First Time Hearing Lithium by Nirvana | Su!cide Survivor Reacts

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I finally popped my Nirvana cherry! I knew Kurt Cobain's story but never actually listened to the band! I've been curious for so long and have just never done it, so I'm diving in with Lithium.
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@MentalAmanda 12 дней назад

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@jakesmith6233 12 дней назад

If you like Nirvana, check out In Bloom, Heart-shaped box, and Lake of fire Nirvana - In Bloom (Official Music Video) / NirvanaVEVO ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-PbgKEjNBHqM.html Nirvana - Heart-Shaped Box (Official Music Video) / NirvanaVEVO ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-n6P0SitRwy8.html Nirvana - Lake Of Fire (Live On MTV Unplugged, 1993 / Unedited) / NirvanaVEVO ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-d4LdUQzCPPM.html

@DevenLeiphart 12 дней назад

I’m sorry if this sounds weird I was watching your a day in the life video from a couple years ago and you said you were from a small town in Missouri I am also from Missouri and currently live here was curious if your hometown was close to mine

@franzwohlgemuth2002 11 дней назад

@MentalAmanda Do "Been a Son", "Paper Cuts", "Scoff", "D7", "Sappy", "I Hate Myself And Want To Die", “Stain”, "Curmudgeon", “Mr. Moustache”, “Swap Meet”, "Very Ape"....... As for the song, it is about a man who turns to religion after the death of his girlfriend as a way to avoid suicide.

@copbabycombo1311 11 дней назад

I can see why Rape Me can be triggering but if it makes it any better Rape Me is an anti-rape song. Kurt was very passionate about women's issues and he was a feminist.

@oscar24x 12 дней назад

That was a prank to MTV because Kurt wanted to play Rape me but MTV executives said no. So he only played the first riff of the song.

@Shawn-mo6dh 11 дней назад

The thing is that song is about other bands stealing his sound

@Abdulla7_ 9 дней назад

@@Shawn-mo6dhit is about rape, its an anti rape song.

@Shawn-mo6dh 9 дней назад

@@Abdulla7_ you could be right but your not. It's about artist stealing music

@dannyfinnson4630 8 дней назад

@@Shawn-mo6dhno its about the media

@dannyfinnson4630 8 дней назад

@@Abdulla7_no it’s about the media ! When he went from the under ground to mainstream, he thought that he was being raped for looking inside his life

@dathorndike4908 12 дней назад

This performance is so iconic. It represents everything that was brilliant about Nirvana. Kurt giving the finger to MTV brass by starting with the first few bars of "Rape Me". Then Krist nearly knocking himself out cold with the bass toss at the end. Kurt messing up his own song by coming in late on the last verse... so brilliant.

@floverdevel 4 дня назад

i agree :) but for me it's Territorial Pissing @ Jonathan Ross that captures the essence of Nirvana: they were supposed to play Lithium but instead played Territorial Pissing, smashed their instruments and then leave without saying any words :) ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-fOO2NQFkuIU.html

@ColinRichards1 12 дней назад

The reason they started destroying their gear at the end was because they had been asking their record label for months for new equipment and they kept getting push back. They knew the big boss at the record label was going to be at this show and they new ne had the checkbook, so they did it to force him to buy them new gear. And the bass player would normally do a trick where he threw his bass like 10 feet in the air and catch it, but when he looked up, he was blinded by one of the lights and couldn't see it and it gave him a concussion, they went to find him after he ran off and they found him drinking champagne with Brian May from Queen.

@tsg_frank5829 11 дней назад

That happened way earlier, this performance had nothing to do with it, Nirvana just liked to cap off their shows by destroying equipment

@ColinRichards1 9 дней назад

@@tsg_frank5829 I'm just retelling what Dave Grohl said in an interview

@rickcole349 11 дней назад

Kurt’s been dead for thirty years and his music still sounds fresh to me.

@oscar24x 7 дней назад

Agree

@willblood7082 11 дней назад

I like what Living Colour guitarist Vernon Reid told Rolling Stone magazine: "My favorite song on Nevermind was 'Lithium.' Kurt Cobain tapped into something in the culture that nobody had given a voice to before: passionate ambivalence: 'I'm so ugly, but that's OK 'cause so are you.' He captured the idea of having incredibly powerful feelings about not having feelings."

