First Time Hearing Fade to Black by Metallica | Suicide Survivor Reacts

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Today I reacted to Fade to Black by Metallica from the Ride the Lightning album. There was a lyric that absolutely broke me. I am so appreciative for this community and for all the love and support as I navigate through some emotional waters.
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@MentalAmanda 3 года назад

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@jack-of-all-trades1234 3 года назад

Have you seen the video for Fire Away by Chris Stapleton? Very much a similar theme. Very different style of music.

@jack-of-all-trades1234 3 года назад

Something to Remind You by Staind is another one that gets me everytime. It's a tough one if you have ever dealt with suicide or suicidal thoughts. I'm not sure the song is necessarily about suicide but it's definitely dealing with mortality.

@damienmaynard8892 3 года назад

@Eric Beltran The Family Courts all over have a lot to answer for. Australia is no different to Utah after reading your comments. The ex was literally psychopathic, from her abusive upbringing, and the courts automatically gave her custody of our two kids - as she was "released" on day leave to be with them that day. Her psychologist had released another woman with similar story who went home and killed her son but that incident was "inadmissable" in my case...... My ex finally took her own life but left our kids alone.... It was a long time between court and seeing my kids again. They are adults now and realise what I went through was almost enough to make me as "psycho" as my ex. They are and always have been more like me than they realised at the time. I guess I made a lasting impression in a short time. Someone tried to detonate a bomb in the Family Court in the city where I lived and I totally understood them.

@metalerowilliamxxx 3 года назад

Please react to love hate love of Alice and Chains live.

@MentalAmanda 3 года назад

@Eric Beltran What a cruel human to gain your trust then use your deepest secrets against you. I'm so sorry such a misdirected person took so much from you. I hope that you know that you can open up here any time and I will fight to the death to defend you and everyone else here from toxicity, hate and judgment. Thank you for sharing your story, I know it's hard to open up, but I hope knowing that not all humans are awful and some of us will have your back will bring you even the tiniest amount of comfort. I also hope you get to see your son soon and he still sees how much you love him.

@Jerkturtle 3 года назад

The line that always gets me is "I was me, but now he's gone." So much meaning and emotion from 7 words

@MentalAmanda 3 года назад

Yeah, that's a tough one!

@jackmorrison8269 3 года назад

Hes a fucking poet thats for sure

@lumberfour 3 года назад

That is me. I don't recognize my face in the mirror anymore. Prayers for all of us going through this

@dhavalsolani3332 3 года назад

Yup. That line gives me chills everytime

@renzo4296 3 года назад

I've felt exactly like this several times in my life, I've contemplated it before and never told anyone, I've hit absolute bottoms and couldn't take the despair, I'm so glad I reached out and I'm so glad you're still here to, my girlfriend and I just recently had a friend end their life and it devestated everyone and he never said a word, no signs and no warnings.

@tristramcoffin926 2 года назад

This song has saved so many people's lives simply by informing them that they are not alone in how they feel.

@kazuhiramiller1996 2 года назад

Even if this song would have saved just one life, it would still mean more than 100 mio sold records.

@bezdaknebomizera 2 года назад

@@kazuhiramiller1996 Can you explain please? I don't know what you meant by that.

@torbenmoholt3031 2 года назад

@@bezdaknebomizera he means the value of a single life saved exceeds the value of millions of records sold

@bezdaknebomizera 2 года назад

@@torbenmoholt3031 Oh. My bad, I see it now. I misread it as that even though only 1 live was saved, there would still be millions sold... Which didn't make much sense. Thank you for explaining.

@torbenmoholt3031 2 года назад

@@bezdaknebomizera no problem good sir

@bill9605 7 месяцев назад

I was nineteen In the midst of drug addiction Losing the one I love to addiction Sitting in my apartment with the gun to my head Waiting for this song to end And my roommate came home And stop me Don't know what would happen if he didn't come home It's thirty five years later And this song still brings chills to me

@goldenwolf8081 7 месяцев назад

God bless your roommate for helping you and I’m glad you’re still here my friend! This song is so emotional yet speaks so clearly to all of us!

@charlesbusatto6001 Год назад

As a veteran who has survived 4 suicide attempts,this song hits me especially hard

@MentalAmanda Год назад

First of all, thank you for your sacrifice. Second, I'm happy that you're still here. I hope that you find the peace that you deserve.

@jimi2521 Год назад

Man, I dont know you. I hope you keep hanging on. There is another bright morning. Greets from the other side of the world !

@josephhayward5306 Год назад

hang in there, friend. fellow vet, OIF III. It's worth it, it gets better. it's worth it to endure.

@Pete-ov7kj Год назад

Yo, snuffie…whether you can see it or not, hear it or not…your six is got. Know it, Brother. Forever. Whether you were Corps or not…Semper fucking Fi. You ain’t alone. Just wake up tomorrow. Please.

@pmedford65 9 месяцев назад

I’m glad you’re still with us!

@mimyku5770 2 года назад

Metallica sang about mental illness long before it was talked about. As kids, we could relate to the words and the metal guitar riffs and drums made us feel that we were not alone because there was no asking for help, no one to check if we were doing OK, we had to deal with it or check out. This music spoke to us, it was our therapy. It got me through some hard ass times and I'm forever grateful for them. Parents thought it was garbage but it was our therapy. Headbanger forever! ❤🤘❤🤘

@mikek9297 2 года назад

True. I didn't need therapy - I had music.

@carlfredes5875 2 года назад

Couldn't agree more

@carlfredes5875 2 года назад

Mary Anne's place by volbeat triggers sometimes. Listen to voice of the soul by death. Instrument that has feelings

@tillman40 2 года назад

Black Sabbath….late 60s

@XXLRebel 2 года назад

To be fair, this song is about them losing all their equipment because it got stolen. I understand what you mean though😅

@davidandreas1797 3 года назад

This is why we love metal. Because it's pure emotion and it gives us an outlet and something to relate to

@a.avcier3092 2 года назад

Beautifully put together sir!🤟

@dackeldumm7963 2 года назад

@A A your mom

@yamana1243 2 года назад

yeah and not getting our minds to work will lead us to no thing but hill emotions are stupid

@zackmaestri4075 2 года назад

and as my dad says, "I listen to metal because sometimes you get so frustrated you just wanna scream, but in metal they scream for you". its good music, and it releases pain in an energetic way

@ThrillhoWiggum 2 года назад

That's why I love GWAR.

@MichaelWitkowski-dq1nr Год назад

Lost my dad in December of 2021. He was 91. Mom had passed away in April 2018. They had been married 67 years. When she died, dad took it real hard. Our last conversations before he passed would always include how he wished God would take him in his sleep. This song helped me understand why.

@ScottKennedy Год назад

"I wasn't expecting this" --- the words uttered by virtually all of us the first time we really listen to Metallica. thank you for sharing. Hope you are doing OK.

