It Kinda hits that spot, that unexplainable spot which we all have but none of can describe. It fills The Void that we all have. It's not sad, nor is it happy, nor is it alone or depressive. It itself is an unexplainable feeling
True loneliness always creeps up when you least expect it... this true feeling of knowing no one has got you... no one understands this pain.... and yet the smile never stops 🙂
I don't know why I watch these but I love these. I have a happy life, I am not poor I have friends, a loving family, working out but I still feel alone/lonely time from time idk why xD
Thats my exact situation. Cause i know i have people around me who are rooting for me and want me to do the best i possibly can and all i wanna do is make them proud but its just that odd feeling every once in a while.
It’s kind of comforting knowing that even though this feeling of loneliness gives me this sense of existential dread, I’m not the only one who’s become familiar with it.
Not knowing how you feel is worse than feeling bad. Because at least when you feel bad you can talk about it, when you don’t know how you feel you can’t point to any specific thing that makes you feel that way.
That my friend is depression and I know you probably heard this but I truly feel you from my heart. Feel like all I do is waste my time overthinking about things and I can’t make a decision on what I should do in life and all I really notice is time just keep flying by me.
This isn't a solution. But journal your thoughts and ask yourself questions you want answered about yourself. Write down the question. And try to answer. Put it on paper. If your answer doesn't feel truthful to yourself, ask again and answer again. Get closer to your truth and talk to yourself through a journal. It'll help a little.
There's a reason why I hate celebrating my birthday. It all started with a hookup with a girl I met a while back. It wasn't something I expected to continue for long. But she started texting me regularly, and it wasnt all about sex anymore. She was everything I ever wanted, so much so it felt like a dream. She was genuinely one of few people in my life who truly cared for me and loved me. She had the best smile in the world, the prettiest and silkiest of hair. Her laugh was the most contagious thing I've heard. I used to cycle 10 km almost everyday to see her. Everything was going well until I fell really sick. I couldn't go see her, so we would call me everyday just to check up on me. Those calls honestly cured me of my sickness, because of the hope of being able to see her again. Then my birthday came, and I thought I would call her. After a few missed calls, I get a call back. It was her father. He was crying. I wasn't able to understand why. After a while he calmed down, and said to me: "Sorry beta, she won't be seeing anyone. She isn't with us anymore."
Hope you're ok bro, speak to people and seek treatment if possible, been in a bad place a few times and managed to make it back ,hang in there @@somethingoranother807
The clip with Robin Williams talking about suicide and how he went out like that, it hits home for me. I never cared much for celebrity deaths but when he died the world became darker for me because he used to fill up my world with laughter... and then it was gone.
I feel like, as soon as you discover what Corecore here, like how you get here, you've reached peak sadness... We are all here, for the same, damn, reason.
I know this is out of pocket, my mother died of drug overdose when I was 10, I remember asking her to use her phone on the porch, and asking her to stop smoking because I never liked the smell. I never knew she died, my dad stop letting me go see her one day. I ended up running into the middle of traffic on a interstate trying to run to where she was staying, which was not at my dads house of course. Luckily it was during work hours so no one crashed or hit me. He told me that my mom was dead, I think I went to sleep after that, I never talked to him about it. Two or three years later I was with my grandparents and they were talking about their daughter, my mom, they talked about her overdose like I already knew that's how she died, I didn't. I thought I had a good mom then, but now I realize she was horrible, I love my dad lots, he saved me, but he's very hands off, I have no one except for my brother, and he just isn't my kind of person, I'm grateful I have him still of course, but sometimes his death, I wonder if It would hurt me. I have only one friend that I truly relate to, and all of my past girlfriends never meant anything to me really, relationships that were months long that I really never cared about ended with me just not talking to them anymore, ghosting them, and the dog I've had since I was 4 just died, I had a stronger connection to her than you would think for a dog, but I grew up with her and I had her for so long, it was like losing a family member. I started working in construction when I was 14-15, I'm 17 now, I only have one friend, I don't make any friends, I don't have the time, everything constantly hurts and tylenol doesn't help when I'm trying to sleep and it feels like my back is tearing itself apart. I don't do drugs, I drink alcohol sometimes, I'm happy that is all, but I don't think I've felt an actual emotion since I was a boy. update, gonna graduate in a few weeks then a couple of weeks after that I'll be 18, my dad has already threatened to kick me out more times than I can count but I held in for school, I don't know why, It's the only thing I knew for 12 years of my life so I guess it's natural, me and my friend are going to get an apartment and work from there, I don't feel like an adult, I still feel like a kid, there isn't any "waking up" that happens when you become an adult, it's just more responsibilities laid on top of you under the guise of "maturity is responsibility" which is a fucking corporate motto. Sometimes I think about just getting in my car with as much as I can take from my dad and driving whichever way I think looks prettiest, I have enough money to last a couple years like that I think, but to me that's like suicide, it's the easy way out, every shove full you throw out of your own hole is a problem you have to fix later, but sometimes you think it's easier to just fall asleep in your hole and die, because crawling out is too much work, but then all you'll be is some bones and a shovel and who's going to admire that?
