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@shahnilakanwal1457
@shahnilakanwal1457 17 часов назад
I’m struggling these voices are ruining my day to day life I feel like I’m worthless I don’t know how to come out of it
@edenshorthousesthouse1925
@edenshorthousesthouse1925 4 дня назад
Be self dependent not drug or medication dependant and embrace the come down i bet it will be worse until your clean which is when the come down end and is also why i prefer THC to medication i feel like its lighter in mass compared to the medication you can be prescribed your fear will 199% increase on the come down on any drug or alcohol because brain activity or specifically synaptic transfer activity increases in speed basically your brain needs a copper stopping the brain to get license registration etc and if you get taken home then you were just going far to fast for your safety and everyone else you do police yourself its instinctive if a police officer saw the entire story the way you did even their subconscious would be supporting you or they'd be speeding themselves and starting the journey of going home
@edenshorthousesthouse1925
@edenshorthousesthouse1925 4 дня назад
No weed doesn't cause psychosis. it's just there even the legal drugs have a similar longer lasting come down. Compared to Marijuana, the last two decades? Why because crime was involved? Watch when people dont take their medication they getbthe symptoms watch this is covered up by the time for testing you can't for example keep a test going for a year. This covers up the information Marijuana you can actually be clean from THC within a month if you actually try to get it out fibre helps as well as water sugar can increase the removal of THC when intending to get it out quick just it can potentially cause bowel problems which can prevent the removal process. Medication lasts longer than weed the high from weed doesn't last for more than a few hours unless you eat it and guess what you do when you take a pill? If you have Schizophrenia you have Schizophrenia its not an illness its a condition its not pathogenic or contiguous. How did you feel when you made this video? Be honest cause it isn't criminal. Mental health requires you to revisit whatever you think about it most likely is to do with a life experience in some way because its always entangled with exogenous from the intuition because YOUR MIND tells you the issues are outside the body! You just REMEMBER subconsciously which makes you think its not you because it happens so fast... Dont believe me? Right next time you "jump" because you unexpected something and you jump before you realise tell me was that your Schizophrenia reacting or taking control or was it you yourself? Baring in mind reflexes are PROVEN TO BE UNCONSCIOUS ACTIONS Im also Schizophrenic and my instincts dont lie to me. I'll take your word for it as in you saying your "Schizophrenic" there are two words i want you to KNOW they are "kill" and "violence" one expresses Specific INTENTION and the DETAIL of INTENTION the results are based on circumstances this is an acceptable example of "kill" if i was out someone randomly shoots me twice by some miracle i am still alive and they come over to "execute" me and somehow by some miracle i have a gun and take the shot first ending there live which would arguably be impossible because you wouldnt be able to prove the perpetrator was intenting on execution until the point it at you and if you shoot they most likely would have finished me off im dead i aint going out alone i defended myself and died in the process this is arguably the only acceptable means to "kill" anything else is viewed as "Murder" this is the world we live in treat your perpetrator as if it was you in a ward hospital asylum whatever its known as its the only way to claim Self defence "kill" isnt worth it you have to use "violence" in order to "kill" someone and the circumstances your better of with the lottery because you have more chance of winning than actually getting a "kill" or getting judged with "kill" over "murder" even gbh abh disproportionate force is most likely to be the case, if someone shoots your leg fires two more rounds and you can prove that then you can shoot the perpetrators leg to get away because you dont want them shooting anymore however if there is cover its argued your away however theres anticipation self defence this isnt the correct grammar for intended purposes because i don't know could your perpetrator be looking? Its fight to flight not "fight or flight" it's very difficult at last minute reaction to do something like that self defence is easier anyways than to kill i know the difference. And weed can help you process comprehension sooner if you embrace the come down those drugs medication may do it in less time however i don't like the duration of the come down personally weed is far less time when smoked and id punch in the face if you told crack or heroine was a better option
@shahnilakanwal1457
@shahnilakanwal1457 6 дней назад
Mine triggered through religion and spirituality after that delusion was uncontrollable I’m still struggling
@suzie223
@suzie223 11 дней назад
This is so strange. I don’t have schizophrenia, at least as far as I know, but I had an almost identical experience years ago. After that experience, I also changed completely as a person. In a good way.