@stevecain6377 3 года назад

From a 1991 GuitarWorld interview with James Hetfield of Metallica. "That song was a big step for us. It was pretty much our first ballad, so we knew it would freak people out... Recording that song, I learned how frustrating acoustic guitar can be. You could hear every squeak, so I had to be careful. I wrote the song at a friend's house in New Jersey. I was pretty depressed at the time because our gear had just been stolen, and we had been thrown out of our manager's house for breaking shit and drinking his liquor cabinet dry. It's a suicide song, and we got a lot of flak for it, as if kids were killing themselves because of the song. But we also got hundreds of letters from kids telling us how they related to the song and that it made them feel better."

@MentalAmanda 3 года назад

I hate that people blame suicide on media or songs. Nobody hears a song and says "Oh wow! Suicide sounds fun!" If the song pushed them, they were already there to begin with. Far more people are helped by lyrics they can relate to. We feel less alone.

@1971tallica 3 года назад

@@MentalAmanda This song has saved many lives including my fellow veterans . Keep the faith and be strong !

@ronaldsimpson263 3 года назад

You really need to react to Kix- Don't close your eyes. That song has saved so many kids. You really need to hear that song.

@ronaldsimpson263 3 года назад

I'll probably be thinking about songs that fit your mental health platform. But I'll just give you two more that speaks so powerfully, Queensrysche, I know I butchered the name but their song silent lucidity, such an awesome song. The other band you could spend years on their songs, but the one song that always gets me, from the album The Final Cut, the song The Final Cut. The song builds up to why people are afraid to open up to suicide until the last line. Tears always fall listening to that song.

@Ranmann86 3 года назад

He’s also said in later interviews that the song gives all kinds of different new feelings it also reminds him of cliff a lot and there times together writing this song. Cliff wrote the harmony to fade to black and put most of the song together

@Lieutenant-E 2 года назад

I suffer from depression but metal gives me so much joy. I am 62 but feel 20 again at a concert. Saw Metallica three times during a hard time in my life and the music pulled me through. One thing I learned, perhaps with age is the dark times don’t last forever. Suicide is not the answer, good times may seem far away but they are just over the horizon.

@camerong.6144 2 года назад

Absolutely love your comment. Respect.

@MetalHeart8787 2 года назад

im 51 Never had depression, BUT when i am Sad or depressed I Listen to Metal & BAM Sadness GONE.

@svenwiberg2563 Год назад

It suck so hard to hear from someone older that they still suffer from depression makes the small hope feel just..

@Steve-qz3wi Год назад

Hey do Not go through that path! We all need love in r hearts. May I suggest 2 u a song from PRINCE!? The song is called THE "LADDER".

@zoinks123 Год назад

hell yeah metal head for life. i love how we could love this music together, even though im 26 and you are 62 metal will always be metal and thats metal.

@benjaminfisher8716 Год назад

This track is 40 years old and stood for everything to me as a teenager lost. In that time mental health awareness was not available and the only way to relate and talk was through music. This album is one of those tracks I am truly grateful for as it saved my life xx

@vectar Год назад

Legendary music like this has a power that we don't fully understand. Glad to hear it helped you through rough times, as it did for me as well. 👍

@simiangimp2282 Год назад

This one does that 👍🏻 Stay up

@joevanderslice6013 Год назад

100% with you on that.

@bblee6971 Год назад

Amen Brother

@conorsmith8551 Год назад

I always think “saying goodbye” from James and to the listener is just saying goodbye to those thoughts of suicide and choosing to live , not implying the opposite of saying goodbye to loved ones in a suicide note. A real message of hope to hold on and you’ll get through this ❤️

@Harry_Beanbag Год назад

It seems like this song has had it's moment for all of us. Evidenced by: the entire crowd singing along every single word with heart

@alexconte4339 11 месяцев назад

I recently saw Metallica, live, and they played this. I cried. My mom committed suicide last yr. And I found out on Thanksgiving Day

@TheNeonParadox 3 года назад

Metallica was hitting the nail on the head with subjects like depression, suicide, addiction, PTSD, etc... at a time when most of the world's musicians were doing the same old tired, generic love songs. Sending all the strength in the world from a fellow struggler.

@metalerowilliamxxx 3 года назад

I'm agree with you.

@namegoeshereorhere5020 3 года назад

". at a time when most of the world's musicians were doing the same old tired, generic love songs" So you mean pop music for like ever? These subjects were not uncommon outside pop.

@elvistek2062 3 года назад

That's one of the reasons I listen to metal actually. While other genres of music rarely touch on these darker kinds of topics, metal touches them on the regular. Makes you reflect on these things and acts as an energy release (as I like to call it) and, at least in my case, brings calm to a place that was previoulsy dominated by tension. That's why I always tell people that havinng some metal music in you life is good for you and I will hold that till the day I die.

@metalerowilliamxxx 3 года назад

@@elvistek2062 Yes, that's why i only listen rock and metal music. In 90's the grunge bands touch darkness and sadness. I like music with some meaning, in fact i listen Lana del Rey too because in some of her lyrics you can feel the pain deep inside you. That's the power of metal and rock, not only powerful music but the lyrics.

@rruucchhoo 3 года назад

Metallica was...past time... now they are Miley Cyrus' openers 🤮

@sleepydragonzarinthal3533 2 года назад

My mom used to say to me "youre so angry, this angry music" and I had to explain to her I was already angry and lost, the music taught me I wasn't alone, I could talk about it, and it can get better. A lot of metal songs deal with tough emotions like this, it helped a lot of people like me get through the tough times. To this day I find most metal soothing yet empowering for that reason

@clintoncampbell-smith1228 2 года назад

you are not alone, something hat that is hard to quantify. your a good person.

@jamesnorthan3284 2 года назад

Sleepy dragon, I'm still here because some...what others may call dark lyrics...got me through some of my darkest days. We metalheads speak truth and try to help one another...and if someone tells you different...they aren't a metalhead or don't completely comprehend the bond we all have. Stranger or friend, you have my helping hand if in need...if you are truly genuine in your asking hand of need for help, I will help, but if if you're playing games to get a reaction...you don't need my help and aren't really metal. Just my stance and opinion!

@hermunkulus 2 года назад

Yep. It's annoying how non-metal fans think it's just screaming about the devil into a microphone and inspires people to become serial killers. If anything, it's the exact opposite. It's cathartic. Devin Townsend is a perfect example of this. He's bipolar and struggled with substance abuse. Making extreme metal albums with Strapping Young Lad as well as solo releases played a role in building his way towards sobriety (which he still is to this day).

@TuBrainz 2 года назад

I can relate man, for me metal music helps me whenever I'm going through tough times as well, the lyrics just touch me every time in a way that I can't really explain, it makes me feel I can do anything, and just I find what I wanna say to the world at those times in the lyrics

@SecondaryHomunculus 2 года назад

Been dealing with the same since about 1985. Some people just don't understand catharsis.

@MrFantasia40 11 месяцев назад

I have heard this song upteen times but have never seen a survivor react to it I actually cried watching her now I can never listen to this song without thinking of her God bless you girl hope you’re doing great and to anyone who is depressed or suicidal it’s never to late!

@authorrayrogers Год назад

Metallica got me through some of the toughest times in my life. I wish you all the best, Amanda and when things are dark, I will say to you what James often says at the end of concerts: "The Metallica Family loves you and you are NOT alone!"