@dathorndike4908 12 дней назад

Kurt was authentic. He never compromised for anyone, and he laid bare his soul in his songs and his stage performances like few other rock stars ever did. He resonates so much with people because he was a complete iconoclast in a profession rampant with greed, imitation and conformity. He stood apart from that and that is why people love whim so much to this day.

@edmundherrera3055 11 дней назад

Kurt Cobain was a fan of this outsider artist/ musician "Daniel Johnston" that i think you would find fascinating. Check out his song " Walking the Cow" and/or " Story of an Artist" A true genuine brilliant and vulnerable human being SOOOO much to dissect

@m2pmd70 9 дней назад

Also worth mentioning that Lithium is a common treatment for bipolar disorder.

@christophercaldwell511 5 дней назад

Duh

@sydneycarton9973 10 дней назад

Kurt’s death was the first celebrity death that had a real impact on me. I heard about it on the radio and left work. MTV News, Kurt Loder gave it full & great coverage. Ironic with the riff between the band and MTV. More than 30 years now. RIP Kurt.

@cobrakari 11 дней назад

An old friend of mine who used worked for Marshall at the time (a guitar amp company) and was working that show. They had provided amps that night, and he was backstage watching the show. He was in charge of over seeing their amps. When Curt started destroying the amp he began freaking out. Someone from MTV grabbed him and told him that there was nothing he could do and just smiled at him. he said that that just amp sat around broken at Marshall after that. Don’t know what ultimately became of it.

@bm03431 12 дней назад

Amanda, when you have time, check out Nirvana's "unplugged" mtv performance

@dathorndike4908 12 дней назад

Krist got a gash on his head and was a bit dazed, but he recovered fine.

@ColinRichards1 12 дней назад

They went to go find him after he ran off and they found him drinking champagne with Brian May from Queen

@user-sw2xp8tl9b 12 дней назад

Hey Amanda... how is it going. Always happy to see new reactions. Love that someone has similar experience and tastes as me. Keep up the amazing work.

@jindas4217 11 дней назад

WOW!!!!😮😮😮😮 It's almost as if their drummer looks like the lead singer from Foo Fighters!!! 😮😮😮😮😮 ☺️☺️☺️😉😉😉

@YoreHistory 12 дней назад

Love you haven't heard this...for many of us in the 90s this was synonymous with the first half of that decade...song was everywhere :)

@nickkleiber8636 11 дней назад

We all miss Kurt!!! The last great Rockstar!!!

@mikeblanchard7579 12 дней назад

"A generation of youth were looking for something new, and this little trio from the pacific northwest seemingly came out of nowhere and an entire generation rose up and hailed nirvana as being the real, raw thing, an anointed the bands frontman kurt cobain their musical Messiah. But kurt never asked to be the king, and the head that wore that crown would never rest easy." -MTV GRUNGE SPECIAL

@oscar24x 7 дней назад

Agree!

@robbob5302 12 дней назад

Amanda. Thank you for this reaction. Kurt Cobain was a tortured genius, whose artistic vision spearheaded a complete paradigm shift in Rock music in the early 1990s. If you are truly interested in analyzing Nirvana music from a mental health standpoint, then I strongly recommend the song “You know you’re right.” Released years after either his suicide or demise, (depending who you ask) this was the very last song Kurt Cobain ever recorded. It may well be his most introspective song as well. Written as his marriage to Courtney Love was falling apart.

@TheMiddlingGamer 10 дней назад

He was a genius, and he was always in pain due to a chronic illness he suffered from, which he self medicated with hard drugs, cocaine, heroin and whatnot. But he is often misrepresented as this tragic, insightful and sorrowful character, which couldn't be farther from the truth. Kurt Cobain was GOOFY as hell! He was funny, irreverent, he pulled pranks, he had an almost child-like demeanor, as per the people who spent a lot of time around him. He had a beautiful soul and the world is a lesser place since he passed.

@MentalAmanda 2 дня назад

Definitely going to have to check that out!

@barbarjinx3802 4 дня назад

He didn’t lose his life. He took it. From himself and his daughter and all of us. You’d like their song Milk It off their final album.

@SherondaPramus 10 дней назад

Listen to all apologies that's the greatest song with a more polished performance on MTV unplugged, it's a perfect song about kurts yearning to feel peace

@SmartK8 10 дней назад

That's what I waited for.. explanation of Nirvana and Kurtz... great job.

