energizes us, sustains us. The crown, also known as the crown of thorns, is the corona of the sun. It is, after all, my ultimate plan with my art - I want it to grow into a form that helps others energize and uplift themselves, to know their life deeper. It is part why I have held back on creating lyrics for a long time, as I've got things to say that might help people. I want to do it right. I need to collect the best knowledge I can and consolidate them into messages that people can get influenced and uplifted by. We need that more than ever today. There's a lot out there that people haven't come across, partly due to you having to search out for it deliberately for a long, long time. You don't get that with the usual habits around internet, such as being confined to RU-vid algorithms. It's the painstaking search for the best book authors, psychologists, philosophers, and maybe the very few niche podcasts that present the lesser known materials, where you begin to extract gems that give the most tremendous insight that you can get. I've been doing this kind of research for a decade now, and it has really been quite an amazing journey. I can't just keep it all to myself, it needs to be shared somehow. It has resulted the internal self to become more illuminated in light of understanding things better. Don't we symbolize a realization with a lightbulb above our heads? That's why the internals are white. In the game of life, I take the white pieces for syntropy, instead of entropy. My life and well-being, existentially and otherwise, has improved so much just by having the right bits of knowledge internalized. The entire visualizer is pretty much a modern recreation of the Egyptian Sun Disk, as well. I think that should give some taste of where all of this is coming from.

​@xtrullor Wow 😲 just wow. That's the most in-depth response I've ever received from anyone, and I say that coming from the best of places. Seeing something visually pleasing to observe and learning that there's an entire backstory to it with meaning to each individual aspect is truly mind-boggling. It's such a rare occurrence in this age for someone to create something entirely new that is their own. A symbol exclusive to that person, and on such an extreme philosophical level. It catches not only the eye but also the mind. I cannot tell you the amount of times I have heard someone say that any kind of electronic music cannot be powerful, and your work is proof that they are completely wrong. I greatly appreciate you sharing this with me and I now look even more forward to the masterpieces you'll create, both in visual and auditory art. I don't know if you have a patreon, but I 1000% support your work. You've given me much to think about. Thank you 🙏

​@@xtrullor I think that Neophyte deserve very much of attention. You must to are very excited, oh nice. ;)

​@@nicolashochscheid855 I can't believe it, but Neophyte definitely it's the best Xtrullor's song. I love this one. ;D

What have you done...

The anticipation is *immense.*

Do we know each other?

I don't think so :O@@Solunex

​@@Itz_GamePoint I could say yes.

X2 brooo

FAX.

Wait I didn't notice that. K nvm this thing isn't 10/10 for me anymore it's *100/10*

The "Transformation Period" is what I personally name this "era" of yours.

@@BroOk-LyN-co It's a quite apt description, actually.

@@xtrullor Glad you like the name idea! And glad to hear more tracks from you!!! Keep going, champ!

Translated: "Dude, what kind of program is this? What program do you recommend for beginning musicians?" If you ask me, just pick any of the popular DAWs out there and jump right into the deep end of the seemingly initially overwhelming programs. Pick FL Studio, Bitwig, Ableton Live, or something like that. Try them all out, see which one looks and feels most appealing to you personally (you can do great music on all of them). Don't pick the one you "should" but the one that feels good, one that feels like "you". Then install something like Vital synthesizer for all your sound design needs. Then search the internet (like reddit posts etc) for sample packs so you get drums and fx. Maybe join some production discord channels and ask people for some samples to get you started. Then just learn the basics and the general idea of the DAW through youtube tutorials. Try clicking stuff, opening menus, just exploring what you have there. Then try to make a short piece of music that has the main general elements in it, like drums, bass, chords, melody. Then try to make a full song. It won't be great, but that's not the point; just FINISH something. That's the only thing that matters. Finishing stuff is an essential grindable skill. You'll feel great at the end of it. Then just go to youtube and learn something about music production. Make a new song using that new stuff you just learned, always do one new thing with each track you make - that's how I learned to do this over many years. There's SO MUCH to learn, so just focus on being interested in the small new things you learn every time. It'll get more and more fascinating as you progress. When you progress, you slowly shift from trying to wrestle with technology, to just being free to create. The technology gets out of your way, and becomes an extension of yourself. That's when things get REALLY fun. Music production is very complex, so persevere and just have fun with learning one thing at a time.

​@@xtrullorСпасибо за рекомендации, буду использовать FL Studio, правда пиратскую версию. Почему? Долбанная политика!

Best musical copypasta ever created!

Thanks! I used Kaiber AI to generate a few minutes of rotating content, then put it through upscaling and interpolation to smoothen the framerate, and mirrored it. I was quite surprised how neat it looked in the end.

💯💯🙏

so it is you

Creator of my favourite mix of the recent 2 months here! And I agree with you, this is absolute example of epicness.

there's always gonna be somebody that just dislikes everything...

Wait, how can you see dislikes? *are you the legendary Xtrullor himself?* XD

@@Itz_GamePoint no xd, I have a modified version of youtube, it has no ads, and you can see the dislikes of the videos

Precisely! While his first era was all rough Dubstep to headbang to while his second was all ascension orchestra to reflect to, this new era combines both creating the most powerful emotion you've never felt before all through sound.

Lol, very appropriate for a track with ancient spiritual runes and markings in its enigmatic yet majestic artwork :D

xrurlelo 💪

Metropolis Ark 1 has magnificent brass, I use them very often just like this time. For choirs I used Strezov Sampling Storm Choir 2.

It's all After Effects. I do have Trapcode Suite as an extension for it though.

@@xtrullor Got it man, thankyou! You were a big inspiration when I first found out about you. I'm still a beginner at making music and a reply from you means a lot, can't wait for more tracks