@hansfrankfurter2903 2 года назад

As someone who struggled with suicide and depression, this is one of the greatest songs of all time. I dont know how the fuck they wrote this tbh, its miraculous.

@RDNGAMING22 2 года назад

five finger death punch stopped me from killing myself when my brother got shipped out to war i was soos scared

@LahyriAurbach 2 года назад

If I recall correctly, James wrote this song after someone robbed all of their instruments, their livelihood, and they had to start all over again. from what I know, it was a really dark time to Metallica and the band almost ended there.

@empty3293 2 года назад

they wrote this age 22/23 by that age many people would still be in college and its even more impressive when you think about all the other songs they had made at that point which had heavy hitting meaning. creeping death (the story of exodus), ride the lightning (man sentenced to death by electric chair but was innocent), for whom the bell tolls (horrors of war) there's probably more I need to look into, this stuff is addictive

@hansfrankfurter2903 2 года назад

@@empty3293 Yes, I'm an extreme metal guy, but I always come back to Metallica. The universality and relatability of their music is 2nd to none.

@pthibault630 2 года назад

@@empty3293 Actually James wrote this when he was 20 shortly after their gear was stolen in January of 1984. Their album Ride The Lightning was released in July of 84 just before his 21st birthday. I still agree with everything else you said... but it's even more impressive that he was even younger than you had said.

@constantine5457 2 года назад

This band saved me from darkness, death and sorrow. I owe my life, my personality and all good things in my life to Metallica and definitely metal/rock genre.

@kristinahull2434 2 года назад

"Master of Puppets" helped me to stop using. Every time I would start feeling weak I would listen to it and remember that I will never come crawling for a hit again. They're awesome. 14 years sober :)

@constantine5457 2 года назад

@@kristinahull2434 Same feelings right? Givin you power to keep it up. Stay with peace Kristina. Wish you good life... 🤘🤘

@krisgoyvaerts5284 2 года назад

Wokers

@marccutirella 2 года назад

@@constantine5457 *dies from cringe*

@danieltrujillovallec 2 года назад

Metallica become the way of life of many people. They give us happyness

@markbronson7942 6 месяцев назад

I realize this reaction video is 2 years old. But your message is timeless. I hope you know how much you touch our hearts with your reactions. I was not able to keep up with you because I could not clearly hear the lyrics as he was singing. But I looked up the lyrics, and now I understand. I feel it. I can connect with this. Back in college I hit what for me was my lowest point. I was facing such a depression, I climbed up on the guardrail of a bridge over the highway, and I was ready to jump. Sure not a large fall, but the traffic speeding by surely would have finished me off. I have not shared this much detail with many folks, but I feel like you are listening to me.....I don't know if this is the right place to share but I will keep going anyway. I felt a large hand reaching out and landing on my chest, and I swear to this day that I heard a voice telling me, "don't do this, I have better things in store for you." That was nearly 40 years ago now, and I can confidently say that was God, and He has been doing many better things in my life since. But, yes, I say all that to say, I get it. I'm right there with you. Thank you, Amanda, for using your platform to not only share the music and entertain us, but to share your story with us and let us all know that we are not alone. I know now that I was not alone back then, and I am not alone now working thru my grief over losing my wife of over 26 years just 5 months ago. God is still taking care of me. God bless you.

@MentalAmanda 6 месяцев назад

This is the perfect place to share! Thank you for opening up 💖 I'm happy that you had something save you that day!

@Ed-gp5tm 5 месяцев назад

God, through your angel guide. Some addicted guy told me exactly the same situation, with a hand holding him from killing himself, months ago. Now he left drugs behind and works to help others get rid of their addictions. I highly recommend you to read some books from Alan Kardec to know a bit more about spiritism and how we're not alone. Hope your soul is fine.

@natechenry 2 года назад

As someone who tried to overdose myself in 2019 of April, I am glad you’re here. I’m glad you’re alive. You’re a very kind soul, this world needs you.

@MentalAmanda 2 года назад

I'm glad you're here too!

@markhanson7035 2 года назад

This isn't a bad version...similar to when I saw them in Vegas back in 2004. The two best live performances I have seen from them were both from 1991. One was in Seattle with the other being in Moscow shortly after the Soviet Union crumbled with hundreds of thousands in the crowd at any given time. The studio version from the Ride The Lightning album is epic. I am a surv;vor as well (July 2015). Two songs that I turn to when trying to avoid the suicidal thoughts and regain inspiration are Lateralus from Tool and The Impossible Dream from the movie Don Quixote.

@wiseomg 2 года назад

The world need you too, remember that.

@leewesley1961 2 года назад

@@markhanson7035 if it is the music video or a live version this song is a shit kicking legendary rock classic!

@pacervault3350 2 года назад

Glad YOU'RE here too Nick!

@stevesteve3709 Год назад

As a suicide survivor myself I just want to THANK YOU and say that I AM GLAD YOU ARE STILL HERE and that I am glad you have this channel on here. I really love your reactions to songs and I love that you still being here gives you a chance to react to these things. You may or may not think you are making a difference, but I want you to KOWN that you are truly and deeply making a difference. Reacting to these kinds of songs is just as important as the song itself because people that are suffering need to understand that others have been in similar situations and made it through to the other side and that there is hope for all of us.

@MentalAmanda Год назад

I'm proud of you too and happy you are still here!

@sexxykytus69 Год назад

It is brave and respectful to have to put up with this song until the end, knowing that it awakens emotions that you no longer want to feel. I really admire your determination

@MichiganMetalHead Год назад

Hey. I want you to know. I went through depression twice. Metallica is the band that made me discover guitar and their music saved my life. You are not alone! You’re strong, you’re beautiful, loved and cared for! Peace and love to you!!❤❤❤❤

@mattdrummond5654 2 года назад

This isn't only heavy metal, its pure art. Metallica perfected this art form. There is a reason they are the best selling metal band ever and one of the biggest selling artists in history. They are more than just music.

@timetraverler1709 Год назад

Yes your so right, I just can't imagine this world without METALLICA. 😎

@AlanRaviAtchison 2 года назад

I love that the song ends with "death greets me warm, now I will just say goodbye" -- which sounds like it ends offering no hope, yet that lyric has resonated with so many and literally saved countless lives. I'm now 40 and I can truly say Metallica and a few other bands were the THERAPY THAT KEPT ME ALIVE throughout my teens when I felt entirely alone, hopeless, and didn't want to live.

@mcasto83 2 года назад

Alan I know exactly what you mean. I myself am almost 40 and when I was around 16 on a very dark and lonely night a Metallica song came on my CD player a song I listened to hundreds of times but I guess never really heard before that night. That song was The Unforgivin and it literally took my finger off the trigger so I truly believe I owe my life to Metallica.

@AlanRaviAtchison 2 года назад

@@mcasto83 Dude, that brought tears to my eyes. To think, we were both going through hopelessness around the same time. I'm so thankful you're still here. I'm so thankful we're BOTH still here. Music is medicine! Yes, I see myself in The Unforgiven quite a bit, too. Incredible to hear how that great song saved your life. As James says to the crowd at the end of the song whenever they play it live: "Forgive yourself!" I've had to learn that over and over myself through times of deep self-loathing. Be well, friend.