@MrChristbait 10 дней назад

Best reaction I've seen to this, nice one! X

@seymourclarity8702 12 дней назад

The IQ of this woman is kinda intimidating, and her heart is galactic size

@christopherking4932 9 дней назад

Definitely

@MentalAmanda 8 дней назад

@mrcjc9298 11 дней назад

The bassist threw his bass into the air and knocked himself out. No permanent injury though.

@stephenorkies2858 11 дней назад

So many stories behind this performance.

@shirazzza 5 дней назад

They were the first live band I saw & omg I was hooked on gigs after that lol. It was the only time they came to Australia

@Shawn-mo6dh 11 дней назад

This is my 3rd favorite Nirvana song. In this order Smells like teen spirit About a girl Lithium

@briang6815 8 дней назад

Nirvana's one of my favorite bands, especially the MTV Unplugged in New York album. I've probably played that more than any other album. Kurt Cobain was definitely one of those poetic style singers.

@christophermollan1684 11 дней назад

Awesome reaction and commentary!!!1

@TheBoneychuck 12 дней назад

I like your shirt ❤

@MrChristbait 2 дня назад

We have the Atlantic between us,so I'm not stalking you. Your channel makes me "happy"!

@TheScorpio1999 12 дней назад

Even though I could, well maybe, look up the meaning of this song, I choose not to, as I find it far more fascinating not knowing what it's about. The 2-chord back and forth guitar part during "I'm not gonna crack" is oddly hypnotic to me, and simultaneously bizarre given the lyrical content going on. As for the performance, Kurt slightly deviates some of the lyrics in the live version from the studio version. Why he did this, I can't really say. Boredom? His sense of humor? Could have been both. The older I get, the more strange it gets seeing a young Dave Grohl of what's now known as the Foo Fighters on the drums back in those days. This man is one of the hardest hitters in the history of heavy hitters. Krist Novoselic (the bassist) I'm sure wasn't planning on injuring himself; he was sidelined for a lil bit, but was fine all in all. He spoke about it in an interview a few times. I'm curious though; could it be possible that Kurt wrote these lyrics from a third-person perspective?

@MentalAmanda 2 дня назад

am with you, I like not knowing. I sometimes look it up after, but typically I only learn the intended meaning if someone else tells me. Now that you mention the back and forth guitar, you're right, it does have a trance like effect. Happy to hear the bass player was okay. You know me, I will worry about fictional characters on shows, people I don't know and apparently injuries from several decades ago. HAHA. Kurt writing the lyrics from third person is an interesting theory!

@majormogli3772 11 дней назад

Nirvana....forever ❤. I was 16, Kurt killed himself and I remember the day very clear. Till this day I wasnt really into Nirvana. I was at school and after last lesson, on the ground of our schoolyard someone droped hundreds of little chits of paper with the letters "Kurt Cobain is dead".

@user-it4kv3kx1y 7 дней назад

In my head, heart and soul, Nirvana and Pearl Jam was, and still is, most influential bands on my young age. I am from Serbia 🇷🇸, 49 young 😊,and i love your reaction!❤ My suggestion is: Pearl Jam...Dark Matter...

@maine420grow8 12 дней назад

I'm diagnosed schizophrenic. I have more friends in my head than people you have ever met

@markxv2267 10 дней назад

Cuckoo

@MentalAmanda 2 дня назад

That sounds very overwhelming. Are you getting treatment? If you need help finding a professional, please email me or message me on IG @mentalamanda

@mikaeljacobsson1437 12 дней назад

Lounge Act, Drain You, Stay Away, Breed are some really good Nirvana songs.

@vancesharp9783 12 дней назад

Dave grohl of the Foo Fighters was the drummer

@mikaeljacobsson1437 12 дней назад

Some Pearl Jam songs to maybe look into; "Indifference", "Release" and "Immortality".

@christopherking4932 9 дней назад

Awesome video.

@MikeMackie 3 дня назад

do more nirvana. i wasn't expecting such an insighful reaction to kurts music :)

@MikeMackie 3 дня назад

It would be awesome if you react to dumb, all apologies, something in the way, heart shaped box, pennyroyal tea, you know you're right

@Scribe57 10 дней назад

PLEASE DO MORE NIRVANA!!!!!❤❤❤ Most people I see react to Kurt Cobain and Nirvana have this stigma around them that you don't have. One song I'd recommend is All Apologies. It's one of my favs. Or You Know You're Right, which was the last song Kurt recorded.

