This was a bad time in my life where I had recently got out of relationship and jumped into a new one, and I realized that that was the biggest mistake of my life. I should have gave myself time to heal and to learn stuff about this new guy, but I decided to Jump into something that is brand new and fresh.
I was more interested in getting to know somebody on a deeper level and getting a bond with them and the potential of how somebody could be or where they should be instead of realizing what it really is. Believe it or not there's a lot of women and men out here that will date bombs, just due to the fact that you like their personality and their loving style. 
This was a story time about me dealing with a toxic ex that was always negative and abusive. It's sad because all I wanted was love. This was a very hard story for me to tell. I wasn't even going to speak about it, but decided to, inspire other people to realize that you don't have to rush into relationships and to not listen to what everybody tells you. Also stop trying to help people that are not trying to help you. Don't take any bombs in whether you're a guy or a woman. This is a story of Being with somebody broke and how it's not going to get you anywhere if they don't have their stuff together. Don't go the same route I did. I still don't know if the relationship was ever even real to him. Sometimes love will have you doing crazy things. You gotta come to realization that love doesn't pay the bills and stop being so nice and naïve. 
7 окт 2024