@user-nb3vm6yx5j
@user-nb3vm6yx5j 12 дней назад
Brother these are Jinns you are talking bout. Search up jinns they are a creation of god just like us humans but we can’t see them. They have free will like us humans too. Just fyi
@misterbig7874
@misterbig7874 14 дней назад
Use CBD to reduce psychosis and to counteract the negative effects of THC
@zontherocks
@zontherocks 15 дней назад
Thank you for sharing your experience, I would totally give you my shoes for repair. Best wishes.
@ethernick
@ethernick 17 дней назад
❤❤❤
@ethernick
@ethernick 17 дней назад
Same
@voiceinthewilderness322
@voiceinthewilderness322 19 дней назад
I made a video about my experience.
@voiceinthewilderness322
@voiceinthewilderness322 19 дней назад
Did you recover like I did by not believing in the hallucinations and delusions?
@lettersfromschizophrenia
@lettersfromschizophrenia 16 дней назад
I wouldn’t say recover. I just live with it. I cannot push away hallucinations and delusions. They are very real as they happen. I just experience them as it comes, and keep reality close to me. Comes in waves, then goes away and I’m alone again with security and solitude in my thoughts
@voiceinthewilderness322
@voiceinthewilderness322 14 дней назад
@@lettersfromschizophrenia I don't have any hallucinations or delusions. I developed a kind of immunity to it. They lost their purpose since I began ignoring them forty years ago.
@voiceinthewilderness322
@voiceinthewilderness322 19 дней назад
They always give red cards to Brazil for no reason. They must drug them too. Maybe not but I can be suspicious.
@ryaansayegh4805
@ryaansayegh4805 19 дней назад
Any email or contact info I can reach out to you on?
@lettersfromschizophrenia
@lettersfromschizophrenia 16 дней назад
You can reach out to at lettersfromschizophrenia@gmail.com or you can message in insta link on the channel. Thanks
@ryaansayegh4805
@ryaansayegh4805 19 дней назад
How can I get in touch with you? Big fan of your videos.
@khardiatatall8708
@khardiatatall8708 19 дней назад
Do you think these were jinns?
@lettersfromschizophrenia
@lettersfromschizophrenia 16 дней назад
I do not subscribe to placing my experience through a predefined lens. But maybe the entities I experienced were experienced by someone else and named Jinns. To me they are just entities, I don’t know much about them. But at the same time, I run into them when my brain interprets them, and stop experiencing them when I get more in tune with reality. If it was a constant maybe if explore more.
@vegandolls
@vegandolls 22 дня назад
sounds like spiritual warfare
@lettersfromschizophrenia
@lettersfromschizophrenia 16 дней назад
Sure feels like it.
@luansmit408
@luansmit408 27 дней назад
You my friend had a awakening to the posibilitys of self not a psychotic episode your whole life is based on western culture go do reacerch on eastern culture and see the other realuty with tools , hinduism is first religon and it has consepts like maya , the illution of self and and all is one you dont understand and we will never cause we cant see into 4D just luke a 2D being cant concieve of 3D wake up culture the world is wide and wild , belwilder yourself just as when you were a kid gaining consiousness in this strange world and gazw into the the unity of your youth with all , love and peace in jesus name people
@daisymei-oy3xs
@daisymei-oy3xs 28 дней назад
This video gives me hope. THANK YOU. Keep going 🙌
@darronvanaria2952
@darronvanaria2952 28 дней назад
For sleeping, would it help to wear earplugs? Then if you hear a voice or someone shouting at you, if you hear it clearly you know it’s an hallucination.
@lettersfromschizophrenia
@lettersfromschizophrenia 16 дней назад
I have tried earplugs, the problem is it happens at the edge of sleep. When the brain registers it as a sound, regardless of knowing that it is a hallucination, I wake up.
@athena5862
@athena5862 Месяц назад
You seem to know during your episode that you are having a psycotic episode or a delusion. Does the denial go away and you realize you have bizarre delusions?
@lettersfromschizophrenia
@lettersfromschizophrenia 16 дней назад
I think the denial comes from realizing what is true. Despite my 10 years with schizophrenic delusions, not once have I been physically attacked by any of the “evil” that comes my way.
