conan gray- heather (s l o w e d + r e v e r b) 

2019: Shut up Heather 2020: I wish were Heather Wow... the difference a year can make

Just a reminder: Heather is not only a pretty girl, he describes her as angelic and nice. You dont have to be the prettiest girl in the world to be heather❤️

this song hits different when you're no one's heather

POV: You and your boy best friend have known each other ever since 4 years old now you're in 11th grade. You guys had the best relationship ever. You both laughed together and known each other so well, you would suffer slowly to your death just for him. After all the hang outs and games you fall for him. Every time he walks to you and by you, you just wanna hug him tightly telling him how you feel. But does he love you back? You get terrified and keep it for a few months. On a Tuesday morning, this beautiful wondrous girl comes in. You are surprised and she stands there nervous, it's her first day. You look at your best friend and you see him shocked. You get why, she's the best sight he's seen. The girl introduces herself, Luce is her name. The teacher gives one student a chance to skip the rest of class to show Luce around. Your best friend stands up giving the most confident look ever, " I will! " You feel like your heart just got crushed into millions. Luce looks at your best friend, blushing .. you know she's gonna mess up your relationship. Three months goes by, and he's been hanging with Luce. He was suppose to pick you up and drive you to school .. but he didn't come. You know what happened. You call him and ask him why he didn't pick you up, he replies, " Sorry, I just want to get to know Luce for a little. Also we can't hang after school she's coming over, bye! " he hangs up. You tell yourself it's okay! Like I said .. I would suffer slowly for him. You sit down on the side walk, in your prom dress. Second part :) You stand up and start walking, it felt like she was throwing knifes at your legs and you wanted to break down .. and cry. You just walk empty. Feeling like you're suppose to be paralyzed but your not, you're walking. The wind flows and your eyes get dry, making more tears come out. The wind makes your dress flow along with your hair. You arrive at the school and your waiting in class. You lay your head and start crying quietly. It felt like someone was attacking your heart. Can you guess who's attacking? I'm sure you did. It's night for prom! You see your best friend standing there looking worried, you run to him deciding to try shooting your shot, " Hey! Wanna dance? I also sneaked in our favorite drinks.. " He replies, " Sorry, waiting for Luce. She's late! " You realized he declined your shot. You nod at him and walk to the bathroom. You sit on the tiled floor just so .. broken. She just attacked you and took his heart just in a snap. You cry and fall asleep hearing the music echo in the bathroom. You wake up with no music and people are yelling and clapping loudly. You wonder why and rush to the ball room, you seem something you just wish never happened. Him and her are ... you know. He was pulling her foward. They were under the spotlight .. it just looked like they were just meant to be. They became known as the " Perfect Couple " the People are jumping excited and clapping. You see everything just stop. It's empty no one there the music stopped, you call out his name .. no answer .. you somehow have to eager to call her name, " Luce .. " then she walks out of no where calling your name and it just echos, she laughs at you in a horrible way. Suddenly you open your eyes. Your still at the ball room and Luce is hugging your best friend. You decide to just not even look and you walk home at night, it starts raining. Your dress drags and you look down with your hair facing down. Your arms are rested and you feel your blood rushing down. Part 3! You arrive home and you realize your parents are still in the bedroom. You rush to the bathroom downstairs and take your dress off. Your hair is wet as your teared face, you take a shower but you just lay your back against the tub feeling the water land on you, hitting your skin. You just sit there while your wet makeup drip and .. drip. You slam your head against the wall and you cry. After long minutes of just sitting there crying, you stand up and turn off the shower. Your tears and water just fill the towel, you tell yourself, " Why? I loved him for so long and SHE JUST STEALS HIM AWAY " Your skin grows with goosebumps. You get your towel and rush upstairs to your room, you close the door and get in your PJS. You lay the side of your head on the window watching the rain fall. You know when you race on which rain drop wins? Well, one rain drop won when she didn't. Just like how Luce just won his heart. You were looked at as a " friend ". You can't, just CAN'T. What are you gonna do? Cheat his heart back? Wait .. huh, good idea. That night at 11:27 pm, you just couldn't get the word " revenge " out of you head. It was just flowing there in your brain like it just had the permission to enter you. Well I think you know what your