@mcasto83 2 года назад

@@AlanRaviAtchison Yea man crazy the coincidence I'm glad your still here too my friend music I'd definitely therapy. I got to see Metallica live for the first time here about 5 years ago and when they played The Unforgivin I was teary-eyed the hole time and that was the first time I heard James say forgive yourself and I broke ugly cried in front of 80+ thousand "family members". I try to use my experience to help others going through hard things especially people that haven't tried music therapy. I wish you all the best my friend

@shawndravonhatten206 2 года назад

Hi Alan 🙋🏼‍♀️ I was a teenager in the 80s! I was so fortunate to see Metallica in person in The late 80s! I love music from the 60s all the way through to the 90s the Best! I also lost a father who was killed in the Vietnam war! Sad metal songs are the best, painful at times also! So glad to hear you’re into it! 💜 Shawndra VH

@shawndravonhatten206 2 года назад

@@mcasto83 🙋🏼‍♀️ hi Mike, your message to Alan, was so heartfelt! How are you feeling nowadays? 💜 Shawndra VH

@pluck8913 Год назад

The great thing about Metallica is that they specialize in making songs that really are deep and hit hard in the emotional quadrant. They don't advocate things like suicide but help people understand the pain that those of us who have gone through or are going through these things feel.

@bradd9326 Год назад

You're strong to listen to this. The lyrics must hit you like a sledgehammer. I'm weeping just posting this.

@robertsmith470 2 года назад

Jame Hetfield constantly wrote about the fear of loss...of losing himself, of losing control. Too many people can't get past the "angry" tone to actually listen to the message, and their music is SO powerful. Nothing Else Matters and One are both really great songs along this same line.

@derduuude4695 Год назад

Nothing else matters is defenetly a great song. But -and this might be desresprectfull to James- it‘s not a good Metallica song. When I think of Metallica, I think of HIT THE LIGHTS and Cliff Burton playing the intro of For Whom The Bell Tolls like he wrote it before living on earth. The Message of Kill ‘Em All was We‘re Metallica and there is no life ‘till leather! That‘s already at least as good as writing about things on Ride The Lightning.

@akatripclaymore.9679 Год назад

@Der Duuude Take that for what..Someone who can't spell "Definitely" is worth! Lol. Pulling teeth' anesthesia"

@derduuude4695 Год назад

@@akatripclaymore.9679 Oh, yes! I‘m so sorry for cannot spelling “definitely“ as a German in year nine because I use this word so often. My feelings of guilt are indescribable. At least I don‘t reduce the opinions of people based on their spelling skills.

@jonathanmcmullen3324 Год назад

@@derduuude4695 not everything has to be hard guy.

@dontwrecktool Год назад

One is about the book "Johnny got his gun"

@heavysoul4862 3 года назад

The Metallica song that always gets to me is "Mama Said". My mom died 23 years ago and I recently moved back to my home town where she is buried. The lyrics "I need your arms to welcome me, but a cold stone's all I see" just hits me so hard.

@MentalAmanda 3 года назад

My mom passed in 07 and sometimes I sit by her ashes and just fall apart.

@Skraeling1000 3 года назад

@@MentalAmanda My mum passed in 2015, my dad in 2017. They used to love traveling around Europe, so their ashes were both given to the sea thanks to a local lifeboat crew, and we like to imagine them traveling the world together in the currents, finding places they never had the chance to visit in life.

@LuisRdzG10 3 года назад

Mine died last year... can't hear this song anymore... cry fest just starts

@MentalAmanda 3 года назад

@@Skraeling1000 That is beautiful!

@philsigman9088 3 года назад

@@LuisRdzG10 My dad died on May 16 last year.

@lawrencesantana7253 11 месяцев назад

I tried to commit suicide as an early teen. I had a terrible childhood. Although the torture stopped at 11 yrs old, at 15 it was still continuing mentally. Queensryche came along and their second album "The Warning" saved me. It spoke to me positively telling me there was hope through out the whole album. The next 3 albums did the same but I was hooked and saved at the warning. I thank God for putting them in my life.

@trinityloneeagle Год назад

Fade to Black is a song I wish I couldn’t relate to. I’m almost 19 and when I was 15 I went through the worst time of my life. So much happened to me mentally from 15 to 16. I thankfully never had the urge to take my life but I always felt like there was this dark cloud surrounding me and just kept getting bigger. It got to a point where I was just existing and wasn’t living, I literally never felt happy. The biggest factor in that was being off of my medications for half a year because my insurance got screwed with. I do believe because of that I have long term psychological issues since I have been on medication my entire life and was taken off of them for so long. I am so greatful I am now mostly healed from that period of time but it was pure hell. I truly hope other people don’t have to experience that because it does feel like impending doom.

@sorkeror 2 года назад

The thing that makes James Hetfield a great vocalist is his ability to convey so much emotion through every word he sings.

@christinabierod7317 2 года назад

What emotion is "ah" cause he adds that to every word lol

@Lucrei. 2 года назад

He's very underrated as a lyricist

@pax_9365 2 года назад

@@christinabierod7317 loool this had me dying hahahahaha

@danielsiman3776 2 года назад

@@christinabierod7317 OOOOO YEAahhhh!!!

@iamradical 2 года назад

In my opinion James Hetfield is a musical genius, the music he writes, the lyrics he writes, are just perfect.

@korvkioskshelvete 3 года назад

James wrote this stuff in his early 20’s. He is a true guitar riff legend, so people forget that he is one of the best song writers in the world

@TheKartoffel101 3 года назад

Not just his stuff but gear his other gave him close to before she passed away when he was 16.

@igortokarski9517 3 года назад

@@TheKartoffel101 he's talking about the song, not the meaning behind it

@JWilks-lk7th 3 года назад

Metallica took a lot from Mercyful Fate in the early days . Listen to the album Melissa and you will recognize a lot.

@felipegiraldo8100 3 года назад

@@JWilks-lk7th Most of metallica discography is higly influenced by a lot of bands to the point that many songs have literally copied riffs xD James is good at lyrics at playing the guitar but he was not too Original with the riff writting sometimes, lets be honest

@DeathcoreHusky 3 года назад

Lars too write alots of stuff in metallica stop fanboying james….

@davidna8573 7 месяцев назад

I first saw this video a while ago when i was not in a good place mentally, and you're honesty helped me deal with my own stuff. I'm grateful that you shared this, and I'm happy you're still here. Thank you.

@stratonicc2651 10 месяцев назад

i was severly bullied in my friend group in middle school, and I felt trapped. piled on top of all that was the loss of my grandfather, I went spiraling into depression and I had suicidal thoughts. i found this song and it helped me climb out of that hell and I owe my life to this masterpiece and to metallica

@vicrattlehead8665 3 года назад

“Emptiness is filling me, to the point of agony” sheesh that one hit ridiculously hard every time back when I was down bad

@OddBallPerformance 2 года назад

Look at this song from a positive perspective. This is a person sharing his inner turmoil and agony, the worst thoughts in their head, and being able to walk away from it by sharing it with millions of others in the world. By doing so, they also likely saved thousands of others from themselves by giving them somebody they could relate to, and not feel so alone.