@franciscovisiedoperales2068 День назад

Nirvana fue uno de los precursores principales de la musica Grunge larga vida a Kurt🎉🎉❤❤❤

@RJay207 11 дней назад

School wasn't canceled for us. But they did make an announcement over the loudspeaker (high school) that anyone affected could see the school guidance councilor/therapist-person. It was such a big deal that even the grownups knew it. It was basically explained that this generations John Lennon had just died, and that clued the faculty in to just how impactful this death was to a LOT of kids.

@MentalAmanda 3 дня назад

Thanks for the info!

@markgishhargesheimer7218 10 дней назад

You know he changed some of the lyrics in this performance

@AaronButler-d9g 11 дней назад

I like your shirt

@SRone45 6 дней назад

Kurt genuinely thought he was ugly.

@aliciasavage6801 11 дней назад

The shaved head line was not the original line, he adlibbed it in.

@OctaniumYT 11 дней назад

RIP Kurt Cobain. This is one of my favorite songs by nirvana. You should check out smells like teen spirit and come as you are next! ❤ thanks for your videos and all you do 😊

@maine420grow8 12 дней назад

I've tried suicide about a dozen times. I don't consider myself a survivor. More like a failure.

@MentalAmanda 2 дня назад

I'm really sorry you're feeling this way. Please remember that your struggles don't define you. The fact that you're still here shows incredible strength. There are people who care about you and resources that can help. You're not a failure; you're someone who deserves support and compassion.

@Jesstron10 10 дней назад

Drummer seems talented

@joeldf6859 10 дней назад

Yeah, looks like he could have a future in the music biz... 😄

@apulrang 11 дней назад

Great reaction! I don't know if this is the place to suggest another song to react to, but I would love to hear what you would have to say about another song by The Who, titled "Behind Blue Eyes." It is very much on topic for your channel, I think.

@garysimonson1135 6 дней назад

Kurt Cobain has had such a profound impact on my life. I know he was far from perfect and that he had flaws, but he couldn't handle bullshit and he was truly seeking out purity and raw passion in a world where everything is fake and commodified. You should watch some interviews with him. He was a really charismatic, at times funny, at times intense person/ Also, Nirvana has so many other great songs.

@TheMarkCraig 8 дней назад

The words were slightly changed.

@markbarlow4296 3 дня назад

“Hi Axel, hi Axel, hi Axel!” What a band and performance. Don’t make them like that these days. RIP Kurdt 😢🤗🙏

@stevencalogero7758 10 дней назад

❤❤

@ThrillhoWiggum 7 дней назад

When do you hear Mother Mother?

@Commonsensor 10 дней назад

I’ve found this Channel today. I’ve seen a couple of videos of yours. Love your energy and sincere spirit. Try “The Light” by Disturbed. Trust me, you’ll be touched by its lyrics.

@danfesta4465 9 дней назад

Quick question, do you have the lyrics on hand as you're watching? I ask cause I'm terrible at picking up lyrics the first time I hear a song, it's not where my brain focuses

@MentalAmanda 2 дня назад

Only for music like Lorna Shore and the heavier stuff.

@drnefarioreal 11 дней назад

could you react to where did you sleep last night by nirvana on mtv unplugged

@franzwohlgemuth2002 11 дней назад

@SpencerHelle3128 12 дней назад

Please react to sometimes you’re the hammer sometimes you’re the nail by A Day To Remember and All Fucked Up please

@okirrama3587 9 дней назад

"Rather dead than be cool"

@garysimonson1135 5 дней назад

Please do Pearl Jam - "Black" MTV Unplugged and also the video for Alive

@shatteredanis1592 3 дня назад

Fun Fact: The best thing that Nirvana came out with was the Foo Fighters.

@christophermollan1684 11 дней назад

Ai mori and Violet Orlandi have a cover of R*pe Me that is as brill9ant as it is disturbing....they take the meaning of the song and amp it up to infinity!!!!!!

@briandoornink7597 11 дней назад

who? what?

@seymourclarity8702 12 дней назад

💛🌏💛

@drunk-mangaming2744 11 дней назад

vodka helps me sleep

@Kinder_witch 10 дней назад

real

@MentalAmanda 2 дня назад

Relying on alcohol to sleep can lead to several significant risks. While alcohol may initially help you fall asleep faster, it disrupts the sleep cycle by interfering with the REM (rapid eye movement) stage, which is crucial for restorative sleep. This disruption can result in poor sleep quality, leading to feelings of fatigue and grogginess the next day. Over time, dependence on alcohol to sleep can develop, increasing the risk of alcohol abuse and addiction. Additionally, regular alcohol use can have harmful effects on physical health, including liver damage, heart problems, and an increased risk of certain cancers. It can also exacerbate mental health issues such as anxiety and depression. These risks highlight the importance of finding healthier and safer ways to address sleep problems, such as practicing good sleep hygiene, engaging in relaxation techniques, or seeking professional medical advice.