doing next. Part 4! It's the next day and you ask your best friend, " Can I come hang out with you and Luce? " for a while he leaves you on read, you just roll you eyes. Few minutes later he replies, " sure. Meet us at our favorite place. " you're shocked .. that place was just for you and him. You get ready with your favorite outfit and some makeup, you walk to the spot and see him and Luce there hugging saying the stupid nasty stuff. You just look down and say, " Hey guys. " your best friend calls you your cute nickname he made up for you, " Hey y/n! " uh oh, Luce looks at him from the back giving a weird look. You, your best friend, and Luce walk to the bench. You pretend to not be bothered tell them how cute they are! She replies, " Yeah, he's mine. " you nod and suggest to go to the movies. Luce says to watch a movie at her place, you all agree. " Hey wanna match? " says your best friend. You are surprised and say yes! " Oh, sorry I was talking to Luce. " felt like a punch in the face when he said that. Luce agrees to matching then says for you to go back home and meet her at her place. Haha, seriously? You pretend to be fine with it. So you go back home and get the onesie your grandma bought for you. You really miss her. You were gonna go to Luces place- OMG what's her address? You look all over for your phone but it's not there! What happen? After hours of looking for it it's not anywhere. You go to sleep for school the next day worried, you see Luce the next day asking if she has seen your phone. Part 5 The second you ask, you realize. Ugh, she probably stole it. She replies, " Yeah! I found it on the floor yesterday. I took in and put it in my pocket. " The second she's about to give it to you a text message comes up. The name is " The one? " she sees and she gasps! " Omg, I have to see this. " Your phone never had a password so she comes in and the message says, " Can't come to school today. Tell Luce. " Your exposed, sorry is all I can say. Luce is shocked, " This has to be a mistake right? " you stutter trying to apologize. Haha- just forget it, she KNOWS. She slaps you and slams your phone to the lockers, the screen cracks. You look around and everyone is looking at you. " Sorry for distracting you. Walk away. " is what you say. You crouch down and pick up your phone. You stuff it in your pocket, disappointed. Sorry Luce. You walk to class but then everything started spinning, the hallway just gets longer and longer. Longer it goes slower you get. You sweat and flashbacks come over, to help yourself you put up your sleeves and put up your hair. You're gonna faint aren’t you? That’s fine. I understand. Hey, take a rest and sit down. You sit down leaning against the locker with your eyes closed. Calm down okay? Now walk to the bathroom and wet your face with cold water. After that I want you to stand there and act like it's all fine. Now go! Part 6 You made it to class, ugh finally. Teacher marks you down and you apologize. You take out your notes and write down uh- this piece of crap no one understands. Have you even learned this in school? It’s like high school math to college math. 40 mins later. Finally! Class over. Wait- where’s Luce? You start freaking out looking around the school. After school is done You call your best friend and he answers. " Hey y/n. Luce told me about what happened. I'm sorry but .. I don't really know how we can work out our friendship if you're gonna be jealous of us. It's just surprising, we were like best friends and you seemed so supporting. It feels so sudden. " Before you reply, you put the phone down. Ever breath you take, it feels like bricks are being thrown at you and you just wanna break down. You reply, " I'm sorry. I get that it can't work out and it makes sense, I really have loved you fo- " you just can't. You hang up feeling like that one part to make one whole in you is gone. At this point you really just don't care anymore and skip the rest of school. Part 7 You walk to a small diner and take a seat. You grab the menu trying to find out what to order, ugh. You really don't want anything. Instead you just get a drink and get out of this place, once you leave you don't know what to do. What can you do? It's like you're trapped in a cage and there's nothing you can do to leave. Should you just stay in the cage and stay there till you really accept the fact you skipped school, you're gonna get in big trouble, you're not friends with HIM anymore, and you literally need a new phone? I guess. It's life. It can really destroy the hell out of you until you have nothing, literally. You sit outside the diner watching the cars drive by, then you see a red car pull up and the door opens, you watch it slowly open and you see this guy around your age, you literally gasp. Part 8 He makes eye contact with you and you quickly look down playing with your straw. You hear him chuckle and watch him enter the diner. Oh my gosh, you hit your chest over and over and shake your (it keeps on saying returned error so I will continuing it so look in the replies thank you all that has been supporting me!)