@ARandomInternetUser08 11 месяцев назад

One of the deepest and most gut punching songs ever, next to One. It pains me that I'm not able to be around someone to give a hug or something. :( It's amazing how James can transition so smoothly between acoustic and electric.

@bryandoley9227 Год назад

Metallica and Video games help with my depression and social anxiety. This song is an absolute masterpiece

@krisamagus1 Год назад

addiction always helps

@ryana7668 2 года назад

Metalheads everywhere who grew up on this song, hearing exactly what you are now, are offering you a hug when we see your face in the middle of the 2nd verse.

@gregorywellssr7857 2 года назад

Yes,he's right,we are.

@theseareswayze-lesstimes 2 года назад

Couldn't put it any better, brother.

@RoyalHurlbert 2 года назад

Yes we are .......

@HoriaNeagu 2 года назад

Absolutely! 🎸

@mo2wheelz74 2 года назад

Absolutely 🤘❤️

@adamgouveia7590 3 года назад

I applaud you for being able to talk about your experiences and share them so intimately. Bravery comes in many forms and being strong is more than just physical strength. I’m a recovering addict, sober for 7 years now, but I can relate to nothing else mattering and feeling alone at my lowest point. We all possess the power to pick ourselves up and I truly appreciate you shining a light on mental health. You are a warrior.

@MentalAmanda 3 года назад

Proud of you for your recovery! Three years for me as of last month!

@adamgouveia7590 3 года назад

That’s awesome!!! Great work!

@hellfirebloodcrossproducti4394 Год назад

Words cannot describe how brave you are, my friend. Your story is one that will surely capture the hearts of many, and what you're doing right now for those who suffer from mental health is absolutely amazing. Sending much love and many hugs from Australia. Stay strong. We're in it together. All of us.

@mrcjc9298 Год назад

This is one of the deepest and most compelling videos I’ve ever watched. This is the first of your videos I’ve seen. Love Metallica and I know some people hate this song because of the lyrics. It’s true no one but you can save yourself but as long as you breathe it’s never too late. Will watch more of your videos. Keep on going. No fading only getting brighter.😊

@awwyisss1570 Год назад

Glad you found METALLICA! They've helped me get thru some serious shit. Been listening to them and been a huge fan for almost 30 years! You're adorable and I'm sure you're a wonderful person. You have a LOT to offer even tho it may seem at times that you don't and that your life is pointless. You will find your purpose one day. I believe in you!

@dieguito1683 Год назад

In Metallica’s recent performance at Lalapalooza James Hetfield (The singer) made a really powerful statement about suicide right before they entered the Part II of the song. It’s really nice seeing Metallica speak out about mental health and letting people know that they’re not alone and to seek help or to direct someone to help. We need more of this from celebrities and people with a following.

@teamwitt4302 Год назад

They do that every time now, I saw them a few times recently and it's a wonderful thing

@mollybuckvich4623 Год назад

i came here to say the same thing. Saw them in Buffalo and it made me cry.. \m/ \m/

@antoniogamez2651 Год назад

Yep, last summer in Madrid, Spain, He gave an emotional and powerful speech in which he said, among other things, that we are not alone and that we are all one family.

@shannonostrander5481 Год назад

I am a suicide survivor. My brother took his life a month ago

@jburt779 11 месяцев назад

The music was quite often all we had. That’s why Hetfield, Dio, Halford, Tate and SO many others were important to us. This song was written during the time when far too many teens were checking out permanently. To a lot of us, they were the only ones who heard us.

@gronkgrunk 2 года назад

I remember being at the lowest point in my life back in my youth, struggling & alone trying to make ends meet. For real, this song saved my life.

@snapperqh 2 года назад

Same ❤️ if you look James Hetfield’s story , it will inspire you and bring you to tears at the same time

@johnmutz9919 2 года назад

Yep same here, my best friend was suicidal and loved this song. Accidentally paused it while he was... well into it... he almost killed me for pressing the pause button. We are still friends to this day.

@michaelguerrera1463 Год назад

Amanda, good for you bringing to light that this is real and there is a way to overcome darkness. I've had my own struggles and being in community with others that have had the brightness shine through is a beautiful way to reach those in need!

@misfitdad4073 Год назад

Amanda thank you so much for this reaction. I am glad you are here and I am so happy that I got to see this video. Metal music and especially Metallica helped me get through some tough times with depression and being alone. There are a ton of bands that actually helped at different times and it just felt like it came along at the right time for me. Megadeth was another big one for me.

@zalcreed71 3 года назад

"I cannot stand, this hell I feel", Fade To Black completely changed my life. Thanks Metallica

@wandirmello6712 2 года назад

Gosh! I'm 43 y/o teacher, father of two pretty girls, a heavy metal fan since 1992 and this, oh, God, this made me cry. Even today I still argue with some guys who still says that heavy metal is only noise and yells, specially living in a non english speaking country. Heavy Metal helped me a lot when I was an ultra shy teenager, afraid of the world. I live in the middle of Pantanal, in Brazil. But today I'm there with you, by your side. Be Strong! And thank you for one of the most beatiful vídeos I've EVER seen.

@HeresNegan16 2 года назад

I was 12 In 2001 i got the iowa cd for Slipknot, And played it on my cd players, my mom was like a country fan he she caught be and yeah same i argue with friends because i listen to metal. It’s annoying

@ROCK-hr9se 2 года назад

You are a Wonderful Human Being. I too cry when I listen to this song as well. Also, "Cemetery Gates" by Pantera. RIP Dime and my late fiance Moni. Peace and Brightest Blessings Always 🙏 Please Be Safe Everybody 😷💉

@JayBowen 2 года назад

One of my favourite heavy metal bands was from Brazil called Sepultura. Peace from New Zealand irmão :)

@NwoDispatcher 2 года назад

May The Aryans be healed.

@agrofindastation 2 года назад

Wandir, I feel as though the mold used to make you made me as well. we share so many characteristics. may the rest of your journey though life be a great one.

@davidcrawford6505 Год назад

Wow. Powerful video of this young lady putting her raw reaction to the lyrics. It strikes me hard, too. It takes me back to that foolish moment on a back country road, way back when I was a teenager. I had spent the day with my best friend, went to see a movie and eat something afterwards. He did not know it was my farewell to him. I dropped him off and drove out to a country road that overlooked a nice view. I calmly connected the vacuum hose to the tailpipe and fed it into the window. Turned up the radio and waited for the end. Luckily, something snapped in my head and I said to myself "she ain't worth it". Almost 40 yrs later and so happy I didn't miss out on the true love of my life and beautiful daughter.

@MentalAmanda Год назад

I'm so glad that you're still here and that you've found happiness!

@GaryCeaseGhostWolf 3 месяца назад

First and foremost, glad your still with us !! This song hits me hard too, and teared up watching your reaction. Stay strong 💪🏽✌🏽

@geariagaldgkja 3 года назад

Back in the 80's when this came out it ment a lot to a lot of kids that someone they look up to had the same feelings they did. It ment a lot.

