I understand and I'm here on my keyboard. I wish we lived closer so we could get together and have a night of playing games, singing, opening a saran wrap ball but mostly to hug each other and talk about our past year. ARMY we do need to create communities to make sure we are all safe & well. We need a to create a private twitter like forum/group chat that we can directly chat with each other. You see, I think ARMY is much bigger, much more important than being the biggest fan group in the world. I think we are here, to help/love/protect each other. I also believe we are here, for each other. We are here to take on community & world's issues and also supporter 7 men. I believe that during the time the boys are going to the military that we should put together groups that can help take on issues that affect our communities & our world. I love all types of music and listen to all types of music it all the time but, I will continue to listen & stream BTS. I'm not moving on to another group, because I do believe we all came to BTS & ARMY for something a little bigger. I want to help to save the world. Happy Holidays! Merry Christmas ! Happy Hanukkah! I love you all! Keep Fighting! We are here for you!
I am so sorry you’re hurting. Friend, there is strength in vulnerability. To be able to sit with our own hurt and reckon with it is hard. To share it is brave. To use it to help others is a super power. It sounds like you’ve gained a few true friends. Here to be another if you need it. 💜
Ashley Sue, you have not let us down - please do not ever think that. So much of what you say resonates with me, as I was once where you are, trying to figure out how not to feel alone in my own home. It took me way too long to figure things out, so I understand some of the struggles you talked about. I hope that you will find the clarity you are seeking in 2023. You deserve to be loved and to be happy. We love you. 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜
Hi Ashley Sue. I've been following you for a while. I don't pretend to know how you feel or what you're going through, I can only imagine and empathize. But I have been compelled by you from the beginning. You are a truly gifted communicator -- your intelligence and INSIGHT always shine through. I've thoroughly enjoyed my BTS journey with you, more than with any other "reactor", as you are the closest reflection of how I consume, love and process my appreciation for BTS. For what it's worth, I very much look forward to our continued journey together and am grateful for whatever time and content that you gift to us. Just, thank you.
Thank you truly for your honesty and vulnerability... this is how love and community and healing happen. Bangtan is a love revolution and we all are here for it. You are love and you are so very loved!!
Hi Ashley, I just want to say I really support you. You are absolutely not crazy for feeling what you felt, please never believe that. There is no scale of legitimacy for pain. When I was a teenager, I was hopsitalized for leukemia and fell into a short period of depression... and felt very guilty for being depressed. From an outsider,' viewpoint, it might sound strange to feel guilty about that, but I thought how lucky I was to be taken charge of, to have a rather well-cured illness, to have friends and family around me. So I felt guilty to feel bad whereas a lot of people aren't well fed, die in atrocious wars etc. The guilt definetely added to my depression. Then, a psychologist told me it was absolutely normal to feel sad and depressed, and that helped me a lot in my mental recovery. When I hear you talk about feeling lonely, striving for love, understanding and connection, the most basic and vital human needs, I think it's absolutely NORMAL for you to be in immense pain. These may not be "materially visible" bad circumstances, but they are very real "emotional" bad circumstances, which I beleive is way more fundamental because it's the very basis of our happiness. and I really want to offer you my entire support to help you get through this terrible life period, although it might means making radical decisions. But the best is yet to come, I 'm sure of it . There is light at the end of this tunnel! Thank you for sharing you vulnerability with us, thank you for showing your incredibly gorgeous room and your children are reaaaally cute.
Hello. beautiful🥰 I want to tell you that I love you so much and you are such a beautiful person inside and out. I wish you a beautiful Christmas and a beautiful year full of love and happiness for you and your children. I love you❤🤗
Our struggles are different but I feel like I connect to you. I’ve been struggling a lot this year(and the past few years) too. IDK what my life would look like if I didn’t find bangtan when I did back in 2019. I am so lucky to have found army friends in that time who will listen to me and not deny my feelings. I never had friends more genuine than these army friends. My lovelies💜. I am happy you have some there for you too. It does not fix things but it’s really comforting to have them. Thank you for sharing this with us. Even if we are both feeling low this year I hope we can at least have some moments of cozy Holliday cheer. So Merry Christmas!!
Thank you for being vulnerable and sharing with us 💜 even though you didn’t do what you wanted to this year, there’s always the next year, and the next.. and the next. You’re not burdening your audience by showing us your emotions. You’re not “too much” or “too sensitive” or “too emotional”… never too much. Bangtan and army will always be here for you :)
I’m so sorry you had such a hard time this year. We are all here for you and you can always text or DM me anytime. I hope you enjoy your holiday season and cheers to not being alone! 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜 Borahae, ARMY love.
🎄💜💜💜💜💜💜💜🎄 i wish I had the words to make it all better but i don’t however just to help you, listen to the boys, watch bt21 new mv and maybe it could help for a little while.