Y'all are Heather OK

If you're not a Heather to anybody You can be the Heather to me

Hi.. Hello? Wait shh! Look! See that young lady reading a comment? S-she look so pretty! What if i say hi to her is she nice? Hello? Nice to meet you Hope to see you again tomorrow! Guys guys!! Look! The same heather i met yesterday! Im so proud i met her... ✨W i s h i w e r e H e a t h e r . . .✨ Edit: Wow! I love you people so much! I never expected that much likes and so nice comments!💖

Music: Heather Me: in bed My eyes: crying My hands: covering my mouth ~perfection~

✨w a n n a b e h e a t h e r✨

I don’t wanna be heather I just wanna be y/n 🤚😔

*This song always hits different when you can relate.✨*

“Why would you ever Kiss me, I’m not even half as pretty” I felt that. Everybody remember even at your worst I’m here for you so is many people. Your not alone. I love you guys so much even if I don’t know you🥺

when heather is your sister, so youre just "her shadow"

if you see this you don’t need to be heather bbs. be you be your own heather have a good day 🥺❤️ [ I wrote this 3 months ago and just wanted to say thank you for the positive replys,, on another note if you’re listening to this with a sad face..I hope one day you’ll listen to this again when everything’s going good n u remind yourself how strong u are to be breathing yet another day. You’re doing great everyone please be safe and I hope everything goes well 💓]

Pov: no pov, you always were and will be heather, so take away those diamond tears

to all the people who think they aren't heather just know, you are loved. No need to be a heather, you are your own person with so many likable stuff. Love you

I still remember Third of December Me in your sweater You said it looked better On me, than it did you Only if you knew How much I liked you But I watch your eyes, as she Walks by What a sight for Sore eyes Brighter than a Blue sky She's got you Mesmerized While I die Why would you ever kiss me? I'm not even half, as pretty You gave her your sweater It's just polyester, but you like her better Wish I were Heather Watch as she stands with Her holding your hand Put your arm 'round her shoulder Now I'm getting colder But how could I hate her? She's such an angel But then again, kinda Wish she were dead, as she Walks by What a sight for Sore eyes Brighter than a Blue sky She's got you Mesmerized While I die Why would you ever kiss me? I'm not even half, as pretty You gave her your sweater It's just polyester, but you like her better I wish I were Heather Wish I were Heather Wish I were Heather Why would you ever kiss me? I'm not even half as pretty You gave her your sweater It's just polyester, but you like her better Wish I were

imagine being the first choice

you know what sucks? listening to this while he’s laughing with another girl and having more fun while your crying 😃

I’ve had a crush on this guy for 4 years now. We were close but then he started to become distant. I wasn’t the most popular at my school so it made it worse for me because all he would do is hang with the popular girls. He is really attractive but I’m not, I don’t like him just because of this I generally liked his personality. Recently, he was hanging out with this really pretty girl. No acne, beautiful girl. They would post tiktoks and stuff and I thought they were just friends, I was clearly wrong but I can’t move on, I really want to but I can’t.

