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AvPD & ADHD vlog - a hard day, but a little step forward (VERY lofi lol) 

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Hey guys - honestly, the sound and video quality are even worse than I thought they would be hahahaha. So I'm sorry about that... one day I'll have better equipment but this is what I'm working with right now. I considered not even sharing, but I figured I might as well.
If this is very boring or otherwise unwatchable, I totally understand lol. Back to our regularly scheduled programming later this week. Thanks. :)
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Комментарии : 41   
@JesseDalba
@JesseDalba 5 месяцев назад
Lol the emo girl is upset shocker.
@anxious_and_avoidant
@anxious_and_avoidant 5 месяцев назад
I am nothing if not unpredictable 🤪
@NyteRazor
@NyteRazor 10 месяцев назад
Sound and video are fine for me. It's not like I'm watching a movie in the theater. Keep going with the setup you have.
@anxious_and_avoidant
@anxious_and_avoidant 10 месяцев назад
Thank you 🙌🏻❤️ excellent point, it looked like garbage on my computer while editing but playing it back on my phone is like 🤷🏻‍♀️ good enough hahahahah
@markaoslo5653
@markaoslo5653 10 месяцев назад
Same-
@markaoslo5653
@markaoslo5653 10 месяцев назад
I ❤ Dogs 🐕
@anxious_and_avoidant
@anxious_and_avoidant 10 месяцев назад
Me too 😭❤️
@m2024-d
@m2024-d 10 месяцев назад
every time evie (evy?) made an appearance it put such a huge smile on my face
@anxious_and_avoidant
@anxious_and_avoidant 10 месяцев назад
She’s so silly 😂 just wants to be involved lol
@bookworm_of_heaven
@bookworm_of_heaven 10 месяцев назад
i love how youre keeping it real- youre absolutely right, its about the little ad-ons and not so much about completely changing bad habits. aint nobody saying that mental illness is fun 🫠 and you showing off your work is appreciated, this is super cool 🤩 also your goofy pets are SOO ADORABLE PLEASE GIVE THEM SOME PETS FOR ME
@anxious_and_avoidant
@anxious_and_avoidant 10 месяцев назад
Thank you so much!! 🏃‍♀️💨 (me running off to give extra pets rn)
@iron_pete
@iron_pete Месяц назад
I really enjoy watching your videos, hope you can keep posting them every now and then 👍 I have been in my sweatpants the entire day, glad that there are others doing the same aswell 😂
@abandonedplane
@abandonedplane 10 месяцев назад
You've got a healthy amount of mindfulness about what you need to do, and you're not putting unreasonable pressure to make it happen all at once, like someone else I know. Me. "Someone else I know" is me. So, you're on a mangeable track there. You're doing what I, at 40, am still struggling to learn: being reasonable about self-progress. Nothing to sweat about the basement. It's got nothing on the disaster that is my disused workshop. Your craft seems to have some carryover from when I used to develop film, with attention to light exposure and special care always taken to never allow cross contamination of chemicals. Very interesting. Looking forward to the results And, once again, *do not* sweat the audio quality, or anything like that; you're audible enough, even in the car, and your video quality is also adequate. It's wabi sabi at worst, an aesthetic in its own right (as you likely meant by lo-fi) and that's never a bad thing, really. Keep doing what you're doing.
@anxious_and_avoidant
@anxious_and_avoidant 10 месяцев назад
Appreciate you ❤️🙏🏻 I was lucky enough to be one of the last classes in my high school to use an actual darkroom for film photography, and I’ve been chasing that high ever since lol.
@wounded_rabbit
@wounded_rabbit 10 месяцев назад
Emotional support cat! 😻Thanks so much for sharing your day and honestly, I think the sound and video is fine (fellow perfectionist here!) in fact the vérité is really appreciated!
@anxious_and_avoidant
@anxious_and_avoidant 10 месяцев назад
❤️❤️❤️ thank you!
@LiveFaustDieJung
@LiveFaustDieJung 10 месяцев назад
Potential PMDD…cat was like yeahhh 😂 Your cat is cracking me up. Look at my bum, Mom. Conversational narcissist kitty. 😂 oh and I laughed at the big achievement part. The stomach cancer part was morbidly funny too. 👀 I love the art portion. I can’t speak for everyone, but I’d be happy to learn more. If you wanted to share.