Idk, I feel lost. At times, I can feel extremely lost and go into a deep thought about what I’m gonna do. I’m still young and yet I worry about messing everything up before I even see what happens. I know people like me, or want to see me, but I just never notice it when I need to. I feel alone. It hurts to keep everything in. I’ve had experiences that haunt me every day and I can’t tell anyone about them. I think about talking about it at times but the idea of altering the perception or ruining my life scares me every time I think about it. I’m a deeply flawed person, I’m hateful, hurtful. I’m not nice to people and push people away and then I wonder why I feel so alone. I have hurtful thoughts and I alienate myself from everyone I know, sitting in my room all day after school, and when I’m at school, nobody talks to me, I don’t talk to anyone, and I just sit there, doing what I’m told, and feeling empty while everyone walks around me. Idk how to feel anymore about it.
I find it difficult to get involved in a relationship, especially when i got rejected twice and cheated on once, incredibly difficult to turn my life around from that point. Now i just watch people i love becoming happy with someone else, that someone isn’t even close to “being” me. I love my mom and my dad and my friends, but im afraid the fact that one day, they might not be here anymore, leaving me alone, drifting through the continuous pace of life, drifting to nowhere, in the dark, all by myself.
When your in avdelning 25, it's not lights off, it's lights on. You become infinitely conscious, all physical limits on understanding are removed, resulting in Absolute Omniscience.
Im just tired, i thought all I needed was a good night rest but its more than that im just tired of everything. Sometimes i don't know if i can take it anymore, sometimes i don't know if i can handle the pressure and stress.
I lost my mom yesterday and i try staying strong, but when people ask how i feel i can't talk or explain i just burst into tears... And me and my mom didn't really leave things on the best stage before she left this earth..
Suicide is a temporary solution to temporary problems*. What you run away from in this life, you bring in the other. May well think about Love as soon as you can 😌💙
I've had my 'attempts' ifykyk but these audios just make me feel like what's goin on in the inside is explainable when I feel like it isn't. It may not make sense to some
First I wanna start off by saying anyone that’s struggling right now stay strong. Seconds I just wanna say how core core comforts me and helps with my insecurities, not sure why lol…
Seeing Robin Williams breaks my heart but he didn't have a "temporary problem." He had the worst form of dementia imaginable and I don't fault him one bit for what he did. My biggest fear in life is being a burden to someone else.
Since 2021 , ive just never felt right . I got bullied for almsot a year maybe 2 and it really got to me , they said the same thing over and over , everytime they saw me , now everytime i hear that word or even think of it , i think of myself. I feel like no one really cares for me except my older family (My parents , cousins , aunties, uncle), I feel like i could easily die or go missing and no one would really notice
Don’t spend your time worrying about the meaning of life. You are the meaning of life - you are the creation of the meaning in your life. We are the universe that is created as the Gods - but not close enough to be them. However, the Gods envy us. For at any moment, this can all end, and this can be your last moment. For that reason it’s all the more beautiful. Pickup your sword, accept your guaranteed death and fight for your meaning. You are going to die. Die like a hero or die as a coward. It’s your decision
I’m still lost after 7 years today idk what I’m supposed to do anymore I know life is hard but this is unbearable the only reason why I’m still around is because I don’t want to be the other family member that died in under a decade I don’t want to cause anyone else anymore pain but I’m in pain from the minute I wake up I just don’t show it I am not able to show it.
Its sad to see a world so lost without God. They are scared of death, they feel lonely, they feel like they missed a purpose, because they did not serve or even believe in their creator. Its sad, they are just so lost.
Too real… I wish I could say I didn’t relate to this video, but… here I am… It’s 3:28am, and I started crying within 30 seconds of watching this video… I am not okay. I need help.
I have a good life. People love me. But no one gets me. No one has me. I don’t want to worry anybody but I can’t do this anymore. I didn’t think I was able to do it on my own so I don’t even know why I still tried. God I have one final request before I die. Take me home.
i don't have anyone not a single friend im so miserable i do nothing just spend my whole day in my room alone im homeschooled i do nothing just sleep and watch vidoes and cry idk what to do im gonna kms in someday
First, don't kill yourself, try to go outside, go on a walk. Anything to get away from that dangerous cycle, it's OK to cry, it's OK to feel sad, but those feelings are temporary. And you're here for a long time, so how do you know things aren't going to change?
Look, it's great that some people are in a rut and will one day find their way out. There are some people like me who just know we are going to die alone. A lifetime of misery and self hate. Till one day, life puts me out of my misery or take it in my own hands. Seek help don't get stuck on this comment.
i think imma end myself soon, i js dont feel happy anymore i always try at school but get bad grades, try to make my gf happy but the love just comes from one side please someone help me i need advice, im too alone
Don't end it man, it's a cliché but things really do get better. Feel your emotions and vent, whether through videos or someone you can open up to. Bad grades are not the end of the world, you can find something you excel at. This whole community is experiencing the same thing, never forget that. We are all with you, we want you to make it in life and be happy, and we know you can do it!💪
Please don't say that, you may think that now but tomorrow you may think differently, just know that you are important enough to make a difference in anything that you want. Stay safe out there 🙏 ❤
I used to feel the same but someone then said to me "We're all going to be dead eventually. Why not make life worth living until then? And if you don't want to make an effort for yourself, make one for others. There is not enough kindness in this world." This really changed my perspective on life and myself as part of the world.
@@l.f.h.967I heard that a lot before and I’m counter to that is if we’re all gonna die eventually there’s nothing wrong with speeding up the process and that whole thing of living for others I have no one to live for
what’s up with the whole jesus and god preach. I get it if you need all that but i see so much of it on these kinds of videos. Not knocking it, i grew up catholic, however can you not be happy or be on the “road to success” without god? it’s more of a testament if you get better, and be happy without a crutch no?