Reasons why you should stay alive. 1. We would miss you. 2. It's not worth the regret. Either by yourself if you failed or just simply left scars, or the regret everyone else feels by not doing enough to help you. 3. It does get better. Believe it or not it will eventually get better. Sometimes you have to go through the storm to get to the rainbow. 4. There's so much you would miss out on doing. 5. There is always a reason to live. It might not be clear right now, but it is always there. 6. So many people care, and it would hurt them if you hurt yourself. 7. You ARE worth it. Don't let anyone, especially yourself, tell you otherwise. 8. You are amazing. 9. A time will come, once you've battled the toughest times of your life and are in ease once again, where you will be so glad that you decided to keep on living. You will emerge stronger from this all, and won't regret your choice to carry on with life. Because things always get better. 10. What about all the things you've always wanted to do? What about the things you've planned, but never got around to doing? You can't do them when you're dead. 11. I love you. Even if only one person loves you, that's still a reason to stay alive. 12. You won't be able to listen to music if you die. 13. Killing yourself is never worth it. You'll hurt both yourself and all the people you care about. 14. There are so many people that would miss you, including me. 15. You're preventing a future generation, YOUR KIDS, from even being born. 16. How do you think your family would feel? Would it improve their lives if you died? 17. You're gorgeous, amazing, and to someone you are perfect. 18. Think about your favourite music artist, you'll never hear their voice again... 19. You'll never have the feeling of walking into a warm building on a cold day 20. Listening to incredibly loud music 21. Being alive is just really good. 22. Not being alive is really bad. 23. Finding your soulmate. 24. Red pandas 25. Going to diners at three in the morning. 26. Really soft pillows. 27. Eating pizza in New York City. 28. Proving people wrong with your success. 29. Watching the jerks that doubted you fail at life. 30. Seeing someone trip over a garbage can. 31. Being able to help other people. 32. Bonfires. 33. Sitting on rooftops. 34. Seeing every single country in the world. 35. Going on roadtrips. 36. You might win the lottery someday. 37. Listening to music on a record player. 38. Going to the top of the Eiffel Tower. 39. Taking really cool pictures. 40. Literally meeting thousands of new people. 41. Hearing crazy stories. 42. Telling crazy stories. 43. Eating ice cream on a hot day. 44. Talking bad about people that deserve it to your best friend and ranting all day 45. Travelling to another planet someday. 46. Having an underwater house. 47. Randomly running into your hero on the street. 48. Having your own room at a fancy hotel. 49. Trampolines. 50. Think about your favourite movie, you'll never watch it again. 51. Think about the feeling of laughing out loud in a public place because your best friend has just sent you an inside joke, 52. Your survival will make the world better, even if it's for just one person or 20 or 100 or more. 53. People do care. 54. Treehouses 55. Hanging out with your soul mate in a treehouse 55. Snorting when you laugh and not caring who sees 56. I don't even know you and I love you. 57. I don't even know you and I care about you. 58. Because nobody is going to be like you ever, so embrace your uniqueness! 59. You won't be here to experience the first cat world emperor. 60. WHAT ABOUT FOOD?! YOU'LL MISS CHOCOLATE AND ALL THE OTHER NOM THINGS! 61. Starbucks. 62. Hugs. 63. Stargazing. 64. You have a purpose, and it's up to you to find out what it is. 65. You've changed somebody's life. 66. Now you could change the world. 67. You will meet the person that's perfect for you. 68. No matter how much or how little, you have your life ahead of you. 69. You have the chance to save somebody's life. 70. If you end your life, you're stopping yourself from achieving great things. 71. Making snow angels. 72. Making snowmen. 73. Snowball fights. 74. Life is what you make of it. 75. Everybody has a talent. 76. Laughing until you cry. 77. Having the ability to be sad means you have the ability to be happy. 78. The world would not be the same if you didn't exist. 79. Its possible to turn frowns, upside down 80. Be yourself, don't take anyone's shit, and never let them take you alive. 81. Heroes are ordinary people who make themselves extraordinary. Be your own hero. 82. Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections. 83. One day your smile will be real. 84. Having a really hot, relaxing bath after a stressful day. 85. Lying on grass and laughing at the clouds. 86. Getting completely smashed with your best friends. 87. Eating crazy food. 88. Staying up all night watching your favourite films with a loved one. 89. Sleeping in all day. 90. Creating something you're proud of. 91. You can look back on yourself 70 years later and being proud you didn't commit 92. Being able to meet your Internet friends. 93. Tea / Coffee / Hot Chocolate 94. The new season of Sherlock 95. Cuddling under the stars. 96. Being stupid in public because you just can. 97. If you are reading this then you are alive! Is there any more reason to smile? 98. being able to hug that one person you havent seen in years 99. People care enough about you and your future to come up with 100 reasons for you not to do this. 100. But, the final and most important one is, just, being able to experience life. Because even if your life doesn't seem so great right now, literally anything could happen

IVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS ONE. TURN IT UPPPP.

When your best friends are heathers..