@anxious_and_avoidant
@anxious_and_avoidant 10 месяцев назад
Hahahaha 😅 Very cool, I’ll definitely share more soon. ❤️
@Ali-20244
@Ali-20244 10 месяцев назад
I like the vlog and it's a motivated one seems like tiny steps could make a huge change in ourselves and our reality it gives hope thanx . Don't worry about equipments it's fine keep going you making deference.
@Oliver_Bryan
@Oliver_Bryan 10 месяцев назад
Thanks for the peak into your life. As people have said, sound and image quality are just fine. Looks like a nice neighbourhood you live in. Looking forward to the follow up. How is going being sober?
@anxious_and_avoidant
@anxious_and_avoidant 10 месяцев назад
Thank you ☺️ It’s going well - I’ve had the craving still occasionally in the face of certain emotions (especially boredom) but they’re fleeting. I wouldn’t be doing any of this stuff if I hadn’t made that choice, so I know it was the right one. It’s also shocking me to think of how much money I’ve saved already. 😅
@Oliver_Bryan
@Oliver_Bryan 10 месяцев назад
@@anxious_and_avoidant Glad you are keeping off the stuff and saving the money. Good work! You should do a house tour at some point.
@hadeseye2297
@hadeseye2297 9 месяцев назад
You have animals and you say you are avoidant? Maybe you just don't like people? xD
@markaoslo5653
@markaoslo5653 10 месяцев назад
That was a nice change-up, from the usual production, thank you for taking us along! Cheers- ☮ :❤ ☀
@mwwhatever
@mwwhatever 9 месяцев назад
Cat butt 😂
@anxious_and_avoidant
@anxious_and_avoidant 9 месяцев назад
She has no shame 😂
@mwwhatever
@mwwhatever 9 месяцев назад
@@anxious_and_avoidant they never do. Must be nice to be as carefree as a cat lol
@mwwhatever
@mwwhatever 9 месяцев назад
There's a salad place in San Jose that i love called Sweetgreen. It's like 45 minutes away from me but I've gone there a few times just to get salad. At least i got like 5 of them so i can save some for later
@curbsidenation
@curbsidenation 10 месяцев назад
Id love to know more about cyanotype photography (is that what you called it?) Looks pretty cool! I'm looking for a new hobby so I'm really interested to see how it's done : ) You did great considering you were having a down day! I have them too and many days I'm thrilled if I can get anything at all accomplished. *sigh* Be kind to you!
@anxious_and_avoidant
@anxious_and_avoidant 10 месяцев назад
I will happily share more of the process in the future! And thank you - full disclosure, I was motivated by the fact that I wanted to follow through with the video and felt like that helped me be more accountable than I otherwise would have been lol. And I still skipped a lot of the daily tasks I would otherwise be doing if I felt better... But! Every little bit counts. ☺️
@curbsidenation
@curbsidenation 10 месяцев назад
@@anxious_and_avoidant Yes, every little bit does count and getting back into your studio where you can be creative and play around with your art is a step in the right direction for sure!
@kgreene460
@kgreene460 10 месяцев назад
That was fun, I enjoyed that, but I screamed at my monitor when you didn't come home from the store with any chocolate or other dessert-y items!
@anxious_and_avoidant
@anxious_and_avoidant 10 месяцев назад
Hahahahahah I’m a salty crunchy cheesy girl!! I actually rarely crave sweet foods and almost never chocolate 😬 but now that you mention it I might make some cinnamon sugar toast tonight 🤭
@CajunCraft24
@CajunCraft24 10 месяцев назад
I needed this today. I’ve been avoiding my studio for 3 years and it’s been a rough week gynecologly.
@anxious_and_avoidant
@anxious_and_avoidant 10 месяцев назад
I’m cracking up at your phrasing but 😩 I feel you lol. It feels good to get back at it though honestly, whenever you’re ready. ❤️
@friarpesel5646
@friarpesel5646 10 месяцев назад
Oh man look at you! How cool is this? Thank you 🙏😇
@staceyibanda3346
@staceyibanda3346 10 месяцев назад
@prove_it000
@prove_it000 10 месяцев назад
I appreciate that you showed a whole new facet of your life. Applaud your courage!
@holtzbolt5445
@holtzbolt5445 10 месяцев назад
Thank you for your beautiful videos. ❤
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