@tinastagg6258 2 года назад

This song has saved my life so many times in 30+ years - by the time you get to that beautiful closing solo you want to live forever.

@rachealhebert3612 2 года назад

❤

@H0kram 2 года назад

It always gives me a strong feeling of being alive too, it's cathartic.

@kylemiller4091 Год назад

Every time I am feeling down, I have to back and watch this. It picks me up to have followed you for a while and seen you climb up through things. Thank you for living better.

@alchemyofbalance333 10 месяцев назад

It was bands and music like this which helped me know I wasn't alone and gave me hope. Embracing and accepting these emotions are what wins the fight!❤

@GillRigged 2 года назад

The album version is much more intense, especially at the end when it fades out. Cliff's bass had chorus for that section and would bring me into another world. Still moves me to this day. RIP Cliff 🙏

@stackertheeod7566 2 года назад

Which section of the song are you talking about?

@jontraz5993 2 года назад

@@stackertheeod7566 basically the last solo, when Lars starts double bassing

@henryr.schrader7520 2 года назад

Cliff is the best bassist and dime is best guitarist. change my mind.

@jontraz5993 2 года назад

@@henryr.schrader7520 why would I want to change your mind when it's right?

@haylestormable 3 года назад

Not gonna lie, I tear up at this song knowing that its helped so many people and saved them from killing themselves. My brother, who is also a suicide survivor, introduced me to this song a few days ago- I can tell this song has helped him too

@Rock-Alien-666 Год назад

I never been deeply concerned but watching your video has affected me so much I'm with all my heart with you and yes fade to black is nothing less of who we are, nothing but memories and pain

@j3zz.tmf.guitarz Год назад

I admire your honesty and bravery of soul, keep on keeping on. I'm no stranger to mental health problems and breaking the stigma is a very positive thing to push for. Loss feels like forever, I wept with you.

@fade_snipez3690 2 года назад

Kirk Hammett actually said he had a lot of emotions while writing so he put all of that into his solos and that’s why it sounds like there so much emotion behind the solos

@JohnSmith-so4qg 2 года назад

I personally feel that the outro solo is not the same live, as the original on the record. You can truly feel the agony and the emotional presence in the recorded version. Due to the amount of emotion you can feel in every note, that is my favorite solo of all time

@fade_snipez3690 2 года назад

@@JohnSmith-so4qg fr I feel like you can hear the emotion in that Outro so deep in live versions you can hear it has no we’re near as heart into it as the studio recording

@LuisRdzG10 3 года назад

Oh, you found the legendary depression's anthem. This was written when the lead singer and frontman James Hetfield lost his guitar amp that her late mom bought to him, actually it was stolen... so yeah... heavy stuff lyrically

@Gunderson105 3 года назад

His late Mom who James thought died needlessly. Her faith prevented her from seeking any treatment from her illness, chronicled in the song "The God that Failed".

@CurlyFromTheSwirly 3 года назад

@@Gunderson105, when a hurricane hit an area, and the area flooded, a man went on his roof and prayed for help. A boat came and he refused help. He said god would save him. 2 more boats came, yet he refused to go. Eventually he died. When he went to heaven he asked god why he wasn't saved. God replied, "I sent 3 boats, you fool."

@danielbonner8309 Год назад

They tried to censor this song in the 80s claiming it caused suicidal thoughts in kids. Metallica claimed an outpouring of fans saying how they related to the song and it helped them through dark times. Its one of my of favorite songs cause it is so well written and relateable.

@davidjd123 Год назад

“Tough times don't last, tough people do. ”

@skylersmall6322 2 года назад

The lyrics of Metallica's song "One" and the backstory of it is absolutely heartbreaking. The mental anguish of that man is the worst I can imagine. I served overseas and knew people who lost parts of themselves physically and mentally. To lose it all and still live within a prison of yourself is unimaginable.

@MentalAmanda 2 года назад

Thank you for your service. And yes, the prison of the mind is the worst Hell imaginable.

@tommo1311 2 года назад

The backstory that One is based on a book by Dalton Trumbo?

@Quusikko 2 года назад

The very same, albeit in different style, is Death's "Pull the Plug" (I freaking love that song (and band) to bits!). Every time I listen to that song it just reminds me that I would never want to end up in that situation. Euthanasia is not legal in my country and it's a thing that drives me nuts!

@bjorknasty2870 2 года назад

Metallica is the reason that my father wouldn't have me go to war. One, and Disposable Heroes were the nails in the coffin.

@kevinhall4497 2 года назад

To all those who served serving us now, a big thankyou for looking out for us while looking after yourself your family and friends gone or still with us in my mind your auwsome my dad was in tje RAF and because he was a jehovas witness he was bullied for his religion but he was doing is bit from 47 to 53 i think but he told before he passed don't let it show but i could'nt but i know what he means now and to hear your comment on metallica song it fetvhed it all back. But from me i will stand were ever i am i stand with pride and love for the men before and after who looked after all of us THANKYOU SKYLER SMALL thankyou from uk kev im only on my phone new to all this .

@cavebeastdemon3631 2 года назад

I know James has had at least one breakdown after singing this song. Like many rock stars he suffers from substance abuse and this song means allot to him. The lyrics hit me very hard, as I know how that feels. I suffer extreme anxiety witch caused extreme depression, so I'm with you all the way! You are young and smart and beautiful so HOLD ON!

@williamwebster8956 Год назад

James went sober over a decade ago he knew is was sobriety of lose his family he chose family he has my respect for it

@samanders2676 Год назад

James' childhood is really, really sad. It continued to haunt him even when he made it as a big name in the music industry, he bought his estranged father a mansion in the hope of reconciling only to die on him shortly after. His alcohol addiction worsened and never left him to this day with the latest breakdown being his divorce.

@criddlegakes2650 Год назад

He relapsed sometime before S&M2 and they cancelled a huge leg of their world tour because he re-entered rehab. He's looking and sounding the best he has in a long time though. Stay strong brother

@rayboucher8737 5 месяцев назад

I am totally blessed to have stumbled across this video. We all have tough struggles in this life. I am no different than anyone else. Mine was addiction, drugs & alcohol. You are an AMAZING person for what you are doing here. I have been sober for 27 years now and still deal with that struggle of loss. I noticed when you were experiencing you're anxiety attack, and you saw his purple guitar. I LOVE LOVE LOVE how you just said nice color of purple and almost instantly you're mouth started to form a smile like you got to see the sunshine again. You are part of the solution. Keep up the good fight. May God bless you and keep you. He has chosen you!!!

@robbob5302 2 месяца назад

Amanda. Thank you for sharing your journey with us. You are one of the (much too) few genuinely sincere reactors on RU-vid.

@kellyl6883 2 года назад

As someone who has had several suicide attempts over my life, Metallica talked about mental illness before it was “cool” to do so I remember this song as a kid, it spoke to me and I didn’t feel so alone, and that was a feeling of warmth and safety. To know that your not alone in your journey is such a huge thing.

@davidgaps6589 2 года назад

While I have grown to hate the social media world, it has done some good. With Amanda and others being able to reach out, we can more easily see that we truly are not alone.