@athena5862
@athena5862 Месяц назад
My son suffers from persucatory delusions that he is going to be murdered by a group that is after him. He does not have any recognition that he is in psychosis after 6 months. Im trying to assure him he is safe. I dont know how to get him to willingly examine his ideas.
@sirijanthakur
@sirijanthakur Месяц назад
ur blessed with good friends bro
@sirijanthakur
@sirijanthakur Месяц назад
bro same telepaty thing happened to me, i thought it costed money to talk tho haha, then it transitioned into war with god, ai trying to take over and control god which is me xD its funny how all the psychotic episodes are kinda similar in one form
@natas12rm
@natas12rm 23 дня назад
Almost like the tricksters give you a nudge in a direction other than truth?
@alilih3652
@alilih3652 Месяц назад
More like my first experience lettinf demons attach to me. Also you can clearly tell this man opened himself up to demons bc of the belief he had “we are all infinite beings” and “infirtile love energy” yea that’s all bullshit from the demons. Thwy decieve ing you and you lettin them that’s why they was able to fully connect to you and make you “schizophrenic” which is really just them revealing themsleves to you and only you and no one else around them. They’re spirits so of course they can reveal themselves to only you and no one else bc they’re not physical
@Over60sowhat
@Over60sowhat Месяц назад
This is so important! Thank you so much for posting this!
@Over60sowhat
@Over60sowhat Месяц назад
Such an amazing person. May God continue to Bless you.
@Over60sowhat
@Over60sowhat Месяц назад
Wonderful! So easy to understand! Thank you for being so aware of and able to explain your feelings!!! You have been beyond helpful in aiding my understanding for my friend! Thank you.
@mimilookamie8019
@mimilookamie8019 Месяц назад
Thank you for sharing your experience. When I've experienced psychosis I carried alot of self blame around for losing my grip on reality but your calm demeanor and casual tone describing your thoughts made me feel like maybe it's not the end of the world or something to be embarrassed for after all so that is very much appreciated. God bless! ❤️
@BipolarLiving
@BipolarLiving Месяц назад
I’m so sorry that you’re struggling with psychosis I’m so sorry 😔 🙏🏾 please stay strong and continue to take care of yourself 💜 the telepathy part was actually relatable to a lot of people here on earth. Wouldn’t that be cool if we could hear each other’s thoughts.
@user-re4wq9ou5u
@user-re4wq9ou5u 2 месяца назад
اتمنى لك الشفاء أنشاء الله يا أخي ❤❤❤
@giorgiomx
@giorgiomx 2 месяца назад
So is like if I suddenly started to dream while being awake, mixing up my real surroundings with hallucinations and interacting with it. 🤔
@lazarcatalina1176
@lazarcatalina1176 2 месяца назад
I never had bipolar,mania or schizo but i took antidepressants for first time 6 mnoths ago,called Tritico Trazodone i felt like have bipolar or something! Vision of grandeur,was sure im winning lottery,i was controled by that vision,half of day i was day dreaming violently that im winning lottery,i felt like im posessed by a demon,i was realising this may not be true,but i was so sure i feel a paranormal expeirence,despite being aware it may not be true! The day dreaming was so violent,the images i was having not as hallucinations but inside my head,like when u remmeber soemthing have that image in ur head,i was having those,,it was fucknig crazy! Having this violent day dreaming mixed with episodes of my body shaking like im posessed,felt very real. I experienced how is like ot have bipolar or schizo! In a way ws interesting but just for a short while! Im done with antidepressants!
@sirijanthakur
@sirijanthakur 3 месяца назад
i follow being factual about things, ignoring the philosiphy, works well
@sirijanthakur
@sirijanthakur 3 месяца назад
hello, i had it twice, right now im on resperdon tbh its a funny experience, pray for me and thanks for taking this step of being open about it, lots of stigma for it for sure 😊❤
@lettersfromschizophrenia
@lettersfromschizophrenia 3 месяца назад
I’ve actually found the more open I am about it, things get easier for me. It allows people a chance to adjust to me in a positive manner, and gives them a chance to see people functioning with it.
@lettersfromschizophrenia
@lettersfromschizophrenia 3 месяца назад
Good luck on your journey friend. You got This.
@dionysusapollo
@dionysusapollo 3 месяца назад
I have just the same connection to nature experience he describes.
