I legitimately feel like I have no place here. All I ever do is ruin things. Anxiety & depression have their grip on my existence as a whole. I’m just tired.
I feel the same way its hard seeing the really talented man die of a stupid fucking shooting am really depressed that he is gone xxx made my life but i never give up so dont give up man
I love you, a lot of people who see broken people such as ourselves take advantage of us instead of nurture us through our transgressions. I LOVE YOU, okay??
@@danblythe1083 because in the original his voice sounds like a female not even knowing it was Jahseh it made me look for a voice sample come to find out it was his voice but pitched to sound like a female the fact that he sounds alot like a female is crazy that's pretty talented if you ask my but that's just my opinion
It's 4:32am its dark, im in my bed and im just feeling like dissapearing. Bizarre question comes to my mind, if i drink that chemical bottle am i going to die? Why one single person takes all my reasons to live? Why i have 0% now? Some people read comments like these and just think of a stupid teenager its not a phase mom, but depression is real. Anxiety is real. People with the lower age you can imagine just suffer from problems you wouldnt think off. Now this is one of those situations. Am i just gonna pass this time again and go on or am i gonna end up my life? "How could i waste so much time on someone who doesnt even love me?" My head just flying
(I am Latin) I hope my English is understood I want to tell this experience that completely destroyed me "my girlfriend" today I learned that she had died, I do not know how she died but I loved her and I will miss her, damn it could happen to her, I had a great life ahead I can not believe it does not exist, shit now I feel guilty for things I never did for her, I remember the day I got on that damn plane that separated me from her and I remember seeing her with tears in her eyes coffee so beautiful, those eyes that to see them motivated me to stay alive and I remember that he said "you will forget me" I will never forget it and if there is another life after this I want to see those eyes again I'll see you soon ♡ * Never leave for tomorrow what you can do today, maybe tomorrow you can not *
I get this sad Christmas vibe from this song. A song u would listen to outside while sitting on the porch and it’s snowing and you smoke a blunt to numb your pain
Sometimes your so angry at something and everything that it makes you lose the positivity thoughts and even when the situation is fine and solved all of the built up anger destroys your sanity so much that your stuck in this constant cloud of darkness and constantly wounder what the future holds storage for you and that makes you afraid That's what this song is
Nothing but a depressed generation unfortunately but i hope we all can find hope , clarity, and peace through all this keep all your heads up and stay safe lads
con esta canción mi vida trasciende en ritmo melancólico y mis pensamientos mas profundos e íntimos empiezan a cobrar sentido, pero hay una voz que me dice que es hora de la partida, demonios danzan en mi mente gritando que ya es hora de la despedida...
Yo quería matarme varias veces y me cortó tanto sobre mis hombros que lo primero que verás son mis cicatrices y no my sonreida. Pero nunca jamás pierdo a esos demonios que tengo. Y aquí estoy viviendo con una sonrisa en mi cara. Cosas se cambian de verdad hermano.
If Anyone still reading comments on this, I have a favor for y’all loyal supporters. On Jan 23, 2019, I want every fan to buy a cake that says (Happy Birthday X) and get balloons and release them in air. So people will know the prince’s birthday has arrived.
Long live XXXTentacion LLX Long live Jahseh LLJ XXXTentacion AKA Jahseh Dwayne Ricardo Onfroy Born January-23-1998 Die June-18-2018 You were a legend you will be remember
At least he left this world knowing he was loved and in a good mental form yes it was to early but at least he found love, had a kid, managed to be successful, and most importantly was at peace within his mind LLJ🕊
Rip X. It hurt me when you passed, a year after you it was juice and then a close family member. You people made me realize how short and temporary life Is. I try to be happy. When I’m alone all I think about is my mortality it’s very strange going to a funeral for the first time and then some... hope I can Rest In Peace when it’s my time..
Acceptance is hard trust me I know ive been through it deeper then you think but just remember when you accept you only become stronger in the end no matter what accept the unexpected and horrible that happens to you and in the end you will be the one who pulled the sword from the rock Keep youre head up kings
I’m not enough. I’m never enough. I’ll never be enough. I’m not enough for them. None of them. Why can’t I be like all the other girls? Why am i the way I am? What’s so different about me? Why don’t you look at me the way you look at them? Tell me what I’m doing wrong! Am I annoying you? Please, tell me how to stop and I’ll do it, I’ll do it I promise.. just don’t leave me! Please! I love you! I want you! Just give me a chance please! Please! Don’t leave me.. please! I don’t want you to go! You can’t go! Tell me what it is that I’m doing wrong! You’re all I have! I can’t stop thinking about you! Please! Love me the way I love you! Please!!
still listening to this every fucking day. this art is blowing up my mind. i can`t even explain what exactly i feel. i wanna die to not to feel different shittiest feelings, but at the same time i just wanna disappear in sunny heaven, and then watch for all people, who still on planet. who still feels something, who still worries. watch their emotions. watch their actions. watch their happiness. but i gonna feel only relaxation, that type of feel, when you went through all the shit, and now, you`re absolutely free and your mind and your soul doesn`t care about anything or anyone.
i cant do this anymore. the depression has a mind of its own at this point. it controls my body leaving me a numb useless being. I'm done. no one can save me.
Dude, Len. If you could just se this that would be amazing, your slower versions are the best out between the ones from Peep and X it’s awesome. Thank you man. 🙏
Imagine all the people who listened to xxxtentacion and took their own lives, makes me jealous. Why do you get to leave while I have to stay and suffer
Dang, reading all these comments is making me feel this tension around my heart. I’m trying my best to understand what y’all are going through. All I can just say is don’t let the thought of death make you stop living. See you later.