@grantmourning189 2 года назад

You suck and dying so life the life you are worthy of living!! Suicide is not worth taking lightly but every person has a beautiful meaning to another in life. Everyone needs another to move on. Suicide is a not the answer but a thought in the mind. Let a warm hand hold your soul. We are here for each other. I promise!!!

@jdogjerrah 2 года назад

*cries for attention

@doukai2374 2 года назад

sad how by doing this, as well as using acoustic guitars, they considered sellouts

@bessallen7059 2 года назад

Who ever called mental health “cool” tho

@BlackieNuff 3 года назад

Ironically, this song, back in the day, PREVENTED many youths from following through on their plan to end their lives. I guess it made them think twice, made them really fathom the magnitude of death and the decision they're about to make, and/or just made them feel a little less alone, like "wow, someone else GETS it (what I'm feeling/going through"... Whatever the reason, it's a great redeemer of metal, which got so much vitriol from parents and teachers who deemed metal music as a "cause/reason" kids be killing themselves. The irony there is that if anything drove those kids to suicide, it was all those overbearing, micromanaging, controlling adults in their lives, suffocating them with rules and "values" and conformity and compliance and impossible expectations. Which brings to mind another song : Who's To Blame by Sacred Reich

@MentalAmanda 3 года назад

I can completely understand how it did that. When we are in that darkness, we just need to feel less alone.

@BlackieNuff 3 года назад

@@MentalAmanda That's what music in general did for me, regardless of subject matter. Music was my perfect escape. It inspired my drawing, gave me the strength to get through really bad/dark experiences... I've never turned to drugs or booze or any other vices like that... but I did develop a music addiction in that it results in a massive CD collection, lol. One of the better "addicitions", though., I would say. No less expensive, but much healthier. :-)

@MentalAmanda 3 года назад

@@BlackieNuff It's an addiction for me too!

@Frostrazor 3 года назад

agreed - it helped so many of us metal heads with our depression as it reminded us we were not alone.

@danielc3535 3 года назад

no one but me can save myself

@jimoo3751 Год назад

I was introduced to metallica a lot of years ago thanks to my cousin, who is like a brother to me. But my first time hearing FTB was last year, and my first reaction was just like Amanda's. Like if I was being confronted by my own thoughts and felt how bitter and dark they were. Since then, this song was by my side in the darkness moments, and in the ones I was feeling relieved too. Now, after finally entering college and being able to live alone in another city, I feel better and more strong. Whenever I feel dark I run back to this song, and when I'm happy too. It's good to see from above the pit I put myself into now that I lifted me up by myself, guess I can be proud. I feel that I'm day by day closer to being free from depression and social anxiety, and now I feel like I'm myself again. Better than that, I'm able to discover who I am without being judged and hurt. It's a long path, but we can achieve this.

@jefferybrown1806 2 месяца назад

To go through what you have and still sit through this song, I have no words to describe how brave that is.

@maz3587 2 года назад

Lost my son 10 months ago to accidental fetnyal… I feel this song. Appreciate your comments on it. James is deep in a lot of his writing. Nothing Else Matters is also touching

@MentalAmanda 2 года назад

That stuff is no joke! I'm so sorry for your loss and I hope you are finding SOME kind of healing and continuing to share his love with the world. Here if you need to talk 💖

@maz3587 2 года назад

@@MentalAmanda thank you… I can’t it’s too fresh still. So many emotions and feelings to work through. I know there is a purpose for my life, but I don’t see the path yet. Just surviving and providing for the loved ones that I have.

@iamradical 2 года назад

I’m sorry for your loss, addiction is no joke. I’m recovering from heroin and I know to many people who have died because of it. Stay strong buddy.

@u.s.m.c.fewproudthemarines2987 2 года назад

@@iamradical u to stay strong.

@iamradical 2 года назад

@likeable antagonist I think they mean that his/her son was doing fentanyl and accidentally did to much and overdosed.

@kennethnoisewater8170 2 года назад

Her reaction when James says “goodbye.” She says “oh no!” I think she was hoping it wouldn’t be a sad ending to the song and it really gutted her by the looks of it. Her emotion looked very real. BUT, like others on here are saying, James writing those lyrics perfectly summing up how a lot of us felt as teenagers made us feel that we weren’t alone. Metallica got me through high school. No doubt about it. Couldn’t have made it through alive without them.

@cpt.charisma Год назад

Metallica's music saved my life when I was a teenager back in the 90's. Please never give up. ALWAYS BELIEVE!

@carrybeckwith5397 11 месяцев назад

I understand how hard it Can be, I'm so glad your here, your a good person, with a heart of gold, hope your well, know this review was done awhile ago but still wanted to leave a comment. ❤ thank you

@kevincroley4282 2 года назад

"Cannot stand this hell I feel......." is what I went thru in High School being bullied very badly. I was one day away from suicide myself, but I kept telling myself that I need to get thru these few years and things will get better....... METALLICA also saved me because I could just sit back and let them take me away from reality!!! STAY STRONG even thru the darkest of times Amanda!!!

@aaronsterling3732 2 года назад

Same here. Bullied. Thoughts of ending it. This song and this band let me know I wasn't alone. Life has been a struggle, but I am glad that I have seen my children grown, and working daily to be the person I want to see my kids grow up to be.

@demo2952 2 года назад

Learn to fight. If you stand up for yourself, the bullies will fear you

@drmorcoch9338 2 года назад

well, i was bullied for maybe months in elementary until this kid broke my pencil. i swiped that pencil (john wick?) over that pricks face. lucky for me it only hit the bridge of his nose. then this bigger classmate of mine annoyed me so i waited downstairs and clocked that sob in the face. i'm a small skin and bones kid at the time.

@JoeHynes284 2 года назад

i went through something similar and i graduated 26 years ago...

@One_Bar Год назад

Listen to the original studio version, there’s 2 stories being told. The lyrics are depression but the music hope and striving to survive. Absolutely my favorite Metallica song for the struggle.

@daendiznigh 3 месяца назад

Yeah you described that well. That’s is dead on what it is , like question and answer in music theory - good observation

@raymondduffy322 11 месяцев назад

This song got me through some tough times....it still does....this world is a much more beautiful place with you in it ❤

@paulcarlin3764 11 месяцев назад

Hello Amanda, I loved this track when it came out for both its power and how it struck a cord in how I felt at the time (late teens, un attractive man seeking love and getting none, and at the time thinking if ending it would be best) over the years I have listened to it again during both high and low points in my life. Now at 56 I watch your reaction video and find myself seeing a whole new perspective and couldn't help myself bursting in to tears, thankyou, you have again shown me the importance of life.

@slayerhead2134 3 года назад

To live is to die dedicated to there lost friend Cliff Burton

@metetural9140 3 года назад

It's also an instrumental

@NathanCline12-21 3 года назад

"When a man lies, he murders some part of the world These are the pale deaths which men miscall their lives All this I cannot bear to witness any longer Cannot the kingdom of salvation take me home?"

@xvx_k1r1t0_xvx_killme5 3 года назад

great song. that one riff (y’all know the one) gives me chills every damn time

@tomwarner1070 2 года назад

I love watching reaction videos to rock and metal songs. I'm now a fully grown man, big metal head with tears rolling down my face to your pain, you've got this keep it up

@wraith657 Год назад

The original studio recorded version... James' voice was smooth as silk. He's become kind of different sounding after 40 years.