@dentkort2046
@dentkort2046 3 месяца назад
I seriously think psychosis is what happens when whatever filter there is in our brains that keeps us from seeing the spiritual... Just stops working, leaving us vulnerable to demonic entities and negative thoughtforms. Always take your meds but remember God is always there to help as well, no matter if it is in the form of Jesus, Allah or even Buddha.
@BipolarLiving
@BipolarLiving Месяц назад
I like to relate mental illness with spirituality too
@jenijean8691
@jenijean8691 3 месяца назад
Listening to music, silencing headphones and earplugs work well ❤
@Redacted.135
@Redacted.135 3 месяца назад
Thank you for sharing
@YesminWahab-bj2bz
@YesminWahab-bj2bz 3 месяца назад
Do you hear voices?
@lettersfromschizophrenia
@lettersfromschizophrenia 3 месяца назад
Yes, not all the time when I am not in psychosis. It happens mostly when I am trying to sleep or rest. Which is why being engaged in activities helps
@YesminWahab-bj2bz
@YesminWahab-bj2bz 3 месяца назад
What do yo do for work, if I may ask. Thank you.
@lettersfromschizophrenia
@lettersfromschizophrenia 3 месяца назад
I work a remote job in IT as a dev
@monte68x
@monte68x 3 месяца назад
No, it does not. If cannabis causes psychosis, it is coded as a Substance-induced Psychotic Disorder NOT "Schizophrenia".
@CowboyLloyd
@CowboyLloyd 3 месяца назад
Thank you so much for talking about your situation. Stay strong🙏🏻
@nishanacht
@nishanacht 3 месяца назад
Fantastic✨tyfs ❤
@techsavytronicstechsavytro528
@techsavytronicstechsavytro528 3 месяца назад
how can you tell difference between an anxiety disorder and psychosis? I took weed and benzos together 2 years ago and my brain has never been the same since. I get thought patterns such as "hes figured us out quick run away" like someones talking in my head acknowledging that i recognise the thing in my head if that makes sense. Ive been treating it as anxiety, but the symptoms, thoughts and emotions are pretty intense
@lettersfromschizophrenia
@lettersfromschizophrenia 3 месяца назад
I think anxiety is fear of possible outcomes that stem from real things. Like the fear of crashing not allowing you to drive a car. Where as psychosis is believing in something that is not real to most others, that has become real to you. I have made logical sense of un real things in my head that I cannot unsee. And when I cannot disregard it, I call it psychosis when I start interacting with it, or it makes me dysfunctional enough to impact my life negatively.
@techsavytronicstechsavytro528
@techsavytronicstechsavytro528 3 месяца назад
@@lettersfromschizophrenia I smoked thc and took some benzo pills 2 years ago and my brain is constantly producing these disgusting degrading thoughts but dont know if its something like anxiety/OCD or pyschosis. Thoughts?
@lettersfromschizophrenia
@lettersfromschizophrenia 3 месяца назад
@@techsavytronicstechsavytro528 it happens to me, I get very vile thoughts that are repulsive and I judge myself for having a thought like that. But the more I accept that it is not me and they are a feed from a source unknown. It helps me live. I then get so far from it by engaging in life and routine, that I don’t think those thoughts anymore.
@fedenovo1
@fedenovo1 3 месяца назад
So you have psicotic episodes and still smoke up? Bon voyage…..
@lettersfromschizophrenia
@lettersfromschizophrenia 3 месяца назад
I personally do not, but I know of people that do. And its their choice to take part in it or not.
@bearclaus2676
@bearclaus2676 3 месяца назад
People get spiritual and mystic smoking weed. Little do they know its the beginning of madness.
@Theonegov
@Theonegov 3 месяца назад
Individuals that use drugs are likely to be chosen to be used in high technology behavior experiments. When you have a 2 way conversation with those type of things being said to you - it is actually a group of humans using psychotronic weapons. Classic electronic harassment - targeted individuals.
@secularargument
@secularargument 3 месяца назад
What? Brain-altering chemicals affect the pre-disposed??? Get right outta town!!!!
@daisymei-oy3xs
@daisymei-oy3xs 3 месяца назад
Thanks for providing this important information so clearly, succinctly.