Such a beautuful way to describe what an addiction is in relation to our conscience ! lets all listen to our conscience and make our lives beautiful... More power to you all and the amazing Guru Pashupati . Feeling blessed 😇🙏. Truely remarkable !!
You are by far thee most honest guru I have ever had the pleasure of listening to , it's refreshing and wonderful that you are this way and you don't have that holier than thou thing going on . Awesome I'm in much the same situation of being stuck with somebody that I never wanted in my life , but I am aware that there are debts I have to pay before I leave . My addiction was a means to cope with the many tough situations I've had in this life , the thing about feeling like you're trapped is that you lose confidence in yourself , This whole relationship even took me away from spiritual practise and people , it's very isolating .