@mr.championsReyDeEuropa 3 дня назад

Vaquero Setsual

@jaywolford3898 4 дня назад

There was a lot of drama at this award show. Kurt and Axl Rose were feuding. There's a story of Kurt spitting on what he thought was Axl's piano, and it ended up being Elton John's. Axl liked Nirvana, and wanted then to tour with them. Nirvana did not like what Guns 'N Roses stood for. Axl seems to have taken offense, and Courtney seems to just keep adding fuel to the fire. Some of the lyrics were altered/out of order compared to the studio version.

@user-dt8zq2ev1h 11 дней назад

Ooooo is that why Britney Spears shaved her hair off ? Ha ha ha 😅😮 Ryan Barron

@tbone-lw2pk 8 дней назад

Floyd the Barber

@SUMUAL-PERMESTA 12 дней назад

Please react...EMINEM MOCKINGBIRD🔥🔥👍

@Høbøbiłłz 10 дней назад

The song is actually anti rape and kurt was a well known feminist

@christophercaldwell511 5 дней назад

Kurt would prob want to get high after hearing this analysis

@ottocarson 10 дней назад

Lol Five whole minutes trying to explain the first verse of Lithium, a song which in words of Kurt Cobain has no sense, no explanation. Sorry for the laughs, I grew up with Nirvana and we didn't care about the lyrics too much. 😂😂😂

@bm03431 12 дней назад

Amanda, also, I think this is r@pe me, not lithium.

@ak2nda695 11 дней назад

I remember the rock station back home playing a parody of Eric Clapton's Cocaine, with Cobain replacing cocaine. The song was about Kurt offing himself. It was very dark considering. That was on the East Coast, and most of us didn't like grunge. I still don't, with the exception of Alice in Chains. I saw AIC open for Ozzy in 1990 or 91. Layne had his entire leg in a cast and was rolling around in a wheelchair singing. I was impressed. I'll listen to Nirvana on the radio, but to this day, I change the station or turn off the radio completely when Pearl Jam is played.

@jerryjackman1657 11 дней назад

No better way to suck all of the life out of someone's art than to analyze it.But,OK.It means whatever it means to whomever it be that hears it.And he that wrote it,knows the true meaning.

@MentalAmanda 7 дней назад

My channel is here to break the stigma of mental health. I use music videos suggested by subscribers to start discussions. That includes analyzing.

@Høbøbiłłz 10 дней назад

They played the beginning just to piss off mtv

@Bluntnation420 5 дней назад

You've never listened to Nirvana?😢 I have nothing in common with you. You're reading way too much into it. Just listen 😮

@pauljohnson577 8 дней назад

Never listened to Nirvana!? You lost me

@MentalAmanda День назад

90s *NSync girl here from Missouri.

@cristinacris3678 4 дня назад

An old lady using pink headphone with cat ears like a teenager is so cringe and weird...

@christophercaldwell511 5 дней назад

Bogus headband what a stupid product pure spam

@theCurteye 12 дней назад

Oh. My. God. You are missing the forest for the trees. Have you never had fun? Have you never gone to a party? Anayzing these lyrics for the sort of poetic sense you're looking for completely destroys every fibre of the quilt Kurt is building. You have managed to take a joke, explain it to the audience piece by piece, and completely missed the fact that you've destroyed the magic. Worst RU-vid Reaction Ever.

@maine420grow8 11 дней назад

This chick thinks she's a female Dr Phil. RU-vid really needs to stop people who are clueless. There might be someone who actually needs help that stumbles across this garbage.

@MentalAmanda 8 дней назад

This channel is here to break the stigma of mental health. I am sorry it didn't suit you, but this reaction is to start conversation on mental health, not listening to magic in music.

@markxv2267 10 дней назад

Too much forced analyzing mostly meaningless lyrics, hilarious to hear you babbling nonsense though.

@MentalAmanda 2 дня назад

The whole point of this channel is to open conversations about mental health using music. I am happy you are not needing such help.