No one: Me: *cries when it starts to play* I feel like no one will ever love me, you know never get a boyfriend/girlfriend :(

it sucks when someone you love slowly falls in love with someone else

me crying to this when i dont even have a crush🤠👁👄👁

yeah ✨ d e p r e s s i o n ✨

I've never been happier I'm finally Heather

this song puts me in my own little vibe, the one when your just driving in the car with the sunset outside of the window. & the eco type of thing going on here is everything to complete that feeling.

guys why do i listen to this before i sleep😭

Why can I relate to this song so hard?🥺 "Only if you knew how much I liked you" "but I watch your eyes as she walks by" "shes got you mesmerized while I die" "WHY WOULD YOU EVER KISS ME!?" "IM NOT EVEN HALF AS PRETTY" "but you like her better, I wish I were Heather" Okay I'm done now 💗🥺😭

todays december 3rd btw...I was supposed to confess to him but guess what? He was with another girl..I wish I were heather. :(

This makes me want to cry,already did.

i love this song!!! but not to be a bummer, i’ve always known that i’m never going to be Heather. my whole life i was just that one person on the corner who isn’t even seen that much. but i’m okay with it. y’all are Heather. and i love that for y’all!! 💓

It's 3rd of December and I'm back again to this song

She's a heather. She's the girl that everyone has a crush on She has a beautiful smile She is smart She is in a relationship with my crush:) She makes everyone laugh She has a strawberry smell

nah, you're not the only one who do the ''walks by'' like heather was passing by.

I wish I were heather.

Dear people, you *are* a heather. Just believe, ok? Everyone is. These words “fat, ugly, don’t deserve to be here,etc” is just words being put in your brain which brings insecurities. I have been bullied for 7 years. I understand how it feels. It’s ok. You can do it. Believe me, ok? If someone says you need to change your style or something, just know that that’s their opinion. You never know...if your a bully and seeing this you need to get you acts together. Whoever you are bullying you never know what they been through..💕

Siempre lloro con esta canción ✨😭

I’ve been listening to this song slowed for a week now. Non stop I’m obsessed with it especially at night when all my led lights turn on and the butterflies on my ceiling almost light up.

POV: You’ve just got embarrassed in front of everyone at your high school and your family didn’t want you at home so you decide you wanted to take a ride trip then your crush asked if he could come with you, you guys both go to Walmart and the gas station to get some snacks to wherever you guys were going to travel. It starts raining and it’s 3:45 in the morning, you guys pull over because you couldn’t see the ride while driving. The song sweater weather turns on then you guys start making out in the car, you guys woke up to the police knocking on your window telling you to keep driving. We keep driving and we are laughing and vibin to music in the car. You guys never go back home.

no one will probably see this, but every night i listen to this song and i just let out my emotions. this song reminds me how my bestfriend(s) are better than me at everything. they're prettier, noticed more, and loved more. my crush turned out to like my bestfriend cause she asked him out. so yeah. i just cry at night cause i'm always reminded.

3 de diciembre 🥺✨💖

be your own heather y'all, be you. love yourself, stand infront of the mirror and say you're pretty, even if you don't believe that you are, just keep on saying it. The more you say it, the more you truly believe in it. y'all are special, okay? don't be like someone else because "oh! all the boys like her!" or "ooo! she pretty af!" NO! be YOU, YOU YOURSELF. no one is YOU because you're special and no one COULD be like you. y'all are the definition of beauty, special, caring, lovely, amazing, wonderful, fantastic, cute, etc of all the nice words the dictionary have, please remember this. YOU ARE PERFECT JUST THE WAY YOU ARE, i know it's cheesy but this is important. tell you or everyone in this world that they are pretty cause it will immediately change their whole perspective of themselves feeling ugly. thx for reading this because i'm straight up wasting your time with all the cheesy message, but still, have a great day ahead.. YOU'RE PRETTY MY EYES CAN'T-

your taste in music is amazing ❤

is it just me who is sitting here at 3 am silently crying at this on repeat :)

we are all just here crying.

1:20 that part hits different

I thought this song couldn't be even sadder...

To the person who read this, It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here. I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend. “Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you. In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here. I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay? Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :) have a good day and great years. I love you so much and am so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words- Serena, the stranger that cares more about you than anything :)

listening to this the 3rd of December hits differently

I listen to this when I’m sad and crying........ and then I cry more......I still wish I where heather :/

i did a violin cover of this song 👉🏽👈🏽

Why does this song make me sad, not even the lyrics just the music at the very beginning. This is the feeling of lonely. Where you want somebody but you don’t know who that somebody is. You dont even want a s/o, just to be comforted. In happy tears, confused tears, and the worst moments. The only people who comfort me is RU-vidrs i can watch and forget. When you want to be somebody so bad, when your excited but sad. When you cant even tell others emotions. When your stuck in a never-ending loop of sadness and joy. The twilight zone. When winter break is more of a hell then a fun time.