@FaunnYT Год назад

This is an amazing reaction to put out. It is a strong lyrical song! A lot of people seem to feel that way, and it's a unification for a lot of people with the same feelings. Music really does a lot to the mental states of a lot of people!

@sasasasaturno666 2 года назад

As someone who tried to hang by the neck back in 2016, i really wish you're doing much better and healing back, you're a beautiful person, you definetely deserve joy.

@MentalAmanda 2 года назад

I am doing much better, thanks. Just got hit by the lyrics. I explained why in a recent vlog. You are a beautiful soul too worthy of love and joy! Glad you're still here!

@suchendelokidottir5673 2 года назад

I tried from age 5 until age 14. Then i heard this song. Señor Saturno, I'm glad you're still here. I'm even sort of glad that I'm still here.

@sasasasaturno666 2 года назад

@@suchendelokidottir5673 Well i'm glad YOU are still here too, i've understood that there is a lot of good things in life and i decided to give it a try and it's going pretty good, we'll have problems, disappointments, sad moments and stuff, but the best thing to do is to bear with it and be strong, lots of good things are waiting for everybody, so yeah, i hope everything's going well, and may this new year 2022 is full of nice things for us

@bervil 2 года назад

'00 for me. I'm glad to see you are still here. Love to you.

@saltyassassins5816 2 года назад

@@MentalAmanda brother told me today that a homeless man took his life this morning in moorhead Minnesota. He doesn't know too many details. Brother is tells me the guy hung himself from a tree

@gypsy6211 Год назад

I'm a 23yr survivor. This song saved me. There's no hidden message, no ambiguity, no meaning really at all to the song. It's simply one thing. A pure and unadulterated description of the darkness I lived in. Which left me with a single undeniable fact. Someone else out there truly understood that darkness, I was not alone. Shrinks, psychologists, family, friends, lovers they don't understand. They can't. James did. And if he could understand, there were others who understood, I was far from alone. Simply knowing I had so many brothers and sisters in the darkness, that I was so far from being alone was the straw that broke the hold the darkness had on me. The message is simple, it's clear, it's undeniable, no matter how dark, no matter how alone a person may feel, there ARE ppl out there who truly understand. Been there, done that, got a closet full of t-shirts from it.

@MentalAmanda Год назад

I'm glad you're still here!

@fredriksvard2603 Год назад

I came to the same conclusion 30 years ago when TBA dropped and the roam tour hit my city, and to this day i haven't found anything that hits the nail on the head like this.

@starrysky324 Год назад

that was so beautifully written and youre so right i love the last line youre so right

@ZaCloud-Animations___she-her Год назад

In the darkness, it's hard to see the others there with you. 😶‍🌫 But sometimes, you can hear them. 🎸 And when their song gathers us all together, we form a crowd big enough to shatter that darkness. 🤘

@ds_the_rn Год назад

I work in an adolescent psych unit. I wonder if this song would help them, since I know most have never heard it. This song constantly saves me, too. It’s a song that reflects my pain.

@Wisolkofficial 9 месяцев назад

The story doesn't end with James saying goodbye, but it's continuing with the uplifting guitar solo that's telling us that it was an "happy" end to it.

@roncriswell2685 Год назад

In the 80's a lot of teens felt alone and lost, they were getting hate from every direction but Metallica and this song saved a lot of lives made us feel a little less alone \m/

@orion3910 3 года назад

Metallica - To Live is To Die, it's a song dedicated to their bassist Cliff Burton who died by a bus drive accident on 1986... the song has two guitar solos, the first is to show their angry feeling about lost a lovely brother, and the second is a very very sad feeling solo with radio effect, because when Cliff died it was noticed on radios... they not only lost a brother, they also lost the will to live on that day. The lyrics are the last sentence written by Cliff and it's also written on his grave.

@mikkalbreeden956 3 года назад

This particular song helped me in many ways. 1. Knowing what I felt and I wasn’t the only one. 2. Feeling anger towards the emotions when I needed it. 3. They wrote it and still alive, so could I survive it. 4. They not only survived, but succeeded. Just turning the emptiness into something else was a big help.

@matthewsmith3817 Год назад

You're so precious. I wish there were many more gentle souls such as yourself in this world. Every time I think about offing myself, I consider how life is relatively short enough in its natural course. Just a little more suffering until it ends for good.

@patrickjohnson9175 Год назад

I'm glad you're still here and got to experience this song that I must say that to see you break down like I did brought me to tears and I feel for you You are loved for your honesty

@Walter_Sobchak_43 2 года назад

Amanda, you are not alone. This song has saved countless lives. Music heals the soul.

@kittypride1815 2 года назад

This song is definitely the Anthem of depression and all things connected, wherever i feel suicidal and alone , i listen to this song, it oddly gives me relief because it makes me feel less alone when dealing with suicidal thoughts, actions and depression

@courtneykempe2442 9 месяцев назад

Thank you for your channel, couple year back I lost my bru from another ma, he is greatly loved & missed. This channel help’s to appreciate music but more importantly the lyrics talk for those like myself whom is a suicide survivor but thise lost what they must have been thinking planning & doing bless you all here but bless fly high those we’ve lost to this tragedy’s Love you sweet keep up the amazing work stay strong we all love you Mental Amanda x

@EclipseStorm923 Месяц назад

You go from feeling sad from the lyrics to vibing tf out of that guitar solo

@ortundgaming967 3 года назад

James Hetfield was 21 when they released this song. Cliff Burton was 22 when he wrote it - or turning 22. Crazy to think someone so young could understand these feelings so well as to write a song like this. Unfortunately, Burton died 2 years later in a car crash.

@karlsmith2570 3 года назад

Actually, it was a bus accident while the band was on tour Sweden that Cliff Burton died in

@ortundgaming967 3 года назад

@@karlsmith2570 I'm aware, but I was trying to avoid details... Apparently they had an agreement that on some basis, someone would get a bed or something on the bus and Kirk won that so Cliff offered his bed... Weird how that works out.

@jadenwalker2052 3 года назад

@@ortundgaming967 Yeah Cliff won Kirk's bunk in a card game earlier that day according to an interview

@jamespell1138 3 года назад

James wrote it cliff wrote the outro harmony

@ortundgaming967 3 года назад

@@jamespell1138 oh... Wikipedia page said Cliff wrote it... or did I read wrong?

@militaryman6305 2 года назад

That one line when hey says “ now I will just say goodbye. Goodbye” gives my chills down my spine

@warhedd Год назад

Its interesting to see someone react to this song in this way. I've heard this song 200 000 times, played through it just as much, and it means nothing to me. I can't relate to anything in the song since I never really havent struggled with depression or suicidal thoughts. But seeing you react in this way made me cry as well. Not because of the song, but because of what you are going through/have gone through. We all live in our own microcosms and microuniverses. We are all protagonists of our own stories. You made me leave my own bubble for a while to take part in yours, and it was a very humanizing experience. Thanks for sharing.