I've never heard of that tea u mentioned but I Googled it and in English it's called Lemon Verbena and it's popular in France so it makes sense that u don't know the English for it and I've never heard of it 😂
It's because you are bored and frustrated at the same time. Deep down, you know that you could work and be useful, earn money, but you don't, and that's so frustrating. It beats you up, or something in that sense. These words are a bit harsch but it is what it is. And btw. you could show us around in Paris, but only if its safe.
That’s completely true but thing is I can’t find the strength or energy to do it at the moment I try but mentally it’s draining and the more I do nothing the more I feel bad and the more I do nothing. I know it sounds dumb but that’s how it is. I am gonna try to get myself together and start doing something meaningful! Thx ❤️
@@Yoyoadventure Yeah I know, but you do good as jeantannen7449 already said. From what I heard perhaps not even the lack of work is the problem, but that you think you don't have close friends. Perhaps you should start to go out somewhere, find a group that does something, perhaps they talk together about things, or they do something together. Social networks are full of groups where people search other people to go out with or they search for a group of people. Paris is a big city, there must be something, yeah I know its easy said then done. And btw. you are a little bit crazy, but in a good way crazy :)
It’s true that life is hard but I guess that’s the way it is. Children are a big responsibility and if someone want some they have to be 100% stable mentally and financially etc. I don’t want any because I know it’s a big responsibility I can barely take care of myself