If having someone you couldn't have and losing them were a song this would be it

why do I do this to myself, I know that this song makes me cry every time I hear it but its currently on repeat...

i still remember the third of december me in your sweater you said it looked better on me than it did u only if you knew how much i liked you but i watch your eyes as she walks by what a sight for sore eyes brighter than a blue sky she's got you mesmerized while i die why would you ever kiss me i'm not even half as pretty you have her your sweater it's just polyester but you like her better i wish i were heather. that ALL describes me :/

5 seconds in and I’m already drowning in my tears

Conan is the real Angel

When your “best friend “ is heather and for years you’ve been in her shadow because you’re a “bigger set” girl and are bullied because of it

I will never get bored of this song

DUDE IVE NEVER REALIZED HOW GOOD THIS SONG ACTUALLY WAS UNTIL U CAN ACTUALLY RELATE TO IT OMG

doing the ritual of coming here every year on the 3rd of December..

Your heather for posting this🥺 I love your vids keep it up

its the being here before it goes viral for me😼

*who else is listening to this on the third of december* 🧍‍♀️

2:57 that hits hard🥺😭

“but u like her better, wish i were heather” ouch

listening to this the first time slowed, really hits different. especially the start

Soy la única que se pone esta canción para desahogarse , y empezar a llorar hasta quedarse dormida?...

this song hits diff when he's falling for someone else who is more confident, more sweet, more pretty and more everything and I'm a shadow that is slowly starting to fade away and soon im out of his life. I miss our talks sm im scared to tell him I love him..

54 likes, 24 comments and no views?? something aint right here LMAO

I’ll be back in 3rd of December I’ll even have it on the calendar 🙂

stop thinking u arent worth it ur worth the world maybe not to others but in my eyes EVERY ONE IS WORTH IT AND BEAUTYFULL SO REMEMBER WHO U ARE HEATHER

Ngm sabe explicar o quanto eu choro escutando essa msc

I’ve never been heartbroken and yet this song gives me a Whiff of what it’s like 🗿🤙

not me crying 🧍‍♀️

my boyfriend used to listen to this song back in march when i was dating someone else. we didnt confess to eachother until august, but i'm happy to say it went very well and I can really see a life with him , years into the future like i never could with anyone else. hes my little slice of heaven. january 9th will be 5 months. if you're reading this, please keep powering on. i swear things will get better, even if its not with the person you keep thinking about. the universe has its way of getting you where you need to be, just give it time. i promise.

i was listening to this song n then α notification came on my screen that u released α slowed and reverb version lmao

I learned that I Am my own heather 🥺✨ Self love is the key

The F E E L I N G is different when I listen to this 😭

"im not even half as pretty" just hits diff

Can we talk about how at 2:57 when he says "wish I were heather" it sounds so good?

this was posted in august and i still come back to it like everday cuz i relate to the song so much💔

HIS VOICE😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳

The song is sad :( Im crying :(

Sometimes it’s hard to watch someone that is just perfect, i mean beautiful, nice, and just a light to be around... And you want to hate her, but you just can’t, you have absolutely no reason to besides you own jealousy and self pity. I really do wish I were heather.

I love this song ❤️

I relate to this in a weird way, it’s like heather is my grades, they’re all good, but my mental health isn’t good to say the least. All people see in me is how high I score on tests. My dad said to my face once ‘I don’t care how depressed you are, I want you to work harder in school’. It’s like I’m not even a person, and when I slip in school because I honestly don’t give a fck about it people treat me like dirt, ‘where did my little girl go’ stuff like that. Well I’m not a girl, I’m not little, and I’m certainly not an innocent child anymore.

I actually started crying bc of everything that’s going on and I can relate to this song so much

all my life for this moment

🥀i w i s h i w e r e h e a t h e r✨

this song is the best ever

IVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS ONEEE

Esta canción es "diferente".. Me gusta mucho me da una sensación tan.. Aj :( Es relajante, es hermosa, es.. Unica(? 🛐💕

I like how everyone is like imagine being the first choice like i am not even a choice😃👍

Happy heather’s day

I love this song, it makes me feel "okay?" I don't know, it's a strange and beautiful feeling...

Am I the only one who cried listening to this song?